MARCUS IS DAMN NOISY!!! (haha... cal: told ya it would be the first line... haha...)(sry marcus :P)

FOR THE REST OF JUST LIKE HEAVEN, PLS REFER TO WAYE'S BLOG. I LAZY LIAO. UNLESS I BORED... HAHA...

today woke up damn early... so tired now... morning in the car de shi hou felt damn carsick... is like everytiime also like tt... ugh... went to bedok for breakfast... DAMN NICE! sooooo long never go there for breakfast le.. hehe... soooo miss the food... then went to my cousin's house... cuz they finally moving back le! hehe... i also happy... cuz slp over there more space more shuang... haha... then happy can go rollerblade... then some more they just got a new wing/den thing... damn cool... but not done yet... marcus: i wanna slp there when i slp over!!! star start star!!!! i wan see star!!! hehe... we take turns lah kk? u can slp there anytime wat!!! hehe

at firsrt go there nth to do... just rot... cuz the container not there yet... so around 10+ went to plaza sing with my cuzzies.. younger one electric guitar... older one drums... i both also wan learn!!! who wanna teach me?!?!?!?!? haha... reach there le nth to do so went arcade... raced... i won!!!! haha... sooooooooo proud of myself... but by one metre only i think... haha... but against manual de hua confirm lose... no fight... haha... then younger cousin went lesson then me n older one went swensens for lunch... is like we were at some ulu corner... so the waitresses hardly go there... then we were saying should record glass breaking de sound then play it out loud so the waitress confirm will come over... hehe...

one cousin in, one cousin out... went secret recipe... hehe... then can see the stage downstairs... some mini toons pple dancing around... damn poor thing man these pple... haha... then went back to arcade... played time crisis... then some photo hunt game... is like put in wrong token... n the machine accepted... so extra game... hehe... then cousin's lesson end le... they play de beat i also can play lor.. haha... then went back to their house... i think it's damn interesting to have ur name as a road name... haha... went back saw a BIG container truck... my cousins have a lot of stuff man... then help to assemble the bed... actually i just stand there n watch n help fold the paper... my older cousin, on the other hand, just talk n talk n talk n talk......... wow... i m just amazed...

then after A LOT of paper folding, went to assemble some shelf... moving house is a DAMN WASTE OF PAPER LOR... i think at least 1/2 a hectare of forest have been wiped out cuz of my cousin... then my cousins fight a lot hou went attic n watch tv... saw si mian chu ge mv... tt means k box might have... so must go lian... haha... then saw zheng ming tian zi mv!!! jolin!!! haha... then while rotting started rubbing my eyes... then it started kinda like tearing... then turn red diao... but now hao le... just a bit wet still... but white liao... then around then started messaging around like mad for pple to record zheng ming tian nu for me n tong xin yuan for the rest of my family... (i v xtra man) then i called weiqi n he was like asking how i was cuz i sound like i having flu or smth... then later msg me say i sound like i cried... haha... i m amused...

tt's it ba...

time: 9.19pm

today cannot talk about just like heaven yet cuz no time... n hand v tired... is like i m helping my aunt fill in some form... then end up her name become michelle branch... haha... damn amused... anywaye, had piano today, then just started on the new grade 8 piece... it is DAMN difficult can... omg i m damn freaked out now... anywaye, i shall go back to writing le...lots to do so little time... tmr need to move house some more... ttfn...

ps smth wrong with blogger... time now is 9.44 pm..

today soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo rox!!!! other then a small mishap here n there... it totally rocked!!!!!! ok... let's just get on with it alr.. (this might be longer than the harry potter entry... readers beware... cuz i m gg to detail the movie, n everything else, like siao...) but b4 i continue... i wanna say how grateful i m to calvin(my cousin) for being such a nice guy when watching movie with him... maybe he is just ok... but david made him super nice... haiz... but technically i seldom watch movie with guys... but david is just... *shudders* :P

i m not v sure how many hours i slept last night... cuz i dun rmb sleeping... as in i rmb being awake till v long after i lie on the bed, at around 2(or 3?), at 5.45, 7smth n 8 smth... as in i will be awake for v v v v long... just can't slp... then like i will be fully awake at those times i listed... for about at least 30mins or so... so i will drift in n out of slp... so basically now i m SUPER sleepy... so pple who chat with me tonight(i doubt u guys will read this entry), dun blame me for being lag... i will try to be faster...

so at 8 smth i woke up... thinking tt it was 7smth cuz my aunt's clock was the non digital type so i can't really tell the time... then really cannot get back to slp le so woke up n check my hp to find out tt it is actually 8smth... then i just wake up n rot a bit then prepare to leave le... cuz dun wanna be late.. hehe... then is like last night my aunt say must be back by 3... then this morning my dad say be back by 6! haha.. damn funny can... haha... so i just bathe then zhao le... on the bus msg waye to check if she was awake... basically in the end she was later than me by one train... i m damn proud of myself... some more my train went crazy at bradell... the door opened n closed for like 10 mins or smth... damn freaky lah...

after waye arrive went to cine... k box not open yet so just sat at the couch there... then we heard the gate sound but it's still not open... just the guy walking in n out... like there's a whole bunch of pple waitin lor... went in n dian a bunch of jj songs... basically the whole day is just jj then energy then jay then jolin then mixture then cyndi... hehe... my singing was as bad as ever... waye can sing damn high lah... gosh... n she made me sing jing ling... haiz... torture herself only... madness... so basically my singing still sucked... n i m soooooo gg to swear off si lu for ever n ever... got ye qu, fa ru xue n shang hu hai... prob is waye dunno shang hu hai well... so no kick... so joyce if u manage to catch this line, GO N LEARN SHANG HU HAI!!! I WAN SING!!! haha... but jiang hao i m jay... tt gurl mad de... so high... i cannot reach... haha... n i m v sad dun have zheng ming tian zi... sobx... jolin!!! after k box voice a bit guai guai... like v difficult to talk... haiz...

after k box we walk walk a bit n tried to contact david... WHOM WAS LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we were suppose to meet at 2.30 n he arrived at 2.45.... A GUY MADE 2 GURLS WAIT FOR FIFTEEN MINUTES!!! pple who read this part: wat do u have to say huh? haiz... then we ask david to pay for the popcorns since he was LATE n made us WAIT... then he WON'T!!!! sooooooo not gentleman can!!! then he paid for the tix... so got $3 change which we won't give him cuz we want him to pay for the popcorn... so we demanded for a GD reason y he was late... gd reason meaning NOT: overslept/style hair/crap... n he live so near can... n he said: CUZ I WAS WATCHING TV!!!!! OMG... haiz... so we just returned him a dollar n took the 2 bucks to buy popcorn n we paid the rest of it... then after we bought he was like where's my $2... haha... too bad for him... wo shi bu hui xin luan de... :P

went in n like plan how to sit... me, being nice n all(:P), sat between waye n david... so tt waye dun have to sit next to david... haiz... i shall not be so nice next time... haha... after we sat down he was like asking for the popcorn... WHICH HE SAID HE DIDN'T WANT... but was eating like siao... then is he yi bian eat yi bian started talking about wat we were wearing... at this pt waye held the popcorn far far awaye from him until he complete his sentence... so he said waye wear until a bit exposed n me a bit formal or smth like tt(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!??!?!) wth... i got nth to say.. then waye n i were talking b4 the movie... n he like keep sitting closer to us to listen to OUR conv... so i had to totally lean towards waye's side n try to push david awaye... haiz...

