just realise tt my previous entry was my 400th le.haha.

i m blogging today cuz i m v bored n i hate bio n dun wan mug n i jus finding excuses to slack.

y my tagboard suddenly so dead diao??? ok i think is cuz nobody else high energy n EVERYBODY is mugging. shucks i need to mug otherwise dead.

n i want eat beef ball noodle or hor fun or soup. haiya i wanted to eat since a mth ago.haha.

oh ya on sat smth damn stupid happen. my dad's fren say my cousin, whom is 14, looks like my bf. hello i m 18 can! n i dun look tt young. n he dun look tt old. in fact he dun look 14 either. wth.

yesterday nth much lor. just cannot stay awake during lessons. then bio de shi hou mr ong made some examples about how shir has long hair ck has short hair so if it is cold then shir has selective advantage then will survive n reproduce hairy pple. then i said "猩人類" then mr ong say i mean call her chimpanzee then delia say it is the new energy album name then he just stone n move on.

today clarence did smth tt i damn damn chong bai n i think is quite cool n nobody else thinks so. it is smth tt i so wanna do but cannot. so ya clarence u r my ou xiang for today!

is like everyone is writin teacher's day card. then mel, as usual, is lame dao max. she sign off as ms weight. cuz weight=mg(melissa goh). pei yueng also quite lame cuz her durian seed got radicle so she plant in sch so ask mr ong to tc of it for bio de card.

then those guys tt drop bio write also! then clarence wrote this: "for u clement king, you're our universe!" ok act i dun rmb the first word. but ya some pple act dun understand until quite some time pple. not difficult to guess who hor? hehe.

either waye. cuz of this, i chong bai clare for today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay finally somebody said smth real n decent in the card. n he did it on teacher's day. my gosh. i wrote some damn sucking up stuff which i m doing to ensure my prelim grades doesn't suffer. hen jian hor? but ren bu wei ji tian zhu di mie.

n yy is BLIND. n i m nt referring to the cards. haha.

ok lah tt's it for today ba. blog again on thurs ba. or fri. aiya see how. n pple PLS watch bai fen bai this friday!!! it is xiao s' last day le!!!! :(

n no lyrics today. wanted to post the energy lyrics but maybe another day ba.

after 1.5 years since the final fantasy... ENERGY IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YESH! i m sho happy today! :)

oh n yy sry!

ok rest of the week first.

monday: quite peaceful leh. haha. n the beginning of shortened timetable! aileen was v high. then she bully me!!!!! keep pulling my shirt in the AUDI. then the guys were behind lah! wth!

tues: i can't rmb anything significant.

wed: ms soh bully me! she say she nth to do for next week's one period of tutorial then ask us wat we wan to do. then i say think of baby names or tell us love stories. then she say "y yn u want share ur love stories ar?" then everybody laugh n i just stone there. then she ask terence y he laugh until so loud. he involved in the story izzit. -_-"

thurs: dance AGAIN. my gosh. never ending leh. n delia damn funny! is like u just tickle her she immediately roll on the the floor n laugh. hahahahaha. then her dancing also v interesting. haha.

today: did yoga. er mr mohan say for de stressing. not sure if it helped. i lazy to type in detail so can read shir's blog.haha.then we did some qian shou guan ying thing cuz we bored cuz ended early.a bit failed.haha.mr ong was pissed cuz somebody feedback he show no respect to the topic sexual in human. then gp essay time prac i completely naq.nvm.

went j8 for lunch. crapped. haha. then went sembawang to look for energy cd but the person say will be there at 7+ 8. then i v sad. then went tp to find. then dun have. the person dun even NOE tt energy got new cd. wah say if i asked i would have hit her.

i was damn damn depressed diao liao then really wanted to find the cd so went to orchard. cineleisure person also not sure wat time. then hmv said 6+!!!! yesh!!! then i just high diao. haha. then yy(ask her go home dun want) n i nth to do n ended up at k box. tian ar. i think we siao liao. or me. hehe. sry sry yy! drag u into this.

no wo men zhe me le. d person v nice! bei yy dian dao. cuz we ask him y dun have then he say cuz mv got some contents need to censor (!!!). pls i watched it b4. haha. got ai neng bu neng bu bian n ALL the rainie songs! yes! my si mian de shui mei ren! n tian tian ye ye. a lot a lot of songs lah. haha. n ying tao bang. n wilber n tao ze(but no jing tian ni yao jia gei wo). then d guy help us fix the mic when we didnt even complain(how he noe ar?) then ask us y we dun want stay until 8.haha.

yy got siao after a while. anywaye went to buy THE cd. yesh! omg. i a bit cannot get use to the long arms pic. n the unibrow.hahahaha.

ok songs evaluation. haha. shuwei n kunda's voice improved! ah di wow as usual.kunda v shuai! they all lost weight.haha.oh but kunda's voice still gt rm for improvement. n shu wei should nt rap.haha. this album d style quite uniform so after the first few tracks might get a bit sian diao. must listen more ba.but this cd the songs some seem to doesn't run v smoothly. hmm.

猩人類 - first zhu da. seriously listen like 3rd to 4th time jiu v nice le.haha.i m nt bias.if i m i would say first time listen jiu nice.

愛失控 - kunda write the lyrics!!! it is one of the songs that listen once then like le. guess tt is y it is the 2nd zhu da n the 2nd track on the album. the lyrics is nt bad lor.haha.but the transition quite abrupt.

秒殺 - mayday write d. i really think mayday rox now cuz the song is nice! haha.

無賴 - shuwei wrote the lyrics. surprise surprise. i guess the title is a giveawaye ba. haha. up till now still won't get sian. the tune not bad. haha.

