today's entry is gonna be damn short cuz today nth happen but i blogging randomly.

forgot to say smth about idol. is like after the i dream or smth, then the semi finalists n finalists need to disperse from the stage, then hamster was in the middle then she dunno go left or go right. damn funny lah! she just turn left n right n look lost. then shi hern go n help her move out. haha. damn cute like he. n she also damn funny. anyone who can get lost on stage really deserve to me named lu chi.

slept at 3 woke up at 8+ then officially at 9+. hi shang ban nu lang totally totally rox!!! haha. show n jolin damn cute!

slept on bus to raffles hotel so my uncle can buy watch. wah lao damn ex can. n the watch looks ok. haha. then went some restaurant. ok lor d food. then went suntec. OMG JOLIN HAVE XIE ZHEN N JING XUAN N NEW ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JOLIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i sooooooooooooooooo want the xie zhen!!!!!! i m gg to buy it damn damn soon. the jing xuan + new songs i still considering. cuz got DVD!!!!!!!!!!!! dance dance dance! hot! haha. then the new album can count on joyce right? hehe. OMG I WANT THE XIE ZHEN!!! oh ya i m straight even though i m a bit crazy over jolin AT THE MOMENT. hehe.

smth scary happened after i go buy my ice cream(yes i ate ice cream AGAIN despite the on coming 2.4 n the fact tt i m damn damn fat.). is like i was gg up the escalator then i saw a familiar bei ying. mr clement ong. omg i cannot believe my luck man. singapore so big. so many shopping centres. then suntec so big some more. wah say. anywaye, i think this is the best of him i have seen leh. cuz his top n bottom all relatively loose/fitting. he wore some white collared dry fit shirt n jeans then carry this quite nice adidas bag. but he alone so looks quite poor thing lehz. haha smth is wrong with me.

anywaye DAMN sleepy now. but did no hw yet so cannot slp. tmr must NOT take afternoon naps watsoever. so must think of waye to stay awake. haiz. died.

FONG YUN LONG COME ONLINE I WANNA INTERROGATE U!!!

JOLIN ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :))

forgot smth yesterday. i super chong bai the person who invented the fume cupboard. cuz i think if dun have a lot of pple choke to death le. cuz yesterday breathe in conc hcl fume. wah lao eh can die lor. tian ar. but apparently yesterday a lot of pple breathe in tt too. so smth wrong with the fume cupboard yesterday. oh well. if dun have at all choke to death le.

feel like a freakin pig today leh. wake up late. piano then slp again. then wake up go cousin's house for dinner. madness lah. then did NO WORK WATSOEVER. damn disappointed with myself. tmr die also must finish gp, bio asexual reproduction, resp extra question, mind map& electo induction!!!

anywaye back to non homework-ish stuff. stuck out my tongue thruout piano cuz i just anyhow jam the keys cuz i can't tell at all if i play right or wrong cuz the whole song is damn chromatic. then play like 3 times then hit the correct note. then the teacher ask me aim properly then press. haha. then kena whack again. dotz leh she.

cousin's house dinner. is like when i first went in the doggy wanted to enter the house. then reach the steps there le then it saw me coming then it turn around n zhao back outside. do i look tt freaky/scary? even to a dog?! anywaye, at first tot they studying. then actually they playing dota. tian ar. then read archie. then my cousin test me history. i actually still rmb parts of them leh! omg damn proud of myself. then dinner was... er... can be better. oh ya b4 tt some truck drive past then my cousin was screaming hello etc then the person wave back. damn funny can. anywaye ate popiah. er. anywaye, then went cold storage to get drinks. but ended up talking n eating ice cream. haha. sudden craving. n also found out acs international is a VERY DRAMA sch. like the oc2 leh. tian ar.

went back to continue reading archie. then cut cake cuz aunt's bday occuring soon. dunno when. dun care. then eat cake n drink alcohol. is like this beer like thing is 8.4%. then wine which is 11.5% then some thingy which i have no idea wat is 16%. my aunt just bought from airport without checking the contents can. but nice. haha. then my aunt kept asking me dun drink so much. bleah. fyi choya is 15% so today break record. hehe. poor liver of mine. oh ya the bottle is v nice! haha. ------>

cute right? i like the colour of the drink too. think i mad le. mad ok not drunk. go watch tv liao. my stupid aunt watching some old n stupid show. i wan my jolin!!!

