i can't even see the title lor... only those who r looking for past entries can see the title... anyway, this morning i wasn't really myself in some way... i forgot the pledge lor... n i was suppose to be leading the class or smth... then keep writing wrong stuff... wrote 4 or 2 in replace of "A" for around 5-6 times... anyway, then during break cheered up cuz we had a mass singing session... i think 09 can form choir le... but yu wen's singing quite interesting... i shall stop there... then she n pei yueng keep singing a irritating song... crap lah... talking about pei yueng... i shall make her feel guilty, if she ever read my blog... yesterday during 2.4(i can't believe iforgot to blog this... i wonder y...) is like she super nice keep pushing me along so i was kinda infront of her a bit then she super gd aiming n step on my shoes lah...then my right leg the shoe came out so i had to run back n take the shoes... lucky it was the right feet one cuz the shoelace were alr off in the first place... so now i m cinderella... hehe... anyway, then after a bunch of stuff we had bio lecture... in the dark... for like 15 mins... cuz dunno how to switch on the light... super pathetic lor... then the dvd player not working too... in the end cement let us off on time... as in the sec i pick up my bag the bell rang... had lunch then went back to class... sing again... oh yeah, during lunch qiao yun n i set up bbc(big butt club)... anyone interested to join??? so now we have a 09 choir n bbc... hehe... anyway, in class we sang x mas carols? haha... n a bunch of other crap... then spend half the time trying to make shiqi sing... seriously right... i think the better the singer the more shy they are... she can sing super nicely lor... anyway, the 21st track n field meet was crap... the commentator sucked... i should be commentator... panther, my house i think... in ugly yellow, is last overall but first in cheerleading... i dunno wat tt implies... 10/05 8x50m won 1st! anyway, then the tug-o-war sucked cuz the rope broke... mummy(jeremy yeow) entertained me with his singing today... then he n yongsen super lame... anyway, yeow's singing is still the same... should have seen yy's expression when he sing yanzi's song lor... super comical... thank you mummy for entertaining me cuz yuwen took my ipod mini... anyway, at the end of the sports meet i walked pass 10/05 n des call me qian bian... still dunno y... those who noe can help answer?
oh yeah, jessie's mum came for sports meet... nth else to say...

have u guys ever wondered how it feels to have a day which can be considered ur happiest and saddest day ever? well... here goes...
morning was the same old same old. shall cut the crap. had 2.4 today. passed. 17.11. v familiar numbers. still dunno y. 09 only bing rong fail. taking turns to run with her on her retest. tt is happy event no.1 btw, passing. after tt struggled a while on whether on not to skip chem tutorial to go for tt match early. end up didn't n took cab there. saw joan today again. talked a little walked a little. aj vs rj. one of the singles also won. same guy who won him in the match against ny. won 3-2. dun wanna talk about it. lets just say i almost clapped for the wrong side. b4 tt took a pic of him. tot he will reject. oh well. used julian's hp. exchange with him. i guess nice guys do exist. gone a little off after tt. josh n fangli came. took a photo of josh arms arounf fl. once again, not i the mood to comment. all in all, aj won. nth else to say. not exactly in the best of mood.

sorry to those whom i have been wasting sms of


突然累了

林俊杰

吃饭吃到睡了 我开车开到傻了 我看书看到你了 开始怀疑我怎么了
说话说到吐了 我写歌写到疯了 我爱你 爱到盲了 天知道我又怎么了
不舍得 舍不得 都分手了 舍不得 不舍得 散了(爱是你的 我是我的 完了)
原来我只是突然累了 原来我不说了
原来我撑着撑到麻了 原来我不爱了

how do u guys find it? anyway, been bloggin less cuz life is basically the same old crap and nth to update whatsoever... tests are coming up... tmr got chem n phy... then the wk after next is math? then bio n gp... life kinda sux... pw not gg on smoothly cuz we haven even decide on wat to do due to many reasons... then there's pbl which i haven really contributed... n the anti aging essay which totally sux... pft coming up n i m not remotely prepared for 2.4... oh well... life is totally a basket case lah... 5 more weeks till hols... although i dun think the condition will improve due to pw... n i m suffering from k box withdrawal syndrome... sigh... the only thing tt has remotely improved is the fact tt i having home cooked food for dinner... and my cousin is coming back in may... so yeah... end of my life... dun think i'll update anytime soon unless smth interesting happens... hopefully it has nth to do with me failing smth... whether it's the tests or the pft...

