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Da Tou

kyn
Born: 29 March
Zodiac: Aries
Loves: xiang xiang dar dar
agent jolin
hebe
ze ze
charmed
chocolate
pink

talk



jie jies and kor kors

the waye
ahbu
xuan er
li ting
shir
hwee yen
calvin
marcus
chris
lia
mel leong
wei qi
constance
yi jun
julian
jessie
sheryl
natalie
joan
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Pictures by ahbu
the one where piano was ok...

Sunday, October 30, 2005
fingers now a bit de pain... so if u can't play guitar... pls get a pro to teach... so u won't press until finger damn pain... haha... but i better than my cousins lor... is like e just take books and press... haha... damn fun...

anywaye, this morning woke up early thanks to my aunt who is gg overseas... (anyone wanna slp over? haha...) then when to collect my passport... i look damn nice lah... haha... ok... tt is damn thick skin... but i dun care... haha... then went to tiong bahru to meet shamini, yy, et n yunlong... walk for a while to found we r lost... then after sham call the pple then we found our waye... i shall spare my loyal readers the details... then went j8 mac for lunch... ate mcflurry then full liao... haha...

my stupid piano piece improved le... haha.. as in the one i have been playing since after the exams... so not much scolding today... then watched lost... damn nice... then slept... damn nice... haha... then my cousins came n we change guitar string then dinner... ok nice.. then here i m... haha... lyrics time! this one is cuz i like the song.. the lyrics nth wow... i think... haha...

The Good Kind-the wreckers

'Do you wanna run away together?'
I would say it was your best line ever.
Too bad I fell for it...
And I walked along,
Waiting for you to come along.
Take my tortured heart by the hand.
And write me off.

Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
Do you know I cry?
And it's not the good kind...

You forced me to become strong.
And I just cried, being weak.
And you think you know.
And I would like to think so,
But do you know that when you go,
I fall apart.

I'm tired of hiding behind these lying eyes,
I'm tired of this smile that even I don't recognize.


spoke at : 11:55 AM

the one where i m absolutely positive...

Saturday, October 29, 2005
i m super high now! haha. just in a gd mood for some reason. i noe y le! cuz today WHOLE day no headache! only shoulder ache cuz of my damn bag. but doesn't matter.rest of the week no need to bring the lecture notes stuff so bag will be much lighter so shoulder no prob le! so shir: i do NOT need to pack my bag... yet... haha... today morning SOOOOO didn't wanna wake up... just found out tt today is last day of sch for sec sch pple... as in normal schs not international schs... haha... lucky lor... so shuang... nvm... 2 more days to go... as in sch days... then it's hw time... cuz no hols... need to study lah! first week of schs test after test... haiz

lectures were dead boring as usual... all the teachers said the same stuff lah... "this is the last lecture of the yr"... like who cares... none of the lectures are worth mentioning... except bio where our dear cement left us to do sdl for ecology... pengz... n the video viewing totally failed... our sch's ava is in such gd hands sia... right des? haha... *wonders if he stills read this... who care?!*

after sch had op presentation rehearsal 101... damn sianz... the waiting process is totally aweful... thank god i m the centre speaker... haha... but today is 2nd cuz aileen not here... but today's presentation was much better than expected... as in my presentation should be considered pass ba... but akshir say my 2nd half got a bit of... maybe cuz i was more concerned with the fact tt i scared cannot reach 4 mins... oh well... should stop giving excuses... anywaye, just have to make sure i dun mix up animals and students, which almost happened during the first rehearsal... example of wat could have happened/wat i could have said: animals must be educated to handle students properly... like wth would have happened if i said tt man... anywaye, q&a damn wat lah... i said renci conducts the animal assisted therapy... then delia LAUGH DAMN LOUD... tian ar... distract me only... but also help me spot my mistake ba... haha...

nth else for today le... if you read this b4 it occurs... GOOD LUCK!!! if you read after... told ya so...

now i shall post my new found obsession... jay chou's ye qu!!! haha... i LOVE the lyrics, the mv the dunno wtv else... haha... the whole thing is just v mei... i also dunno y... haha...


周杰倫-夜曲

一群嗜血的螞蟻
被腐肉所吸引
我面無表情看
孤獨的風景
失去妳 愛開始分明
失去妳 還有什麼事好關心
那鴿子不再象徵和平
我終於被提醒 
捆著手我現在是奴隸
我用漂亮的押韻
形容被掠奪一空的愛情

我應該藏這裡 
夜色不乾淨
還給你整夜的回憶 
佔滿天的星
送你的白色玫瑰 
在純黑的花季凋零
午夜在樹枝上詭異的很安靜  
傾聽 我黑色的大衣 
像我的妳衣櫛比鱗的鬼 
走過的走過的生命
啊四周瀰漫霧氣
啊我在空曠的墓地
老去後還愛你

為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲
紀念我死去的愛情
跟夜風一樣的聲音
心碎的很好聽
手在鍵盤敲鋼琴
我給的思念太小心
你埋葬的地方就有你

為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲
紀念我死去的愛情
而我為你隱姓埋名
在月光下彈琴
對妳心跳的感應
還是如此溫熱親近
懷念你那鮮紅的唇印

那些斷翅的蜻蜓 
散落在這森林
而我的眼睛 
沒有絲毫同情
失去妳 淚水混濁無情
失去妳 我連笑容都有陰影
我站在滿心期待的屋頂
嘲笑我的傷心
像一口沒有水的枯井
我用盡我的自信要我後悔莫急等待愛情


spoke at : 11:10 AM

the one where i m damn sianz...

Friday, October 28, 2005
today damn sianz again.. everyday is sianz sia... so skip the things tt happen in sch... after sch met chris and talked for damn long until i realise i m late for gg home to tutor marcus chem... tt's about it... haha... my entry is getting shorter n shorter... kai shi lose motivation to blog... oh yea! yy hai wo! now i headache everyday lah... damn... now throat also a bit pain... can't wait to present tmr...


天空没有下雨-坤达

怎麽我们的记忆有些惨白
连你的脸都觉得不存在
陌生在我们身边反复徘徊
我明白你的心已不存在

抱在一起幸福在这里
闭上眼睛只剩我自己

天空没有下雨
我想还来得及
拼凑这些记忆
安慰你的伤心
我在试着努力
将完成的记忆送到你心底
天空没有下雨
我想还来得及
我不想再失去
拥有你的权利
我一直在努力
却在最後一刻转身只剩下我自己

强忍着我的眼泪过一整夜
在这里等了好一些时间
始终都这样期待你的出现
就让我感觉这最後一遍


Wonderwall-Oasis

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you shoulda somehow realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall


spoke at : 11:51 AM

the one on NE day...

Thursday, October 27, 2005
today is ne day... haiz... v v v v sian... i just slept thru most of the parts... the learning journey was crap... but the talk/seminar/wtv thing quite funny... is like about army... then some guy asked y gurls dun have to do ns... then aileen said smth like: if guys were to give birth then gurls can do ns... haha... tt's about it ba... shir say i look sianz/sad today... i just stoned wat... like my fault like tt... time topost cyndi lyrics... i think yy can guess the songs i gg to post... haha... 2 only... concidentally... both the tune written by jj...

明天见-王心凌

雨下了 又停了 泪流了 又干了
你走多久 多远了 我还在这
你说的 你忘了 可是我 还记得
手心里 紧握着 已不属于我的亲热

爱怎会输给了时间 我的耳边 再听不见
我以为永远不会变 最习惯的明天见
放手了 该回到原点 心会受伤 也能复原
我会学着自己走出从前 祝福明天


当你-王心凌

如果有一天 我回到从前
回到最原始的我 你是否会觉得我不错
如果有一天 我离你遥远
不能再和你相约 你是否会发觉我已经说再见

当你的眼睛眯着笑 
当你喝可乐当你吵
我想对你好 你从来不知道 
想你想你 也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼 
当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错 
好喜欢你 知不知道

如果有一天 梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远 你是否还会记得今天
如果有一天 我们都发觉
原来什么都可以 我们是否还会停留在这里

也许空虚让我想得太多 也许该回到被窝
梦里会相遇 就毫不犹豫 大声的说我要说


spoke at : 11:15 AM

the one where headache sux...