最好 - another of shuwei's jie zhuo. he likes 2 words nia. up till now, i think kunda is the better lyrics writer. maybe cuz he so stone then this is the only waye he can express himself ba.haha.this song quite slow but ah di's voice saved it cuz the lyrics got the title repeating too much. haha.at this pt will kai shi sleepy le.haha.cuz d tune a bit nt high also.

愛情風向球 - one of the start v suddenly songs. more qing kuai d song. those tt pple just wave. like the previous album the "holiday" style d ba. quite cute but after zui hao then can wake up a bit but still a bit off. must listen more type?

漂浮的謊言 - really from here a bit switch off liao. either cuz i m tired today or it is just nt tt high. but i think this song has potential of me highing it(now listening 2nd time n kai shi noticing it). cuz the tune is nice. nt familiar for the lyrics yet. has potential jiu dui le. if i can get past d fact d lyrics can rhyme better.

虛假遊戲 - shuwei's last contribution. nice cuz got the word cinderella.hahahah. i think this song d tune not bad. quite sleek. haha. i think out of the 3 songs shu wei wrote the lyrics of i prefer this ba. as in the tune n lyrics in general. tune wise i prefer wu lai cuz more high. but this one is more balanced.haha.

不在乎有沒有以後 - i c the title n stun diao. but ok lyrics nth to with it. i think slow songs wise this is the 2nd one tt stood out. tune wise.maybe cuz after previous track kai shi woke up. i really need to take a second look at the lyrics after prelims.

打敗 - for some reason i can imagine lucify or sly(nt exactly v diff) singing this. haha. dunno y. er i think it is OK only.

in conclusion, energy without milk can't really high qi lai. but kunda get to sing more. haha. i think they cannot zhou d high fan tian lu xian le ba. but might be a gd change since they ARE getting older. haha. i think the previous album more variation in style thru out album more xi ying li ba. but this album i think is more the must listen more n more nai ting type. like jolin's. haha.

obviously as an energy fan i would ask pple to buy n super ultra promote. but energy album(like show's) is more worth it if is gai ban cuz their mai dian is the dancing. the songs got some nice some ok. but diff pple might like diff songs so ya.

after prelims must listen non stop!!!!!!!!!!! n learn lyrics!!!!!!! haha

oh ya post lyrics. nt energy songs yet. but i can predict tt i will post ai si kong first. haha.

first song is yi zhi hen an jing. i noe it is old lah. but cuz i listen to yi qian ling yi ye n d tune v similar so i ask delia send me n i liked it. from xian jian de. next song is zhuo bian cuz finally k box have n because of tt song i can reach d high notes for those songs after tt. so must thank it. haha. but for tt song itself is po ying de. haha.

一直很安静 - ah sang

空荡的街景
想找个人放感情
做这种决定
是寂寞与我为邻
我们的爱情
像你路过的风景
一直在进行
脚步却从来不会为我而停

给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名

你说爱像云
要自在飘浮才美丽
我终於相信
分手的理由时候很动听

给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名

给你的爱一直很安静
我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是曾经
却发现爱一定要有回音

给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名

给你的爱一直很安静
除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘份是用来说明
你突然不爱我这件事情

左边 -rainie

总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰
担心短暂的晴天随时都可能
被阴狸收回
等待有机会最坏也最甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你所以连快乐里
都装满伤悲

你不曾发觉
你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切爱少的可怜
伸出右手想陪着你
向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信你会了解

总在埋怨过你的冷漠之后
又急着说抱歉
仿佛向疏远的你乞求一点体贴
都是我不对
结果有可能最美也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许太自由的你心里面那个家
谁也不能回

我一直相信
总有一天
你会用左手
牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远却会实现
心在同一边就能够听见
你说的那句我爱你

你一定看的见

act i wanted to make it easier for pple to read by pasting the entries but i v lag today n v lazy also so forget it. anywaye, pple pls go read shirley n clarence's entries!!! shir's blog add is : www.libragal88.blogspot.com and clare's can be found in my link. pls also refer to clare's comments board for his latest entry n share ur views about the word f**k.

finally figure out. yay. act still got one left. but wtv.

i tot i would not have much to blog. oh well. things changed.

oh ya next mon onwards i will only come online on fri so pple feel free to tag but i will only reply on fridays n maybe weekends.

ok i can't exactly rmb wat happened earlier this week cuz now a bit luan le. errr i just summarise mon-wed ba. monday i really cannot rmb. tues went to watch lake house with yy. wed pon gp then yy went my house to watch bai fen bai.

bai fen bai s.h.e eps v nice!!!! haha. i love their he ying. n for goodness sake show is mine so can they stop making fun of show n selina.

ok zhong dian thurs n fri. i will just narate n show evidences. my response will come later.

thurs

pe danced. DAMN stupid. dun wanna talk about it just a pure waste of time. during pe break went to lt early then crap. jessie walk in fuming mad. ok hai hao lah. apparently she confronted qy about class fund. er in canteen n had kinda big argument thing. so we were all just jk about it n try to cheer her up.

qy stomps in looking more pissed. she slammed her bag onto the seat n threw a notebook thing at jessie. hit jessie's nose i think. lightly. then she stomp off to dunno where else. everyone just stun. quite tense. then fine lor rest of the day pass by. shiqi was determined to sit on the fence. so was i.

qy blogged tt night:

I am damn pissed off today in school... thanks THAT person... *stamped feet*

Count THAT person luckily if i din scream at THAT person...

I dont believe...

THAT person keeps critising me... Try to find fault with me isit? So what you are a damn good student in class? Your attitude sux...

Just wanna say a BIG BLOODY thankyou to THAT person for saying the following stuff to me..

"You are really a low efficicent treasurer.."

"You just squander one-fifth of the class funds on XXX's present.."

"You are being unfair to the rest of the class..."