LAST DAY!

for those who are excited tt i type last day cuz u pple hope tt i m gg to commit suicide today thus today is my last day... sorry to inform u guys tt u r wrong n i m most probably gg to live a couple of yrs more until earthquakes n tsunamis wipe us off the surface of the earth...It's the last day i m gonna eat nasty takeaways continuously n wash my own sch uni cuz my grandma is coming back tmr!!! yay!!! anyway, the past few days is now a blur so i shall not mention them... let's concentrate on TODAY. anyway, lecture was crap so moving on... during mass civics we watch some vid thing... at first the person say it's about four women n i tot it was desperate housewives or sex in the city... unfortunately it's not... anyway, it's about a bunch of women gg to north pole... crap... anyway, went to nyp with yy n jessie for lunch... it was like super super crowded but we saw lynette, ex tt cap, then she n her frenz were done so we got seats... ate spicy ramen which is quite spicy... must make joyce drink the soup cuz even i got natural lipstick after tt... anyway, went back to sch n saw the tt pple there thus we decided to take the bus to cchms instead of cab. feel super guilty for ponning cl... sob... must repent... anyway, slept on the bus on the way there... felt so tired... julian(some guy who is shir n yy's kor, super nice) went along n also slept on the bus... then when we reach we keep calling someone's name then he never fan ying until i shouted shirley... hmmm... smth wrong eh? anyway, saw a lot of pple... jialong, trang, mare, tan, david, fangli, josh.... aj guys won but tt loser justin lost... muahaha... then ny guys won... all the gurls lost... hehe... n all ij gurls except trang played doubles... so proud of ij... haha.... but it's really funny how end up is the ij gurls join back tt... yy happy lah... anyway, saw joan today too... she is so tall lor... anyway, the scenary in cchms is rather nice... i dun mind walking around there with some guy... anyway, the josh n the fl really hor.... i dun wanna elaborate... nth much liao ar... too tired... taking too much time bloggin cuz keep getting interrupted...

happy, sad, disappointment, excitement, n hopeful all at the same time... how much feelings can one take?

DAY 8 and 9

die lah... haven do anything yet... tonight must work late liao... hopefully the rest of my groupmates happily forgot the research too... anyway, yesterday went to din tai feng for dinner at j8... bleah.... continue tt part later... i arrived in cal's car first then went to din tai feng to get our number... then cal n i went upstairs to look for li ting in the open plaza... it's like her whole fam was there... cal say her bro look so poor thing.... muahaha... anyway, due to the fact tt i m all the way at the back n vertically challenged, cal help me take the photos.... although half of it was the photos of the contestant cuz he dunno where energy is... they were playing some game thingy which i shall not elaborate... then went to take neoprints again... hehe... quite nicely taken, but the me n waye one still da best... (oh man cal is gonna kill me)... anyway, went back to the restaurant for dinner... the food was not bad but NOT filling... then is like towards the end of the dinner calvin ask whether i wanna go walk walk then we asked for permission then we sneak of... then i asked him if he was full then he was like no n everything then we went to macs for dinner.... haha... taught joyce math induction tt night... her math ar... nvm... then had a interesting phone/sms conversation with waye ning... hmm...

later gg to bugis... so tired still must go out... never really slept enuf last night... AND I MISSED MY POWER RANGER!!! sigh... n my tutorial how?!??!?!?!

oh yeah, waye said david(da pyro tagger) said some crap about how we look like glamour queens in the neoprints n my fringe like some punk rock crap or smth... david: care to elaborate?

