happy birthday calvin! n my grandma! n i think zh's dad. oh n singapore of course.

i can't rmb anything all of a sudden. died.

er blog about yesterday first ba. super lack sleep cuz of grey's anatomy. then when i finally manage to fall asleep my aunt kicked me. bleah. so ya. reach sch quite early then just sit there n listen to ipod. then shir came. then jessie they all came. then jessie kept looking at shir's low neckline then shir had to cover with her bag. haha.

then aileen came then jessie change target. tsk tsk. then say aileen v chio some more. then while queueing there for assembly mohan was like asking aileen "u spend whole of yesterday dressing up?" cuz she wasn't in sch. lame leh.

concert was ok. i just played with yy's handphone whole day n got my first gold trophy for the game! yay! haha. then listened to some pple who wrote national day songs which r really not bad lor. then got the great s'pore dress up. v v v v v lame can. is like somebody dress at as supermand. then use ajc pe t shirt as cloak so say tt "aj will alwayes be behind singapore"

somebody use newspapers to dress up merlion. then say represent s'pore's thrist for knowledge. then got samsui woman(go back to our roots) then got mr kiasu. oh ya superman had spiky hair to represent esplanade. then got one gal dress in a skirt made of ntuc plastic bag. then the guy explain cuz everyone in singapore goes ntuc. then he was wearing a pap necklace then say cuz he was forced to. haha.

went k box with yy n shir.on the waye there felt hungry so went to eat. then yy say gt burger king then we dun believe. then really have so we ask her she hun na li de. then shir say she hun everywhere. then we both say xiao hun hun at same time. hehe.

got kelly! but no ai neng bu neng bu bian n wo men zhe me le so v sad. as usual i sucked. shir sing ke ai nice leh!! n i made yy sang a lot of crap songs so v proud of myself. haha. er ya nth else le ba. haha. oh ya tp k box is freakin cold. is like i lend yy my jacket cuz at first not cold cuz quite high. then the food sucked n dun have my songs so i sad diao. then i just sat there n sing then freeze diao. so spend most of the time trying to keep myself from shivering too much although i was. haha. then just shake there n sing lor. poor shir rashes lah. haiz.

then went home n slp n woke up to watch bai fen bai then go for dinner. bus ride v long so slept. queue damn long. then stone. then eat n go watch fireworks!

i m not delia. so ya one photo cuz the rest also v horrible. the videos nicer lah!!! hahahaha.

stuck in traffic jam for VERY long then just sit in front of aircon n listen to radio. then like nth much le. today woke up late. hehe. act woke up at like 7 then after an hour manage to go back to slp. yay! then my rm aircon damn cold tt's y took so long. then went for lunch. yay jap food. then rot around then went home watch tv then national day parade then si then ya the end. haha. did compre. tt's it lor. so tmr MUST do essay. n cnanot slp!!! ugh. ok lah stop here for now.

lyrics. er 2 cuz i can't decide which one.

but both jolin!

倒带

我受够了等待你所谓的安排说的未来到底多久才来

总是要来不及才知道我可爱我想依赖而你却都不在

应该开心的地带你给的全是空白一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海

我在幸福的门外却一直都进不来你累积给的伤害我是真的很难释怀

终於看开爱回不来而你总是太晚明白最後才把话说开哭著求我留下来

终於看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来我的眼泪却一直掉下来

过去怎黱交代你该给的信赖被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖

从我脸上的苍白看到记忆慢下来过去甜蜜在倒带只是感觉已经不在

而我对你的期待被你一次次摔坏已经碎成太多块要怎黱拼凑跟重来

假裝

呼吸着一种孤独的味道心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉

我笑了笑　反正你看不到我要的幸福遗落在你怀抱

当爱失了焦那些最初的美好早被你搁在一角

街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号

记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳穿过想你的味道

我只想不被打扰

假装多好　我只要只想要　再拥有一秒

去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠

继续等待还心甘情愿的不想逃

当爱失了焦那些最初的美好早被你搁在一角

街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号

记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳穿过想你的味道

我只想不被打扰

假装多好　我只要只想要　再拥有一秒

去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠继续等待心甘情愿不想逃

假装多好　依然是依然是　暧昧的tone调

一个人无理取闹两人世界的煎熬我被自己困在自己设下的圈套

像是驼鸟相信时间是唯一解药视而不见傻到了无可救药

其实早明了你的爱已随风飘想要找再也找不到

假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