How NICE is THAT person to me right?And now.. i would like to clarify the things once and for all...

1. Class funds is owing alot of pple money... 72bucks for gp... 30bucks for phy... 13bucks for chem...

2. The class leader suggest to donate to UNICEF/UNISEF (dont know the spelling)... So means everyone donate 1buck... which is 25bucks taken from class funds... dont ask me why the class leader din inform the class about this.. it's TOTALLY not within my responsibility...

3. Also, out of the 24 pple in class... 20 agreed to share XXX's present... so isnt it obvious that the limit is 2bucks each? Anyway... the total for the present is 53... so means the extra 13bucks is forked out from me and wene and sq's pockets... so the rest of the class dont complain when that are paying a mere 2bucks... (and to THAT person.. yes.. 2bucks can eat a meal in school... but what's wrong with just forking out 2bucks to share the present of our dear classleader who contributed so much to the class? so shut up your big fat mouth that it's unfair...)

4. Besides all this... does anyone have any idea how much wksh the teachers are printing for us now? All the answer keys... revision wkwh... etc etc...

Therefore... if anyone is unhappy about the present money... or dont want it to be taken from class funds... then just come up to me and say that "hey, let's settle the present money outside class funds"

Minus away mine, wene and sq's money... (total is 53bucks... so we fork out 19bucks including the 2bucks to class funds each)... the remainder amount is 34bucks.. since 20 pple minus away the 3 of us... so means the remaining 17 pple are to share that 34bucks...

HENCE!!! I REPEAT!!! If you are not happy about this arrangment.. then you better come up to me and pay the class fund 2bucks back...

Ok.. that's all I have to say... and if anyone wanna asks why I write this here... i shall tell you why...

Pls be also mindful of my feelings... being treasurer is not as easy as you think... do you know how many reps come up to me and ask for money for the notes? Yes.. i know that normally they will have to pay using their own money... but then... does anyone really know how stressful i am? I have to keep track of so many accounts.. and it is SUPER ridiculous to collect 10cents from everyone just because the notes cost 2.4bucks... i dont mind collecting... but this is simply too troublesome and irritating... do you know i have to like see the 'faces' of the pple when i collect money from them? It's damn irritating...

And... to THAT person.. if you really think you can be a much better and efficient treasurer.. go ahead and ask the position from me... i dont mind... since my post in class is already endorsed long ago... Oya, I forget to say... PLS THINK BEFORE YOU TALK... not everyone can just smile and not be angry at your words... do you know how i feel when you said those things to me? do you? do you? i dont think you did... so pls be more mindful of other pple's feelings... i am only a human... or compared to THAT person.. i am probably a lesser human in acadamic ways...

So... to ask me to speak to the class about this thing will probably cause me to breakdown and cry... because THAT person is speaking to me in a manner that is in fact ACCUSING me of misusing class funds...

And to those whose birthday presents are not as ex.. i apologise... but this doesnt mean it's my fault...

Ok.. I shall blog until here... got any comments... just come straight to me.. and to THAT person.. i doubt i will be able to forgive u... i am not a saint btw...

(the end)

fair enuf. comments later.(oh ya qy if u ever read this i apologize if there is some copy right thing or smth since my blog dun have ur link i just making it easier n more accessible for pple to learn more about u)

today

relatively peaceful. at lunch it was the main discussion topic. apparently ho ying was sitting between jessie n qy when this happened. ok out of pt. lets just say aileen was pretty worked up. n VERY pissed n 100% on jessie's side. qy noes we r talking about her cuz it was pretty obvious.

oh ya during break found out some pple in class recieved this msg(i ask jessie to forward me during lunch). oh n gp v funny we spend one period relaxing. as in we just sat there close eyes n listen to soothing music. mr mohan is damn interesting. but he quite zhai. only 1 apts student. mr yong got more than 10 lor.

after sch b4 bio we just rot in library. mel, shir, jessie n i. then qy came over to collect money for the present. ok fair enuf. then jessie suddenly argue until pay $1. then smth about replacing d class fund or for d present. i think jessie meant d money should be to replace class fund used for present. then qy say is for present. either waye it is just a HUGE misunderstanding n not v frenly tone were used then ya ok. moving on.

when i came online after charmed everyone asked me go read qy's blog. so i did:

Ok.. my anger hasnt been appease yet... yes... i am still fuming... and the temperature is still on the rise...

I dont believe it... the look on those pple faces' when i go collect money from them... how could they see the money to share the present as extra class fund?

Hellooo... *give a knock on their empty heads*... the money i collecting now is the amount they should pay for the present... not for the class fund... in other words... is to replenish the class fund because class funds is used to pay for the present...

And the worst thing is.. THEY DIAO ME!!! F*** OFF LARX!!!! Damn them larx... they think they damn big isit? So what class fund is used to pay the present? Everyone is sharing ma... except for some guys obviously... but then... this doesnt mean i wont collect money to replenish right?? right?? hello... so pls use that brain to think!! THINK!!!

ARGH!!! How could they being so simplistic? as if i am taking the money for my own use... so stop looking at me as if i am a stealer or sort of thing... i have enough money to buy 10 plush lorx... crazy pple... PUI!!!

Oya... almost forgot... they still dare to bargain with me!!! I sms them to bring 2bucks today and they din replied... so means they have no objections... but today.. what happen? they give me that disgusted face and bargain with me!!! what's the difference between 1buck and 2bucks huh? 100cents!!! that will probably be their answer...