DAY 6,7,8

ok... i swear this is gonna be one of the longest entree ever... provided i can rmb every single ting i wanna blog... on thurs morning, i recieved a call... from jessie's mum... when is she ever gg to give it up? must make wan li msg me b4 calling me so next time i see private number i won't pick up... she super funny lor... ask me to ask jessie to call her during lunch to make sure she dun luan luan pao... pls lor... jessie is so the last person who will ever luan luan pao... she can't wait to go home to do hw sia... anyway, wasted 1 min + of my time... anyway, mr yong never come so like wtv... the math tutorial we were looking at chem prac... anyway, go straight to chem prac.... miss pms has become miss jia lak... however u spell it... she keep saying jia lak n alamak lor!!! gosh... hopeless... n she spoke in CHINESE... like half the time... the funny part is, she spoke to jessie in english and marinah, a malaysian, in chinese!!! gosh... sigh... then is liek she crapped so much basically no one finish the report on time lah... then she die also want it on thurs... so we no choice have to stay back to do lor... anyway, rush all the way to bio lab to realise tt cement is not there yet... oh well wtv... he came eventually then did a bunch of loser stuff... then after prac we had mass copying jessie's hw session... crap lah... moving on

FRIDAY!!!! 15.04.2005 a date to rmb! i swear i will rmb for like quite some time... at least a mth... anyway, let's start from morning, the counsilors wanna be were self promoting... bleah.... wtv... then some dunno who taught us gd morning n thank u in jap n german... tell me who doesn't noe wat are those in jap??? gosh... sigh... oh... i got 2/10 for the physics time practice... mrs tang would be so proud... muahaha... who cares lah... anyway, bio was crap too... physics lecture was more like video watching... slack... gp was crap too... chem lecture was a tad bit confusing but i got it eventually... kinda... bleah... but both phy n chem lecture ended early... which is like totally amazing... mass civics was a blur cuz i was asleep... then went to j8 to meet waye for my lunch cuz all she did was steal my fries... then bluff des tt i wasn't with waye... li ting's ce ying zhi xing is starting to grow sia... say i mean to desmond... oh wtv... is not like he suffer anything from this kind lie right? bleah... anyway, then we went to take BEAUTIFUL n LOVELY neoprints... go to waye's blog to see the nice pink background ones.... then click the link of 7d photos to see the rest... also in the 7d photos session is of me, waye n fangli in each other's uni... so tt means i have worn rj, sa, aj n ny uni liao... anyway, after the neoprint thing i realise i m so gonna be late for cl so rush a bit... then i saw him.... +~... (i wonder how many pple noe who is +~) i was like SOOOOOOO super super super shock... like wow... totally wow.... i just kinda like wave a little... then he look so super shock too lor... liek dun recognise me like tt... thanks to the aj uni... or more shock to see me in j8? oh well... wtv... then i like walk a bit more then turn to ask waye if she saw him... then she looked equally shocked lor! haha.... sho cute.... shock expressions i mean... hehe... then she was saying how she wanted to say she still has the neoprints then like see him... haha... my sentence sounds wrong but wtv... then i said wah lao around 5 times... then like smile n smile n super super high... then waye said i m blushing but wtv... it was definitely hot for a rainy day... anyway, moving on... otherwise the rest of the blog will just be filled with the word wow... anyway, waye went to aj with me... half way saw des then walk in together.... joined us for ge yao but left to meet the 7d pple... wat happened in ge yao suppose to be some big secret thing... anyway, then towards the end li ting recieved a phone call then we went washroom... n walk walk a bit around the school.... then when we went back to the classroom yy n shir left liao so li ting n i just took our bags n decided to walk walk a bit more since i was waitin for joyce to pass her BoA cd n dvd... then we saw some sa guy then we walk to the hall there to find joyce... joyce super cute lor... ask the sa guy where the aj hall is...sigh... then as we walked pass the hall yy pop out from nowhere in gray skirt! then we saw prissy tan! hehe... oh well.... one big gathering day sia... for a lot of pple... then went to j8 for the gathering... could not see them at first cuz a bit brown only... oh well... in macs hor... the two love birds ar... cannot keep their hands off each other sia... then fangli keep smiling... *smirks* sigh... nth to say... anyway, then i was whispering to waye about how qing mi the 2 lovebirds are then the STUPID yong hwa go n take photo of us... then we spent like a lot of time snatching des' camera... then deleted the photo eventually... yong hwa say i bully des... erm... moving on... went to pasta for dinner... love birds not v coorperative so never take any juicy pics... so sad... anyway, then went to exchange uni and everything then rush home to make sure i reach home b4 my aunt... smallville rox! chloe is back! yay!