JUST LIKE HEAVEN ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK GOD i watch it... phew... it is DAMN nice... still got 3 more days pple... go watch!!!! haha... i will talk about the movie after this whole entry... so pple who dun wanna read can dun read... haha... it's so sweet lah... i like cried... a bit lah... anywaye, tt david cannot stop shaking his leg lah... i watch halfwaye have to stop him from shaking... oh yea, when i pass the popcorn over he will just snatch it n hold on to it for god noes how long... haiz... anywaye, the movie is damn nice...

just when it seemed like a almsot perfect day(would be perfect if someone didn't shake his leg)... we saw justin... whom according to david was with his gf... er... ok... then it's quite late le so we go home lor... is like david keep wanting to walk between waye n i so he can hear wat we were saying... gosh... then he said he knew we would cry blah blah... then he bo liao until walk us all the waye to mrt station... haha... then say we ask him for movie n never talk to him.... is HE wanna watch movie lor... oh yea, then we were waitin at the traffic light... then we were sayin gthe guy in the movie so sweet... then david like sh*t... haha... is like i didn't wanna say it out loud... then both waye n i mouthed shit... haha... then we laugh laugh... then high five also miss... haha... anywaye, talk about him can die... haha... so yea... tt's it le... oh yea, after i went home my aunt ask me to teach her piano!!!!! omg lah... calvin did u see this!?!?!?!? omg... haha... tot her grade one stuff... haha... ok... anywaye... talk about the movie liao...


JUST LIKE HEAVEN

starting: elizabeth(liz)(reese witherspoon)(however u spell it) was in some garden thing... then the scene dissolve n she was like asleep in some pantry place in doc's robe stuff... then somebody woke her up n said she was asleep for 16mins... n she has been in the hospital for like 23hours... then she like damn pro like tt... then one of the old patient ask him if she would marry him... haha... then her sis called n ask her to come over for dinner... cuz she gonna like ask her to meet someone... then liz said she dun need to be matchmade cuz she alr got proposed 2 times le... then the old patient appeared n ask her if she would marry him again... haha... 3times... then her sis got 2 daughters... then her daughter threw a ball at her n she whack it awaye w/o even looking at the ball... damn cool... so yea, liz agreed to go to the dinner n everything... then when her sis took out some cake thing she baked n cut it open, she suddenly shout "who put spongebob square pants in the (???)" (i really dun rmb wat tt thing was) haha... damn funny..

liz was suppose to be home at 7.30... then by 7.35 she was still at the hospital... then some head doc or smth said he gg to let liz be some higher post thing tt she wanted... cuz tt's y she was spending hours in the hospital(26 hours) unlike the other guy whom was just kissing his ass... haha... so she like damn happy n everything n gg to her sis' house le... then some guy asked for her help so she went back to help tt guy... then she left at 8 smth... then she was talking on the phone with her sis while driving.. the guy also haven show up lah... then she hang up n blast the music... then they show a truck... then bright light... then shock expression... then jiu cut scene...

i dun rmb wat happen here!?!?!?!? omg... anywaye, the guy(david)(both also david, why the one i noe so horrid) was like looking for a house... then the first house he went is some jap theme house... then he was like asking where's the couch... haha.... n like only got those seats thing... then the second house the couch backing damn low... then he can't lie back at all no matter how he tried... then the thrid house is DAMN grand... got a lot of statues... then got couch... but the couch damn soft... so u sit le will sink in... then both left n right got statues of asses... haha... then the camera pai a pink slip of paper which is an ad for house rental... then it keep floating n floating until it sticks to david's leg... then he like remove it n it flew back again... then the last time it flew onto his face... then he read it n decided to check the house out... n it got a nice couch... so he rented tt house..

then he just sit there n drink beer n watch tv the whole time... then suddenly liz was standing there n like tell him there's nth to steal in the house... then say tt she'll send him to some home thing cuz she tot he wu jia ke gui... then is like suddenly she bu jian... i think...(from now on a bit forgot the order liao) then he like met his fren, jack, who is like a psychiatrist or smth... then they just talked n jack say he having hallucination... then he went to some book shop about some extraordinary stuff... then the bookshop guy(daryl?) who recommended a whole lotta books... then he like take a book n rub it up n down his body to test if it is suitable.. haha...then david went back to tried some spell thing so tt liz will appear again... then it didn't work... so he just take a hot coffee cup or smth, n said "this is a v hot cup n i m gg to place it down on this beautiful (???) table without a coaster" then she appear... haha...

ok i stop here... tired liao... tmr continue... hehe...

haiz... sq didn't make it to second round... damn judges must be deaf... anywaye, today didn't do much again... woke up at 11+... then went sengkang for lunch... saw yu ting working at metro... still as loud as ever.. she is like AH OMG when she saw me lah... then came back n slp again till dinner... then woke up for dinner... gosh... so i m determined to do smth after blogging... so today's entry will be shorter... yea.. the end! haha...

didn't intend to blog today... but i m bored... oh yea... i realise i keep forgetting to say smth... THANK YOU DELIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yup... haha...

today went j8 for lunch cuz my uncle wanna do some cpf thing... i just wandered around like lost soul while waiting... saw the new s.h.e album... album cover a bit freaky... haha... then went to ding tai feng for lunch... more full than the other time... haha... then went shop shop then went back to sembawang n my uncle bought me the new s.h.e album!!!! haha... then went home n rot till now... oh yea... joyce damn funny... call me cuz she dunno how to read jap restaurant de menu... haha... anywaye, now i shall evaluate the s.h.e album...

the album inside got some cards thing... n they r DAMN NICE... v meng huan... VERY NICE!!! haha... ok songs... mostly slow... a bit sianz... but hai hao overall...

不想長大- i absolutely love it!!! haha... currently obsessed with this song...

supermodel-fast song... LOVE the lyrics... gonna post it some day...

不作你的朋友-the beginning of the whole stretch of slow songs... interesting lyrics... ok tune... typical s.h.e

天灰- i think i heard this song on radio... so should be di er bo zhu da... not bad... slow..

月桂女神-nicest lyrics i think... not nicest... but chimest... about greek gods apollo n daphne... nice enuf to make me research on apollo n daphne... i think the story is nicer than the song... haha... but the song got potential of making me obssesed with it... if i listen more...

綠洲-haven really listened to this song cuz i was reading the apollo n daphne story while this song was played... haha... still slow... slightly faster... but slow.. haha...

謝謝你讓我愛過你-not bad lyrics... slow slow tune...

好人有好抱-i expected this to be a fast song... but it's not...