Well.. the conclusion is that they are all misers.... stingy pple... *yucks*

Hmm... i think i forgot to mention... it's not really the whole class larx... the guys are ok... cuz they nv bother about these stuff de... then some of my close frends are obviously on the same line as me... as for THAT person, the more i see, the more i wanna puke... and probably the same for her gang... dao what dao... nv dao before arhx.. *digusted*

(the end)

ok my turn to comment. on thurs i really intended to sit on the fence. ok jessie is ij gurl so i m a bit siding on her side but i really thing jessie also a bit blunt but qy threw stuff at her so ok fence. then i read qy's blog. firstly, jessie is not known for her sensitivity n qy is can get emotional sometimes. so after reading d whole entry qy really a bit misunderstood.

after lunch n listening to aileen reason(man she's gd) qy begin to seem to be more on d wrong side le. cuz she doesn't really keep track of how money is spent. tt's y we r constantly in debt. but maybe also partly cuz our class dun exactly pay up on time. either waye aileen just conclude tt she is not exactly the best treasurer. nobody's perfect ba.

ok after reading her entry today. I M FREAKIN PISSED. jessie! wo ting ni dao di! haha. qy: if u r pissed just spell out the word fuck n dun act innocent. if u want us to pay $2 for d present just fucking say it n stop stuttering whenever u argue with jessie cuz tt doesn't fucking help.

just because u r not the most competant treasurer in the whole wide world doesn't give u d right to dismiss everyone else as stingy or stupid. b4 asking us to think y dun u use wtv brain cells u have left to think about y on earth we seem to be against u. seriously, u think u r the victim or smth? u dun even have enuf sense of judgement to decide wtf our "look" represent. if there is any fucking reason we r dao-ing u from now on, try reflecting on ur entry.

n d next time b4 u blog about "everyone", y dun u try to see the fact tt there r actually pple who r sittin on the fence n ur entry doesn't exactly bring joy to their lifes. anywaye i seriously doubt qy will read this. but my pt is, anyone who reads d entry n is still totally on qy's side is really her gd fren.

haiya n i m a bit distracted cuz of ghost whisperer so can't exactly think properly so ya in conclusion: qy has made some mistakes by not keeping records(she tears d reciepts once everything is cleared), our class doesn't pay up on time hence we r constantly in debt, jessie should not have scolded qy, i dun think they exactly mentioned some pple in class shared d present n qy's blog is a little ridiculous.

i really nth much to say le. so did not expect d class to end up like tt at this time of d yr. i think most pple would rather be neutral but if guys u all have to take a side, where would u stand?

happy anniversary li ting n jem! haha.

wah wonder if mine will ever happen. ok first must get bf. n must get past one week, then 1 mth. omg seems long. hehe.

i noe a lot of crybabies. fortunately i m not one.

ok i have alr decided tt after today, i will only blog like once a week or when got smth interesting or bday.. er i think more like once a week ba. n on fri's cuz i m most not productive on fris. BUT i might not blog every single friday. exactly a mth to prelims! dying.

i love ghost whisperers!!!! make me control until throat v v v v pain now. ugh.

oh ya happy early bday david! cuz i not blogging tmr. oh yes pple tmr watch shi zi lu kou!!!!!!!! jolin!!!!!!!!!!!!

anywaye i m happy today cuz i manage to slp thru the night despite getting damn long to fall asleep. but i dui bu qi xiao zhu cuz i dreamt of xiao gui! omg.

morning assembly damn funny. is like we saw joseph up there then he look damn smug. then the teacher make announcement n he stood behind him. then he announce some asean questions thing n among all the jcs n joseph came in 3rd. OMG. then he representing singapore to be up against rest of asean countries. OMG DAMN THROW FACE. OMG OMG. i think aileen almost pengz there. haha. omg.

phy lecture VERY boring. break then gp did essays. aiya sure fail de forget it. bio lecture v boring. n aileen kena damn weird questions. then lunch. then chem tutorial. stupid ms soh! bully me again! is like she keep asking us to faster cuz rmb yu ning needs go early de. dotz leh!!!!! then aileen kept saying "waye waye" then shir was like "go where ar?" pengz

after sch waited for yy to go watch click. then shir n i helped the lousy tt captain look for his blockers. tt sissy boy dun even dare talk to lim kok wee in the end shir n i asked for him lah. then mr lim ask us y we help him. haha. then class 10 gurl is act from ex tt de! then she ask me if i m then ask me play with her. bleah. she played with someone else in the end.

suan yy all the waye with shir till we reached mrt station. n left the train. haha. watched click! i want watch again! cuz it's nice! haha. ok lah i think some pple still haven watch so i dun wan spoiler. but it's nice lah. n i think a lot of pple will cry after watching.

i want a control tt can record dreams! haha. n other functions..

er after the movie i wan quan fang kong. dunno y. then saw yan han. i act recognised him lah. but according to yy he tot i didn't. yay i proud of my memory. oh ya fyi to those who dunno, yan yi n yan han r not related. haha.

nth much le ba. c u guys next week! mug mug mug!!!

happy birthday calvin! n my grandma! n i think zh's dad. oh n singapore of course.

i can't rmb anything all of a sudden. died.

er blog about yesterday first ba. super lack sleep cuz of grey's anatomy. then when i finally manage to fall asleep my aunt kicked me. bleah. so ya. reach sch quite early then just sit there n listen to ipod. then shir came. then jessie they all came. then jessie kept looking at shir's low neckline then shir had to cover with her bag. haha.

then aileen came then jessie change target. tsk tsk. then say aileen v chio some more. then while queueing there for assembly mohan was like asking aileen "u spend whole of yesterday dressing up?" cuz she wasn't in sch. lame leh.

concert was ok. i just played with yy's handphone whole day n got my first gold trophy for the game! yay! haha. then listened to some pple who wrote national day songs which r really not bad lor. then got the great s'pore dress up. v v v v v lame can. is like somebody dress at as supermand. then use ajc pe t shirt as cloak so say tt "aj will alwayes be behind singapore"

somebody use newspapers to dress up merlion. then say represent s'pore's thrist for knowledge. then got samsui woman(go back to our roots) then got mr kiasu. oh ya superman had spiky hair to represent esplanade. then got one gal dress in a skirt made of ntuc plastic bag. then the guy explain cuz everyone in singapore goes ntuc. then he was wearing a pap necklace then say cuz he was forced to. haha.