Wednesday, October 26, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today sux... except for one gd thing tt happened everything else was just... yuckz... haha... anywaye, went sch for op rehearsal 1... tian ar... rehearsal sux man... i was damn damn damn nervous... especially the question n answer... like omg lah... but delia made me more relac after her v humourous answers... is like my question was relatively ok... i think... haiz... hopefully the real thing is ok too... haiz... nth much le... sianz... n forgot a gd half of the stuff... cuz headache... stupid yy's fault lah... everytime headache hai wo also kena... went lunch with li ting n zj n jessie n yy... cafe cartel... then dessert at haagen daz... however u spell it... b4 tt went sembawang and bought ENERGY CONSERT DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m sooooooooo excited now... can't wait to watch it... but i think not today... cuz no mood... sry li ting u must wait a while longer le... anywaye, met my cousin to tutor him... let's just say my headache condition definitely never improve n blood pressure confirm increase liao... haha... tt's it ba... currently obssessed with lyrics of ai mei... see below to find out y...

y?!?!?!?!?


暧昧-杨丞琳

只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人 是不是同一个 真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你 写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽 停在这里


spoke at : 10:41 AM

the one where i almost said bb to my ipod...

Tuesday, October 25, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNLONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the stupid guys made me trick him to go library lah... n shir say i damn gd at whining... haha... cuz i whined like hell until he cannot take it then go library with me... haha...
today nth much happen... lectures, as usual, are boring... is like bio lecture clement ong showed us some vcd... then nobody noes how to tune down the volume... even the ava pres... haha... so we just covered our ears thruout the entire show... haha... then pw damn sian... wormz again... stupid clare... wanna help shir... then cover our eyes when we were using sheep!!! sooo evil... anywaye, then when we go home it rained... haha... then clare n shir share umbrella... haha...so sweet... hahaha... oh yea... i almsot lost my ipod... now it's with mel i think... heng ar... nth much le ba... no xin qing to type le... go do smth else le... till tmr... ttfn...

眼泪成诗

我已经
已经把我伤口化作玫瑰
我的泪水
已经变成雨水早已轮回
我已经
已经把对白留成了永远
忘了天色究竟是黑是灰

分手伤了谁
谁把他变美
我的眼泪写成了诗已无所谓
让你再回味
字不醉人人自醉
因为回忆总是美

我已经
已经把绝情变成了恭维
因为不配
你就忽然自卑说声失陪
我已经
已经把沉默变成了忏悔
无路可退只能无言以对

分手伤了谁
谁把他变美
我的眼泪写成了诗已无所谓
让你在回味
字不醉人人自醉
因为回忆总是美

分手伤了谁
谁把他变美
我的眼泪写成了诗已是无所谓
让你再回味
字不醉人人自醉
你的品位总是美


spoke at : 10:57 AM

the one where i continue posting lyrics...

Monday, October 24, 2005
today's horoscope on life is damn zhun man... as in for me lah... dunno about the rest of u... today nth much happen again... woke up in the morning to watch the new power ranger dinothunder... the guys not cute one... but the gal is like a college kid who likes to sing... a bit rockish... so kinda cool... haha... n the green/white ranger from the v first power ranger is back! haha... i wonder if he will shun bian say wat happened to the rest... i feel damn out of touch... anywaye, went to wisma to eat b4 rotting at kino... the new princess diaries is out lah... i wanna buy it!!!!!!!!!!! i speed read thru the xmas one... damn nice... tt's about it ba... v tired now... lyrics time! today is jolin day.... haha... lyrics are: jia mian de gao bai, dao dai, tian kong... confirm all post b4... haha...


假面的告白-蔡依林

好像缺了一块 再拼不回来 再不存在 比空白更空白
每一次我想起来 其实你都还在 蓝色悲哀 流过我的静脉

我不要爱 我不要爱 可是我离不开
假面的告白 不坦白的坦白
你不会爱 你不会爱 你只爱接受爱
眼睛睁不开 看不到未来 也哭不出来

好像碎了一块 再补不回来 再不存在 比空白更空白
每一次我想起来 其实你都还在 蓝色悲哀 流过我的静脉

被时间活埋 从盛开到腐坏 然后爱 
从洁白到苍白从苍白到尘埃

我想离开 我想离开 可是我还期待
假面的告白 对自己 不坦白
你不会爱 你不会爱 你害怕接受爱
把两手张开 抓不到未来 抓不到未来 有你的未来

好像碎了一块 再补不回来 再不存在 比空白更空白
每一次我想起来 其实你都还在 浓的悲哀 化不开


到带-蔡依林

我受够了等待你所谓的安排 说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱 我想依赖而你却都不在

应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白 
一个人假日发呆 找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来 
你累积给的伤害 我是真的很难释怀

终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍 
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来 我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代你该给的信赖 被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖

从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来 
过去甜蜜在倒带 只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏 
已经碎成太多块 要怎么拼凑跟重来


天空-蔡依林

听着自已的心跳 没有规则的跳跃
我安静的在思考 并不想被谁打扰
我们曾紧紧拥抱 却又轻易地方掉
那种感觉 很微妙 该怎么说才好

时间分割成对角停止你对我的好 瓦解我们的依靠

在你离开之后的天空 我像风筝寻一个梦
雨后的天空 是否有放晴后的面容
我静静的望着天空 试着寻找失落的感动
只能用笑容 期待着雨过天晴的彩虹


spoke at : 10:12 AM

the one where i post lyrics...

Sunday, October 23, 2005
today nth much happen except piano lessons and tuition... thus lets cut the chase and post lyrics!!! the songs are: behind these hazel eyes, here I am and goodbye to you... all the female singers that i like... their songs have some similarity ba... tmr if nth happen then i do punk rock band songs... fav lines of all 3 songs just so happen to be the last line tt i post of tt song... as in every single line of the songs rox and are... but last line just more... haha... some are repeated... actually all are... i think... because.... (I think those who dunno me well enough are hating me for leaving things half waye... the rest should noe wat is gg on :) )

Behind These Hazel Eyes-Kelly Clarkson

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside

'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...


Here I Am-Marion Raven

I'll protect you, don't be scared
No matter what, I will be there
I'll be gentle, I'll be light
These are the words you whispered in the night.

Here I am, here I am

Now I'm standing in the cold
(Everything is said and done)
Atomic winter in my soul
(From the absence of the sun)
The only remedy I know
Is I gotta let you go
Here I am

Where were you when i was scared
A broken promise left me here
A post it note's what i've got
It says you're sorry but i know you're not

There will come a day where all of this is in my past
There will come a day where you're outta my head at last
I'm trying not to fall but damn it's such a long way down
But here I am


Goodbye To You-Michelle Branch

Of all the things i've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But i do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searchin' deep down in my soul
Words that i'm hearin' are starting to get old
It feels like i'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And i say

goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything i thought i knew
You were the one i loved
The one thing that i tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that i can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes
And you chase my thoughts away
To a place where i am blinded by the light
But it's not right

And it hurts to want everything
and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and i want what's mine
I want you,And i'm not giving in this time

And when the stars fall i will lie awake
You're my shooting star


spoke at : 9:53 AM

update..

Saturday, October 22, 2005
alwayes leave out smth nowadays... i got question to ask u guys... is like this afternoon i was "admiring" myself in the mirror and realise my face quite red/pink... then yy say my face is alwayes a bit pink... like wth... i didn't noe tt until today... n sq agree... so i wanna ask pple who read my blog n tag... cousins can forget it cuz u all see me too much... is my face alwayes pink?


spoke at : 1:07 PM

the one where i listen to songs i haven for a long time...

today is dead boring so i faster finish then post lyrics... today lectures nth much... then listened to a lot of songs i never heard for v long cuz keep playing my ipod... then et damn gd at choosing songs... haha.. then played worms n delia n yun long did pw... i slack again! haha... n today damn high... dance n dance... haha... ok nth much le.. lyrics time! only 2 songs... jian xin shi... cuz long time never hear n forgot how much i love it... n xiang xin wei lai cuz et is asking clare to sing it to....


