i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooo dead

oh well 人的生死是定数 what will be will be. haha. so i shall enjoy the last moments of life.

anywayez i am just wasting time like i did yesterday so this entry will be purely crap and short haha.

oh is like yesterday durng lessons i was like falling asleep while playing.haha ok actually i alwayes yawn during lessons ma then i will try to stifle it until like she goes toilet.then jiu like for some reason my 视线开始模糊 then jiu the score seems darker and darker and i cant lift my arms must either.then initially i played based on memory but ya failed so gave up and pause lor.haha then jiu the teacher and my fam all 吓倒 cause apparently my face was quite white.haha.oh well... hope it doesnt happen during piano again ba.so 尴尬

then ya in the afternoon just slacked then study a bit here and there then slept.haha.today realise that tomorrow is exam le so ya no choice but to pia.haiz.oh but in the afternoon i was still wasting time.cause i was like rummaging my old photos and stuff so ya lor.haha.then i found like this diary thing i had to write cause the teacher said so.and got drawings too la.seriously my english was so bad it is amazing that i actually think my drawing is worse.haha

i remember i wrote when i was in canada la!but cause wasted too much time already so decided not to continue searching until the next hols or something.oh ya then from the photos i conclude that hair was definitely not my biggest concern and i clearly dislike smiling since young.haha.

ok la enough slacking.lyrics! first song is i like the lyrics.the 2nd is i LOVE the lyrics, singer and tune.ok it is a very old song but i still love it.ok actually my fav song by her is "all you wanted" and "breathe" but oh well =D

michelle branch is coming up with a new solo album this summer!!!!!!!! oh yes i am sooooooooo gonna get my hands on it. =D

better that we break - maroon 5

I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane
The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

everywhere - michelle branch

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake
You're never there
But when I sleep
You're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look you're never there
And every time I sleep you're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when i close my eyes it's you i see
You're everything i know that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I recognise hte way you make me feel
It's hard to think that you might not be real
I sense it now the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

And when i touch you hand
it's then i understand
the beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You're alwayes light my way
I hope there never comes a day
no mater where i go
i alwayes feel you so

Cause you're everywhere to me
when i catch my breath it's you i breathe
you're everything i know that makes me believe
i'm not alone

you're in everyone i see
so tell me
do you see me?