i cant decide if i am actually looking forward to tomorrow

anywayez decided to blog in school instead of study cause..... it is 8+ in the morning and i don't think my brain can take in much info yet.... haha.and once again i am waitin for anatomy to start and like the comp is just here don't use very wasted ma.HAHA okok i am lazy.FINE.but wtv =P

actually i only got 10mins left before lessons start but don't care la.at least type something now then later will have less to type lor.and seriously the class seem DAMN DAMN empty today.hmmm.even shir and tan mia la.

ok monday(like i can remember lidat)errrrrrrrrrrr hot shot very nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA i was staring at the screen and just smiling there.zixian and weichao damn entertaining again la.so i was watching two shows at the same time.haha.

lecture nothing much ba.just dreadfully long.chi, tutorials blah blah.tuesday.chinese for the entire day.the teacher just kept giving us breaks to sleep cause it was obvious we are all a bit gone.shucks i remember something funny happened but i cant remember what.HAHA.nvm moving on.

seriously i dont see the point of blogging at the moment cause i cant seem to remember a single shit.then those two stayed back to mug mug so i just floated around to wait for my uncle cause essentially i am just too lazy to go home by myself.errrrrrrrrrrrr just ya lor obviously the 3 of us don't have the best memory.

then went home a bit stressed diao so tried to study but errrr cant remember shit so in the end wed max stress diao then mood bu shi hen hao and apparently mummy bei wo xia dao.ahahaha.oops.not on purpose de ma.some more anatomy so cui i want faint le lor.

but surprisingly i was damn awake for the whole day.HAHA so proud of myself! then break de shi hou arguing with uncle again.seriously whoever said libra and aries doesnt clash is a freakin liar.HAHAHAHA

then ya lor those two stayed again to study.seriously i feel damn damn freakin slack.i need to stop watching bbt! HAHA. hmmm but yet the people around me seem to have the habit of asking me to rest more and study less.haiz.looks can be decieving people.even my aunt is asking me to study less.pengz

*update for today: essentially the morning practical was wasted..... stalking people.HAHA.we tried to google names and see the hits etc.hahahaha.ok fine we clearly didnt want to study anymore and like ya.then looked at sec school photos while tan desperately tried to stop me.alamak i see live version before already what's the diff.HAHA.lunch chinese(slept for an hr and self high the next after 10mins of nap.)anat home!*

ok la lyrics lyrics! omg i finished blogging before 830!!! cause i blogged an entirely useless entry.seriously this entry is fei de lor.so i shall find a... more meaningful lyrics.ok one is cause i heard in car this morning and remembered how much i love it(the jolin one).and the other is ... i just like de =)

沒有人要的孩子 - evan yo

还能微弱呼吸
也想争一口气
为什么这座城市不允许
天空漆满乌云
开始向我卷曲
怎么飞 都感觉无力

长大以后 我才发现
我是个没有人要的孩子
快告诉我 快告诉我
谁会需要我

谁翻了翻日历
痛哭时间过去
理想的距离还停在那里
靠着冰冷墙壁
给一点支撑力
我只能握拳不放弃
到底为什么
拉扯我残破的梦
阻挡我每一个出口
黑暗中谁放开了手
让我坠落oh~~

假装 - jolin

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑　反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱

当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰

假装多好　我只要
只想要　再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
还心甘情愿的不想逃

假装多好　我只要
只想要　再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
心甘情愿不想逃
假装多好　依然是
依然是　暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套

像是驼鸟
相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见
傻到了无可救药
其实早明了
你的爱已随风飘
想要找
再也找不到

假装自己
已解开冰冷的手铐