i fully intended for the first line of today's entry to be "i m F**KING pissed off and tired now" but smth wonderful happened thanks to my darling mummy duck so it is gg to be "i m so damn happy but still tired now!!"

lets go in proper order. yesterday slp late cuz of superband. then today like a bit off. shir cut her hair! got fringy. hehe. then she spend VERY LONG in the toilet to hold it up with water so her fringe can't be seen. then phy tutorial cuz she was awake so tt she won't mess up her hair, then i stayed awake too. then also rubbing my eyes like mad. civics found out about dinner and dance. at meritus mandarin AGAIN. WTH. sooooooooo didnt wanna go. then all ij de never go. plus zhu xuan. then smth damn funny happened. cuz mel was b4 me. then she say she wanna go. then et ask me. then mel say she no money. then et say he pay for her. then the whole sentence plust together (cuz everyone can only hear et) became "yuning i pay for you". haha damn funny. anywaye, in the end shir n i say we would go if jessie goes cuz yy kena persuaded by aileen. then zhu xuan kena persuaded by delia whom persuaded jessie so shir n i no choice :(

(starts blogging faster cuz abandoned by SOMEONE) break then math tutorial. then math lecture. damn stupid lah cuz we like passing messages around. verbally. so not v de soft. then bio lecture mr ong quite nice so like spend half the time watching video. at tt time throat starting to feel funny so cough there. now still coughing. haha. lucky i not singing for cl concert.

lunch then civics. quite nice the talk. cuz they invited mr gilbert tan whom like broke his neck n the doc says he cannot live more than 5 yrs(the doc died 10yrs ago) then he like can draw paintings with his mouth n write/compose songs. damn zhai. his talents add up more than a lot of pple plus together lor. n the stuff he drew with his mouth i can't even draw with my hands. haiz. then he said smth about must cancel out negative tots then i just turn n look at yunlong. haha. oh ya b4 tt during gp mohan talk about common mistakes in thinking then it is like yy's personal description.haha.

ran to classrm for bio cuz scared he scold. but he dind't leh. damn weird. then he gd mood n everything. then ask me some question about how growth. then he ask like y when he ask question everyone like so scared n eyes open big big. then i said but my eyes only one size. then he say u sure or not. then hamster answered yes. then he stop n ask shir question. haha.

pe damn tiring. 2 rounds warm up. 6 rounds ( i walked like mad so 18.33 next week fail le! yay!) then one round(suppose to be 2 but end up walk 1 round) spend damn long (from break till after pe) persuading pple to buy tix. the guys ar. i persuade until can die. still sold none.haiz

went lt 3 for rehearsal. seriously i think the concert is gg to be damn funny. both the drama n a certain song. for the wrong reasons except for one skit. haha. shall not elaborate much. just concluded that the teacher is damn funny (say li ting looks more mature so must dress more hip -_-" n ask her more expressions b4 she started singing. er yy, shir n i laugh simultaneously. :P) and jerica damn funny (she should just do all the actions for every song) n all the guys are nice! (i said all cuz one of them is not a guy. no prize for guessing who) saw "her" walking up steps then i just put down table n cross leg to be ready to argue with wtv "she" was gg to say. then we argue until all 'she" can say is tt i dun understand de n stutter a bit then the teacher call "her" off. yay.

left sch late. stink like mad. go home bathe eat argue get pissed get high blog. study time! lyrics first. cuz just recieve the song. hehe. tmr full dress rehearsal. die.

only hope - Mandy Moore

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over, and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over, and over, and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours I pray
To be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing, and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours I pray
To be only yoursI know now, you're my only hope

I give you my destiny
I'm givin' you all of me
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm givin' it back

mummy duck! thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you