I M DAMN DISGUSTED BY THE RESULTS OF AJ IDOL!!!!!!!!! HAMSTER SOOOOOOOOOOOO SHOULD HAVE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the stupid winner just have a lot of frenz can!

today is the finals of aj idol in case pple haven alr notice. but i shall start from the top n type fast fast so i can go orh orh. today marks the end of the 2nd last remotely eventful sch event(last is cl concert!!! haha. ok lah not eventful but just in my timetable). then the studying begins(of course after a series of k box sessions around june). phy lecture = slp. then discuss about GE with jessie whom had a lot to say. then gp do compre. sianz. then kept irritating pei yueng by calling her mao mao. hehe. bio lecture sianz. lunch celebrate zhu xuan's bday which is tmr. today is fruit tart. haha. then gave hamster her "jia you" presents too. is like she saw marinah writing then zhu xuan kept asking marinah to keep but a bit late then i went to cover hamster's eyes. haha. damn stupid.

she got this cute "yay" thing(in her left hand). then a hug frenly bolster with superstar written on it. damn nice to hug except not big enuff. love hugging soft stuff. haha. anywaye n a notebook with our well wishes. then chem prac damn fun cuz do transition metal stuff then see all the cool cool colour. i so will rmb for life tt cobalt is pink n will turn blue cuz i LOVE the pink n blue.
cool right? ok i m crazy. who on earth takes photos during prac lah. tt was how high i was. high until can find 100(ok less than 100) uses for the "yay" thing. then went to 412 to slack. wanted to do tutorial de lor but everyone slacking. or ya b4 tt i.. er... use the tickling method to get smth out of shirley. she quite poor thing. cuz she lie on flow n shrink there n cannot get up. cuz she sit up then i push down. then she just kept laughng cuz ticklish. then yy tried to save her but kena push awaye by me then i just stare at her then go back to tickling shir. so now she say i xin sao rao her. wtv lor. then hui ping scared of me cuz she scared of tickling too. then i also scared but nobody do anything to me. ok shows how evil i m.

watch hamster make up. this is her in semis

this is her in finals wanted to take her alone but had to go bio then aks zh help me take but he didn't. hmph. notice the diff in hair. n image. wah say karling is really my idol le. the hair she make one lor. i love messed up de lor. wah damn zhai. btw i did not cute my hair is i tie then it got messy so looks like tt. anywaye, this is the proof of kl's zhai-ness
hui ping n zhu xuan n sham helped too. haha. oh ya another reason for this pic. the watch!!! mine!! haha. cool right the watch? i love my watch. ok i m crazy. was camera woman of the day. hamster win le lor. got camera woman, hair stylist, make up artist.haha. then she dun have eyeliner so went council rm look for wen e who wasn't there. then edwin say she might be at nexus or audi so went audi then somebody say she at nexus. then went nexus n she dun have eyeliner so borrow from someone else whom i think was the mc. then had to chui makeup artist to use faster cuz the person want it back.

oh ya pause first. comic relief. this person is mr chua eng thai.
errrrrr. poor mel. melissa i m more normal lah dump him. hehe.

then went for bio while those who dun need to go stayed to make the banner/poster/dunno wat to call it thingy for hamster. bio was a total waste of time. then went to canteen for dinner. then went to queue to chiong for gd seats for idol. booked like 3 rows. n got some apple goody back. the winner of aj idol gets ipod video lor!!!!! wth wth wth wth wth!!!! shir y u never join?! hehe. yy also! tsk tsk.

video of semi finalist. then they came out talk crap went to sit. then first person is chang tai. the WINNER. ugh!!!! suan le dun wanna talk about it. then was hamster!!! then damn coold cuz she got move n everything. n got spin one round. looks a bit mechanical but damn ke ai but she not suppose to be ke ai mode but still NICE lah! haha. is like we didn't even notice she forgot lyrics until later she confess to us. haha. damn funny lah. she was damn good can. everyone agreed she did best lor. then we screamed, wave light sticks like mad n show her our love.
nice right? but i dunno if it can be seen in the dark or not cuz this was pre taken. (duh)(forgot to use flash!!! shit a bit dark!!! ) then evon next. i think her song really v v v v difficult. but the introductory video her english the best. haha. then she wore damn nicely. then the judges say she got confident then shir was like "of course lah ij gurl". haha. then was sour cream n onion(some a capalla band). dun like. then judges talk halfwaye got a packet of lays(sour cream n onion) fly down. damn stupid. then next was 2 gals called 153.5. it is their avg height. the video DAMN funny. they stand at flagpole, then they look up then cam pai until v v high. then they sigh n walk off. then the lampost. same thing happened. then they stand next to a plant.then one gal was like "even the plant is taller than us! pluck it off!" then the other gal pluck a bit of the taller branches. damn funny lah!!! but their singing not bad. won singing category. if i m not wrong singing category is combination of judges n voters while idol is only voters tts y tt person can win.