went k box with yy n shir.on the waye there felt hungry so went to eat. then yy say gt burger king then we dun believe. then really have so we ask her she hun na li de. then shir say she hun everywhere. then we both say xiao hun hun at same time. hehe.

got kelly! but no ai neng bu neng bu bian n wo men zhe me le so v sad. as usual i sucked. shir sing ke ai nice leh!! n i made yy sang a lot of crap songs so v proud of myself. haha. er ya nth else le ba. haha. oh ya tp k box is freakin cold. is like i lend yy my jacket cuz at first not cold cuz quite high. then the food sucked n dun have my songs so i sad diao. then i just sat there n sing then freeze diao. so spend most of the time trying to keep myself from shivering too much although i was. haha. then just shake there n sing lor. poor shir rashes lah. haiz.

then went home n slp n woke up to watch bai fen bai then go for dinner. bus ride v long so slept. queue damn long. then stone. then eat n go watch fireworks!

i m not delia. so ya one photo cuz the rest also v horrible. the videos nicer lah!!! hahahaha.

stuck in traffic jam for VERY long then just sit in front of aircon n listen to radio. then like nth much le. today woke up late. hehe. act woke up at like 7 then after an hour manage to go back to slp. yay! then my rm aircon damn cold tt's y took so long. then went for lunch. yay jap food. then rot around then went home watch tv then national day parade then si then ya the end. haha. did compre. tt's it lor. so tmr MUST do essay. n cnanot slp!!! ugh. ok lah stop here for now.

lyrics. er 2 cuz i can't decide which one.

but both jolin!

倒带

我受够了等待你所谓的安排说的未来到底多久才来

总是要来不及才知道我可爱我想依赖而你却都不在

应该开心的地带你给的全是空白一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海

我在幸福的门外却一直都进不来你累积给的伤害我是真的很难释怀

终於看开爱回不来而你总是太晚明白最後才把话说开哭著求我留下来

终於看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍你的手却放不开宁愿没出息求我别离开

你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来我的眼泪却一直掉下来

过去怎黱交代你该给的信赖被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖

从我脸上的苍白看到记忆慢下来过去甜蜜在倒带只是感觉已经不在

而我对你的期待被你一次次摔坏已经碎成太多块要怎黱拼凑跟重来

假裝

呼吸着一种孤独的味道心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉

我笑了笑　反正你看不到我要的幸福遗落在你怀抱

当爱失了焦那些最初的美好早被你搁在一角

街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号

记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳穿过想你的味道

我只想不被打扰

假装多好　我只要只想要　再拥有一秒

去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠

继续等待还心甘情愿的不想逃

当爱失了焦那些最初的美好早被你搁在一角

街上拥挤人潮走着看着都是摧眠符号

记忆停不了穿过读你的心跳穿过想你的味道

我只想不被打扰

假装多好　我只要只想要　再拥有一秒

去相信你的拥抱一直会让我依靠继续等待心甘情愿不想逃

假装多好　依然是依然是　暧昧的tone调

一个人无理取闹两人世界的煎熬我被自己困在自己设下的圈套

像是驼鸟相信时间是唯一解药视而不见傻到了无可救药

其实早明了你的爱已随风飘想要找再也找不到

假装自己已解开冰冷的手铐

i m sleepy again! but next few days can slp! yay! haha.

mdm ong nt in sch today so slacked for 2 periods. let shir listen to the jolin n tao ze song(which i intended to post lyrics of today but changed my mind) then she guess every single female singer except jolin. lousy.

break copy bio then bio prac v stupid can. dun talk about it. argued damn long about homologous chromosomes. SEE AR. a PAIR of homologous chromosomes, according to mr ong, is formed by 2 chromosomes, one from each parent. then shouldn't it be 2 homologous chromosomes, one from each parent. must have 2 homologous then can form a pair wat. anywaye, i still think i m right then delia just concluded campbell failed gp.

phy lecture v funny cuz sitting next to zhu xuan. is like zhu xuan suddenly started laughing. then i ask wat's up. then zhu xuan was like saying delia say got a cartoon character called delia. then zhu xuan was like "so?" then delia said she is from smurf. then zhu xuan said "so d pt is?" then delia said "i watch pokemon" -_-"""""" then i ask have u ever naq? then she say "d lowest i got was 23" then zx say "still naq!!" omg. haha. we just laugh like MAD lor. but nobody else tot it was funny. :(

lunch then chem tutorial. ms soh was telling us how long chem test will take. then we keep saying try to end earlier. then she say we got a lot of appointments. then i said dental appointment. then she say " u ar yuning alwayes a lot of appointments" then i say "where got?" then she say " every fri after lessons run out. wat appointments huh?" then i just stone n cover face. cuz stupid hamster n yu wen n practically everyone else staring at me. i keep covering face then ms soh was like " see face so red liao!" then i say "my face is alwayes red" then yy was like "omg" cuz i think it was damn red cuz i felt damn hot. ugh!!!! i hate vasodilation!!! then zx say "if aileen was here she would say 'whining' " -_-""""""""""""

after tt did organic chem, which i love. haha. then shir say i do v fast then jessie turn around then say "i finish le" hahahaha. idiot leh she. anywaye math tutorial just play hp. then (ok i just stopped typing for 22 mins straight cuz.. nvm) chem test which i v sad cuz not even B. then go home realise my dad set timer to wrong channel for bai fen bai.

haiya no mood to type le. lyrics.