today haven ended yet but morning alr got stuff liao... morning wake up then recieve sms from last night from waye tt des' shirt button was pulled of by david or someone who was trying to untuck his shirt more... see lah... dun listen to me lah desmond... need the guys to pull ur shirt then happy izzit? hehe... anyway, he sewed it back alr for those who r concerned... supposedly go sewer... wait a min... sewer is drain right? aiya.... u all noe wat i mean lah... then li ting msg me say ENERGY HAVING CONCERT ON JULY 9TH!!!!!!!!!!! it is called zai jian xing jia po!!!! tt means it is either their last concert or it means seeing s'pore again... i think it's the first... so i so totally wanna go... then i also noe there's no way my aunt will allow so i ask my dad via sms first... he agreed... daddy so rox! then aunt say need more pple agree then my uncle also agree! yay! also managed to persuade joyce to go... i m so persuasive sometimes... then later gg to j8 for dinner then shun bian see energy n buy the tix... tt's all folks...

DAY 4&5

i mean miss soh i mean... seriously, wat's with her not likeing pple who smile less than usual? i mean we might be seriously in thought of some other stuff n not be smiling lor... she even took jessie outside(not to fight lah) to ask her y she look sad or wtv... crap lor... she is the one who look rather unhappy about smth... must be cannot find bf... oh well... today was like tt lah... had heats so dun need to run 6 rounds... our class got 2nd for everything leh... so powerful right? although i would like to add tt for the 8x50 n 4x100 ones the gurls got 2nd... from the back... but the guys more powerful... really got second.... especially tt eng thai man... chase so many skirts or smth... li ting's group got 1st from the front for 8x50... must be the experience gained from chasing stars... haha... anyway, had ge yao today too... wasted a gd 3 hours talking n crapping.... then tot of songs for the upcoming performance thingy... bet i won't be chosen one so dun even need to think more about it... muahahaha... li ting n qi en confirm kena chosen one... take care man pple... but u all(as in the other passers by) must buy tix from me!!! support support leh.... then we can go hang b4 or after tt since i m in charge of publicity anyway... think the performance is around may? not sure... just support me kk? take it as 7d gathering lah... anyway, after tt did some stupid breathing thingy n realize how short of breath i m... as in seriously, the others hold the "tsss" thing for so damn long lor! n i had to fake tt is m still tss-ing even though i ran out of breath after like 3 secs or smth... which kinda explain y i can't run 2.4 for nuts... but usually is not run out of breath is i get tired out first lor... this is crazy... sigh... dun care lah.... 7d pple go to the 7d blog.... NOW!