进行式-萧亚轩(2nd verse missing.. lazy to find...)

(男) 听起来都是些小事情 在生活中积累成情趣
你的眼睛和你说话的语气 催眠般 让我目不转睛
(女) 对我来说都是大事情 随着日子点滴成默契
你的举手和你投足言语 催眠般 让我目不转睛

(女) 因为遇见你那天起
(男) 生命开始更加有趣
(女) 就连呼吸的气体
(男) 都有幸福的动力
(女) 因为我已经肯定
(男) 要的伴侣就是你
(合)这决定应该叫爱情

(合) 听着时间的声音 像一首旋律
是你和我写的爱情主题曲
看着时间的进行 像某种频率
是你和我越来越好的相处默契



相信未来-动静乐团

我怎么还在记忆里徘徊 
一个我最爱的人已不在
从没想到你竟然狠心这样 
看着最爱你的人选择离开

手机号码还在 随时都开 为了你不能改
总在期盼哪天你真的会打来
爱在我心里面像个小孩要呵护依赖
没有人可以一口气说个明白

等待你接受我的爱 等待我给你的未来
让我这样抱紧着你不放开
我要你接受我的爱 相信是上天的安排
让我可以手牵着你 永远不要分开


spoke at : 11:22 AM

the one where i feel suay yet grateful...

Friday, October 21, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today i m feeling v v v v v grateful and suay at the same time... but maybe cuz of all the suay things then the gd things seems better than gd... ok incoherant... but oh well... lets just say today's entry may not sound like me... haha...

this morning wake up got call from yy who said she n aileen doing wr so not gg sch n say will send us to print n show akshir by 8 then she'll come to sch with the diskettes and shir's pressies... then is like went class n yun long look damn shock when i told him our pw grp only 2 pple... haha... then akshir came in n told him we'll pass him the wr by break... then sang shir's bday song n pass her her wilber cd... then she also got a ring from shiqi they all... the ring can like divide into 2 one.. kinda like couple ring... so she can give whoever she wants... haha... then everyone left vvvvv slowly n clare handed her her pressie... then everyone went "awwww"... is like some teddy bear with folded stars... wrap=never wrap like tt... obviously want everyone to see lah...

after math lecture found out they haven finish so went chem lecture... then during break they still haven finish... it's like at the end of phy lecture then they finish... then printed in black n white... is like eng thai's grp also doing... then i just practically rotting there n refreshing the webpage... then print le hand in to akshir then went for bio... then akshir say he wanna meet us at 12.15... meet yunlong n i a bit useless only... but anywaye, at the end of the meeting aileen n yy zhun zhun arrive... they arrive at same time too lor... aileen by cab some more... n they look damn tired... poor thing... only slept 3 hours... then wrap up the stupid wr to find the colour printer in use... then found it's in use... waited bloody long n alr like 1.52 le so called ms soh to ask if we can use staff rm printer... after v long of nagging then she allowed... then delia arrived le... then yunlong came out n i ask us to check the coloured printer... found out it has no more black ink... then the black n white printer no ink at all... almost peng man... like 2.10 or smth le lor... then went back then they finish printing, stapling n hole punching le!!! but black n white... oh well... aileen like crash her head into the wall when we handed in the black n white report... haha...

ran all the waye back to pass up our wr... is like everyone has balloon thingys on their table... damn funny lah the situation... then we handed in n song le yi kou qi... the 15 mins of waiting yun long, aileen n ms soh to print is longest yet shortest 15mins in some waye... haha... pass shir her other pressie's... soooooooooooo sweet... haha... clare can forget it... haha... then aileen n yy left to swensens for lunch... oh yea... skipped lunch... haha... then yunlong went downstair with terence for lunch too... delia disappeared too... then the rest of the class went library for pw... so left qiao yun, marinah, zhu xuan n i to play worms... qiao yun n delia should have a committing suicide competition man... then did a bit of op then went j8 to find aileen n yy... is like clare burst all the balloons n i was screaming like siao... haha... anywaye,shir went to meet tan at bishan... then the min i step into swensen's waye called me n ask if i m in j8... haha... i was like stun diao... i haven even sit down lor... then rot there for v long to wait for waye to finish... then walk walk a bit then went to find waye... aileen is v auto... is like i saw waye then she disappear diao liao... haha.. thanks man... haha... oh yea... she send me the recording... just listened... yucky... mine i mean... tt's about it ba

now i must thanks a lot a lot of pple... feeling grateful today rmb? haha... thank you yanyi and aileen for sleeping 3 hours, rushing to sch etc etc for wr!!! w/o u all we v long ago die liao... thank you yun long for not freakin out cuz if u freak out then i will freak out even more... thank you delia for coming to sch even though u were sick... must rest more man... last night she damn cute... is like she say yunlong is the last min research guy so she is wat? haha... u r our cheerleader! hahahahaha... i will get u pom pom some day... haha... thank you shirley for lending us your gmail account and helping me take care n carry my laptop n bag around... on top of all your pressies some more... thank you eng thai for asking to to relac while waiting for the email n pei-ing me to staple n pass up n everything... thank you akshir for waiting for us to pass up... thank you ms soh and mdm kooh for helping us print... i confirm leave out someone... but stuck le.. haha... thank you aj041 for being so on so i can be so slack! haha... :P

jia you for op everyone!!! no lyrics today cuz entry bloody long alr...


spoke at : 12:02 PM

the one where pw sux... haha...

Thursday, October 20, 2005
i wonder where my pw grp members are now... haiz... wr dateline tmr n our wr is like v bad... sad sad... morning had a bunch of lectures... damn cold lor the audi... n damn sleep inducing... then pw was damn sian... actually today really nth much.. haha... so it's time for lyrics again... heard the yanzi the album le... half of it ba... 2 songs pass... as in on first listening... which is not bad le... 2 out of 5 leh... the 2 songs are ying xin ren and first day... but not posting cuz the lyrics a bit wrong on xuxule... i m gonna post another luo zhi xiang song again... hopefully joyce faster send me... then maybe another jolin song... hmm... i wonder wat song...


自我催眠-罗志祥

人群里面那个我 把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口 我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵 听不见你说
爱就在此刻 松手分手放手

我猜不透 不猜透 和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有 没有爱情的天分 你才要走

我想要学会自我催眠 痛觉会少一点
潜意识作祟 想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间 寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠 却回不到从前

等着红灯那个我 还会向前走
也许那幸福的执着 在下一个路口
专属铃声我还留着 却静静沉默
在我们之间 爱了放了散了

我会不说 不想说 怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默 只是掩饰着心痛 我的难过

我想要学会自我催眠 痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟 想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间 寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠 却回不到从前

我想要学会自我催眠 聪明再多一些
潜意识作祟 想着想到失眠
我走在没有你的世界 却走不到永远
我渐渐的自我催眠 慢慢闭上双眼


乐园-蔡依林(damn cannot find the full lyrics... n i prefer the back part...)

女高音红着脸三角铁在回旋
红地毯的终点是子夜的盛宴
头一点脚一踮一瞬间全改变
听暧昧的琴键我百变的乐园

泡沫般的和弦跳芭蕾的沙帘
颜色不断改变美得让人晕眩
头一点脚一踮一瞬间全改变
听暧昧的琴键我百变的乐园

那专属的请柬我偷偷放在你的枕边
趁月圆闭上眼你将会找到我的乐园

彩虹般的梯田欢迎你的台阶
在心墙的反面是唯一的路线


spoke at : 10:48 AM

the one on mr tan's farewell ceremony...