爱能不能不变-蜜雪薇琪

这个城市不曾下雪
我从不懂你的感觉
这个世界离你那黱远
留下我一个人面对
这片天空曾经好美
在你背我回家的夜
你笑著说你才不会累
要带著我走到永远

爱能不能不变
去锁住时间
一直热恋
天亮以前
再吻你一遍
心却酸了一点

爱能不能不变
就算是时间
给了考验
梦好一点
幸福多一点
舍不得
我们睁开眼

我的黑夜
想著你的白天
只是没人了解
思念的黑眼圈

mi lu bin won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i m bored so i m blogging! haha.

went out for lunch with my grandma then treat her cuz her bday. then bought my cousin's cake. chocolate! hehe.

went home watch jolin's concert which li ting helped me record!! yay li ting u r the best!! haha. jolin is VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!! her dance with energy... omg... haha...

then slept. ok i m a pig. then superband finals!!! ok after dinner. but anywaye, my aunts were fighting over the tv although we have 4. siao pple. is like my aunt wanna watch singapore idol cuz she wanna watch her jonathan. then i say anything so i'll just eat dinner faster n watch in the rm. then my other aunt wanna watch superband cuz she like the song xiao wei. then i ok anything they fight it out. then the remote control i think button spoil liao. just click n click lah. siao.

basically they like xiao hai zi can. then my cousin was like "let jie watch lah. this is the finals." haha. then my other other aunt was like who more impt, ur mum or ur jie? then both my cousins chose me. hahahaha. yay thanks!

so anywaye i finished dinner in 5 mins then sat in front of the tv set. then everybody v v v loud. n i cannot tahan the endless channel surfing so i went into the rm to watch. then got aircon some more. then after a while my cousin joined me. ahaha. followed by my uncle n aunt n another cousin. then outside nobody watch liao.

anywaye the performances. i go by band ba.

lucify: we r k one: i tot tt was their last song but they switched. errr. i got nth to say. dun like k one. haha. n their clothes really not my type. but my cousins like cuz they rock de. xiao wei: they change until not bad cuz still retain their style. so hai hao. then my aunt sang along jiu hair stand le. hehe.

j3: luan wu chun qiu: i think the best part of the whole performance was the hp throwing. damn cool. haha. xiao wei: omg i just melt there. omg damn damn damn damn nice. wow. jazz version v nice. haha. so sad cannot hear them sing the other 2 songs. :(

soul: ju qi lai?: ok lor. nice dancing. but they looked like banana. then my cousin was like "brazil didn't win the world cup lah" haha. xiao wei: i prefer this song by them cuz the dancing not bad is the sleek de type. then their clothes nice also.haha.kai shi dong le: better than expected. cuz they depend on ONE guy. perfect man: OMG. rhythm sux. pitch off. clothes ugh. conclusion: no wonder they lost.

MI LU BIN: qian shou: climax is where the string broke. haha. xiao wei: not bad. but i prefer jazz. woosa: mic got prob izzit. but quite cute lor. so hai hao. yong qi: i just MELT diao. haha. the drummer... omg... love love love him. his voice. i love drummers. haha.

ok now is overall the whole show. is like mi lu bin come out then my uncle ask me y i smile until like tt. then when sam sang yong qi he say y i like shao diao le. then milk finish dancing he concluded i m mad. haha.

then milk's performance. OMG HE CAN DANCE V V V V V WELL. hahahahaha.the producers r brilliant can. ask him perform. but y mr q??????? joyce say cuz energy n jolin danced tt song. anywaye, y glamours??????????????? n y tt stupid bu yao lian d glamour's person stand so close to milk?????????? omg n they cutify the song until cannot. i shall try singing like tt for mr q one day. anywaye i was watching then i kept saying "hou kong fan, hou kong fan.." then he really did! yay! n he v v v v v can shake. n more flexible then a lot of pple. haha.in conclusion: milk's dancing cao zhan! woohoo!!!

ok tt's all i can rmb liao. haha. oh ya! juz b sang tian yu di! lyrics A BIT de off. haha. but not their fault cuz the lyrics really bu hao xue.n mi lu bin won cuz firstly: they like ice milo. secondly: their fans wore pink. n thirdly: they have a v mi ren n gd drummer! haha. so yesh they so deserve it cuz they r the first band/person i support n act win. ok lah the end le. oh ya lyrics. yong qi. :)

勇气 - mi lu bin

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里
你的真心

如果我的坚强任性会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒我虽然心太急更害怕错过你

i wan slp. thus i will type fast then slp.

wat happened today seems a little hazy. phy lecture v de sian. break went to look at class photos. i look damn gross as usual. but i still gg to order all. then some time during the break jessie took my watch. then i just no reaction cuz i quite sure either she or shir take.

then during gp i just did my work n everything. then lessons end jessie return me my watch after i ask her about it. then she say she wanna test my rxn. then i say "worse case scenario i go lost n found or say my watch stolen. how does this sound "jessie peh. 4A students steals a watch"" then she nth to say le.

gp end early! shocking! then bio lecture just watched videos. mr ong say we can revise v fast cuz can just grasp the main concepts. then delia say he slacker. haha. then he bought some books from the money delia n frenz won/got/??? from dunno wat. then he bought this book tt says "why do men have nipples?" omg. he is sooooooo... nvm

then the 3 pple get to choose to adopt a book. then delia wanted the animals one but the whole class ask ehr faster go snatch the nipples one. so she did then we just read it during break. then got a lot of random questions tt have scientific proves. like whether oysters is of any help. haha. n whether tampons causes lost of virginity. whether penis can break. whether man stutters when they ejaculate etc etc. of course got other sections non sex related lah but ya. haha.