神槍手-finally the speed increased... this song is damn funny... is like sing halfwaye then voice bu yi yang... i also dunno how to say... but maybe cuz the front few songs all relatively slow so i kinda enjoyed this song... interesting lyrics... not k box frenly due to the changing voices...

星星之火-last track... not bad... kinda enjoyed this song... maybe cuz of the whole star thing... but it's nice... should be my new obsession after supermodel n bu xiang zhang da... hehe... but in the end got a english part written by selina... which she read out... erm... redundant... haha...

tt's it le... i prefered the previous album... but this album looks nicer... as in the cards part... damn meng huan... ahhhhhhhhhh........ haha....

i think i m officially crazy... 2 cakes in 3 days... gosh.... haha... anywaye, morning woke up quite late... then went hougang mall for lunch... ate A LOT... haha... feel like a pig lah... so dinner only ate cake... hehe... oh yea... saw luo zi xiang's gai ban cd... quite nice the cover... can't wait for s.h.e's new album to be out... (joyce: kao ni le! thanks! haha) saw their doll picture... freaky leh! tian ar... bu xiang zhang da also dun need to become like tt ba... haha... oh yea... my grandma think i m mad also... cuz she was like complaining about how our neighbour sec sch alr have bf.... then say how my aunt v guai uni then have... then i said "next time i bring back gf for u ok?" then she was like anything lor... then i was like orh... then she was like "siao ah!"... hahahaha... then she was like "nvm, i will adopt another grandchild"... gosh! haha... anywaye, went home n attempt to bake chocolate cake... but the cake is just brown... dun taste the chocolate... so sad... haha... tt's it ba... haha... i m siao! haha... yy: jia you leh last hope! haha..

still waiting for someone's song...

不想长大-s.h.e( love this song n the lyrics... haha...)

为什么就是找不到无邪的玫瑰花
为什么遇见的王子都不够王子啊
我并不期盼他会有玻璃鞋和白马
我惊讶的是情话竟然会变成谎话
为什么幸福的青鸟要飞的那黱高
为什么苹果和拥抱都可能是毒药
我从没想过有了他还孤单的可怕
我突然想起从前陪我那个洋娃娃

我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他深爱我的他已经变的不像他

我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他深爱我的他怎么会爱上别个他

为什么水晶球里面看不出他在变
为什么结局没欢笑而是泪流满面
我愿意在他回来前继续安静沉睡
但他已去到别座城堡吻另一双嘴
为什么对流星许愿却从来没实现
为什么英勇的骑士会比龙还危险
我当然知道这世界不会完美无暇
我只求爱情能够不要那么样复杂

我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他深爱我的他怎么会爱上别个他

让我们回去从前好不好
天真愚蠢快乐美好

我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他深爱我的他怎么会爱上别个他

today really nth much happen... so i really dunno y blog... but confirm tmr won't blog unless smth last min happen... (now watching ch u... tay ping hui damn shuai... haha...) morning was wasted on the phone... hehe... i m psychic right yy? haha... then went ps to meet marcus... i wanna learn drums!!!! hehe... had lunch then went back home to go thru his chem paper n tutor... i really getting high blood pressure lor.. he doesn't even noe wat is carbon monoxide can... haha... oh well... nth to say... oh yea... today first epsisode of zhen ming tian nu... i like hebe!!!! haha... just think she look nice... out of the 3 i mean... as in she's not hot or anything... just kan de hen shun yan... hehe... the show's a bit lame... so far lah... let's see wat happens tmr then...

was listening to this song today... cuz was sending shir then shun bian listen... hehe... like it...

黑色毛衣-周杰伦

一件黑色毛衣 两个人的回忆
雨过之后更难忘记 忘记我还爱你
你不用在意 流泪也只想刚好合意
我早已经待在谷底

我知道不能再留住你
也知道不能没有孤寂
感激你让我拥有缺点的美丽

看着那白色的蜻蜓 在空中忘了前进
还能不能重新编织 脑海中起毛球的记忆
再说我爱你 可能雨也不会停
黑色毛衣 藏在那里
就让回忆永远停在那里

happy birthday uncle terence... y do i keep wishing pple who doesn't read my blog happy birthday???

09/05(seriously... who in 09 tt doesnt check sms reads my blog?): SL IS CANCELLED!!!!

yesterday whole day read a book which i borrowed from library the other day... was looking for the guardian which i m still waitin for sch to reopen so i can borrow from aileen but found this instead... angels by marian keyes... at first found it a bit draggy cuz i wasn't in the mood or smth... but since i borrowed it so decided to read it... then yesterday whole day hooked on it... then read n read then today just finished... got a line from it which is quite nice... which is my nick now... The stars are always there, even in the daylight. Sometimes we just can't see them.

now watching tv... talking about youngsters who believe in horoscope... which i totally do... then one gal say her fren always ask a guy for his horoscope first then go kino n check if he pass or not... haha... sounds like someone i noe... i wonder who...

anywaye, today got piano... waited damn long for my teacher who never tell me she change the time n made me wait for ages... n i bake a cake for my uncle for his bday... yum... friday might be baking another cuz my grandma want me to finish up the flour cuz no one will use it anywaye... haha... shall experiment with more recipes... hehe... yy: dun even think about tai tai...

saw this from waye's blog... hmm...

You Are A Friendly Ex

You and your ex are just friends - great friends really.(At least that's what you keep telling yourself!)While civility is a good thing, make sure you're not secretly wanting more...

er.... errrrrr.... anywaye, came across this... err... i m bored... hehe...

Your Hair Should Be Red

Passionate, fiery, and sassy.You're a total smart aleck who's got the biggest personality around.

CONGRATS SQ FOR MAKING IT TO THE SECOND ROUND OF CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!!!!!

it is nice to have frenz who can sing n dares to join such competitions(hem hem)especially when u urself cmi... 90% of the pple tt i saw today sing better than me can... anywaye, start from beginning...

woke up earlier than intended... but still ended up late in meeting chris to pass him the reciept... wonder if he found far east... hehe... then ran to sch... on the waye saw yy so slowed down... yuan hang was in front of us too... saw marinah behind us cuz she gg back to sch for sci research stuff...

cl was a bit de sian only... just prepare for cny... me is in inter pdg cny card making commitee... heng ar... just discuss here n there can liao... haha... unlike the concert group... hahahaha... which li ting n shir r in... anywaye, after tt chiong to j8 to watch sq's thing... is like when we arrive she was on her waye to meet her fren... so we went lunch first... then end up she taking like damn long... so shir left first... then yy n i went swensen's for dessert then went up to see liao... saw some aj counsilor n yu hao n fren... then sq is lik 3199... so must wait damn long... then the national day anthem guy joined us n i was damn distracted... haha... anywaye, a lot of pple sang dao dai n yi shi de mei hao again... haiz..

then the numbers moved quicker at the 80s region... then yy n i take out phone zhun bei call zh n record her singing liao... then the aj pple preparing to cheer liao... then camera whipped out liao... haha... then national day guy help me take cuz i kept complaining i too short so yu hao ask me to ask him to take... haha... i love the camera now... :P then i record then yy call... first was sq's fren... sang damn well... then it's sq's turn... then we scream n scream... then she sang mu nai yi... then was swaying n swaying... then sang lian ren wei man for 2nd song... n then she got in! then we scream n scream again... damn nice leh! haha... ok tt's it le... haha... gd luck for the next round sq!

saw this on sam's blog... just a little quiz b4 i slp...

