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the one where i can't think properly now...

Friday, September 29, 2006
this entry is gg to be quite short cuz a bit sian to type n ghost whisperer starting soon.

today is a relatively gd day cuz no results. until next week then. almost everyday gt mock papers. can't wait.

this morning de assembly the p n vps r back. yesterday they went to get award thing. oh well congrats aj. then phy lecture went thru paper 3. seriously i still dunno y i chose ideal gas despite noeing i suck at it. oh well maybe i like a challenge? nah i m just siao.

gp did essay. bio lecture went thru paper. stayed around to collect worksheets. can't leave sch till 12.15 anywaye. then help shir locate non bio pple to pass them phy worksheets.tot they were in level3 lah.make me climb up at down. oh well at least...

walked around tp while waitin for joyce. had lunch at macs. then shir left to go library stone. yy, joyce n i went k box. yes pple again. n yes tp again. but this time v empty. haha. so i will swear off k plaza.

joyce was damn high. she like "omg never come here for so long le" n like "do u noe i will smile to myself when i tink of this" etc etc. then she grab remote n press n press. n damn sad lah she sore throat but still sounded gd lor. damn zhai.

sang mostly newer songs n also random songs. joyce n i can't sing duets lah. haha. n yy sang damn damn little can! idiot leh she. then it was quite cold. then the mic totally sucked. oh n my singing totally sucked too. n i swear i m saying the truth this time ok.

n joyce n yy are siao pple. i think i lost track of the pple they say i sound like le. n joyce can imitate fei yu qing leh!!! wah lao.oh this is last time go k box until after a's. so gt a lot of time to lian jay de other rap songs. hahaha.

rush home to help hamster record stuff. then watch tv until now. damn slack!!! died dead.

ok lyrics. ai wu li cuz it is nice. n yi shi de mei hao cuz for some reason joyce dian tt song n ya v long never listen n a bit forgt tt i love it.oh they have 1 thing in common. destroyed by me n saved by joyce.

爱 无力 - kelly

最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞成了习惯
习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘
不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚

我只想
对着夜空轻轻的呼吸
寻找我最爱的人到底在哪里
在慌乱中翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
有一种爱它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情我的心如此无力

其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪滴落在手心

遗失的美好 - zhang shao han

海的思念绵延不绝
终于和天在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远
应该也会跟幸福相见

承诺常常很像蝴蝶
美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言
就像一定会来的春天

我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你
握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了

在最开始的那一秒
有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑
真心会和真心遇到


spoke at : 9:43 PM

the one where the grades r back.. except gp ba...

Thursday, September 28, 2006
finally phy results are back. nice big fat C. oh well paper 3 pulled me down instead of the other waye round. i shall list my downfalls for this paper at the end of the entry. so tt part u all can dun need to read.haha is my own reflection.

morning damn funny lah. is like my dad suppose to send me to sch. then he a bit de lack slp. so he took wtv keys was on the table so open door then left. then i took d keys then walk to the lift n saw my father carrying his set of keys n realise i have my grandma's keys. then we like talk n talk then the lift arrived damn long ago n my neighbour just looked damn blur n dunno whether to close the doors or not. so he just stone there until we left then close.haha. so in the end is my dad took my grandma's keys instead of d car keys.haha.

anywaye today assembly damn funny also. is like principal n vps all no where to be found.then tan yin yee n ms deljid were the p n vp respectively. then they seem damn excited n happy to be standing in those positions. then ms deljid made announcement. then she sounded so cheerful tt i think if she makes announcement every morning my mood will improve lor. then she finish le smile n say "have a nice day" then everyone cheered.haha. then tan yin yee gave her de "zhuai lah make announcement" look. haha. so cute.

went thru chem. haiya suan le sian diao.oh jessie was throughly maluated by us. is like she n 4 other pple were called out. then they were given chocolate cuz top 5 in chem. then jessie was 5th so she looked damn sad lah. wen e say can see her tears le.hahaha. ok not tt extreme lah. then we cheered damn loud then she just keep staring at the floor. haha.