Day 2 & 3

yesterday had maggi mee for lunch... how nutritious... i miss having proper lunch n dinner... had piano... totally sucked... hai wo miss sly... sigh... then in the evening went to watch my cousin's hockey match... so long never watch ice hockey match liao so kinda miss watching it... too bad never play b4... sigh... anyway, my cousin's team had a REALLY pathetic goalkeeper... miss so many pucks then hai my cousin's team... then second period(there are 3 altogether) we they switched goalkeepers n he still continue letting in goals... oh well... my cousin's team lost by 8-2... cousin almost scored on many occasions but missed the net by a little... keep hitting the gk... but the 2 goals were both scored by him so quite proud of him... the coach was making full use of him lor... he hardly had anytime to rest... the rest of his team consist of pple half his height... sigh... then one of the small guy sho cute... dun let my cousin get out of the rink... hehe... then the coach ask my cousin if he can go for another round then another small guy raised up his hand n say "i can"... sho cute... anyway, went to kfc for dinner... i m so gonna gain weight... then joyce msg me say energy is on ch u! damn missed them... i miss energy lor!!! sob... then went home to watch wtv was left of nkf show... then at the end of the show got ad for next week's ep then was energy advertising... but dun have ah di!!! i miss ah di!!! waye was messaging me about muffin n cookie... i m gg to get diabetes sia... i miss 7D!!!!!!!! sigh... today was like tt lor... lucky my dad was around to wake me up lor... the alarm clock next to me i cannot hear he outside can hear leh... if he go overseas then i need pple to give me morning call liao lor... anyway, today pon math cuz of cultural wk thingy... can't be bothered to talk about it... never see power ranger though... then saw a guy who looks damn like my primary sch... then since qi en know him so i found out he IS my primary sch fren qi chai... now just have to find out if this other guy is really regen... anyway, qi chai was quite surprise tt i m much shorter than him... oh well.... who cares... kinda miss fighting... haha... sound violent... hmm... anyway, cuz li ting got some thingy then didn't go home with her then she msg me she saw mare!!!! i missed her by like dunno how many mins lor... kinda miss her too... no stones in 09... hehe... anyway, tt's all i have to say alr... tired n having headache... sob...

how many miss did i use ar? can help me count?

DAY ONE

for those who dun alr know, my dear grandmother, the one who supposedly love me v much n take care of literally EVERYTHING for me, except maybe when it comes to hw, has went to have fun, laughter, peace n joy with her gang n abandoned me... *sobz* now tt my aunt has also gone on a business trip n is not coming back till fri so i m officially the only female in the house... the males left in the house are my dad: not at home half the time... took over my grandma/aunt's role of waking me up n preparing breakfast... now in charge of all the cleaning cuz i cannot tell the right end of the mop anyway... n i can't boil water etc so yeah... n operating the washing machine n everything... how much washing powder thingy are u suppose to add anyway? another male is my uncle: drives me to sch every morning n in charge of my dinner since my grandma is not around to cook... bad news 1-he has to go for church thingy on mon... bad news 2(latest... just found out 5 mins ago)- he is gg overseas AGAIN next week... bye bye dnner.... i m so gonna lose weight man... last but not least is my grandpa: does practically nth except in charge of gg down to fetch me if i reach home after 6.30... but tt means i have to call home n he takes way too long to pick up the phone n by the time he is remotely close to the phone, the message box thingy would have picked it up alr... sigh... tt means must go home early so dun have to ma fan him... darn... anyway, so basically i m screwed... lunch must eat more lor... to make up for dinner n breakfast...

today is day one, as u all can see from the top of the entree... woke up early to watch gransazer... then met weiqi for lunch n to get back my BoA cd... so now joyce can borrow it... poor weiqi still sick... then went to arcade to play... hehe... went home to finish up piano hw... then wasted a lot of time thinking of ideas for pw... haven come out with any yet so later gonna run a search on any words i can think of n see if anything useful comes up... sigh... uncle bought dinner-fish n chips... not bad for day one... so now dun really miss my grandma yet... n once my aunt comes back nth to worry about liao cuz she can do all the cleaning n she doesn't have church so can buy all dinner n she wakes up b4 me so can wake me up too... most importantly, we can go shopping n not have to worry about being home late for dinner! muahahaha... but tt is like friday... I CAN MAKE IT!!! but as for now, it's pw research time... wanted to put the msn status as busy but now not necessary cuz NOBODY is online... feel so slack... but i M doing work k... tmr most probably cannot blog cuz gg to watch my cousin play hockey, thus settling my dinner too... on the not so bright side... tmr got piano... sigh...

lex's HOT!!!