30mins interval. went to take photos. grp one with hamster. she look like a star lor. all her fans surrounding her. haha.
oh ya mao mao is comic relief 2. haha. cuz she cannot wear skirt cuz the teacher say v obsecene(???) cuz she on photog duty so she wore pants. but v weird with shirt so she wore jacket. like bao zhong zi can. maybe she covering her mao-s. this is wat i took while she exit nexus.

wanted to go in n tou pai one but she on her waye out le then she trying to zhao n i zoom in my cam le so just clicked. haha.
then also took random grp pic. but dun wanna post cuz it looks funny. haha.
went back for the band performance. OMG DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!! redemption the lead singer the voice VERY VERY NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGG!!!!!!!! then concluded drummers r damn damn cool. omg. then next was estacy. dunno how to spell. the style v diff cuz they damn rock. then they kept throwing stuff around n switching drummers. OMG cool. then they threw roses then pianist(i think) threw at our block then damn zhun land on my lap lor. n my table was up. so i kinda clamp it not land just nice. haha. the rose damn nice! qy say i kena tao hwa. errrr. hmm. haha. but i like the rose. real de some more.hehe.took the photo on the bus cuz i noe reach home no time le. maybe tmr take another nicer one. then got dance somewhere i dun rmb. not bad. one gurl n the guy damn zhai. wow. damn jealous. too bad the guy not cute de. then they sang i dream. then got q&a. joseph volunteered as usual(notice i getting briefer cuz now is 0030. tired) then results. alr noe enuf b4 the results were out le. then zhu xuan kept saying "dun tell me!". haha. then the band one damn funny. they put pic of estacy. then the name says redemption. then the mc announce is estacy win. then they cheer n everything. then they notice the name n pic diff band. then wen e n another councilor were downstairs doing big cross sign with their arms. cuz winner is redemption n they announce wrongly le. damn stupid.

chang tai won. half the audi left while he sang a moment like this.09 included. walked damn fast cuz gg to be 10 le. mel caught up. win liao. k lah the end. SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!

hamster u did damn damn well tonight!!!!!!!!!!!! u are 09's idol!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good luck to hamster for idol finals tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this morning rain like mad. thank god. so we dun have to listen to another ariticle. went audi for chem. temp taking exercise. yl forgot to bring thermometer so make use of his fren's. then mr mohan couldn't find us in the audi so he cheng ji ran after him n show him his temp then went toilet or smth. lucky lah. yy temp is 37.3 damn high. then delia's lowest i think. mine 35.8. hehe. is like mel's also damn long. then so qiao all vertically challenged. so we conclude bio is right about how smaller animals have largest surface area to volume ratio hence lose heat at a higher rate. haha.

pe 2 rounds warm up then played handball. FINALLY can play games le lor. then dunno how many weeks later got "ferrero roche tournament". er... interesting name. then hamster n i partner to toss balls. i totally suck at it. then change partner to shir cuz apparently we r more at same frequency. then play game against class 10. divide into 2 grps. is like the grps are divided into tall n short lah. obviously the tall ones r better. my grp(short.. duh) consist of delia, qiao yun, shirley, hamster, mel, ho ying, and zhu xuan(who is nt short AT ALL but need grps of 8. haha.) first grp lost 2-1. :( then our grp won 2-1! haha. i goal keeper. hehe. then the stupid group 1 pple shouted "yu ning! show them/us(dun rmb) ur ENERGY!!!" dotz leh. but right after they shout tt i let the first ball in. haha. then the opponents only made like 3 shots on goal. then all aim at me de. so i dunno they trying to hit me or score. then i kept shouting like "trip them! kick! aim at her face!" etc. so in the end we concluded my grp will make better cheerleaders. muahaha.