then pe look at cca records. then break. oh ya delia gt this book of photos of singapore then is VERY NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but heavy also so now my arm pain. ok lah too long never exercise shi zhe yang de. then ate. aiya nth much. gt back math paper 2. then realise a if the teachers didn't make any mistakes setting questions i would have flunked. haiz.

then chem went thru papers. is like shir n i keep talking until we totally dunno wat is gg on whenever ms soh ask questions. then while waitin for yy to pack bag ms soh was like "yu ning ni cha yi dian dian er yi hor?" then i say "bu yao zhai shuo le ar" then walk off. then she was like "haiyo y u like tt" then i say "cuz i sad for v long le" then she say "i also sad lor" haha. expected. cuz top 5 students only 1 taught by her.

went home grandma say she expected me to have at least 2 As. oh well CEBC doesn't seem anywhere close to tt.

conclusions/reflections

1. my math really cmi. so must prac n prac n prac n prac...
2. stop making careless mistakes for math n phy. although phy have ecf but still.if no careless mistakes move up 1 grade liao.
3. study phy jc1 topics more n prac phy mcq. my down falls. haiz. y jc1 gt more topics??? haha.
4. write concise ans with key words standing out damn clearly so tt teachers dun gui ze yan n minus me marks.
5. draw smoother curves??? n show all workings for rxn kinetics.
6. dun make mistakes in using diff symbols for math. worse case scenario use words.
7. dun be lazy during chem. if necessary just draw all the isomers
8. slp more so won't gui ze yan.
9. pick the correct questions!!!! cannot do dun still go n do. cannot do = stupid. cannot do still do = siao.
10. notice mistake liao then re do when there is time instead of repairin it with wtv paper space u have left. just ask for 1 more piece of paper lah. the trees alr die le. put them to gd use.

in conclusion, i must make sure my answers r wu xie ke ji for a's. so mock exams must kai shi train. jiayou jiayou jiayou!


spoke at : 9:33 PM

the one where i dunno how much more da ji i can take lor...

Wednesday, September 27, 2006
it seems to get worse everyday...

no assembly. math found out i passed.d 45/100. just nice. first time i passed math in aj.

can't rmb wat happened in between. bio everyone argue for mcq marks. i alr accepted my fate. just dun minus anymore marks.

chem. paper 2. waye below expectations. 38.5/60. 3 more marks n i get my A. so ya now 68/100. jessie's the only one who gt A. again.

go thru chem de shi hou concluded d teachers have smth against me. nvm excuses.

left phy paper 3 n gp.

i dun wanna noe

went home n rmbed smth my grandma said last night. her: "getting back results le ma? sure get 4A's de right?" me: "can get 1 alr tou xiao" her: "1 also cannot get bu ru qu si suan le" then today i reach home looking half dead. she say "nvm pass jiu hao le."

my mind registered last night's words better


spoke at : 8:18 PM

the one where i m jia zhuang-ing...

Tuesday, September 26, 2006
i think compared to yesterday. today is... haiz.

ok lah it is unlike my blog to be depressing so ya! yao high!!! energy on radio tonight at 11pm!!!! woohoo!!!

errr i can't rmb wat happened in the morning. haha. phy go thru some other mcq paper we did. i suck at mcq man.haha.then break.just rotted around as usual.oh found out tt zh is dating karling.how can he betray hamster lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TSK TSK!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahhahahah

math get back paper 1. fail lah damn expected. but hor if nt for careless mistakes can pass. n since jessie from 94 drop to 59 n i from 43.5 drop to 41.5. i m nt tt depressed. haha.ok sry jessie i keep announcing ur marks. now see if can pass paper 2 to pull up the overall ba.

went thru the paper during lecture.ok act nt really went thru.aiya but about there lah. then bio lecture gt back paper 1 n 3.overall C. then jessie n shir in the end still win me. delia also win me. hurray i m not jessie's idol le.essay never read properly so fail. then mcq also cmi. so ya lor. miss B by 1.5%.

civics did this write compliments for others thing. i conclude i m known in class as "love pink n energy" but hai man shuang de cuz some pple say i can dance n rap! woohoo! ok but seriously i never rap in class b4. haha. hmmmmm. then delia n i xin ling xiang tong! is like i wrote say she smart she sign off she is nt smart b4 we even read each other's notes lah!