chem was paper 2 time prac. TOTALLY FLUNK. i m very disappointed with myself. VERY. in conclusion, i WILL mug for next fri's chem to regain some confidence. is like got one questions cuz i lazy do working n no space so i stop halfwae then faster do so can do organic. haha.

did some work in the library then did some song guessing game thing with shir. i forgot to bring my ipod lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of ALL days!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh! suay leh! anwaye d game was v funny jiu dui le. haha. then bio differentiated programme becames ABCD one grp. so shir n i in the higher grp. then we tot is ong. then we saw rasma so VERY happy.

we were gg at super high speed n could have finished at 5.30.then from travelling on a plane we just crashed when cement entered n begin crawling. is like rasma say ong take over delia went "huh" DAMN loudly. haha. then got one question is like the hazard of placing human gene in bacteria. then delia say "bacteria might colonize human" pengz

then our row answer last questions. so i read v v v v v fast then started laughing. cuz i dunno wat i saying also. then shir was like "relax!" hehe. v funny wat. i feel like i'm rapping lah. except slower. then mr ong say dun need so fast cuz nobody will chase them out as long as he is there. then i jsut resume normal speed then seem v slow so i laugh again. ok smth wrong with me.stress diao n siao liao.

rush to suntec n had dinner. on the waye there shir kept saying i v pampered. wtv. haiya nth much too tired. i wan slp le so the end.

today damn hot leh. so faster type then mug for tmr's time prac then slp. ok dun see how it'll help.

chem lecture seems VERY long. the clock practically wasn't moving at all. n he ended a bit late so must change v fast so can play netball! haha. ok a bit high. cuz i wan play games! haha.oh ya while stretching suddenly notice my hand got red line. scratched myself n didn't even noe lah.

found out it was the last time we playing games cuz next next week is dancing le. :( i DUN WANT STUPID traditional dancing but i want to play play play! anywaye, i wanna say sorry to my fellow team mates from da da!!!! sry sry sry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's all my fault tt we didn't get into next round. n sry to show darling cuz i throw ur face also :( SORRY!!!

anywaye rewind a bit. is like class 10 put all the gd players in 1team n the not so gd ones against us. haha. li ting centre. haha. mel was our centre. she damn zhai can! cuz she short. so can run around w/o being noticed. haha. then i keep asking her to kick li ting n stick to her like glue. then she told me in the end she didn't cuz li ting's watch kept knocking her v pain.

at first v confusing cuz dunno who to play wat position. at first sham play GD but she injured so qy took over. then hamster played GK. she is VERY blur can. the teacher keep asking for GK then she just like stand around. then i say eh GK then she "huh ya?". DOTZ.

hoho was GS cuz her shooting not bad also. haha. then wen e GA. she ROX can! omg dman zhai!! she today totally on form. shir was WA. didn't see much of her cuz we in charge of diff ends. i was WD. i m quite ok with my performance ba cuz the WA of 1005 touch ball like once.nobody wan pass ball to be leh. :( i noe i short then cannot see me right? :(( at first leading by 2-0. then draw 2-2.

teacher decided that we have scissors paper stone. omg. end up i play against the WA. then i kept saying play hai dai instead then hamster also kept shouting hai dai. haha. anywaye, in the end i lost 2-1. so we could not get into finals. SRY!!!!!! should have suggested tt we see the 2nd match which class win then if class 10 win we play finals if 09 win they play. sry sry sry!!!

damn depressed after tt. so umpiring de shi hou also a bit bias. d one i guard last week never play this week then suddenly tap me from behind. then i shoud go 09 then she say boo!DOTZ leh. but she's quite cute n frenly lah. haha.

anywaye aileen played defense. n after a v fast paced match we lost 4-0. i think aileen quite sad about it ba. so ya nvm move on. then we just stayed back n play some more. i 1 against 4 GS. rubbish can. haha. dman tiring. then i still geng geng yu huai so played scissors paper stone with mel. won every single one. she also bu shuang so kept asking to replay. haha. then for the rest of the day i didn't lose once. haiz i got nth to say.oh ya then hamster call me "quan shao" cuz show is "quan wang" hehe.

then played a bit of bball. yay finally! aileen DAMN zhai. omg. anywaye bathed then did the sch quality quiz thing. is like 1 qn ask if got bullied in sch ma. then i say yes cuz of aileen. ahhahaha. then et was like "more like u bully pple then u get bullied" then i ask who got bullied by me b4. half the class raise up hand. DOTZ.

math lecture just fang kong. then hamster say i look v tired. haiya i still v sad tt i lost scissors paper stone. :(( gp boring. then phy tut damn funny. cuz shir lock d back door. then the knob started shaking. then she open n saw mrs tay(vp) outside. haha. then some time during discussion zx was like saying i so smart then should open a minimart. then apparently mrs tay glared at her. hahahaha.

oh ya we were like checking our chi characters. think i will call mel jia yi cuz it's nice. haha. then shir kena laughed at cuz of mei feng. then i call wilopo ling er cuz she is called fu ai ling. eng thai is act called chai yong tai lor. nice surname. haha. then terence's chi name is kun li. then he kept insisting he is called li hai. then surname hen. so he only react when ho ying called him hen li hai. then yu wen is called long yu wen(surname lung in eng) then we expected it to be "lan" so sounds like lan nu ren. haha.

after sch went to eat my ajisen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay thank u shirley!!!!!!!!!!! n my tako pachi!!!!!!!!!!! i m sho happy. haha. oh ya on our waye up the stairs this st nicks gurl was walking like a wondering lost spirit or smth. she stand v straight, ting xiong, n walk VERY slowly. v freaky lah.

then down the escalator shir suddenly said "omg i cant believe this" then i look up n saw the cldds teacher tt shir spends half her life avoiding. then we just walk past n smile v fakely then shir after 5secs jiu say "SHIT!" damn loudly. hahahahha.