Wednesday, October 19, 2005
i forgot to blog smth yesterday... clare is one of the most ungentlemanly guy ever!!! is like shir was passing down the list for phy marks... then yu wen n ho ying were at the last row with me, yy, marinah n jessie lah... then they were trying to get it n clare was in the row in front of us... n he SNATCH it lor... he just snatch it from shir lah!!!!!!!!! like wth!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh... nvm.... moving on...

this morning b4 assembly we were join by our long time no talk fren(maybe:P) li ting... haha... is like i alr noe tt she meeting us b4 assembly.. then met shir n yy on the waye to sch then when we reach canteen then i m like "li ting's there"... then i say 11 o'clock... then yy started heading there n shir still like "where is 11 o'clock"... haha... damn blur lah.. bu kui shi blur witch...

had mr tan tiek kwee's (finally found out his full name)(hope i spell correctly) farewell assembly... after 33 yrs of teaching... teach in tj.. then vp of tj... then principal of commenwealth, victoria sch, ri then aj... c lah... tt's how many time they repeated it until i memorise liao... had speech by vp, doctor albert smth, some teacher, see wai(presi of sc) then performance... PERFORMANCE: first dance club... shir n i were like "hip hop,hip hop" then end up chi dance.... pengz... then choir... nice... then TEACHERS... n CEMENT ONG PLAYED THE PIANO... n some more he act until damn tou ru... then at the end when he walk out to the front then the bio cohort were laughing lah... but controlled laughter... haha... anywaye, is like out of ALL the speeches mr tan's is the funniest n most amusing lor... is like he was saying when he first came to aj n saw the dance then he tot it was v gd or smth cuz after 2 boy schs he miss the gurls... hahahahaha... oh yea... then during somebody's speech... some baby started crying... then it's his grandchild lah! sho cute.. hahaha...

lectures were boring... after sch went northpt for lunch... then went aileen's house for pw... did content pg n biblio with delia... then played worms... again! haha... is like damn amusing... funniest match ever man... delia shoot bazooka over yl's worm's head and when the bazooka land end up hitting her own worm n sinking it... hahahahaha... then next funny thing is contributed by delia again... is like left her n yl... then she has never suceeded in using sheep to kill anyone but herself b4... so is like she made her sheep go round n round in circles... then let go n tyci hit yl until he died lor... like wth lah... then we were damn damn happy... then we highfive n shout n everything... hahahahahaha... last funny thing is like i was trying to skip my turn... then when i skip on the skipping rope i fell into the water... like how the hell it happened lah... tian ar...

anywaye, after tt yun long went crazy when he heard all those clubbing songs... like on drugs like tt... damn funny lah... then on our waye home we found out yl is scared of lightning n thunder... damn amusing lah... hahahaha... then on the bus i was thinking wat if the lightning strike in front of the bus or smth... then the bus suddenly stop moving... damn funny lah... but after a while then it started moving again... *phew*

today i shall post a newer song for once... haha... zhen ming tian zi by luo zhi xiang... is like i TOTALLY love jolin now lah... like her rap part is the nicest part of the whole song... haha... especially the last line of the rap... she said it until v v v v v v v nice... wow... then the last word of the rap like soooooooo wow.... ok i m crazy... let's get on with the lyrics alr...


真命天子-罗志祥/蔡依林

眼神空白 心情显得不好不坏
你总是爱耍无赖 感情世界一片空白
OH你的爱 都在等待没人青睐
想疼个女孩 除非发生意外

没有人说你不帅(快彩排)
老天会替你安排 准备比赛
迟早会找到真爱(急不来)
当她向你走过来 别再发呆 把爱放出来
Shake it ! Ma Ma ! Shake it ! 不必开场白
Shake it ! Ma Ma ! Shake it ! U GOT TO SEE IT
Shake it ! Ma Ma ! Shake it ! 开出了王牌
Shake it ! Ma Ma ! Shake it !

难怪 寂寞难耐容易作怪
就算缘分不来 绝对不能承认失败
所谓看开 自我催眠自我交代
就算节奏太快 也不能老是在状况外

Shake it ! Ma Ma ! Shake it ! 把手举起来
Shake it ! Ma Ma ! Shake it ! U GOT TO SEE IT
Shake it ! Ma Ma ! Shake it ! 跟着爱摇摆 S
hake it ! Ma Ma ! Shake it !

通通闪开 真命天子换你来
谁比你厉害 享受孤单不应该 这一次让你拽

Rap:
请你看着我的EYES
唯一机会在TONIGHT
就等简单那句HI
没有什么叫做WHY
幸福靠你自己TRY
胆小的人只好CRY
你永远在状况外
这是老天给你的SIGHT
为你点了一点LIGHT
快来了解我的MIND
为你壮胆等你FIGHT
勇敢求爱That's RIGHT
真命天子Don't be shy
就等你等你跟我说爱


spoke at : 10:09 AM

the one where i got back my promo results...

Tuesday, October 18, 2005
TO THOSE WHO ARE DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU RESULTS(notice i use disappointed instead of didn't do well cuz for some pple not taking s paper is disappointing): CHEER UP kkz?!?!?!?!??! if u all bu shuang can come find me... i will just suan u all... :P

JESSIE PEH IS A V V V V VV V V V SMART GAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND YY IS FREAKIN STUBBORN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! read on for further elaborations... :P

today got back results... erm... nvm... grades are CODA... for bio, math (44... damnit), phy(thanks IVLE!!!), and chem(love ya jessie!!! w/o u no A liao...) respectively... gp got 47 excluding midyrs... so i still dunno whether pass or fail... cuz i have completely no idea wat i got for midyrs... love my memory man... oh yea... jessie say if i mention her name she will sue me... guess wat... i dun care... here goes : JESSIE GOT 91 FOR CHEM! AND HER GRADES ARE AAAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! glad to get that out... hehe... stupid idiot lah... cannot stand her leh!!!! wat kinda frenz do i have man!!!! haiz...

anywaye, went j8 for lunch with yy... then went sembawang buy stuff... cannot find... then i wanted to go tp(toa payoh not tampines) to buy... then she wanna come along... like for wat lah... she can just go home from there lah... then we wasted like 15 mins arguing... v v v v stubborn leh... but obviously i'm worse since i won the argument... hehe... went tp and saw the ad for the ENERGY CONCERT VCD(or DVD....)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg omg omg.... i totally just stun there... like omg... AH DI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha.... then i ask the person when it's coming out n the person say dunno... then told his colleague tt they should take off the ad... i think a lot of pple asked them about it... hahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO gonna buy it man... when it come out tt is...

then went home n called yy to disturb her so i won't fall asleep... so long never argue on the phone le... hehe... n i won... if yy dun conduct her survey i confirm win... even if she does i'll STILL win.... :P

高手-潘玮柏

你是爱情高手 每天出手 伤心留在门口
我是爱情新手 比你新手 说不定温柔
他是背后黑手 难以承受 不问的借口
谁借口谁是凶手 谁不出手 都会不了头

是走开还是留下说分手 不分手你又出现像精彩重播
拉住我插在口袋里的一只手想伸手大雨天叉路口无能为力你牵着走
头发淋湿的身体紧靠着我 勾着手臂的动作勉强着我
理智告诉我 不会有结果 你就像有毒的苹果 不能入口
不想再上勾 no 不想失去你 no 天使是魔 太温柔 微笑拥抱我

像一直往下沉没流沙中 难脱手你假扮我生命的绿洲
吸引我一步步走向海市蜃楼没想过留一手想回头舒服自在已被你带走
你那热情的双手困住了我 你所安排的推手动摇了我
理智告诉我 不会有结果 你就像有毒的苹果不能入口
不想再上勾 no 不想失去你 no 天使是魔 太温柔 微笑拥抱我


spoke at : 10:18 AM

the one where piano didn't suck tt much....

