today is a v weird day. as in i can't decide whether i should be happy or sad today. but since tmr got piano i think is more on the lower end ba. haha.

(i like jennifer love hewitt.haha.ok watching tv. this will take forever)

half an hour has passed n i m still here.tian ar.haha.act today nth much happen so should be not long de entry.anywaye,phy lecture sianz.gp watched shawshank redemption.watch b4 le but still nice.haha.stupid aileen say my head big!hmph.then mr mohan say next week break time collect gp paper.bleah.can't wait.

bio lecture went in de shi hou saw a stack of bio papers on the chair.then freeze diao.then cannot conc on lesson at all.n ms yap go thru damn fast.(i really like jennifer love hewitt leh)then the papers.haiya damn horrible.50 on d dot.n a lot of pple did better than me so quite sad.n i spend a damn long time studying bio as compared to all the other subjects.(jen love damn skinny leh)i seriously wonder if i could have done any better if i spend the time i spend on sexual repro in human on the other subjects.haiz.damn disappointed can! freakin waste of time.haiz!i feel damn loser lah.shir spend 2 days n did better than me.haiya dun talk about it.

on our waye to chem lab from lt mr yong saw us.then he ask us where is delia.then pass us our papers n a stack of tutorials n ask us pass to delia.ok this one was predictable.41.5. big fat O.act i think if i worked harder i might have passed.3.5 marks.haiz.should be can de right?i m so gonna listen during revision lectures.is like we settle down in chem lab then delia was like "i got an A!" then say jessie got 94.or smth.then ms soh was like asking y we do so much better for math than chem then i was like "where got?!" haha. (show end liao i still haven finish!haiyo.i love the show!!!! highly reccomended!!!)

anywaye i was passing around the math stuff then when i turn around i saw my paper on the table.then i look down n saw 60.then quite disappointed then felt tt i do quite badly n like beaten by half the class.then she was saying the results then say got 1A n 1B. then A jessie lah 72.then not stable A. anywaye i just stun there when i heard 1 B. then she say is me then i cai an sin.haha.then she say on d dot also.bleah.then she say no C then delia was like "huh?" then she was oh ya got one then is delia.haha.tt's how well the class did.

then she went on n on about how she dun understand y our class didn't really do well.but overall in the level maybe not bad.then she closing le then she walk to the centre of the lab which i m sitting close to.then she say must put in hard work etc then she look at me n like "right? must put in hard work?" then i was damn tempted to say just copy jessie's tutorial then i just like give the huh look n nod a bit.bleah.

then smth damn weird happen.her hormones ar.it was damn random n sudden can.she just suddenly say "actually got one person in ur class that i want to mention.is like last yr i didn't tot of her as gd at chem lah.as in her result just ok.then this yr she suddenly do well then like suddenly stand out(ok seriously i can't rmb exactly wat she say but this is the gist of it)." then she like whole time looking around the class then she look at me then she continue looking. then somebody behind say my name then she was like "ya jiu shi yu ning lah"then i stun n stun. then she was like jessie mei you she me hao shuo le.then continue rambling which i alr didn't listen cuz too stunned. then she suddenly look at me then like "actually i want to ask u for a very long time le.you work very hard this yr izzit?" then i really dunno how to answer.cuz seriously i m still copying tutorial.maybe cuz this yr organic chem ba.then i just shrug n stone.thank god she stopped n move on about how some pple in class use to be gd but drop but some get better etc etc.then jiu song le yi kou qi.

actually this was kinda the reason y i m not as bothered about my bio n math results as i should be.i dun rmb the last time i was seriously praised by an adult.cuz my fam won't even praise me even if i get straight A's.so a bit shuang.but in public so a bit malu.but ya overall still shuang.i so totally love ms soh now lah.haha.ok seriously i m not v pls v my results or anything n i noe this is not a big deal or anything to like a lot of pple but to me, this kinda stuff doesn't come v often(ok seriously i think it will not happen ver again) so ya i will rmb this n appreciate it.seriously who doesn't like to be praised.this is the first n last time le ba.but better than never.i bet nobody in my fam will believe tt B for chem is considered ok.n they will just scold me for getting a freakin B n deproving n never work hard n keep playing comp but for this test it doesn't matter ba.i think.ok i shall return to prove this pt when i get my scolding.

then she suddenly ask about our math results then ask who pass.bleah.i just continue stoning.haiz.then she like finish talking le so let us off.finally.tian ar.then shir was like she zhao jiu guess ms soh talking about me.pengz.then i just keep talking about chem n rubbing salt into her wound.haha.then she shen qi le so i say how her math n bio thrash me lor.hmph.

went j8 for lunch with shir.but can't finish.no appetite.then rush back to sch for squash.but still late.haha.then just talk with the other alpha pple n watch the matches.panther won! cuz thaddeus damn scary. i was watching the other court the match then i heard a bang sound then turn to see the court he is in then he like crash into the wall or smth cuz leg cramp.too long never play le lah.haha.so walkover so panther won.netball also panther won cuz of aileen lor.haha.

after watching netball match walk to mrt station n saw jessie.damn qiao.then ask her about chess then she suddenly say wo heng li hai cuz chem improve.n how she is damn disappointed about herself n say she is too complacent etc etc etc.tian ar.her results are like AAB now.like wth.i dream also cannot get AAB can.n delia CCA v li hai hor?y m i surrounded by smart pple???

go home watch tv n did nth.haha.lu guang rox! ghost whisperer rox! ok suddenly feel quite tired. the end le.