bathe le(i was damn slow. but yuwen first in last out) then lunch. slept thru math with shir waking me up to copy notes. gp sianz. then let off le cuz track n field. listen to shiqi practise. then track n field ok lor. scream a lot so now voice a bit de off. (omg kelly leukemia liao. i m watching meng ping tu) panther last. haiz. puma first. wow. but seriously. their cheerleading soooooooo should not have gotten 2nd. ridiculous leh! they so dun deserve it lor. then saw another side of clare. as a cheerleader. tian ar. haha. then he ran 4x400. OMG DAMN DAMN DAMN fast. he fromt 4th or smth become first. but he gei kiang never warm up so strain dao so became 4th again n just collapse there after fnishing. but saw him walking so ok le ba. teachers race. saw moahn(faster than expected) akshir(suppose to be damn fast but pple stretch he squat there n slack. n like deliberately slow down) and mr ong(OMG. the end).

meng ping tu!!! dun type le. the end. pls let my voice last till sat so can support hamster tmr! silver cute leh!

die lah gp until now haven finish. must blog fast fast.

one week left to sell tix. haiz :(

today all the lessons damn sianz so lazy type one by one. chem lecture forgot bring notes lah. ugh! then after lecture chiong to nexus to get aj idol tix. then it was damn crowded n damn long queue. then they say j1s one queue j2s one queue after damn long. then they say classes 1-20 one row, 21-40 one line. then by then the j1s took half the tix le. then i took everyone's ezlink n squeeze in. go see energy got learn smth de lor. hehe. too bad joyce wasn't there otherwise she confirm damn infront le. then manage to get in n got the last tix. then all the pple behind me no tix lor. then i wanted to climb out from windows but i think a bit xia dao the rest of the class. haha.

by the time queue finish 2.30 le(45mins) then fast fast eat then go for cl. sing finale song again. watch the rehearsal. everything damn damn luan. die lah next week concert le. haiz. then the ella person n jolene singing zhu wo shen re kuai le!!! but er. i still think li ting's one the best. haha. cuz er. ok nvm. then tt stupid yy say i should sing tt song. go n die lah. then jerica n lei koon wanted to change song to wo bu nan guo. but they change back. which is a gd idea.

tmr track n field meet. confirm rain lor. go do gp le. i m determined to slp early today!

this was typed yesterday n i lazy to retype. removed one para. those who r interested can ask me. haha. :

today mood swing a bit. haha. i wonder why...

slept at 12 doing bio. today history is gonna repeat itself. haven study physics of fluid!!! died.

phy spa. ok lor. tt marks the end of phy prac for the rest of my life le. i think. haiz. then next period. OMG. for those who r in a bad mood, pls dun read cuz it will make ur mood worse. for those who r in a gd mood, also dun read to make ur mood bad. haiya just let me ramble for the next para lah. haha. mind u the entry will be quite colourful, language wise.

(para removed goes here)

anywaye moving on. phy lecture super duper lost. can't conc in the first place. lunch then chem tutorial. ms soh so poor thing. sick le. but she still came for lessons lor. n she so nice tell us weird weird stories. haha. i really appreciate all the other teachers a lot now. then she ask me write the values for one of the question. so given my vertical incapability, i just wrote at a comfortable height. then after i finish she was like "yuning u should write higher then leave the bottom for me to write ma" then i was like "but i m ...." then i just bi shou hua jiao haha. then i say "tt is the only part of the board tt is accessible to me" hehe. then hui ping was like "nice answer" haha. then math tutorial just switch off. hehe.

after sch stayed back for aj idol. did a lot of copying then went to buy baked potato to eat.(oh man i craving for it now. hungry... hehe.) love it. but i still craving for burger king. hehe. i m so turning into a pig lah. then hamster had a bunch of frenz helping her makeup n make hair n everything. tmr then post the pic. now lazy. she competition alr like tt then wedding how. haha. damn funny lor. shir n i were damn amused. then went aj idol with shir, yy, hy, py, yw, et, mel, ck. first person sang li xiang qing ren, then bad day then hamster le! sang wo bu zhu de ta(will post lyrics later) damn nice! is like my attempt to fail turn out quite horrid cuz i was busy waving the light stick(which is green to match her clothes n eye shadow. haha.) then the cam kept shaking. then first interlude we shouted "sq wo men yong yuan zhi chi ni!" then 2nd interlude zh came out from back of stage to give her flower n a hug. then everyone just scream. then the row behind me was like "omg so sweet!" damn funny lah. ying qi yi zhen shao dong man. then the judges all got nth to say about her singing just say her movements stiff(which she replied cuz she was cold) now still dunno results leh. the stupid gurl never msg me.