Monday, October 17, 2005
waye: now tt i noe wat is gg on.... i m seriously begging u to cheer up... because...

nth much happen today... just feel somewhat wierd... a bit shu shou wu ce... haiz... anywaye, still a bit de tired... never take afternoon nap today cuz of piano... i m not retaking grade 7 le... just gg to take 2 yrs for 8... tt's about it... oh yea... joshua is a v funny guy... ask me go hai die audition... this fri at 5.30... which he is gg... gd joke man... anywaye, jia you ba... justin is gg too i think... ermz.... nvm... oh yea... keep forgetting... my sneezing thing is back... sneezing a lot... n rubbing eyes again... haiz...

i m posting lyrics like mad man... dun care ar... i got a feeling i post this b4... hmm...

简单爱-周杰伦

说不上为什么 我变得很主动 若爱上一个人 什么都会值得去做
我想大声宣布 对你依依不舍 连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受
河边的风 在吹着头发飘动 牵着你的手 一阵莫名感动
我想带你 回我的外婆家 一起看着日落 一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开 爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我 想带你骑单车 我 想和你看棒球 想这样没担忧 唱着歌 一直走
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开 爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你 靠着我的肩膀 你 在我胸口睡着 像这样的生活 我爱你 你爱我

想 简!简!单!单! 爱~~~~~~~~~~ 想 简!简!单!单! 爱~~~~~~~~~~


spoke at : 10:14 AM

the one on the open house...

Sunday, October 16, 2005
cheer up lah waye... even though i dunno exactly wat's gg on... hehe...

today is aj's open house... woke up late as usual... then met yeow who helped burn the cd with the an yu performance... thanks... then went to 1025 to slack... nth much happened lor... cuz v little pple come... went to watch the performances... band(a bit), co(a bit), harmonica, guitar and choir(a bit)... ho ying's harmonica damn zhai man... i still like the waye yun long holds the er hu... damn cool lah... he like hold it further awaye from him while the rest all hold it upright... haha.... almost kena dragged by pei yueng to do some neoprint thing... which she claims a lot of pple did... yea right man... then walk here n there le then went to the classroom to slp... haha... yvonne damn gd at xuan chuan-ing lor... she can talk n talk n talk lah... pei fu man... after open house went for lunch with shir cuz yy went on date :P ... is like we deliberately walk slower n got caught up by clare... who tried to convince us (or izzit her) to go causewaye pt... i felt DAMN extra lah... haiz... then we decided to take train in the other direction instead... lets just say things happen when u least expect it... i think shir will elaborate... so yea... i shall say no more just in case the things we said dun match up... hehe... entry so short... shall add song lyrics again... jolin tian kong n jay qing tian...


天空-蔡依林

听着自已的心跳 没有规则的跳跃
我安静的在思考 并不想被谁打扰
我们曾紧紧拥抱 却又轻易地方掉
那种感觉 很微妙 该怎么说才好
时间分割成对角停止你对我的好 瓦解我们的依靠

在你离开之后的天空 我像风筝寻一个梦
雨后的天空 是否有放晴后的面容
我静静的望着天空 试着寻找失落的感动
只能用笑容 期待着雨过天晴的彩虹


晴天-周杰伦

故事的小黄花 从出生那年就飘着 童年的荡秋千 随记忆一直晃到现在
ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ
吹着前奏望着天空我想起花瓣试着掉落

为你翘课的那一天 花落的那一天 教室的那一间 我怎么看不见
消失的下雨天 我好想再淋一遍
没想到失去的勇气我还留着 好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开

刮风这天 我试过握着你手 但偏偏 雨渐渐 大到我看你不见
还要多久 我才能在你身边 等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点
从前从前 有个人爱你很久 但偏偏 雨渐渐 把距离吹得好远
好不容易 又能再多爱一天 但故事的最后你好像说了拜拜


spoke at : 11:40 AM

the one where i m a little off...

Saturday, October 15, 2005
smth is wrong with me today... tripped a few times... over nth... haiz... morning farewell assembly... the chem teachers r a v lame lot... then got dance n singing... then speeches n prize presentation... then went back to class to sleep... then op lecture was damn boring... then went for lunch b4 gg to prepare the booth for the open house... guys can't design for nuts man... then jasmine n li ting not here... poor sick pple... is like yuan hang still suggest wat sing for the pple who come... then is like our top 2 singers sick lah... sing wat sing... jem is quite funny sia.. is like li ting was telling me she can't come then gg doc then jem say he'll send her home or smth... i almost wanted to say "tell me for wat" lor... anywaye, nth much le... sianz liao... tmr open house n no after open house plans yet... sianz sianz...oh yea... now my stupid shoulder has a bruise cuz my bag was tt heavy... haiz... anywaye, stupid chris gave me a stupid "assignment"... so here goes...

Instructions of the tag: Given a topic, you are to write down your answers in your blog, and then send the same topic to 5 other people. Write down the names of these 5 people and link to them on your blog. Go visit their blogs to notify them that they are tagged. The 5 people who are tagged should, in their own blogs, write down the name and the link of the person who tagged them, answer the same topic, and send it to another 5 people, etc.

And so, the "really fun" topic is, Your Top 5 Quirks.

(Not in order of merit.)

music: i m totally ripping chris' answers... but i do like music wat... given the fact i alr used up the space in my ipod... shows a lot...

charmed: hehe... charmed rox!!! a story all about ladies kicking ass.... need i say more? the power of 3 will set us free...

movies: if i had the time n money i would be watching a movie a week alr... every movie just seem interesting for some reason... looks like the film makers are getting better at this... can't wait for goblet of fire to come out!!!

photo taking(with frenz ba...): neoprints... haha... n taking photo randomly... it's just fun lah... n now tt my camera hp is in a better condition i can take more photos!!! haha... n i do NOT just take photo of myself ok... i love me... but not tt much...

energy: how can i leave them out!!! miss them so so so much... shall not say much... my cousins will be insulting them any second now...

And so, the other 5 honoured people that i've chosen to do this thing are:
(Still not in order of merit.)

waye
calvin
marcus
yan yi
jessie

sry guys... but u are my most loyal "readers" (despite u guys just read the first n last line) tt has blogs... haha...

to end off... gg to post 2 song lyrics... wonderwall, which david just sent me n i m completely in love with it right now... and dao dai... cuz i just listened to it after a v long time...

oasis-wonderwall

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you shoulda somehow realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day but they'll never throw it back to you
By now you shoulda somehow realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall


到带-蔡依林

我受够了等待你所谓的安排 说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱 我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白 一个人假日发呆 找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来 你累积给的伤害 我是真的很难释怀

终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍 
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来 我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代你该给的信赖 被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来 过去甜蜜在倒带 只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏 已经碎成太多块 要怎么拼凑跟重来

终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白 
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍 
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开


spoke at : 9:07 AM

the one where i m in zhang shao han mood...

Friday, October 14, 2005
today nth much happen... for some reason the class seems a bit empty... just felt wierd... like.. i dunno.... a mask... nvm... not making sense... tt stupid joyce sing the mian ju song by vivian until now i a bit guai guai liao... anywaye, poor yy not in sch today... (thank god... jkjk...) akshir told us gg excursion for ne day... sooooooooo long never go excursion le... can't wait... haha... feel like xiao hai zi again...

went to another classroom cuz i ours is used for lessons... did wr n handed in a draft... aileen is so gonna kill us... but then again... haiz... nvm...then played worms!!! delia damn funny... commiting suicide is like her fav hobby... yun long is the luckiest guy on earth man... only won him when delia n i team up... haha... then kena kicked out of the classroom a several times b4 gg to outside audi there... then sq n i were playing hai dai again... haha... until i damn sweaty... oh yea... et n mel spend the whole day together... n mel got a gd catch man... cuz et was saying he think guys should try to like pay for everything unless got like financial crisis... not bad... then yun long helped hold the door in the library too... haha... our class guys not tt bad after all... oh yea... jessie n ck got made fun of like siao too... haha... tt's it...

suddenly in shao han mood...