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	6.4
Mind:	6.4
Body:	7
Spirit:	6.4
Friends/Family:	4.3
Love:	2.1
Finance:	5.5
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

i dun really have much to say... but i think many will get similar readings... but my readings r not bad.. i think...

wn: i like tea! nicer than coffee... haha...

now i can't see my own blog... as in all i see is a big white blank space... so i have to go to the cbox website to see the tag n reply via blogging... damnit lah... dunno wat's wrong... can someone tell me wat's wrong? wait... i wonder if u guys can even see my blog.. er so if u can see this then inform me or smth kk? hehe...

today woke up relatively early(8.40) thanks to somebody who said he might be gg to j8 at around 10... end up go at 12.... waste 3 of my sms some more... tsk tsk... then last night slept late cuz of "i m sam"... sho nice... haha... then today skip breakfast(sry yy) then go j8 to watch the campus superstar thing le... too bad sq is tmr... so sad... nvm... tmr see wat time cl end...(me will make sure it ends early... :P... i'll do me best...)

i was the earliest! ha! so proud of myself... i was 11 mins late some more... haha! zh late cuz met wen e for cam... then his fren damn damn late... oh well... n he predicted exactly wat his fren will wear lor... so weird... boys... while waitin, jessie msg me tt she saw justin participating... sang chi bang n dunno wat song... er... didn't get in... then finally zh's fren arrive then we went upstairs cuz gg to song guang's turn le... is like the cat high fella we heard sound nice lor... dunno y he didn't get in...

a lot of gurls sang yi shi de mei hao and ai mei... a lot of them lower sec... i think maybe upper sec n jc n ite more suitable ba... some boys voice haven even break... er so yea... not v nice lah... then v few pple got in... song guang didn't... oh yea... saw joshua... n jessie... then went pasta mania for lunch then go back n watch some more...

i feel damn short leh... sob sob... cannot see lor... then have to tip toe n jump like siao... i bet pple tot i was siao... oh yea... saw jy, sugi, derrick, sin huey, kelly n chanel... (now watching news talking about xiao yuan superstar... got pple sing hei se mao yi! yay!)

oh yea... this happened on fri but i kept forgetting to talk about it... the hanging thing on my hp broke! damn sad!!!!!!!!! everytime i hang smth on my hp it will break within weeks! it is like i m cursed to have a hanging-thing-free hp.... so sad!!!

yl: take care... :)

tmr must go back to sch... sobz...

sq: good luck!

tt's it...

happy birthday uncle eric! (like he reads this...)

today woke up differently from usual... stupid dream... ugh... then went to my fav joo chiat bak kut teh... haha... then went to my cousin's old house... help to scrape the floor... then went to his new/rented house to play ps2... didn't get thrash by marcus 10-0 for ice hockey! yay! haha... but lost 5-2... but not bad lor... thanks to cal's advices... hehe... then played some racing game... dun rmb the name... horrible lah... so fast pace... but fun.... at least i was first for 10 seconds... haha... then the ps2 hang... first time i see such thing... then played some other game... i really cannot play... haiz...

went parkmall to shop for furnitures... v interesting... then went spring court for dinner to celebrate 2 uncles birthday... the sevice is... haiz... nvm... let's just say we had a v long dinner... n i think i have had better dinner... the dinner was so long tt i drank a lot of tea until now cannot slp lor... ugh... the cake was gd though... from awfully chocolate... chocolat cake rox!!!! haha... soooooooooooooooo nice... at katong mall or smth.... mmm... haha... tt's about it le ba...

WAYE AND YY TAKE CARE LOTS!

today went shopping with my aunt... went bugis... quite long never go bugis le... spend damn long wondering wat to eat... end up eating billy bombers... the food's not bad... but i like the design of the restaurant more than the food... haha... the juke box damn cute... haha... but their seats damn bias against short pple... ugh...

after tt went to walk walk around... my aunt asked me wat i wanna wear for cny... cannot decide leh... hmm... any suggestions pple?

nth much le ba... a bit sianz... tmr dun need to go all the waye to tiong bahru! haha... yay... now just damn sleepy... tt's about it...

AJ pple rmb to do the cdp survey hor... website is http://teams.online-signup.com
username is ur nric
password is just password
today is last day i think.... there's also a survey on IVLE.... rmb to do hor... (just rmb... haha... sure got some pple forget too one... i hope... haha...)

first of all, i would like to say tt no matter how many pple think draco's not hot... i think he is... i just damn bias... :P

anywaye, woke up damn early for the movie... at first i tot it was still 7 smth... then decided to lift my head higher to check the alarm clock... end up it's alr 8 smth... thank god i woke up... in the end i was still late... but wtv... met nat n cal... who i realise are a bit de blind cuz they didn't see the guardian next to 7-11... horrible pple... ate burger king breakfast then went to buy wax to style cal's hair which got ruined in the rain... damn fun... muahahahaha... met the national anthem guy.... n juliet... haha... cine is popular...

watched harry potter again. scary parts still scary. funny parts still funny. haha. then got this v amusing pple behind us, whom i supposed never read the books b4... is like when they reveal moody they actually went "oh so he's the bad guy!!!".... n they scream can... even I didn't scream... anywaye, after tt went to visitor's centre to take map... then went clarke quay to check out studio thing... my sense of direction/instinct is not tt bad after all... haha...

went back to ps to check drum lessons for marcus b4 gg swensen's for lunch... then arcade... then nat left first while i got dragged by cal to go hockey with him... oh yea, b4 i go to hockey... must mention some stuff about nat... i think she's damn interesting... as in less interesting than marc's fren... but still... she is obsessed with her shoes... n wipe it everytime after crossing the road... n when seated she takes it off to admire it... n she loves pointed shoes n ribboned shoes... n her vocab consist of pretty,hot and cute.... yea... haha...

anywaye, went to holland v to meet marc... his fren is not bad... haha... then walk to his sch... the pathwaye back to his sch reminded me of the last time i went... hmm... then go hockey with them... one of the guy not bad lor... anywaye, is like the other team damn interesting... one guy with pink gloves n the other with pink tape around the stick... damn funny lah... then had delifrance for dinner... tt's about it ba... actually got a lot of interesting things but i tired liao... haha...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE AND YANYI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps shortest entry ever?

HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha...

caution: this entry is going to be even longer than the energy concert one... cuz it's gonna contain 2 v long days... so beware.... i will paragraph like siao... so it's easier to read...

