ENERGY IS IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hady mirza IS the singapore idol.

doubt he will be famous.

oh waye send me this msg which i find rather amusing: wtf change la. not singapore idol alr. suria idol. I AM GG TO BOYCOTT THIS STUPID SHOW.

hmmm suria idol. haha. still si lah.haha. as in not si3. SI.

anywaye today kai shi get back results le. first i wan to say sry if i sound like damn irritating when talking about results so i think those who dun wanna see anything about results stop reading now ba. i dun want to get beat up in sch tmr.i think if pple read wat i m gg to type after this most will tag "f**k u lah complain wat shit" tt type de stuff which nobody in the right mind would wan to see so ya PLS STOP READING PPLE.

this morning like gg to rain like tt. so make announcement halfwaye then drizzling le so d vp never make any announcements. mdm ong not in sch cuz her son is sick i think. so mr chew took over. i keep thinking shir said mr Q. haha. ok bad hearing. mr chew is definitely NTH like mr Q.

got back phy paper 1 n paper 3. paper 1 expected do badly. basically first half like shit but 2nd half better. in conclusion: i m more hardworking during j2 than j1. 36/60. some i obviously noe de go n choose smth else. nth to say. but haven really done well for phy paper 1 b4. must really work hard for it.

paper 2. HAIZZZZ. 50.5/90. when saw the results i tot i was gone n dead n can die le. but add up act is C. so if i do damn well for paper 3(HA HA HA i wish) then maybe i can get a B. *pray pray pray* went check the paper during lecture realise tt i could have gotten like 5 marks more. example: 2.5 marks gone cuz read graph wrongly. like 30 m per sec i read the 29 de.yay i rock. n i LOVE ECF.

then went to 411 did phy mcq prac. sian diao. then aileen listening to mp3 damn loudly. then yy n i stare at her. then she SORRY damn loudly. so whole class looked at her instead.haha. then break stone around then bio.

cement ong looked freakin pissed. so totally freeze diao. damn scared. then he say 3 pple who passed failed this time. totally totally scared. then he gave out the papers. then "yu ning. good." woah. phew. ok gt 62.5/100. for paper 2. tt means i need B or higher for paper 3 n 1 if i want gd results. n from wat i rmbed of the 2 papers. chances nt high. so *praying a lot more now*

oh but one happy part about my bio results. I WON JESSIE PEH FOR PAPER 2!!!!!!! who cares if it is just one paper n i only won by 1.5. this is my last n only chance to brag n i m loving every moment of it (now pple who continued reading noe y i say u all will kill me le) ok imagine having jessie in ur class for 5 yrs n never ever winning her. if u were me will u be happy about it? (pls jessie dun read this. sry sry.)

jessie kept making a lot of noise. naturally. then keep betting with me for chem. which she obviously will win(n i will prove my pt in the next para). then cement let us off 45mins early. damn shocked. then when he talking about improvements then he didn't notice my name until much later. which i infer tt my paper 3 n 1 screwed up hence no improvement. *pray it is nt the case* he ask me if i can give him an A or not. then i say no cuz his paper too difficult.

stone for 45mins then phy lect then chem. yy n i wanted to zhao cuz dun want to face up to reality. then waited v long in last yr's home rm while waitin. everyone first thing is think of bing rong. haha. ms soh took damn long. the longer she take the more worried i gt. hands cold diao. n i dun think it's just the fan.

she arrived. i gt my marks. ok this is the part where pple will ask me wat i m complaining about. gt 98.5/150 for paper 1 n 3. paper 1 29(wth) n paper 3 69.5/100(wtf). ok i think it in class it is considered ok le. but to me it is nt. i need an A and above to get A for chem. n it is the only sub i have any hope of A in. so i m VERY worried for my paper 2 cuz i really really really want an A in my entire f**king result slip. 42 n above out of 60. pls pls pls let me get it. paper 2 leh. haiz.

jessie can afford to fail paper 2 to get A for chem. tt's how well she did. her lowest mark for paper 3 was 7.5. mine was 4.5. haiz. the only part of the paper i m happy with is organic. 9,9.5,10. (the teacher wrote gd, gd, v gd. i think is cuz she see my other sections so pathetic so trying to boost my confidence).

in conclusion i m quite disappointed with my chem results(ok pple can come kill me). maybe put it in this waye ba. xi wang yue gao shi wang yue da. haiz.

went lunch with shir n yy. crapped etc. cant really rmb. oh then bai fen bai was lian ai bei fen bai. n show. OMG. he just stand damn close to vivian n look damn shen qing-ing into her eyes. my gd i think i would be dian to death if i was vivian. omg omg omg. i love love love show.

singapore idol got ENERGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love love love ah di!!!!!!!!!!!!! shuai shuai n sound damn good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok tt's end of my high-ing. tmr getting back math. this one is xi wang not so gao so most prob i will be in better mood tmr ba. PLS let me pass math.although i rather get A for chem than to pass math.ok i think now i m just plain crazy. can't i get A for chem & pass math?ok dun expect too much if u dun have the capabilities

but sometimes it is nt just ur own expectations tt u have to meet.

then again i wonder if my fam or me have higher expectation of myself.

y didn't i think of all this b4 the papers n worked harder. n earlier.

i need to mug for a's.

tmr

*sigh*