寓言-张韶涵

我逛到这条热闹的街 太阳晒得我有点累
奇怪最近我爱碎碎念 但又觉得 I DON’T CARE
我站在喜怒哀乐面前 阅读我下一个画面
我想去冒险 不管一路多危险 NA ~ ~ ~ ~
我期待童话般的爱情 却不想那样的绝对
给我一个大大的拥抱 什么语言 I DON’T CARE
我要专心体会每一天 还是学会打发时间
飞得高一点 作我自己最特别 NA ~ ~ ~ ~

我才发现 梦想与现实间的差别
逆着风 让自己体验每一个感觉
就像是寓言 流泪喜悦看过这一天
我想追 追寻完美的世界
我要飞 飞得很高很远在我的世界
我的自由

Gambatte Ne不怕不后退
闭上双眼 许一个心愿
勇敢向前 梦不会碎


遗失的美好-张韶涵(i got a strange feeling i post this song b4...)

海的思念绵延不绝 终于和天 在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远 应该也会跟幸福相见
承诺常常很像蝴蝶 美丽的飞 盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言 就像一定会来的春天

我始终带着你爱的微笑 一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角 就用你握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠 只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好 但就是谁都替代不了

在最开始的那一秒 有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑 真心会和真心遇到


spoke at : 5:10 AM

the one where i failed my piano...

Thursday, October 13, 2005
it's a wonder how ur mood can change so much within mere seconds... i will refrain from any cursing... cuz i got no one to blame but me...

morning had some talk about how to walk sit stand in a lady like manner... was told my colour is spring summer... same as shiqi... maybe cuz we're both fair..

played worms b4 gg to audi to discuss sl project... it's on 5,6,7 i think. followed by chalet on 8,9,10... leaving s'pore on 11.. hurray... got back bio paper... 56... c... with a big sad face there cuz i got no improvement... shi got 64... top bio again... won jessie... gd for her... n there goes jessie's 4 As...

b4 cl played worms again... cl was ok... long but ok... then stayed in sch 4 a while then went to meet mare, wl n joyce... waitedfor about half an hour... went ajisen to eat... "stole" joyce's wallet again... didn't find out anything much about sa pple n nj pple...

reach home to find out i failed piano by 3 marks... sry waye for being so... i dunno... thanks yeow 4 letting me scream at him which i didn't... thanks zh for following instructions... n thanks to cal for making me feel better about me by writing in caps "haha piano fail". u r the best.gd luck for ur exams anywaye.


spoke at : 11:53 AM

update

Wednesday, October 12, 2005
eh i notice i left out some stuff when i blogged just now cuz i was in a rush... fl suggested to go sentosa and zoo when we asked her where she wanna go... n waye is just pure deaf... dun ask... oh ma i forgot again! tian ar... nvm... i give up... PRIDE ROCKX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... ice skating is so cute... ice hockey is so cool... jap rox... i melt... haha... shooting starz ended today too... v tempted to buy the sountrack...

Sylvester Sim - There With You

all these time while you're with me
i've been in the dark
didnt make for the life of me
you wont do me wrong
we had it all
but you chose not to know
you always knew my heart was wrong
now we know i'm not who you want
i should let you go

i love you with your disguise
you've proven that love is blind
there are no answers i find
to stop the tears from my eyes
now everything looks black and white
you've taken away clear blue skies
though it's time to go
i know my heart has always been
and will be there with you

all these times while i'm true to you
you turn and look away
there just wasnt any sign that says
you're passing through
i close my eyes to forget our times
i cant restrain you from your lies
the fear of ever losing you
has finally come true

i know my heart has always been
and will be there with you


spoke at : 1:30 PM

the one where i spend some time with my dear meis...

today had to go back to sch le... so oke up early... n left house a bit earlier... but guess wat... tat stupid yy who is sick came earlier than me! n woke up earlier some more... tian ar... then morning was dedicated to pw... but not really in the mood so yunlong did the editing instead... he really wo hu chan long lor!!!! i think he's gd just too many gurls so he dun share tt much... oh well... then after tt bored le so played worms! haha.. is like at first yun long n play... then clare n terence join us... clare damn hum leh... keep protecting himself! then terence damn suay... keep getting killed... haha... oh yea... during break found out tt qiao yun, marinah, yu wen, mel n i got shuffled into class 11 for cdp... tt means when we r having cdp our class having pw... n when we having pw they have cdp... like wth... ugh... oh yea... aileen sux at hai dai... haha...

anywaye... went to meet waye n fl at j8!!! haha...fl is v v v v v indecisive... is like ask her eat wear or wtb she all say anything or dunno or shui bian... like tian ar... then we all decide by scissors paper stone... haha... so today play dunno how many times le... then we went sembawang then neoprints... damn cute... oh yea... sam n yy were dating too... haha... then we spend v v v v v long deciding wat to do with the rest of our time then decide to go my house rot... haha... so we played a bit of worms... again... haha... n created a team call shui bian... hahahah... then watch the jj dvd then sang along... fl sing damn damn soft... i secretly recorded... then she went crazy... seriously... CRAZY... hahahah... like trying to grab my hp like siao n everything... then tickle me some more... then waye n i played haidai... loser sing... waye sang some jj song... dun rmb... then she got fl to sing with her... then sing like never sing like tt cuz waye keep trying to get fl to sing... then we played again n waye lost again... so she was like ask fl to play... so fl won... os i had to sing... sang jing ling... ugh... then i kept asking waye to sleep over but she can't... so sad... haiz... anywaye, tt's about it ba... tmr gg to rot in class with mel they all... haiz... y m i so suay... today's blog damn short cuz need to go watch pride le! last ep!!!


spoke at : 10:28 AM

the one where i went out with joyce...

Tuesday, October 11, 2005
today was relatively fun... i m still damn tired... morning wake up n kena scolded by aunt cuz waye msg me at 2 n i didn't switch off my phone so ringing not soft... then yy say she can't go out... cuz sick(take care!)... so left with joyce n i only... i was ON TIME... haha.... so proud of myself... but i reach orchard mrt at 11... still must walk to party world... oh yea... joyce... she wore our b day pressie for her last yr... the white top not the bikini... with a denim skirt... damn lady like... except she still talk damn loud... haha...

wilber is damn shuai in gao shou man... then party world got more selection of english songs... more importantly... GOT EVERYTHING IN MY HEART AND WE ARE FAMILY BY ENERGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss energy sooooooooo much...anywaye, everything in my heart is like black n white... then we are family SOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is like at first there wore those like cleaner or wall painter the jumper suit thing... then they full around with graffiti n those painting sticks thing... at first ah di look quite sian... but it got better... n shuwei was like "sian zai lun dao niu nai chang le"... haha... then niunai was like "la la la la la" in a damn cute voice... hahahaha... then the other 3 do in lower tone with the mocking n proud expression... SHO CUTE... then they took out the jumper suit n underneath it they were wearing their album cover clothes!!!! ah!!! hen ah di n shu wei wear top hat.... OBVIOUSLY AH DI WAS A LOT MORE SHUAI.... then ah di only like button the centre button of his shirt n jacket... hahahaha... anywaye, then they began walking out of the room towards the end of the song then at the last beat they turn n bai pose... wah... soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo shuai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! expecially ah di's pose...... so shuai! to be fair, i didn't really notice the rest... everyone was shuai lah...even shuwei was ok for a change... this shows how much i miss them...

anywaye, sang a bunch of songs n i damn power... screw up everything... ugh... another thing i m happy about is got MICHELLE BRANCH SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but the mv fake one... n only got are u happy now and THE GAME OF LOVE!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahahhaha.... then sang a bunch of songs then tt's it le... cuz party world damn mean lah... when exactly 3 hours is up the tv will alto shut down... oh yea the tv is damn big... but anywaye, it alto shut down... so we cannot sing le then left lor... then walk to heeren's then she tried on a bunch of tops... then went cine to eat... then when walk back to heerens saw lia... so shocking... especially for joyce... hahahaha... then shop n shop then tt's it le ba...

oh yea! i almost forgot... joyce is DEAF... as in seriously... first she said i sound like ella the last time we went k box... now she say i sound like michelle branch... for the game of love... like wth lah... insult ella still hai hao... how can insult my michelle branch... ugh... n still on joyce... she is becoming more n more feminine le... wait till u guys see wat she bought today.... hahahaha...

just got my new hp... i need ring tones!!!! someone send me!!!!

tmr got sch le... haiz... must bring laptop some more... cya guys tmr then...