MONDAY, 14TH NOVERMBER 2005

went back to sch for the last time for CDP (character development program). went homeroom n presented my op again. haha. for fun lah. haha. then just rot around until it's time to join some pple from class 11 for CDP. so the only 09 pple are qy, mel, yw, marinah n me. then we had a speech my some guy from integrative corp or smth(rmb this cuz i keep asking mel when we will have someone from differentiative corp). mel was like asleep lah. n the speaker kept calling us"my dear frenz". like wth. next speaker had a terribly irritating voice. dun talk about it...

our grp only had 9 pple. each group suppose to have 2 mute, 2 blind n 2 crippled(hop on left leg) pple. i was one of the mute ones. go around playing games. the blind have to be navigated. but clare(saw them playing) simply barge thru the chairs to reach his destination. ... nth to say. the mute pple suppose to act a movie title for the rest to guess. our grp has 4 blind after the blind game. so a bit screwed. then the other mute guy acted intial D by acting as though he is drving. then one of the blind guy got it right after he heard everyone else said "driving". mine was batman begins. but from the photos(which i kena shot), i looked more like i was playing hai dai. haha. then last game is to be joined at the legs by newspaper then walk back to audi.

as none of the 09 pple made it to second round, we found an empty classrm to discuss sl. then went back to audi to finish off the cdp thing then discuss more sl. then half the pple left. sq gave yy her shirt. oh yea. me punch sq 3 times. haha. zh: xin tong ma? haha. want revenge can. :P

went amk central no KFC for lunch. pple there are: shir, clare, sq, yu wen, et, terence, ck n yl. yy went to meet sam, thus causing sam to be grounded today. tsk tsk. eat talk. found out more about yan da. hmm. then went home le. almost got lost while walking in amk central. but saw the boys. hehe. then took bus n rush home to slp awhile b4 the big night- HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE MOVIE PREMIER AT ORCHARD CINELEISURE!!!! (dad won the tix! haha.)

this was the first time i was early. by 15 mins some more. so proud of myself. went to walk around in taka b4 deciding to eat at this new(or old but i haven see b4) restaurant. it's damn cute. they use this stone plate thing tt they heat to high temp. then they will cook on side n put on the plate. then serve n u flip to the other side for however long u want to. food's not bad.

went to rot for damn long b4 watching the movie. saw a mad dancer who slide like siao while dancing para para. n saw a couple who can't keep their lips off each other. ...

details of the movie n my comments will be at the end of this entry. i will try to make it black font so those who wanna read can read. gg to go by chapter n say wat they cut, wat replaced it, n how i feel about the replacement. damn scary lah the movie. now i noe y it is pg13.

movie ended damn late(11.15 i think), as it started late(8.45). went home n couldn't slp. dunno wat time i officially fell asleep.

TUESDAY 15TH NOVEMBER 2005

woken up by my aunt's alarm clock. at 7am. then went over to my grandma's rm to continue sleeping as my dad needs to paint the walls. v v v v v v v tired lah. now still yawning awaye. dragged myself out of bed n prepare to go meet the other ij gurls for joyce n yy bday celebration. got msg from joyce when i reach newton tt she is at boon keng. time: 12.10. haha. she ar. damn da pai. found mare standing at one side of the pillar, n li ting, yy n tan standing on the other. wat's wrong with them man? haha

after making sure everyone is on the right side or the pillar(at this moment joined by con)(joyce is at litle india), went to the pathwaye to wisma there to wait for joyce. everyone was wearing skirt except con n i. everyone was wearing black or white top except con who was wearing green. haha. joyce finally arrived. pple got shocked when they saw her wear skirt(n black top. haha constance). but the shoes totally dun go. tsk tsk. she had purple eyes cuz of contacts. VVVVVV freaky. looks like vampire! should ask her to do the vampire sound i alwayes do. haha.

went to breeks @ taka for lunch. shortly after we arrived we were joined by wan li, whom i personally went to pick up as she dunno where breeks is. is like she called n ask me where were we. i said breeks. n she repeated her question. then i said breeks again. n she said she is wanli -.-" then i said i noe. n she ask where were we. n i said breeks. then she ask where were we, b4 changing to where is tt. haha. then i say i go down pick her. she wore pink top. we hugged b4 heading our waye to breeks.

shared with li ting pasta, fries n chocolate milkshake. damn full lor. n joyce still help wl to eat. tian ar. pass yy her skirt. can't decide whether she like or not. joyce got the bag "we got for her". mare n wl pass joyce her other present - a sponge. haha. n joyce say they bought from a sex shop or smth. tian ar. then they gave her necklacce n earrings in the end. haha. b4 tt joyce still say "nvm it's ok i noe u all dun have time n money to shop". wat a lie man. she look so damn relieved when she finally got her present.

lia joined us. she look damn tan. n she had a hockey stick, which is called "super shorti fibreglass". i think super shorti is the name of the owner. haha. then went to watch joyce pierce ears. scaring her was damn fun. haha. n she like so worried can. n keep looking n asking for opinions. n take photo. n she like keep fanning her ears after tt. haha. then went heerens. then cine for arcade. race between me, yy, tan n li ting. yy at first leading. then we keep overtaking each other. then i in front. tan is v pathetic. then i crash n yy n li ting in front. lia n joyce joined us. keep making noise. haha. then yy bu jian diao left me n li ting. then at the last second i beat li ting. haha. yay!

played house of the dead. i think my best partner is still calvin. haha. li ting ar.. ermz. then played king of fighters. i just slam at the buttons. haha. then went far east. by then DAMN tired n damn late liao. watch lia eat subwaye then zhao liao. oh yea. JOYCE IS DAMN LOUD. haha. tt's about it. my memory is v bad. haha.

PS jus finish typing... took 2 hours.









HARRY POTTER SPOILERS (if u can see this tt means my trying to turn the thing black(same as background) not successful. STOP READING NOW!








The Riddle House: seriously right. i didn't think there is much they can show of this chapter. so relatively ok. but the prob is. wat on earth is barty crouch jr doing in the dream!?!?!?!?!?!?!? gosh. ugh.

The Scar-Weasly Wizarding Wheezes: not in the movie at all. expected. harry woke up at the Burrow afer dream. Hermione woke him up. to go quidditch world cup liao!!!!!! so whole movie no bill n charlie, no WWW. haiz. so sad! but one part quite funny. is like hermione went to wake up ron. then he wearing singlet. then he said bloody hell n cover himself up with blanket. haha! then hermione ask him dun go back to slp. but he did.

The Portkey: cedric's quite hot leh actually. nth much liao haha.

Bagman and Crouch: there is no bagman at all in the whole movie.and no houseelves which means no S.P.E.W. when they wen to campsite tent set up liao. male n female same tent. twins are damn funny! haha. n dun need to collect water or anything lor.

The Quidditch World Cup: DRACO IS DAMN HOT!!!! haha... n he look damn gd in black. especially his blonde hair. anywaye, no mascots = no leprecauns nor veelas(for marcus: no chio bus). victor krum got a damn big entrance. the MAIN point: NO MATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wth... fudge said: let the game begin, pts a v bright light at the cam with wand then shows the cast at the tent liao. wth. maybe cuz the match suppose to be damn fast pace ba.