then went to take bus to go amk meet waye. is like i found k plaza but it looks like it is still under renovation. then she say she at mrt. then i say gt s11. then i ran there cuz she nearer. then she went to ANOTHER s11. then i ran to the other one which is near the older k box. then we walk to plaza. then nobody. then walk back to old de. wah say exercise a lot man.

while waitin for lift an aj gurl walk past. kena whacked by my file cuz the person is ms hamster. spy on me!!! then enter the lift le saw zh n her having lunch. wah say zh can bring ur darling to better place to eat lah. or treating me marche so no money le? hahahhaa.

amk k box VERY empty can. tp should send some pple here. then sing lor. today's singing v off leh didn't sing well. ok i never sing well. just underperform. aiya poor waye sry sry!!!! spoil ur hearing le lah! even rap also v off. waye sing dao dai nice leh!!! then sang random songs. haiya in conclusion i can't sing.

nth much le. tmr.... i dun want say anything to jinx myself.

lyrics.partly cuz i felt v bad for ruining it.n also...

假装 - jolin

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到
我要的幸福遗落在你怀抱

当爱失了焦那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰

假装多好
我只要只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待还心甘情愿的不想逃

假装多好
依然是依然是
暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套

像是驼鸟相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见傻到了无可救药
其实早明了你的爱已随风飘
想要找再也找不到

假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐


spoke at : 9:02 PM

the one where i should learn to tone down..

Monday, September 25, 2006
ENERGY IS IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hady mirza IS the singapore idol.

doubt he will be famous.

oh waye send me this msg which i find rather amusing: wtf change la. not singapore idol alr. suria idol. I AM GG TO BOYCOTT THIS STUPID SHOW.

hmmm suria idol. haha. still si lah.haha. as in not si3. SI.

anywaye today kai shi get back results le. first i wan to say sry if i sound like damn irritating when talking about results so i think those who dun wanna see anything about results stop reading now ba. i dun want to get beat up in sch tmr.i think if pple read wat i m gg to type after this most will tag "f**k u lah complain wat shit" tt type de stuff which nobody in the right mind would wan to see so ya PLS STOP READING PPLE.

this morning like gg to rain like tt. so make announcement halfwaye then drizzling le so d vp never make any announcements. mdm ong not in sch cuz her son is sick i think. so mr chew took over. i keep thinking shir said mr Q. haha. ok bad hearing. mr chew is definitely NTH like mr Q.

got back phy paper 1 n paper 3. paper 1 expected do badly. basically first half like shit but 2nd half better. in conclusion: i m more hardworking during j2 than j1. 36/60. some i obviously noe de go n choose smth else. nth to say. but haven really done well for phy paper 1 b4. must really work hard for it.

paper 2. HAIZZZZ. 50.5/90. when saw the results i tot i was gone n dead n can die le. but add up act is C. so if i do damn well for paper 3(HA HA HA i wish) then maybe i can get a B. *pray pray pray* went check the paper during lecture realise tt i could have gotten like 5 marks more. example: 2.5 marks gone cuz read graph wrongly. like 30 m per sec i read the 29 de.yay i rock. n i LOVE ECF.

then went to 411 did phy mcq prac. sian diao. then aileen listening to mp3 damn loudly. then yy n i stare at her. then she SORRY damn loudly. so whole class looked at her instead.haha. then break stone around then bio.

cement ong looked freakin pissed. so totally freeze diao. damn scared. then he say 3 pple who passed failed this time. totally totally scared. then he gave out the papers. then "yu ning. good." woah. phew. ok gt 62.5/100. for paper 2. tt means i need B or higher for paper 3 n 1 if i want gd results. n from wat i rmbed of the 2 papers. chances nt high. so *praying a lot more now*

oh but one happy part about my bio results. I WON JESSIE PEH FOR PAPER 2!!!!!!! who cares if it is just one paper n i only won by 1.5. this is my last n only chance to brag n i m loving every moment of it (now pple who continued reading noe y i say u all will kill me le) ok imagine having jessie in ur class for 5 yrs n never ever winning her. if u were me will u be happy about it? (pls jessie dun read this. sry sry.)