CALVIN: GOOD LUCK FOR ALL YOUR PAPERS!!!!!!!!!!


spoke at : 12:26 PM

the one where i m super sleepy now..

Monday, October 10, 2005
last night. even though not much pple online, but had a more busy chatting session than when it is crowded, like now.... so wierd... chat till around 2 ba... or 2.30... can't rmb.... waye v stubborn leh... won't go n slp early... tsk tsk... anywaye, i wonder wat time julian went offline... haha... n david... anywaye, slept at around 3 then slp like never slp like tt... cuz my cousin keep kicking or punching or headbanging me... play too much maple liao... hahaha... then i keep waking up to push him back to the centre... then at around 8 or 9+, dun rmb, kena woke up again by my cousin's hp... then just sat there n read 8 days... cuz i left my laptop outside... then around 2 left to go suntec... book tour to go japan... the timing damn gd man... is like class chalet on 8,9,10... then the flight leaves on the 11th... haha... tt's about it ba... now using a damn loser hp... cuz mine is passed to my uncle... then tmr must exchange with my aunt so she'll use tt loser hp to trade in then use my new hp b4 i use it... ugh... but nvm... worth it... the hp is not new lah.. 6020... so i never use any exclamation marks.... not sure if can get yet some more... if not successful then i m stuck with this idiotic hp till god noes when... ugh... but i m grateful enuf le... oh yea... sry waye for cancelling on u... sry sry...

开不了口 - jay chou

才离开没多久就开始担心今天的你过得好不好
整个画面是你想你想的睡不着
嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你想你想的都会笑

没有你在我有多难熬(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦我有多烦恼(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
穿过云层我试着努力向你奔跑爱才送到你却已在别人怀抱

就是开不了口让她知道
我一定会呵护着你也逗你笑
你对我有多重要我后悔没让你知道
安静的听你撒娇看你睡着一直到老
就是开不了口让她知道
就是那么简单几句我办不到
整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看着
这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我


spoke at : 10:44 AM

the one where i m sleeping over at my cousin's again...

Sunday, October 09, 2005
i m back to my almost daily blogging again... haha... but tmr should be have nth to blog... dun have my hp with me now so i apologise to those i can't reply sms... will try to reply asap... today woke up quite early... now can sleep n i end up can't sleep... sighz... so woke up early to set timer for my shows n pack bag... then went to my uncle's house cuz it's his baby's one mth old celebration... damn cute lor! hehe... ate some stuff then walk over to mac's to eat more stuff... then went town to buy pressie... then went back to my cousin's house to tutor them... oh... is like i was in the car then my belt got a lot of metal stuff so my cousin say if got magnet i die... then i said yea cuz i m attractive... haha... true wat... cuz we exert gravitational force on the earth too... just tt we too light so it's negligible... oh man wat's wrong with me... anywaye, so far tutored the younger one on digestion... is like i keep wanting to add more on the carbo etc stuff n enzymes... then is like cannot... hehe... just came back from dinner at kfc... now i shall go back to tutoring le... nobody online one... but tonight can stay until late late so wtv.... haha...


spoke at : 11:14 AM

the one where i had lunch only... haha...

Saturday, October 08, 2005
this is the second night in a row i skipped lunch cuz i ate too much for lunch... hehe... this morning wake up shoulder aching like siao... the left shoulder... cuz i carried my bag with it... n my bag wasn't exactly v light yesterday... anywaye, so shuang lor... is like there isn't really anything tt needs to be done... other then my piano hw n bio sdl... but since i m cancelling my piano lessons... it is not v pressing... hehe... aunt took leave today to treat me to lunch... so basically the next para is gg to be about how great the food was... so readers can skip straight to the last para... haha... i just wanna type... hehe... cuz the first time i went there didn't have blog yet...

shima restaurant(at goodwood park hotel there): wow! 4.5 stars. is like we were running late. cuz it's a buffet thing so we wanna make every second worth... hehe... so took cab there... then the fella open the door then we went in... the food is like wow lah... is like out of all the types of jap food my fav is teppenyaki... which is wat we went to eat... joyce, if u read this, ask ur parents to bring u there during ur bday! u said u wanted to go last yr still haven go right? n try to go during weekend lunch time... cuz the buffet is lunch... dinner not shiok one... anywaye... is like there is a standard set thing... then after u finish u can order more lah... the tempura is like totally wow... i ordered second servings for tt... then there was prawn, chicken, salmon and beef... n everything has garlic!!! yay! haha... i dun usually eat prawn other then tempura but this one taste damn gd... the chicken was ok... salmon alwayes rock... then i ate 2 servings of beef cuz my grandma claims it is a bit raw... i can't tell the diff... then the vege i didn't touch... hehe... then there was rice... kinda like fried rice... but the ingredients is like rice, egg n GARLIC... as in seriously, the chef put one whole bowl of garlic in the rice... a bit strong so never finish... hehe... then got miso soup lah... then after u finish got the usual fruits n tea/coffee... it's damn damn shiok... but it's one of those places u should go like once a yr or smth... go too often not shiok le... but also a bit ex... 3 person $130+ i think... dun rmb... but it's totally nice... so pple go try!!! SHIMA RESTAURANT AT GOODWOOD PARK HOTEL!!! it is not really IN the hotel... more like the corner of the entire area... oh yea got sashimi... which i left out cuz i didn't eat it so forgot about it... hehe...

after tt just walk around... then went for the jewelry fest... everything is damn bright... basically is my aunt shop n i watch... then on my waye home my grandma ask me to go cut hair.... which i did... but it doesn't look cut... which is exactly wat i want... this is the FIRST time my hair is not overly short after a hair cut... but the haircut took quite long... the fella keep saying i got too much hair... is like all she did was thin my hair... didn't really shorten it... n she alr cut off lots of hair... but it's not my fault wat... i m born like tt... hairy... ewww... anywaye, so basically tt's about it... tmr most probably staying over at my cousin's so can use comp until late late... provided i m allowed to bring my laptop over... despite the fact it is MINE i still need permission... tmr my relative's baby's first mth... yay... can play with baby le! hehe...


spoke at : 10:28 AM

the one where promos is finally OVER!!!! so is my life...

Friday, October 07, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA AND LIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow... today was the last day of a disgustingly short/long week... cuz it seem short n long at the same thing... the papers were so fun to do... haiz....

GP(general paper not glycerate 3 phosphate): basically half the world did globalisation n the other half did foreign aid... of cause there r a few exceptions aka fishes who did some funny topics like intellectual thing... i bet david would have chosen "television entertainment shows r mindless fun-discuss". anywaye, the compre was wow... i didn't noe wat was gg on lor...

BIO: i won't say tt it's bad cuz the whole WORLD hates bio... but everyone takes/needs it... anywaye, when i saw the essay question i was DAMN PISSED.... the first sentence tt flash thru my mind was "jessie peh!!! ugh!!! wat on earth did she say d other time???" basically the whole paper i was just thinking about wat jessie had said... cuz the question was(smth like) : compare globular proteins and DNA... like OMG!!!! tian ar... i wanted to faint lor... i triple checked the question to make sure i c correctly lah... like wth... ugh... the next parts even better... structure n function of SER n centrioles??!?!?!?!? wth?!?!!?!? ugh... nvm....