ok lah this entry a bit de long liao. haven study!!! so the end!

congrats to zhu xuan from passing le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! milo club de leader never disappoint us!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!! haha

today ben lai quite high. then after sch a bit fang kong. then see show le jiu recover a bit le. haha.

today whole day sneeze like mad. ugh. who thinking of me own up!!! hehe.

apparenlty ms leong won't be in sch from now till national day. :) hehe. then the jap exchange students r here le. last yr's better looking. n one of them SUPER look like gurl. omg shocked.

after assembly gg to class de shi hou smth happened which shir n hamster reacted exact same waye. wth lah i dun understand them. then math jessie n yong yong argue dao mad. in the end misunderstanding dao siao. haha.

break found the rm damn cold so just walked around the sch. haha. gp lecture barely awake. then gp tutorial had to do some write sentence thing. like mohan say "marriage" so we r suppose to write a sentence. terence sentence was smth smth life time happiness. mohan heard unhappiness. then shir said "build on love n trust" mohan heard "love n lust". well tt concluded his age.

bio tutorial ended 5mins early. shocking. apparently he thinks we were let off 45mins early b4. he really needs a new watch. then he still busy trying to convince us we had 45mins not 30mins for the paper. in the end he just say we need more training. no apology. surprise surprise.

chem tutorial did mcq which i TOTALLY FLUNKED. omg v v v v v sad. then lecture lky seem to have smth against rj. first he was like "turn to the rj paper, the sch known for setting interesting questions" ok i dun rmb the exact adjective he used. but ya it had -ve connotation. then he say "all the schs like to give long answers when xchanging papers. rj is well known for tt. so u all can treat their answers as lecture notes" -_-"

lunch zx was sharing qian bian wen da ti stuff. so ya here goes(answers revealed tmr):
there was this bus driver. then one day some old lady boarding the bus then damn slow so he bu shuang n push her off the bus n she fell n died. so he was prosecuted n sentence to death. so he was suppose to be electrocuted. then in the rm got a bunch of bananas. then he never die. so why didn't he die?

ok u guys probably dunno the answer. so anywaye the next day he driving bus again. n tis time he waited for the old lady to board the bus cuz he learnt his lesson. but she slipped n fell to death. sentence to death it is for him again. this time, the bananas was still there BUT he DIED. y pple y did he die? tag ur answers!

anywaye now i feel really like a diary thing. cuz everyone online is asking me like wat needs to be done by tmr etc. do i seem like a noe it all? haha but nvm i enjoy answering also. then gp was VERY sleep inducing. aka i dozed off. then i write n try to stay awake at the same time. so the handwriting was not bad. hehe.

after sch jiu sit on the bus n fang kong. n ya... ok nvm i dunno how to continue. just... haiyo anywaye went home to stare at xiao zhu. shuai dai le. omg he wear tighter top then his biceps. hahahahhaha. ok nvm.

oh ya k box got 3 new s.h.e songs le. haha. according to hamster.

lyrics. act wanted to post ring ring ring. but changed my mind.

s.h.e-我们怎么了

落泪以前
再看一眼
你模糊侧脸
这会不会
是最后纪念
我凝视你
而你凝视
窗外的阴天
一句抱歉
都僵在嘴边

我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否
住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否
能让什么复活

你的笑脸
还在胸前
晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕血
如果我们
继续向前
走进雨里面
会不会有
溶解的危险

我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否
住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否
能让什么复活

明明从前
连真挚都很甜美
现在怎会
说句话
就能肿一边

我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否
住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否
能让什么复活

happy birthday marinah!

i m sleepy alr. haha. past few days slp later than usual so today will try to mi bu if i can ever finish doing tutorials. (omg watching bai fen bai.jolin at yan zi's concert VERY HOT N VERY FLEXIBLE!!!!!!!!! omg!!! li sheng jie sang mr q for his concert. OMG) should have slept instead.

this morning everyone trying to study bio.phy tut mdm ong not around.so ya mug. then hamster bought f.i.r album n zh bought nqmm album so was looking at posters n lyrics booklet.

civics became gp again. break information overload le so stopped studying. math tutorial n math lecture boring. yong yong VERY loud can!!! i covered my ears thruout the entire lecture. then after he finish my ears ringing liao.

bio test. first half an hour he spent explaining about thyroid stuff. then at 12.10(according to i dun rmb who) he gave out the papers. then he ask everybody dun start first then must make sure everyone got the paper. then he started the paper at 12.15(verified by 1/4 of the class) without telling us how long is the paper.

according to someone else again, at 12.40(i think) he said 15 more mins. then his graph a bit blur so he stop us for a while then explain a bit. then he say finish ur last line n times up n stop writing at 12.45. then he say we r given approcimately 1.2 min per mark. n the paper is 30 marks. so we should finish in 36mins. then he gave us 45mins n we did not finish.

so in mid yrs he cheated our feeling by telling us there is sexual repro in human. after get back paper n result slip he went thru the mcq questions n 2 were marked wrongly so he cheated us of our marks. now he cheat us of our time. i really nth to say le. resigned to my fate. about 3 more mths. haiz.

lunch v bored. civics also. discuss about wat to wear for national day. dman waste of time. bio tutorial visualiser spoil so waste a lot of time. then no pe then i ask shir pei wo play bball. in the end cannot play cuz they dun lend us the ball cuz having lessons. :( so went shopping instead! haha.

oh ya this is by yy:

she basically did this for most of the pics in the lyrics book n made it into a booklet. i like the pink. next is my fav pic in the whole of the original lyrics book. but also the best she drew ba.

ok super super paisehz my photography skills ddn't do it justice. delia teach me how to take photos!!! haha.

ok no time le. the end.