i need someone to read my mind cuz everything seems a blur to me

this morning wake up cannot move properly cuz muscles aching like mad. but my arms muscles totally not aching so either tt means i never to pull ups properly or never do a lot so not strained.then the weird thing is my throat/neck also pain. so basically cannot swallow properly. anywaye, if anybody like hates me or have smth against me now right, can attempt to make me laugh cuz muscle will ache.

today is good friday. so no school so sleep in. then piano lesson. totally kena scolded cuz of scales. then she was like talking crap but i didn't feel like listening so just dao so she even more pissed.but pieces hai hao.

skipped breakfast n lunch.hehe.study kidney then slept a bit.so now much do tutorial le otherwise confirm no time to finish de lor. haiz. n realise i forgot everything i have studied le. double haiz.

was quite sianz so looked thru the old ij year books. i think pple should look at them if they wanna laugh. or be reminded/haunted of their past. just look at how joyce yong had changed lah. can laugh for 5 mins straight. which i just realise is a mistake cuz make my muscle ache.

today's entry quite short so post lyrics. i think tmr n day after not blogging le. study!

可爱 - yang cheng lling

咖啡已经温热不再
静静在一旁发呆
连风也停留窗外等待
电话也已经喧闹不再
静静在一旁无奈
时钟也不知怎么停下来

期待突然醒来
有你温暖依赖
只是爱与不爱在徘徊摇摆

我想你明白可能不是爱
我想你只想找个替代
你都说自己并没有那么可爱
我想你明白这并不是爱
我想你忘了什么是爱
我不过是可爱
却还不够被爱
有爱可以依赖