jessie kept making a lot of noise. naturally. then keep betting with me for chem. which she obviously will win(n i will prove my pt in the next para). then cement let us off 45mins early. damn shocked. then when he talking about improvements then he didn't notice my name until much later. which i infer tt my paper 3 n 1 screwed up hence no improvement. *pray it is nt the case* he ask me if i can give him an A or not. then i say no cuz his paper too difficult.

stone for 45mins then phy lect then chem. yy n i wanted to zhao cuz dun want to face up to reality. then waited v long in last yr's home rm while waitin. everyone first thing is think of bing rong. haha. ms soh took damn long. the longer she take the more worried i gt. hands cold diao. n i dun think it's just the fan.

she arrived. i gt my marks. ok this is the part where pple will ask me wat i m complaining about. gt 98.5/150 for paper 1 n 3. paper 1 29(wth) n paper 3 69.5/100(wtf). ok i think it in class it is considered ok le. but to me it is nt. i need an A and above to get A for chem. n it is the only sub i have any hope of A in. so i m VERY worried for my paper 2 cuz i really really really want an A in my entire f**king result slip. 42 n above out of 60. pls pls pls let me get it. paper 2 leh. haiz.

jessie can afford to fail paper 2 to get A for chem. tt's how well she did. her lowest mark for paper 3 was 7.5. mine was 4.5. haiz. the only part of the paper i m happy with is organic. 9,9.5,10. (the teacher wrote gd, gd, v gd. i think is cuz she see my other sections so pathetic so trying to boost my confidence).

in conclusion i m quite disappointed with my chem results(ok pple can come kill me). maybe put it in this waye ba. xi wang yue gao shi wang yue da. haiz.

went lunch with shir n yy. crapped etc. cant really rmb. oh then bai fen bai was lian ai bei fen bai. n show. OMG. he just stand damn close to vivian n look damn shen qing-ing into her eyes. my gd i think i would be dian to death if i was vivian. omg omg omg. i love love love show.

singapore idol got ENERGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love love love ah di!!!!!!!!!!!!! shuai shuai n sound damn good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok tt's end of my high-ing. tmr getting back math. this one is xi wang not so gao so most prob i will be in better mood tmr ba. PLS let me pass math.although i rather get A for chem than to pass math.ok i think now i m just plain crazy. can't i get A for chem & pass math?ok dun expect too much if u dun have the capabilities

but sometimes it is nt just ur own expectations tt u have to meet.

then again i wonder if my fam or me have higher expectation of myself.

y didn't i think of all this b4 the papers n worked harder. n earlier.

i need to mug for a's.

tmr

*sigh*


spoke at : 9:56 PM

the one where i wonder if i should start mugging...

Saturday, September 23, 2006
i m bored!!!!!! n hwee yen's nick n wan li is making me quite freaked out n tempted to mug...

anywaye yesterday yy came to my house then watch tv. haha. anywaye bai fen bai yesterday was the jay vs show bball de. YES SHOW'S TEAM WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes yes yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. but jay say never win nvm yao shuai. hmm ok agree.haha.n is like show's team won largely cuz of jason!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is DAMN zhai.even though show scored like 4 all from same angle so ya jason is the star of the match. liu gen hong also nt bad lah. so ya it was quite balanced. aiyo aiyo aiyo aiyo aiyo aiyo aiyo aiyo aiyo... hehe.

oh ya yy siao liao. is like i went out of the rm for a while during ad. then i heard her scream my name then i freaked out then ran back into the rm n she screamed cuz of the tv ad was some scary movie de. pengz.

today went to meet wan li n mare n joyce. today must really thanks wan li lor! she was so nice! ok nvm go in order. met mare at yck mrt. is like i went next to her then snap my fingers then she shock diao. damn funny man her expression. then talk n talk n wait for wan li to arrive. n as usual joyce is late.