after tt got ling cheng 3am, piano, ai shang wei lai de ni, tt's the waye it is(by evon) then last person can't fight the moonlight. is like the lights were off lah. when the person sang. then we left le. then yu wen say "should be can't find the moonlight" haha. then went to say bye bye to hamster. then evon super duper hyper n everything is cute to her n she hug like everyone.

reach home not early. so nw must study le! lyrics then the end. (continue scrolling for today's(25th april) entry)

握不住的他 - xiao xiao

银白色月牙映照着脚ㄚ
一寸寸一遍遍
亲吻浪花
泥沙挣扎
浸湿眼角
刹那和着眼泪分不清呀
爱情不只玫瑰花
还有不安的惩罚
快乐呀误解呀
随着时间都会增长
退潮的爱像刀疤
伤过给一个说法
放了才能够快乐
让心好好休息一下
握不住的沙放下也罢
你给的说法
说走到分岔
又无力又疲倦
付出爱的代价
无力自拔心放不下
勉强爱的盈缺变成时差
爱情不只玫瑰花
还有不安的惩罚
快乐呀误解呀
随着时间都会增长
退潮的爱像刀疤
伤过给一个说法
放了才能够快乐
让心好好休息一下
握不住的沙放下也罢
爱情不只玫瑰花
还有不安的惩罚
快乐呀误解呀
随着时间都会增长
退潮的爱像刀疤
伤过给一个说法
放了才能够快乐
让心好好休息一下
放了才能够快乐
让心好好休息一下
握不住的沙放下也罢
握不住的他放下也罢

TODAY

congrats to hamster for making it to next round of aj idol!!!!!!!!

found out at 12 midnight. if it wasn't for grey's anatomy i would ave been asleep le. but ban meng ban xing then got woke up. haha.

gg to be 9 le haven started work cuz stayed late for stupid gp. haiz. anywaye, must type at super speed cuz need to finish bio tutorial, extra questions and gp article. n i still haven watch superband lah. but now my stomach feels weird. die.

slept thru the car ride to sch until still wuha woke me up. damn radio. this morning assembly they announced the finalist for aj idol. then went for phy tutorial. time prac totally flunk. sooooo shouldn't have studied last night since i m gg to flunk no matter wat. if i spend the time on bio then zhao jiu finish le.

civics sianz. break discuss wat songs hamster should sing. now got lian ai jie zou stuck in my head(aka lyrics of the day). math tutorial just stoned. math lecture trying to unstuck lian ai jie zou but not successful. bio lecture almost fell asleep. heng never otherwise kena killed. civics watched pay it forward. haley joel osmen is damn damn cute can!!! n i almost cried again lor. ok actually i cried a bit. v little. cuz i control like mad. but at first tot i won't cuz watch b4 le so not prepared. haiz. but i like the show. i think his shows all not bad leh. as in the ones i have watched.

bio tutorial mr ong was in damn damn damn good mood. at first terence set up visualiser then it wasn't working well then mr ong say is he spoil de then he said damn loud "dun be lame lah" then mr ong tot he saying wen e. haha. did some quiz thing. cuz he say must work right brain. then shir n i got every single one correct except the last one. then mr ong kept looking at us for answer. in the end chung kiat got it right lor. damn zhai. then somewhere in between he said some stuff about dry mass. then he say must use oven then remove fats. but we r suppose to guess the word fats. then shir n i said fats 5 times n he didn't hear. then yu wen said cellulities. dotz. then he ask us next time must say louder then he can praise us. then zh n terence said "louder". mr ong didn't get it lah. dotz.

at first got rain then never so must do pe. then in the end the teacher talked a lot. then say the pple not doing afternoon pe not our frenz n those who r r our fren cuz they r the ones who r gg to train with us for the next2 weeks.then pe is do wtv u want. then yy, hamster n i did 2 rounds warm up. then they keep talking so much stamina. then i cannot tahan liao. wah lao i getting old lah! last time is can sing/rap/talk n run dunno how many rounds n is legs more tired then stamina still there lor. but now cannot le!!!! y like tt!!!! :(

gp test. longest essay i have ever wrote. yy interpreted the question differently so sad. then i finished quite fast so apparently i freaked out yy n hamster. then their stomachs were growling there. haha. ok stop here. post lyrics then go toilet. hehe.