after much waiting... the sly cd is finally out!!! yay!!! listening to it now... it's not bad lah... anyway, back to wat happen today... lessons were boring as usual so wtv... then went to j8 for lunch with jessie, yy n shir... then when we arrive at j8 jessie was asking where to eat n everything then suggest yoshi or mos or kfc etc... then i was like choose yoshi... then at yoshi i saw WAYE NING!!!!! muahahaha... i was saw a bunch of rj pple then she was there then i was sho super happy then still must bluff bluff never see her.... (nts: sounding so happy will make wn feel proud so must sound like no big deal next time) hehe... anyway, then i like wanted to walk straight past yoshi then the pple behind keep saying waye ning leh... then waye was like walking out n everything... then yy they all grab my bag so i have to stop moving... then have to pretend pretend dunno her... haha so fun... anyway, then we talk talk a bit then the end liao... anyway, after lunch yy went to skin centre then me, shir n jessie went to get my sly cd!!!! hehe.... today is such a gd day... anyway, the stupid popular fella lie to me... say sly gg to j8 at 3 although it's 7.30... then went back to sch for cl... then at the train station i was telling shir if yy is in the train it will be really funny... n when we went into the train we really saw yy lor!!! i today really v zhun leh!!! anyway, cl was ok lor... next mon get to miss math tutorial n li ting miss chem tutorial... must perform in front of clao pple... yy die lor... think ch is gonna be there... haha...

wat is the result?

why was it scary... u guys will never find out... unless li ting blogs about it... hehe... n now, thanks to waye ning, i finally have links so u guys can go read her blog.... anyway, today was so freakin cold... n poor li ting has fever... dunno how the hell she tahan one... then yy got sore throat.... i almost sore throat only cuz now swallow things throat pain... which according to shirley is the symptoms of sore throat... anyway, the whole day was short to me cuz the thing i dreaded for keeps coming closer n closer... anyway, had 2 pracs today... but technically only one cuz cement ong just did tutorial with us... cement ong is clement ong btw... not i typo... bio tutor whom yeow hates... he is called cement cuz he say someone on a bio essay wanted to write cement but wrote clement instead... anyway, the whole class super scared of him lor... it's like after chem prac everyone packed up SUPER fast then keep waiting to say thank u miss soh... then ran to bio lab to realise he's not there.... then we line up in twos outside the lab some more... then he came... walking with the 5 hc crossovers... then he saw us then walk faster then turn around n tell them their late... sho funny... then did a bunch of idotc stuff then went to do some dreadful stuff then end of day....

Honey

ＨＯＮＥＹ 你把爱放进我的心里 关上耳朵我用心在听 你用爱为我打造贴身耳机
ＨＯＮＥＹ 保持神秘密还是猜中我的心 我把我的心情 满满留个心 　

往心里微笑 哭泣 放心会有你 贴着心贴得好近 每分钟零距离

跟你说特别ＨＯＮＥＹ 甜言蜜语 隔空传递 加上 超多表情
更新彼此最新的秘密 还有随身听和随时感应
多喜欢你叫 ＨＯＮＥＹ 甜言蜜语 在我心理
爱你大方写日记 甜蜜的心 充满惊奇 都不会腻 让我往心里....... 勇气喔~为你

tie rox!!! haha... i siao liao... wore it for the whole day lor... hope i get sick of it soon... anyway, today was ok... only one tutorial... but today had pe... 8 rounds... but 2 rounds is warm up... so tiring lor... then did a bunch of other stuff... dun wanna talk about it... just hope i get used to it soon... sigh... anyway, quite happy that my chem tutorial is the lecturer tt looks 0.0000000001% like li ting(must put percentage otherwise li ting say i insulting her again)... sk soh... interesting... anyway, then went for ps today... never gg back again... killer lor... the boredom can kill u... haha... oh well... then did other stuff then went back home liao... i LOVE the new channel u lor... the 7.30pm shows are so nice!!!! good luck rox cuz it's a jap show n have my dear takuya kimura... actually i only confirm is kimura not sure the first part... mu chun tuo zhai lah... too bad i too short... otherwise be air stewaadess then get to noe cute cute pilots... i wanna be pilot!!!! y m i sho short?!?!?!?! anyway, guys in uniform totally rox... excludng sch u i mean... whao... anyway, then there is hai tun wan.... whao... sho nice... today first ep n i alr cried liao...sho nice... i love dolphins... sho cute... n the yi shi de me hao is a nice song... hehe... oh well.... tt's all for today le...