went to some korean restaurant. ok as most of u would noe korean food gt a lot of vege so ya gt limited stuff i can eat.haha.so joyce they all ordered more meat.hehe.then they realise i really dun eat A LOT of things. :P then i just stone n eat they help me bbq n serve lor. damn paisehz. then the rice wan li act helped me pick out all the stuff i dun eat. gan dong leh. thanks wl! oh ya just read delia's blog n they like 7 pple eat 127 dollars? we 4 pple $104. hehe.

after tt when to gai gai n wl is v v v v nice help me find pressie for my cousin. is like she damn experienced at buying stuff for guys lah! thank u thank u.(ok act seriously she doesn't read my blog so nvm.haha.) spend damn long walking around. i HATE buying stuff for guys. ma fan leh.but i love the paper bag.ok nvm.

saw superband pple.n fans nt a lot only lor.damn sad lah.aiya in conclusion just walk walk a lot until quite tired.haha.but apparently i was the only one who is tired. fine lor the 3 of them pro at shopping.

nth much le. ok i shall go stone le.

lyrics first.

2 songs. meaning can't be more diff. same goes for the tune n beat n speed n everything.yet they have a similarity. HEBE!!!!!!!!

只对你有感觉 - hebe/飞轮海

(飞)无解的眼神心像海底针
光是猜测我食欲不振
有点烦人又有点迷人

(h)浪漫没天份反应够迟钝
不够谨慎花挑错颜色
但很矛盾喜欢你的笨

(飞)微笑再美再甜不是你的都不特别
(h)眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰又是晴天
(飞)靠的再近再贴少了拥抱就算太远
(合)全世界只对你有感觉
(飞)玩的再疯再野你瞪一眼我就收敛
(h)马路再宽再远只要你牵就很安全
(飞)我会又乖又黏温柔体贴绝不敷衍
(合)我只对你有感觉

(飞)体贴却黏人爱哭却温顺
有时天真有时很邪恶
对你耍狠就是舍不得
(h)请吸收养分让脑袋平衡
要你现身动作慢吞吞
么承认我非你不可


S.H.E-GOODBYE MY LOVE

冷宵宵的风拼命赛马
遗失了你的眼眶
宇宙无声剧烈的摇晃
震碎了我的心房

谁按掉这世界的开关
没有颜色没有光
你的背影变成一面墙
挡住幸福的眺望

Goodbye my love goodbye
珍重再见了我的爱
以后没有我在
也要快乐起来

不确定我是否有力量
度过这一段黑暗
但你一定别像我一样
对爱还是要渴望

Goodbye my love goodbye
珍重再见了我的爱
以后没有我在
也要快乐起来

Goodbye my love goodbye
不要枉费了这段爱
我唯一的期待
是你灿烂盛开

生命既不让我拥有你
会有更好的给你

Goodbye my love goodbye
前面是汹涌的人海
如果应付的来
请记住我的爱


spoke at : 8:23 PM

the one where the last prelims is OVER!

Thursday, September 21, 2006
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it is OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BYE BYE PRELIMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

until the results come back tt is.. haha.

ok this week the papers. bio yucks. the essay like shit. math as usual. nth to say. chem was difficult lah! hope can pass. phy today. aiya no mood. n finish quite fast. enuf time to fix my hair some more.hahahaha.

after sch went to town with 09 for lunch. pple who never go r wen e, sham, qy n marinah(cuz she no phy but she met delia n zx later i think) the guys act came lah.shock shock.then in the train aileen talk damn damn loud. n she gg MOS tonight. really celebrating after prelims.

went pepper lunch. delia is really damn damn funny. n she really nt intresting in like those expensive brands. er then just eat n talk lor. nth much also lah. then went wheelock n walk walk. then went k box with shir n yy. act i realise my entries r shrinking. hmm. ok wait a few more days then see if it is really shrinking.

oh ya tp k box the service is VERY GOOD. as in serious chao zhan. haha. n yes the pple r nice cuz their service gd not any other reason(yy dun tag rubbish). then the air con also nt as cold le so ya damn gd. but a lot of waiters so v intimidating. n the counter de person v funny. cuz we cannot decide k student or k happy. so she played scissors paper stone with shir to decide.hahaha.

er sang a lot of random songs. shir at first v stone but halfwaye became v high n dian a lot of random songs. oh ya gt energy songs le!!! n now my next wish is go more fan wei qi songs.hehe.

ok lah a bit tired so dun type le. 2 lyrics. first one is 5566. shocking right? is cuz i watch ge dou then like this song but dunno title until shir dian it today. THANKS SHIR! then next is cuz k box FINALLY have the song.hehe.