恋爱节奏 - cyndi

凌晨一点醒来的时候
幻想你能在我的左右
开车去兜风感觉自由
享受所有的恋爱节奏

大声宣布牵着你的手
心中有种奇妙的感受
想说爱你总开不了口
只能怪自己勇气不够

好想能拥有缠绵的温柔
意犹还未尽舍不得放手

让我在乎你心中的感受
躺在你的臂弯我期待已久
想要和你去看神秘宇宙
灿烂星空角落我们一起守候
我会在乎你心中的感受
压抑不了对你思念忧愁
不知不觉掉进恋爱宇宙
我的世界就有了你已经足够

rap:开始听嘻哈节奏
跟着你的快慢交错
该说什么话怎么说
口味是否相同
走过去牵你的手
和我跳恋爱节奏
一切都还只是想象我还站在原地不动

你什么时候才能认得出是我
曾经在梦里和你漫游宇宙的我
我相信你心里面会有感应和热情
流星划过就是相遇的时候

i have no idea why i m blogging today. cuz nth happened. haha. just felt like posting lyrics. hehe.

i need a new blogskin!!! but lazy to find... hmm see how ba...

aunt not around for rest of the week so can slp late late. yay! can do tutorial in peace le.

good luck hamster for aj idol semi finals!!!

2 songs. ying wei ni(which i still dun have) and zhu wo shen re kuai le(cuz i just recieved it yesterday n quite high tt song now)

因为你 - elva

睡梦里
梦见你
看见我俩走在一起
在我心里
问着自己
为何总是每个梦里有你

只有你
让我管不住自己
希望你
看出我一番心意
这一切
都是因为你
因为你

因为面对着你我才笑得甜蜜
爱像海水倒灌疯狂不息
想马上抱紧着你
把手放在你手心
快点问我在等待的问题
因为身旁的你彻底占有我的心
爱像自投罗网般不能自己
不后悔疯狂爱你
不顾一切只为你
因为早已准备好说我愿意

为何你
那么ㄍㄧㄥ
明明想爱却又装做毫不在意
而我自己
故做神秘
嘴上不说心里却等不及

想和你
去海边看星星
想贴近你
别担心
我不会拒绝你
因为我想和你一起

eh~ elva tell me is it just infatuation
cuz my heart beats fast in syncoption
caught the middle of situation
can't get a grip on my destination
my reputation and past relations
don't mean a thing when it comes to passion
but we're too shy to try what's right
can't make the first move even though i try

不顾一切不后悔疯狂爱你爱你

祝我生日快乐 - wen lan

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁

一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难,
想切割切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐我对自己说
蜡烛点了寂寞亮了
生日快乐泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你的一点恨
还要时间才能平衡
热恋伤痕画面重生
祝我生日快乐

today is family day. sian diao.

last night slept quite late then this morning my grandma took FOREVER to wake me up. cuz i totally forgot today got sch. cuz is sat ma. then reluctantly woke up. then too tired so didn't eat breakfast. arrive quite early. yy looked shock. haha. our class did balloon sculpturing n candy floss. is like after we arrive saw class 10 pple sitting at our side n doing balloons! wth lah. quite pissed off leh. cuz didn't see in their proposal. then a lot of classes did balloon sculpturing lor. but ours sold surprisingly well cuz the teachers damn supportive n our animal quite exotic -- snake.

cute right? hehe.

then our store is called jabbie's candy floss i think. jabbie is hui ping. haha.

class 10's store quite nice too cuz of the candles.

wore my shades everywhere. damn aa. then took photos v randomly too. haha. mainly take with hamster. haha.

i damn aa right? haha. at least i making full use of the shades. then outdoors so sunny so perfect. n i so can't believe clement ong actually tot we looked alike. then went k box at lt5. at first v little pple. but it got better. is like when we went got one person sing bu pa bu pa. wow. then went back n help do cpr: pump air for balloon. haha.