你是我心中一句惊叹

爱 原来是这么个模样 近在眼前却不一定能够一眼看穿
过往四处探访却总是徒劳而返
只一秒你就轻易的攻入我心上

该怎么形容我此刻的感想 如果你了解我过往的渴望
当过尽了千帆你还在身旁 彷佛是一道曙光
你怎么知道我还等待情感 当所有人以为我喜欢孤单
是你敲我的门再把我点亮 你是我心中一句惊叹

我 原来比希望更希望 在生命中有个同伴把心事都交换
际遇一面海洋 孤单总随着我飘荡
是不是你就是我的唯一的希望

遗失的美好

海的思念绵延不绝 终于和天 在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远 应该也会跟幸福相见
承诺常常很像蝴蝶 美丽的飞 盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言 就像一定会来的春天

我始终带着你爱的微笑 一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角 就用你握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠 只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好 但就是谁都替代不了

在最开始的那一秒 有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑 真心会和真心遇到

good luck... every monday n tuesday at 7.30 pm channel u
hai tun wan lian ren.... wed, thurs n fri.... 7.30pm only on channel u
new season of smallville starting this fri... 8.30pm only on channel 5

... which sux... actually the latest day is shorter than tt of the longest day in ny in the first 3 mths... maybe cuz of the self directed learning n everything... i think... bleah... stupid 10.05 earliest day is 12+ or smth lor... super not fair... but their longest day is one period longer than mine... so fair? anyway, took height n weight today... dun wanna talk about it... tmr got pe!!!!! die!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!!! haha.... i m not prepared for running 8 rounds yet... at ALL!!! sigh... on the bright side tmr can wear tie... but actually tmr i can think of a lot more things to not look forward to than to look forward to... actually tmr got nth to look forward to lor!!!! i better stop thinking b4 more unhappy events show up... in my mind i mean... oh well... nth i can do... sigh...


当你

如果有一天　我回到从前 回到最原始的我　你是否会觉得我不错
如果有一天　我离你遥远 不能再和你相约　你是否会发觉我已经说再见

当你的眼睛眯着笑　
当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好　你从来不知道　
想你想你　也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼　
当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说　却害怕都说错　
还喜欢你　知不知道

如果有一天　梦想都实现 回忆都成了永远　你是否还会记得今天
如果有一天　我们都发觉 原来什么都可以　无论是否还会停留在这里

也许可是让我想得太多 也许该回到没我
梦里和相遇　就毫不犹豫　大声的说我要说

当你的眼睛眯着笑　
当你喝可乐当你找
我想对你好　你从来不知道　
想你想你　也能成为嗜好
我想对你说　却害怕都说错　还喜欢你　知不知道

Super Star

笑 就歌颂 一皱眉头就心痛 我没空理会我 只感受你的感受
你要往哪走 把我灵魂也带走 它为你着了魔 留着有什么用

你是电 你是光 你是唯一的神话
我只爱你 You are my super star
你主宰 我崇拜 没有更好的办法
只能爱你 You are my super star

手 不是手 是 温柔的宇宙 我这颗小星球 就在你手中转动
请 看见我 让我有梦可以作 我为你发了疯 你必须奖励我

你是意义 是天是地是神的旨意 除了爱你 没有真理
火 你是火 是我飞蛾的尽头 没想过要逃脱 为什么我要逃脱
谢谢你给我 一段快乐的梦游 如果我忘了我 请帮忙记得我

sorry for those who r looking for gossips cuz i was sworn to secrecy over blog to tell about the gossip... so for those who wanna noe pls approach me directly or anyone of those pple who tag my board cuz i think all of them noe... hehe... anyway, bought my uniform today... i think i look funny in it... bleah... who cares... what is done cannot be undone... oh well... taggers got new question liao.... wat do i look like in the aj uniform? hehe... use ur imagination... NOT accepted answers are:ITE student, factory worker n mrt station worker.... anyway, i wonder if i will miss the ij uni... went for lunch today at pasta again.... with joyce n sam... then met waye again!!!! oh man... i really have to limit my visits liao... lucky tmr i have lots of lessons then won't meet the rest otherways cry in front of guys super malu one lor... dun have much to say liao lah... except tt i really miss everyone in 7d-ee... sobz...