原点 -5566

心像飘落的枯叶
踩在地上都会碎
我说我爱着你但你
却又假装你没听见

我像个隐形人
逗你开心逗你笑
但你总是看不见

难道要很多考验
还要很多抱歉
才能够证明我会爱你到永远
寻寻觅觅我们还是
又回到了原点

心像飘落的枯叶
要怎么熬过这冬天
好想抱你直到明天
怎么这双手又退却

我像个胆小鬼
只敢想像只敢暗恋
就是不敢放手追

我們怎麼了-s.h.e

落淚以前再看一眼 你模糊側臉
這會不會是最後紀念
我凝視你而你凝視 窗外的陰天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴邊

我搞不懂 我們到底怎麽了
誠實的背後 是否住着傷口
我想不透 我們的愛怎麽了
雨下過以後 是否能讓什麽復活

你的項鍊還在胸前 晃動着昨天
爲何回憶會讓人暈眩
如果我們繼續向前走進雨
裏面會不會有溶解的危險

明明從前 連爭執都很甜美
現在怎會 說句話就弄痛一遍


spoke at : 8:25 PM

the one where one week down..

Thursday, September 14, 2006
tmr not blogging so today wish jolin公主 happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

one week down one week to go. haiz. monday gp. yucks. tuesday chem n bio. jessie ALMOST forgot to pass up her graph paper n spent 5mins raising her hand until a teacher saw her.haha.then d teacher still remind the whole hall tt must check b4 tying after jessie took her walk back to her seat from the front of the hall.

bio mr ong so obviously never set anything. so paper 3 DIE. paper 1 also. must mug must mug!!! wed math. aiya exected to fail so ok lor. jessie say v difficult. so ya enuf said. today phy. like a bit no mood for exam. n the hall was v cold today so i think quite screwed up. n paper 3 should be more difficult so quite worried for phy. i think this time can pass jiu happy le.

ok lah nth much also. just random crap. study study! after i slp for today n half of tmr. haha.

lyrics.

不在乎有没有以后

独自在房间的角落
点根烟让寂寞飘走
说起来失眠也不错
至少可以不作梦

难道爱会渐渐折旧
连回忆也变成折磨
真心的想给你一切
你偏偏只想要自由

现在几点钟
风知不知道
你睡了没有
抬头仰望着天空
一起拥有过的快乐
像断了线的气球

不在乎有没有以后
爱你是活着的理由
紧紧的抱住跟你有关的一切
包括想着你的心痛
我们还有没有以后
牵着手幸福的以后
在你的心中千万记得还有我
永远守着我的承诺在等候


spoke at : 4:35 PM

the one with pics...

Tuesday, September 05, 2006
ok this blog is ULTRA dead. so ya pics of ijtp. too bad i didn't had my cam earlier otherwise can compare the old toa payoh, the thompson site n this new building.

can some kind souls tag to make my blog look less pathetic?

oh ya oh ya! today's bai fen bai v v v v v v v funny n nice because the guest star is .................
ENERGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohooo!!!!!!!!!!! yes damn nice damn funny. muahaha. kunda is ultra super duper cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! especially when he act. haha. n in ai shi kong mv v nice! omg. oh yes ah di's hair looks better now. n his singing.... wow...

tmr is vivian live. then bball with fei lun hai on thurs. then fri is jay live. no energy :( hope got ying yue hui quan ji lu soon. n no xiao s this week :((

some of these pics quite blur cuz walk n take. haha. delia: if u ever come online cuz u seem to be mugging 24/7 n see this pics dun need to comment. haha.


