just watched li ting's video. the lighting damn sucky lah.

today is an yu qing yu 2006!!! finally over le!!! my afternoon slps can be back le!!! then can mug le!!! yay so high. anywaye chronological order.

this morning realise got transition quiz open book. so didn't study. then phy lecture just blank. rub eyes like mad. then try to stretch my thumb more so tmr piano won't be so bad. then slept thru 2nd half of break.tired lah.then wake up eyes damn blury so keep waitin for it to focus(like camera like tt) b4 reading the compre passage. bio lecture mr ong's mood swing faster than we can say "mood swing" lah. oh ya i love fire! haha. cuz the video got show how some plants need forest fire then can grow. haha.

lunch then chem prac turn tutorial. actally for cl concert we r suppose to be let off at 2.15 but she alwayes let us off early so we decided to stay for the whole thing. then she end up only book the rm till 2.15 also. then li ting alr told teacher she leaving at 2.45. haha. so waited for her to change. then busy walking around n look at idol karling make pple's hair. tian ar. the j2 gao mei so mesmerized she just stood there n watch thruout lor. haha. she damn zhai. look at magazine to learn n kan de dong n it is in fan ti some more! win le.

rehearsal ok lor. just one part screwed up cuz everyone talking n forgot to ban props. haha. then b4 we start december was like "dun wear shoes! use key board for cash register so look more like! help me find file!!!" GOSH. then i borred xi ying's file. which eventually got lost. i feel damn bad!!! sry sry sry(like she'll read this). i feel damn responsible for losing the file lah. should have known december kao bu zhu. then we realise we have to move out the props n queue for finale at same time so asked the guys to ban. then the ava guys v nice offered to help! hehe. (i did NOT flirt my waye ok YY) oh ya. shir happily went talking to her darlings from nj n forgot to call the zhu wo shen re kuai le pple. end up i runner can. then dinner totally sucked. ate 2 mouthfuls. oh ya EVERYONE tot the audi was DAMN cold except me. n my face no blush same colour as li ting's. then i went nexus b4 the concert then li ting ask me y my face so red. dotz. then it's the real thing le.

oh ya! joyce was actually early but waited for sam so they late. n 2 of my juniors kena drag to do ticketing so at first quite jing zhang. for some reason yy jing zhang also cuz scared screw up. then i kept running around cuz all the j1s bu jian le. then everytime i run out got somebody need tix. dun rmb the first. then 2nd is the ava person. he was like "stage manager got tix ma?" haha. the ava pple kept calling me boss lah so weird. anywaye, then justin gave me money for the tix also but i ask him wait n got rid of my other tix. haha. first play is the yu di one. got the "ka la ka la bian!" then the angel is "bian hao 89757" damn cute. then qian nan damn zhai can be cat or dog. then chee hui became female. haha. cute lor.

first song is ai si ji mo. not bad lor. then li ting!!! gg to post lyrics later. ni shi wo xin zhong yi ju jing tan!!! nice!!! then she damn funny. cuz cannot wear specs so practically blind. then ask me whether got wires or not. then she didn't really walk. then ask me help her take mic to pass to her. haha. lay kuan damn funny lah. when she start she damn panic then take out phone to record. then in the end delete accidentally. wah say damn sad. haha. oh ya pic!

i think i m used to seeing her with her thick black specs.

then is the mang lu shi jian le. yong yuan de yi han. i m damn proud of the jc1s!!! they were damn fast n did a damn good job!!! haha. then got one part slowed down a bit cuz the curtains were clipped together n i can only open one side. luckily the mc helped open the other side. oh ya my thumb was like numb diao thruout whole thing then i tot hao le. ceh. hai wo bai gao xin yi chang. then next is xia meng. er. lay kuan's fren messaged "she can't sing etc etc" then was you ni zhen hao. i like jerica's voice leh. not bad lor. they really improved. then ni zhui zhen gui. wu jiang timing off diao. otherwise should be quite nice cuz of jasmine. haha.

yi wang. i totally slacking le cuz nth to do liao. then zhu wo shen re kuai le. i recorded. lay kuan's fren msg just have one word "OMG" they got improve lah. n the "ella" better than usual le. then last play jiang xin bi xin. the guys helped carry to n fro. hehe. then just stood there n remind them to bring in b4 chionging to the other side for finale. saw joyce n sam. n 09 (zhu xuan n jessie were waving frantically). then some performers quite poor thing cuz nobody clap when they came out. oh ya b4 tt zhou lin went crazy n started tapping my shoulders n shaking me n asking me to sing loud cuz apparently only i rmb the lyrics. then shir n yy were mimicking the snapping over shoulders action behind them. which i did. but didn't work cuz i sang wrong lyrics(as in the original one). the whole thing quite stupid lah.

after tt cleared up move chairs n mingle. evon so sweet got all the ij pple flowers!!! then started getting everyone back to nexus to take photo(y i alwayes looking for pple de?). then went dark rm ask delia to take grp photo for us.

then also took photos with the ij pple.

then li ting left with jem. suppose to the rest go amk for supper then shir, tan n ky say they go home liao. dotz leh! but nvm. then while walking some guy ask us for money to go home. waste time only. then went kfc makan. crap. then rush home le. kfc is dman damn damn cold!!! i was shivering there. then everyone else say is hot. wat is wrong with me?

notice i just type fast fast liao cuz slpy. (0027 now) so i post lyrics then go slp le! tmr still got piano! then must study bio spa n chem common test! :( oh ya chem quiz got 12/20. :(( lost to yy by one mark n never get a!!! :'(

b4 lyrics. must be thankful first. thank you li ting for agreeing to perform n sing so nice! thank you hamster, joyce, jessie, hui ping, des, eng thai and mummy duck for clearing my tix! thank u ava boy's fren, justin's fren n somebody whom i dun rmb n clare for clearing the paid tix. thank you hui ping, hwee yen, jessie, zhu xuan and ho ying for coming to support, especially jessie who got gastric still come! :) thank you delia n py for doing photog duty to come n support n taking such nice photos! (li ting's photo above is pei yueng's jie zhuo) thank you jc1s for doing such a great great job! in the end when i packing the teacher said "jing tian de mu hou kong zhi de heng hao" n it's all thanks to u guys! (although i dunno wat she meant. cuz couldn't catch. i think is we manage to keep the curtains closed ba) thank you all performers n backstage pple for keeping quiet. thank you yy for being the stage manager cum heavy lifter. hehe. thank you ava boys for the heavy lifting. n still got a lot lah but i wanna slp. so lyrics!

你是我心中的惊叹 - li ting

爱原来是这么个模样

近在眼前却不一定能够一眼看穿

过往四处探访却总是徒劳而返

只一秒你就轻易的攻入我心上

该怎么形容我此刻的感想

如果你了解我过往的渴望

当过尽了千帆你还在身旁

彷佛是一道曙光

你怎么知道我还等待情感

当所有人以为我喜欢孤单

是你敲我的门再把我点亮

你是我心中一句惊叹

我原来比希望更希望

在生命中有个同伴把心事都交换

际遇一面海洋

孤单总随着我飘荡

是不是你就是我的唯一的希望