not looking forward to mou nian mou yue mou yi tian...

exciting latest gossip!!! but i shall be mean n not tell it yet cuz i wanna spread it by word of mouth/sms first b4 publishing it on blog... hehe... i almost feel mean... almost... anyway,nowadays the number of gossips getting lesser n lesser so this kinda come as a shock n surprise thing... i think a lot of pple will be like whao after they hear this... i think i shall just stop here n stop crapping anymore n waste u pple's time... tmr i shall reveal... for those interested pple stay tune alright?

i feel super tired nowadays lor... is like i can hardly keep my eyes open no matter what i m doing.... n it's not cuz of the size of my eyes k... sigh... there seems to be nth to look forward to at all! even if smth seems to be smth everyone is looking forward to... i m practically dreading every single thing that is coming n next... then evrytime i m suppose to be sleeping i keep thinking of stuff... dreading of the next day... cannot take it liao lor... back in ny i can actually look forward to smth... everyday... actually almost everyday... nth to dread about... cuz maybe it's first 3 mths so more slack ba... back to my wierd sleeping habit thingy... i can slp for 12 hours stright, like today... then i wake up n feel super tired... then wanna go back for more sleep... sigh... n i haven done any tutorial even though i have reference... n i just wanna slp.... even right now i wanna slp... gosh wat is happening to me?!??!?!?!

messed up...

happy april fool's day... today was another bunch of lectures... then walk walk a bit during break... then crap crap a lot too... during the long break 10/05 was in nexus playing games then jessie n i saw some unsightly things... then showed li ting too... then des solved the prob cuz the 3 gurls dunno how to say wtv we r suppose to say... for those pple who have no idea wat i thinking about forget it.... it's better if u dun noe... anyway, went for cl today... kinda forced des to go too... sorry for tt btw... anyway, it was ok lor... sang n sang n sang.... anyway, yeow n yi yang were wearing their uni today... a bit big for them only sia... then yeow's pants, according to them, is the biggest he can wear... then we all keep trying to pull it down... then he used song guang's method of squating down... after cl, which ended early, went to peek at tt then kena stopped by the 2 crazy pple... yy n shir... then after tt everything was a blur n i dun wanna talk about it...

wat was i thinking?

nowadays life is getting boring cuz everyday is just a bunch of lectures... one after another... never ending... aj teachers seems to be attention seeker... a bit of noise also cannot tahan... qeenie wong will fit right in... except i think the teachers will be too disgusted by her... anyway, i alr forgotten what happened yesterday cuz memory lag... only rmb one of the teachers is a cedar boy due to his choice of clothes... then some other physic teacher can do qi gong.... the pe teacher is like the female version of tjl for some reason... i think i m cursed with loser pe teachers... anyway, cca carnical was yesterday... chose ps(photog) n cldds(ge yao)... if i really have to choose between this 2 i will die... cuz i can't sing... n i scared i will spoil the camera... sigh... anyway, then li ting, yy, shir n jessie n me went for lunch at nyp.... jessie eat super fast lor... she finish one plate of hor fun then still hungry... then keeping taking li ting's food... n jessie is still super skinny... i understand y li ting is slim cuz jessie eat her food but y jessie still like stick like tt one??? sigh... life is UNFAIR lor... went back to sch to listen to a horrible band play... dun wanna talk about it... sigh... super sleepy nowadays... always super sleepy some more... i m so super happy jessie is in my class then got hw to refer to... otherwise i think i will DIE...

missing you...