MATH: i failed my math in mid yrs... so chances of passing is... dunno... anywaye, the paper was crappy... tt's all i have to say...

CHEM: mcq=major guessing session... the rest was... compared to the previous papers, ok ba...

PHY(last paper)(i wonder how many pple said thank god when they see this is the last paper):
wow... all i have to say is tt... is bio was a typhoon... phy was a tsunami...

let's talk about happier stuff... after promos activities!!! so far only sunday off... hehe... but aileen more zai... no fight lah...

TODAY: after phy paper and a whole round of cussing... some pple went for ushering meeting or meet seniors... the rest went toilet... on our waye to washroom et gave mel her pressie... still dunno wat it is... think i will NEVER FIND OUT(anyone feeling guilty?????!!!!!).... mel got made fun of like siao today... haha... anywaye, after wasting a lot of time waitin for practically nobody... went to yck mrt to meet the boys... pple who went are: everyone from 09 except br, terence, chung kiat i think.... n kl(dunno how to spell) aka shiqi's fren, joined us too... went to WHEELOCK PLACE NYDC.... the reason i put tt in caps is cuz i msg waye to ask her where she is n she was in HEEREN'S NYDC.... jessie thanks a lot... ugh.... ate until damn full lah... oh yeah, is like we asked clare whether he wanna change place to sit nearer to shir n he said "dun need lah... have her in my heart can le..." everyone was like awwwww.... haha... after eating went walk walk then went back to sing bday song for mel... a bit loud... but oh well... oh yea, found a new entertainment... aileen's phone conversation.... sq described it as jing bao... like wow lah... from suntanning with guy to "if i studied i would have gotten a" to bikini...

after cake eating i left first to go heeren's to find WAYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was like rushing cuz a bit scared she go watch movie or smth... then was damn sweaty lah... SO LONG NEVER SEE HER LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe... so damn happy... but also a bit sad cuz a bit short... then walked with her n her frenz to cine... then the rest of 09 aka gurls came so i joined them n said bb to waye... then took neoprint... we just ran in n out of the machine cuz 14 pple... then walk walk a bit... is like shi qi n i were playing hai dai and hei bai pei IN PUBLIC... DAMN FUN LAH!!! but a bit malu... then towards the end she laughed so hard until practically squating on the floor liao... haha... then went to food court n rot... half the pple left... so left aileen,zhu xuan,pei yueng,delia n i... topic: hot guys n gurls... haha... gurls mainly contributed by aileen.... then waye finally finish her movie but she gg walk walk with her frenz... haiz... then went to kino so tt delia can get her comic book but it wasn't there yet... then aileen n pei yueng kept looking at interior design books...

oh yea... is like when we were walking at the taka level one... then got some pple taking photo of somebody... then delia say it's nikon one... then i was damn lost cuz the make is from christian dior... then end up they were talking about the CAMERA... like wat?!?!?!?! anywaye, then when we were walking towards forever 21 pei yueng n delia stopped at the camera shop... is like in my entire life in orchard i have NEVER stopped in front of tt shop b4... wow... anywaye, when i step into forever 21 i saw a bunch of rj pple(i m getting a bit sensitive when i see white top+green skirt)then saw waye! haha... so qiao... hahahahaha.... oh i almost forgot... waye: your hair is ok lor... i dun understand y u r say it's not... anywaye, then her fren said some interesting stuff... eh... nvm... want to noe ask me lor... typing it out just seemed wierd... which i think her fren is... then aileen n waye wave until a bit awkward like tt.. haha... then waye n frenz left le... haiz... anywaye, after shopping abit we also left le... tt's it ba... i lazy to type le... SO TIRED.... those tmr last day de(most probably won't read this today) JIA YOU!!!! those mon still got paper de... if this is not suay i dunno wat is... but jia you too! those haven start(aka the engs)i m waiting for u to finish then go watch movie ok? jia you everyone!!! i forgot, those who keep saying they are potential retainees, u r not alone... cuz everyone has the potential to fail.... but whether tt happens or not is another matter all together... so enjoy yourselves like siao now yea?


spoke at : 10:58 AM

the one last post before promos...

Saturday, October 01, 2005
smth is v wrong with blogger or my comp... but wtv... 2 more days to promos... wow... time pass damn fast lor... still rmb the gd old days in ny where i didn't learn much but had lotsa fun.... i added the didn't learn much cuz my first 3 mths topics r damn screwed up... although it's not like my later topics are any better... anywaye, i wonder how things will be like if i stayed in ny... will the math paper's standard be even remotely close to tt of aj's? haiz... moving on...

mon: beginning of the shortened day week... basically lessons end at 12.15 everyday... we had another phy relief teacher... he like to give funny funny explanation questions... which is gd cuz i realise how sucky i m at those questions... other than tt really nth much happen... life is THAT boring... pride rox though... haha...

tues: mr ong in relatively ok mood... so was ms soh...FINALLY finish ghost of rwanda during civics... nth much le... oh man my memory is getting from bad to worse...

wed: lectures=boring. i dun understand y we r having lectures. or tutorials. ugh. is like math doing revision, so still ok. so is chem. phy we doing NEW TOPIC. like wth. i noe the phy teachers in our sch have a lot of confidence cuz they r really gd teachers. as in seriously all the best teachers in the sch teach phy. but they can give revision too lor. bio revision=clips watching. which is kinda cool. oh well. n all the tutorials after thurs basically consist of the teachers sitting at one table n we just ask them questions is we have any. haha. but i just ask jessie lah. anywaye back to wed. did cca record crap. then slack for 2 periods cuz we got no more lessons but cannot go out of sch till 12.15. yu wen n sq tried. then at 11.30 went with shir to find ms soh. basically shir ask questions, ms soh explain, i absorb.haha. but i also got think n answer ms soh lor. she seemed v amused about the waye we analyse questions. like when shir n i can't decide some answer then i say follow shir cuz she smarter n she was like y u all dun use logic one. haha. then we say at least we didn't use scissor paper stone method. haha. then after the ok fruitful consultation, yy shir n i went for lunch. tt's it ba.

thurs: aileen really the best man. oh yea, forgot to say smth. her fren tried to get in but some fella said she dun want our sch pple to mix with other schs. like wth lor. anywaye, ms aileen chose some chim topic for gp grp essay n end up WE HAD TO PRESENT. thank god i got the easy part. hehe. then nth much le.

fri(today): today's turnout was great. 9(including br)were absent.i shall list: SHIRLEY, AILEEN, YU WEN, QIAO YUN, WEN E(BUT GOT SHOW UP FOR CHEM LECTURE), SHAM, SHIQI AND ZHI HAO. is like during assembly got a huge gap between the boys n the ladies. then when go to class realise the exact number of pple missing. delia said smth about pple si ben-ing. i wonder who. then mr ong in super super bad mood. like all of a sudden ask yun long whether he buay song izzit. n ask us where the rest of the class are. haiz. phy lecture damn funny. is like at the end the lecturer said he notice a number of pple are not in sch today(half the audi was empty)n said some crap about we should keep up our habit cuz in uni(if we get in) nobody will care if we show up for lecture/turotials or not. bleah. i bet aileen will not be gg for either. gp was a tad boring. mr akshir was like asking y we came to sch then i replied for gp :P... anywaye, finally for chem we got released late... chemical bonding... bleah...

2 more days to death n 6 more days till we r reborn... seems like eternity... the waiting sux...

星光 - S.H.E

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我忽然有预感 违的陌生人会遇上
也许是你笑的弧度跟我很像
也许是因为守护的星座和我一样
也许是漫长的黑夜特别孤单
才会背靠着背一起等天亮
黑夜如果不黑暗 美梦又何必向往
破晓会是坚持的人最后获得的奖赏
黑夜如果太黑暗 我们就闭上眼看
希望若不熄灭就会亮成心中的星光
上帝布置的悲伤 和分配的阳光
你和我是否一样 拥抱同一种信仰
我忽然有预感 我们会是彼此的星探

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