The Dark Mark: i got nth to say. no forest. no pple being flung around. just fire. harry kena kicked around. barty crouch strikes again. the end. pengz.

Aboard The Hogwarts Express: nth much. just cho appear. malfoy didn't visit. so sad

Everything after this is jumbled up. so i will just say my comments liao.

Since when is Beauxbaton and Durmstrang gurl/boy sch. wth lah. but their entrance is damn damn damn cool. wow. so nice! omg. haha. then mad eye moody's unforgivable curse lesson was the ONLY lesson in the whole movie. which means no blast ended skrewts.

age line was informed by hermione to the twins. like wth. then krum was looking at hermione. wat a moment. haha. then the announcing of results. since when does dumbledore throw harry against the wall?!?!?!?! tian ar...

rita skeeter is damn funny too! keep saying harry is 12 yrs old. haha. but there was no weighing of wands lor! ugh...

first task damn funny. the canon ball, which will be fired by filch at the beginning of the task fire it at the tent. haha. then hermione hug harry n kena caught by skeeter. then dumbledore they all come in n was like "miss granger wat r u doing here?" haha. oh yea! they never show how harry n hermione practice hard for the accio thing. then straight awaye he can do it le. then took him damn long. n the dragon broke the chain. n they flew around the sch lah. like wth. n the dragon thrashed the teacher's tent. haha. oh yea. n the twins were collecting bets. haha.

CHO CAN'T ACT lor. n she sounds funny. then harry looks damn funny whenever she's around. then the part where ron ask hermione about the ball damn funny. haha. then they had DANCING LESSONS. nice addition to the story as it is damn funny. mcgonagall dance with ron! haha. n ask him to put his hand on her waist. haha!

the ball was damn nice. the dance v grand. oh yea! the movie make it seem as though the patil twins r from the same house lor. HERMIONE IS DAMN CHIO! n she look nice dancing with krum. then hagrid n mdm maxime dance damn funny cuz she's taller. haha. then filch dance with his cat. er. nvm. then neville kept practising in his rm. which turned out well when dancing with ginny. ron never dance. then in the end ball rm dance become rock concert. er. nvm. then ron made hermione cry! so sad!

the bathrm part damn funny! moaning myrtle damn funny! n dan radcliffe has a nice bod. n keep trying to cover essential areas with bubbles. haha. then 2nd task the gilly weed is provided by neville. cuz no house elf. then harry kena knock into the water by moody cuz he choke on his gillyweed. haha. then neville could not see harry anywhere, n said "i killed harry potter'. haha! there is no such thing is accendio lor! gosh. harry swim up to the surface. not use spell one! tian ar. then barty crouch talk to harry then got caught by moody then die liao. wth lah. krum didn't even have private talk with harry to watch crouch go mad then die.

pensive scene cut until damn short. but well cut. worst part: third task. NO CREATURES AT ALL. tian ar! just mooving maze walls n creepy roots. ugh!!!!! sphinx!!!!! ugh!!! then the voldemort return part fairly accurate. but no bertha jokins. then no fighting n harry reach cedric's body le. then everything after tt is damn fake. so i dun wanna talk about it. the ending was HORRIBLE. haiz. except for the part krum gave hermione his address. damn sweet. haha.

A PROPOSAL FOR MISS ANG WAYE NING. CAN YOU PLS START TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF????????

i m super super broke now... think next mon after cdp go straight home n skip... wait... eat lunch at home... hehe... past few days did nth except read harry potter... haha...

today woke up early... then read n read... then went to meet joyce... she best leh... say meet at 3.45 n arrive at 4.20??? or smth... then saw sq on the waye down the escalator... i m sooooooooo not stalking her... it's like damn suay lah(oops)... like keep seeing her... maybe should stop listening to everywhere...(ewww)

anywaye, went to far east to shop... oh yea... must say smth... the ENTIRE afternoon... in more than 1/2 the shops i went... all i hear is JAY CHOU... like wth lah.... i think he is the one who is everywhere... not sq... tian ar... cd shop a bit expected... but clothes shop also can hear yi lu xiang bei... like wth... so basically other then some eng songs... n one shop was playing dao dai... then all the rest, as far as i rmb, are jay songs... pengz...

lazy to elaborate... damn sianz... so i shall go back to reading... waye ning tc!!! :)

sometimes the truth just ain't right...

For You I'll Die - Marion Raven

You said I'm yours to keep
With your voice so deeply
You were just talking in your sleep

I do just what you'll crave
My life with you I'll wait
All I get is a spot next to your grave

And you're a fool to not see
I'm not hanging here to keep you company

But what am I supposed to do
When all hope is gone
How am I supposed to leave you
When you're the only one
Made a deal with mister hades
It's my soul he wants to buy
For you I'll die

Oh this is the end
My only friend the end
are words from our favourite band

I know we're not a stray
My love won't decay
Are thing that you'll never say

It is strange how time flies
It's been a year that's gone by
And you don't know the colour of my eyes

today is THE day... The day where we had op... THE last day of pw... after today (technically after 12pm) pw is officially out of the waye (until the results come out of course... )

firstly i wanna thank all those who wished me luck... n i wanna mention joyce's sms... damn funny... joyce- gd luck for your op! give it to em-ij style!good luck!:)
nice right? haha... joyce: if u come back n read this... u must give it to em ij n joyce style! haha... n totally blow them awaye kk? sa must be more qiang... haha...

slept late last night n woke up early today... haiz... i sooooooooo rather sleep later than to wake up early... ugh... anywaye, spent approximately 5-10 mins in front of the mirror to fix my tie... a bit the waste of time cuz in the end dun need to wear... haha... then qiao yun n i lame like siao... haha... stress man... then it's like damn funny... cuz mr yong is the examiner... then he came in n brief us... n we say today he damn goodlooking or smth...haha... then he say "ok add 2 pts"... haha... then zh n qy timer... so we ask them to signal when 4 mins is up... cuz they can only ring the bell at 4.5 mins... then we (AJ041) waited anxiously for our turn... while aileen looked DAMN relac... then had to paste a v v v v v v v big name tag thing... which in the end delia put on her bag... VERY AA sia... haha... then finally the time has come... is like the first grp kena DAMN DIFFICULT QUESTIONS...then i think most(all?) of them kena 2 questions... so we like omg-ing awaye... then it's like mr yong keep calling zh clarence... damn funny... haha... its time..

aileen up first... our intro gal... mr yong's fav students... not bad not bad... haha... delia's up next(omg i'm next)... then she spoke not bad too... then the audience can act man... so "enthu" when looking at the schedule... (marinah looks half asleep... omg...) i'm next... I SUCK LAH... omg... wth was i doing... who on earth can missed up the words "provoke" and "agitated"??? n the sentence became "pets are easily provoked when agitated"... like wth... ugh... i hate me for being such a screwed up... DAMN... ugh... then i kept looking at timer zh to wait for the 4 min mark... is like it never came like tt... damn freaked out... n i alr started on publicity... but it did came... phew... next yy... not bad too... gosh wat's wrong with me... yunlong was ji hu wan mei again lah... cannot stand it... then damn funny... he last speaker... n he was the only one who got the bell... right after he said thank you... haha...

