argh

i feel like i am trap in a warzone... don't ask.

and i think i scolded more f word this few days than i did for... possible the whole of last month.haha.

anywayez waye is off to chalet and ahbu is busy dating.haiz my life seems so.... blank.i think i need ... more life haha.n i think i need to be more independent.haha

lets see.yesterday had lunch with shir cause our timing were somewhat similar.then bought bubble tea and shir remembered to take her drink! *gasp* haha then ya go school.tan had her first astro lesson.we were heavily reminded on the importance of moon (propagation people not tides, not weather not whatever you have in mind.PROPAGATION! haha)

oh ya this is random but i desperately need to exercise.stupid rain.ok fine i don't like the sun.sooooo stupid lazy me haha.

then today shir didnt go school cause of rain.yes people rain the weather.not cause she wanted to catch speed racer or some korean drama.cause it is wet out there.and tan ALMOST did the same but decided she miss too many lessons.seriously, am i the only one whom goes to school for school? (don't answer) i feel hardworking(tan says it is a very obvious fact... wtv)

slept through about half the video.well it was dark and 我怕黑 so obviously will close eyes ma.ok la fine it was just conducive for sleeping but the thing is the chair was like kinda hard.i don't know if it is just this lt de chair or what cause i sleep quite well in other lectures leh.haha.so ya i slept then woke up then slept again.but whatever i watched for the video was kinda interesting la.

then went home and cooked dinner.people don't think too much.it was just like can food and onion egg.and the rice was.... ok there were two side.my uncle thinks it is just right.my aunt and i think it can be drier.so ya don't know la depends on ones preference i guess.my aunt was like "got room for improvement" no shit man hello i if it was perfect i should start trying more shit and maybe become a chef instead.gosh.oh well it was edible.

china earthquake is scary.gosh.can my grandma faster come back already.

lyrics.renewed love for this song.hope it doesnt rain tomorrow....

Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control Of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go Of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

This emptiness is killin' me
Im wondering why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there,
just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here