convent of the holy infant jesus secondary :) haha no toa payoh in the name. ok anywaye i rmb during jap must like say konbanto obu holi infyanto jisasu chyugakou. or smth. damn long. cuz they dun allow us to say CHIJ. fine lor.
the hall. with statue. er if i m not wrong is father barre. at least i m quite sure it is not a statue of jesus, which dear joyce has mistaken b4. can yy come n confirm this statue ar? haha. gd eyesight pple can see pple playing piano to the right of the pic(left of the stage).
ok this is at some corner of wat i assume is the assembly area.not like they can assemble at the field where we use to assemble cuz it has shrunk to about 1/3 of it's original size. the old field/track is now a track/fieild, a carpark, a netball court n a bball court. or smth. haha. so how many rounds is 2.4?

anywaye, yy say maybe pple eat there(it is at least 200m from the canteen) then i think pple mug there. either waye, i think they see empty space then fengshui not gd so put benches. maybe can play hide n seek? or if u want to share secrets or shuo xin shi ba.

ok this is the sad part. the chapel n the gallery thing is done. but it's LOCKED. so damn damn sad cannot go in n see the story of CHIJ. one day must go n see. after all did collected some of the money then went into these bricks.

dun have inside at least have outside. one voice one spirit. :)

(now looking at energy's concert pic cuz waitin for the pics to upload VERY slowly.omg energy sha! xiao zhu shuai! n i can recognize the song from their dance de position. or at least i think i can. haha. kunda's biceps! omg. n OMG i did NOT noe jolin was in the concert.i didn't even racog her from side view.haha. n she sing shu wei play piano. wah lao spoil the picture. n omg got mayday, show n jolin. obvious the concert will have pple.hey u noe niu nai become shuwei in front. gosh. n i think mayday really v gd frens with a lot of pple. they guest star how many concerts le lah.)


the gong. all the class rep rang it as they walk past it from tp to thompson. quite sad. cuz in thompson then it is not used to tell pple recess over le. but occasionally still got pple ring it for fun.


last view of the sch. should have taken more pics. but i really look like tourist nia.haha. the building further awaye is the primary sch. act this is the first pic i took. but of well same lah.

ij spirit song(NOT school song.. cuz i can't rmb tt lyrics. too long. haha.) alwayes reach the last few lines lyrics half gone. but we alwayes end strong :)

the ij spirit's livin on

it's stretching far and far beyond

it's never gonna die

it's gonna live in each of us

and we will keep it burnin burnin strong

the flame of zest that's in us all along

always inspiring us

to go on



spoke at : 10:30 PM

the one where i watched the devil wears prada...

Friday, September 01, 2006
happy teacher's day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n energy concert should be over by now. hope it went well.

i love jennifer love hewitt

wed finally at my beefball noodle. haha. then last official lessons b4 prelims. time flies. haiz. then rain. then i keep splashing water at shir n yy. oh yy didn't slp. surprise surprise. er i can't rmb much. go yy n shir's blog n combine then about explains my day le.i do go foodcourt ok!

thurs was teacher's day celebration. rained. i m so damn dry compared to everyone else lah. haha. so dun need dance tt stupid dance. shir didnt come n aileen did. wow. haha. concert was lame. variety of dances. d mr n ms mesmerizing smile, fashionable n humourous was the highlight ba. especially when the same teacher was finalist in all 3 awards.

gave d teachers d card then stone around to collect worksheets then went back to ij with jessie n yy. mrs tay is still so nice! haha. then chat then explore the sch. feel like a tourist take photos. i shall post photos sometime during the hols ba.

lunch de shi hou talk about stuff. then jessie v funny. suddenly say "act i m v grateful for having frens getting to noe u n li ting" or smth like tt. i just stun diao. siao liao leh u. then went to watch d devil wears prada with yy. damn nice. love clothes.

went to eat ice cream cuz yy gt voucher. then watch bai fen bai. show is damn shuai went playing bball n dancing.

today rot around lor. yy make me high neopets. haha. then bai fen bai is xiao s' last live de ep. haiz. i will so miss her lor. must watch her last ep.

nth much le. mug ba. i dun want to fail everything. n i want to do very well for chem.like finally get an A. n i want to do well for phy n bio. as in sreiously decently well. which means i really need to study phy cuz it is quite abandoned. n i want to pass math n gp. i dunno how.


spoke at : 10:01 PM