Q&A: omg omg omg... i suck... i screwed up... ugh... ugh!!! aileen n delia answered well... me... nvm... i want yy's question!!! damn... yunlong most poor thing... kena 2 question... then when the examiners were looking down he like wanna punch them like tt... damn funny... haha... n he forgot to say thank you lah... haha... then qy's grp did quite well... i like their clicking... haha... then is like mr yong asking marinah question tt time tot she was the last person... haha...

after op was over everyone was busy filing stuff into the gpp... delia was our representative... then when op end we just stood around while delia waited for wen e... then clare was standing damn close to the door... which swings outwards... (smth amazing happened... i was sneezing then my uncle's hi fi set suddenly alto switch off... wow...) then i was saying is clare tiptoe n the door suddenly swing outwards then he die... then tiptoed n the door really swing outwards... door opener is wee khiang... haha... then we just started laughing n laughing lah... little clare clare almost died... haha... then found out wen e is downstairs so went to collect delia's disc... went wisma food court to eat... delia actually persuaded aileen to go food court... like wow... then is like yunlong was helping yy finish her food n delia was commentating... damn funny lah... like soccer match like tt... haha.... oh yea... stupid yunlong took the fishcake which i said I WANT... sob sob...

after lunch delia, yunlong n i left first... delia went for her thing (thanks delia for lending me math assignment QUESTION PAPER n foolscap!) then yunlong n i take the other direction... went woodlands to meet waye.... went library with her to mug... as in she mug i do hw... then no space... so went mrt there to wait for david... stupid david so late or we could have gone to party world... then went burger king to rot... david take up A LOT OF SPACE LAH!!! n alwayes bully me... n he see pple sad then he laugh one lor... ugh! david: if u go chalet i dun go liao :P

went back to library n did first 2 questions on assignment... i m amazed... then left first.. waye: i m fine lah... u take care of yourself kk?

relatively long entry since a v long time... hmmm...

tmr is last day of the entire rubbish called PW le!!! AJ 041 jia you!!!

today kena woke up early thanks to the stupid aircon fella... on the bright side... i can finally sleep with aircon tonight... haha... n the new aircon looks damn cool... but on the not so bright side... i had to clear my table n everything so the pple fixing the aircon won't dirty it or wtv... as such... i just spend the last hour putting everything back in place... n wasted precious pw time... (which i m wasting now blogging... but tt's besides the pt....) anywaye, rot around b4 meeting aileen, yy n yl at yck mrt...(omg so many y) then on the waye to chinatown, where aileen is meeting her frenz, we practised our speech on the train... with aileen tapping the paper to indicate she rmbed to click the slides... haha... then went to chinatown pt's swensens for lunch... yunlong looked damn reluctant... but too bad... for him... haha... ate A LOT lah... my own bake rice... 1/4 of yy's bake rice... half of aileen's ice cream cuz she needed to leave early.... a bit of her fish n chip cuz she can't finish... then we practised in swensens too... haha...

aileen left for her briefing while yy, yl n i went harbour front to shop... we just walk n walk n walk... then is like we went barang barang... then there was some game where u r suppose to manourver the board such tt the ball makes it thru the maze w/o dropping into the hole... then yunlong like make a v loud "ah" sound when the ball falls thru... damn funny lah! so aa! haha... n he has this habit of not sitting in trains... er... nvm... then went to walk walk more... n bought teen(or izzit teenage) cuz hermione(she's hot) on the cover... then went to take train to wisma... tt's when smth funny happened... yy "reminded" me to buy the magazine... AFTER i bought it like half an hour ago in harbour front... wth... tt's the most amusing thing ever lah... haha... er nth much le... time to pack my rm... GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR OP AND THOSE WHO DOING I&R!!!!!

a mask behind a mask... keeps me cold inside...


That's When I Love You-Aslyn

when you have to look away
when you don't have much to say
thats when I love you
I love you, just that way

to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly

and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway

'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn,the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you
no matter what

when hide your eyes
'cause the movie made you cry
thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you, more than you know

and when you forget that we had a date
or that look you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway

'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what

i m super tired now... can hardly keep my eyes open, after sleeping for 3 hours... n skipping dinner.... haha... today went sch for pw... v qi liang... as in the sch... like kong dang dang de... haiz... then felt a bit off... dunno y... then presentation was ok ba... hope i dun stumble or ermz on the day itself can le... then aileen was erm-ing so much tt in the end i pick up the habit too... then they came to my house n practise cuz i brought the wrong files to sch... sry ar pple... then nth much le ba... sianz le...

HAPPY HARI RAYA PUASA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how do u guys find the new template? saw one tt is black n pink n got a nice guitar... but i need a break from guitar... haha... today woke up to expect a v boring day... turns out to be just boring... haha... celebrated my first hari raya at mr akshir's house... oh yea! i m v proud of myself... packed my table!!! hahahahhaha... yay!!! anywaye, met the rest at admiralty... as usual i was late... but sq was in the same train so wtv... pple who went are: jessie, pei yueng, delia, qiao yun, wen e, sq, yun long and their first 3 mths fren joey... delia, wen e n qiao yun wear until v glam like tt lor... make me feel underdress... but sq even worse... wore shorts... haha...

played at the playground for a while b4 gg to akshir's parent's place... ate curry... n snacks... n a bunch of other stuff... taste gd... jessie ate a lot... haha... then we just talk n everything lor... lazy to type lah... wasted a lot of energy looking for new template liao... haha... oh yea... aunt who just came back from thailand bought me a nice dangling thing for my hp... says "eileen kwok" on one side n "charmed" on the other side of a rice grain looking thing which is contained in a pink container tt has small wings... which can't fly... haiz... there is another design tt is dolphin!!! but my aunt says she thinks i prefer this kinda wing stuff... cuz charmed n everything... so no link... but i like it.... another aunt who came back from penang bought me a black billabong sling bag with pink words! love the combi... best thing is tt it's black so i won't dirty it as fast as i dirtied my white one... haha... anywaye, now's time for lyrics i guess... first song i heard went i switch on my ipod when i shuffle... then on my waye home i shuffled again n it's the last song i heard... everywhere... michelle branch...

when can i remove this mask... maybe it's better just to hide behind it forever... maybe...

Everywhere-Michelle Branch

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look you're never there
And every time I sleep you're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And whenI close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I recognise the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that you might not be real
I sense it now the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

And whenI touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath it's you I breathe
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

today went back to sch for pw... like all the other schs in s'pore alr no sch lah... haiz... then when i reach delia keep asking wat we r doing in sch for... cuz akshir say today is clare's grp, qiao yun's grp and shi qi's group present... then actually he meant those grps present first... then got time do the rest too... today for video cam some more lah... thank god aileen not here again... haha... in fact she has been absent for every single presentation other then the first one... haha... so end up delia presented alone haha... cuz akshir wanna see her only... haha...

after op we just rotted while akshir go thru the i&r... mine, as usual, sucked... damn sian lah... feel like just copy n pasting yun long's... haha... then just rotted around n listen to music while waiting for the sl thing to be settled... then went j8 for lunch again... haha... oh yea... i bet et "hates" me now... not my fault lor... is melissa zhu dong... haha... then at j8 sq left... zh, yl, terence went food court... et n mel disappeared... clare, shir, yy, qy, yw n i went ajisen!!!! yay!!! thanks yu wen for giving in to me! haha... cuz i damn craving for ajisen... haha... i officially annonuce today as couple day... is like everywhere i turn i see couples... damn wierd lah... then walk walk a bit b4 meeting waye... i bet david will comment on wat she wore today if he was around... haha... then we just stood outside sembawang n talked for god noes how long... then went mac to continue talking b4 being interrupted by weiqi for 2 mins... he just came in, get his stuff, went out... damn fast lah... haha... then we just talk n talk lor... haha... tt's about it ba..

forgot this just now.. was watching the news... then they say smth like the first thing a baby see when he or she is born is v impt or wtv... then a lot of pple in china request for chio nurses n doctors so tt the first thing their baby see is chio pple n will grow up gd looking too... this means tt the nurse n docs in charge of me mustbe damn hot... haha... anywaye, amazing race just ended... haiz... sooooooooooooooo sad now... tonight charmed last ep... HAIZ....


黑色毛衣-周杰伦

一件黑色毛衣
两个人的回忆
雨过之后更难忘记
忘记我还爱你
你不用在意
流泪也只想刚好合意
我早已经待在谷底
我知道不能再留住你
也知道不能没有孤寂
感激你让我拥有缺点的美丽

看着那白色的蜻蜓
在空中忘了前进
还能不能重新编织
脑海中起毛球的记忆

再说我爱你
可能雨也不会停
黑色毛衣
藏在那里
就让回忆永远停在那里

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO THOSE WHO CELEBRATES IT AND READS MY BLOG!!!!!!!!(WHICH I THINK IS NOBODY)FOR EVERYONE ELSE, HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!

today is a v v v v v v sian day... if only can go out with waye... haiz... today got NTH happen lor... tt's how sad life is... haiz... if only... haiz... anywaye, found out some interesting stuff today... hehe... anywaye, today like nobody come back for dinner so eat pizza... yay... haha... so long never order pizza le... damn shuang... damn... just found out my air con spoil... so tonight gg to sleep w/o aircon.... sob sob...

thanks joyce... for the songs...

nth much le... just... haiz...

珊瑚海-周杰伦

男: 海平面远方开始阴霾，
悲伤要怎么平静纯白，
我的脸上是种挟带，
淹没浅浅的无奈。

女: 你用唇语说你要离开
男: 心不在

男：她能不顾身般留下来
女：她能不顾身般留下来

男：汹涌潮水，你的明白，不是来和谁泪海。
女：汹涌潮水，你的明白，不是来和谁泪海。

男: 转身离开 认真说不出来
女: 你有话说不出来

男: 海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
女: 海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外

男: 我们的爱 暇逸一直存在
女: 我们的爱 一直存在 回不来

男: 永久真爱 竟累积成伤害
女: 等待经历几次伤害

男: 转身离开 分手说不出来
女: 你有话说不出来

男: 蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
女: 蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白

男: 当初彼此 不够成熟坦白
女: 你有我的 不够成熟坦白 不应该

男: 热情不改 笑容勉强不来
男：爱上了珊瑚海
女：爱上了珊瑚海

男：毁坏的沙碉融合重来，
有裂痕的爱怎么 只是一天，
结束太快，你说你无法使坏。

女：贝壳里隐藏什么期待
男： 融化而开

男：我们也已经无心在猜
女：我们也已经无心在猜

女：脸上海风， 咸咸的爱 不住还有未来
男： 脸上海风， 咸咸的爱， 沉不住还有未来

男: 转身离开 认真说不出来
女: 你有话说不出来

男: 海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
女: 海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外

男: 我们的爱 暇逸一直存在
女: 我们的爱 一直存在 回不来

男: 永久真爱 竟累积成伤害
女: 等待经历几次伤害

男: 转身离开 分手说不出来
女: 转身离开 分手说不出来

男: 蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
女: 蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白

男: 当初彼此 不够成熟坦白
女: 你有我的 不够成熟坦白 不应该

男: 热情不改 笑容勉强不来 你的笑容勉强不来
爱深埋珊瑚海

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! still dun have any sweets...

went aileen's house for pw today... skip breakfast! haha... yy totally has no control over me le... muahahaha.... n since my grandma n aunt won't be around... how many more meals shall i skip... hmm... *ponders* anywaye, met li ting so tt she can pass me some stuff... then found out delia is later than me! haha. so proud of myself lor... then yy forgot to bring her speech/cue cards for op presentation practice... how brilliant... then went aileen house... first thing we did when she open the door, me meaning delia n i, is say trick or treat... haha... but aileen never give us any sweets... sob sob...

went in to play worms n created an ohnineohfive team... haha... is like i save the presentation in a thumbdrive so tt aileen can edit her intro part on her comp... then her comp for some reason cannot edit it... so she had to d/l a newer version of microsoft words... then waited damn long... while yy wrote her script... or wat she rmbs of it... then we just worm n worm... delia i getting v gd at killing herself.. it's just amazing how gd she is at that... haha... then aileen finally finish d/l-ing her microsoft office but still cannot work... so she ended up editing on my comp... n every word she type she spend 5 mins on the hp or smth... haiz...

after a v long time... we finally begin our speed rehearsal... mainly to practise clicking... then we just walk up n down... n yunlong keeps disturbing everyone... then keep throwing softtoys at yy n i... sob sob... then finally finish everything n went to eat at northpt... then yy took half an hour b4 deciding whether or not to go my house.. in the end she did... saw justin... haha.. then went my house n we rotted around... showed off my photos... haha... then tt's about it le... too much details... so here i m.. n once again... lyrics time... michelle branch!!! i love EVERY SINGLE LINE OF THIS SONG!!! haha...


If Only she Knew -Michelle Branch

I don't know whose side I'm takin'
But I'm not takin' things too well
I can see inside you're achin'
But is it still too early for me to tell?

I try to help you out through the hardest of times
Your heart is in your throat and I'm speaking my mind
Though it looks as if it's over I'm still not over you

'Cause I still love you
Like I did before
I know for sure
That you still feel
The same way I do
If only she knew
Whoa, if only she knew

I try to let it go but I don't know if I can take it
'Cause the way you looked at me made me see that I can't really fake it

I know she loves you and I can't interfere
So I'll just have to sit back and watch my world disappear

'Cause I still love you
Like I did before
I know for sure
That you still feel
The same way I do
Whoa
'Cause I will never
Ever walk away
I'll find a way
She could never love you
Like I do
If only she knew