ate candy floss. i think the machine damn cool lah. haha. oh ya then smth funny happened. joseph turned up at the store n asked for a "custom made crown" with balloon n is willing to pay $6 for it. MAD ar. haha.

then went k box. spend FOREVER to make li ting sing. my god she is DAMN DAMN stubborn can. can DIE leh. in the end is like say jasmine n i sing with her then she ok. then i didn't really sing cuz i can't sing n i not sure song n i dun wanna malu myself. haha. sang ai ne. then shiqi sang ying wei ni.then went back to store n then went to watch idol rehearsal. the standard quite high leh. but hamster can win de! i think. haha. quite nice ma her song n voice. haha.

chiong home for piano. then tried to stay awake but couldn't. tonight got hi shang ban nu lang some more. die. xian jian start le. tv time!

went to see jj today!!! 2nd artist i went to see live lor. first is of course my darling energy. haha.

today's assembly DAMN funny lah. first announcement is by tennis. then the guy is the failure guy. then say they lost. but took 10mins to get to his pt. then went on n on about how they will 'soldier on' etc etc. dotz. then is CLDDS! haha. jerica n the guy whom i can't spell d name. haha. is like he qiao the gong thing then like "ge wei xiang qing fu lao" like damn cheena. then jerica just translate. haha. then he keep forgetting tai chi damn funny lah. then is some guy from dunno wat class promoting their haunted house. is like he wear shades n say he property agent. then he wear cap n started rapping. i wonder who wrote the rap lah! damn li hai lor! funny n rhymes. haha. then he halfwaye stop n pt at outside audi. then got a zhen zi like person there. then everyone laugh. then she disappear behind pillar. then we look in front then similar ghost appear. damn cool. haha. then the next person no time le so spoke DAMN fast. damn funny lah.

phy lecture boring. then gp mohan waster one period talking about how we can bond. die lah must write letter for mortal. bio lecture sianz. on the waye to lunch table ms soh suddenly tap me from behind. DAMN SCARY CAN! but i reacted damn slowly cuz thinking about smth else then she was like "why r expression like tt" haha then i say wo bei xia dao. then she was like "then y ur fan ying so slow" haha. lunch got nice massage from hamster. cuz back, shoulder n arm ache dao bu xin. i still want massage leh! haha. anybody offer to help? hehe. then chem ms soh damn nice!!! let us off early!!! so can be on time for jj!!!

wait got smth to say first. THANK YOU JOYCE YONG!!! thanks for helping us find clothes, informing us about the jj thing etc etc. n ponning cca. haha. thank u!!!!!!!

walk n met waye halfwaye. took cab. waited damn long for joyce. haha. is like we just kept laughing cuz she is just damn funny. haha. then on the waye to sch saw aline whom totally just looked past us. the power of the uniform. haha. met isis etc. then met wan li. so long never see her le. then she dunno how to chop space de. in the end joyce chu ma gan d row in front of us. haha. then wan li say "all the star chasing helped" or smth like tt. then i told wan li "hao jiu bu jian" then she just say "no zhuo tian gan jian cuz we in same sch" haha. then lia came over. she damn loud can. i think eveyrone noe we crash le. she say isis tot i m "yu ting from red cross!!!!!" OMG lah. then suddenly saw zi jie! then she came over n ask us where we get our clothes from. not v soft also lor. cuz she say everybody staring at her cuz of her uniform. haha.

got some singing competition first. the first singer won. cuz the rest really. wah. is like 2nd person is a guy. n sang yi qian nian yi hou. OMG. i just laughed THRUOUT the whole thing. although a bit mean cuz i can't sing too but seriously. haiz. then joyce kept saying sry cuz "the guys in the hall not a representation of the guys in the sch" n "the guy(on stage) is also not representation of the sch" haha. then we ask wan li y she never join then sure win. then she say ask joyce join with her then joyce say she siao then wan li say then joyce cna go flat. haha. i think only yy n i heard tt. haha. then some pple form hai die de sch performed. the guy beat box damn nice!!! at first i tot is the music play cuz he look so relac but is really him lor! OMG. then some gals performed. heck care them.

then JJ CHU XIAN LE! omg. then i just click n click. haha. damn high. he sang cao cao n yuan lai. then is like halfwaye thru yuan lai he got off the stage. then we just scream n run to the front. end up too many pple cannot take anything at all. then the video totally ruined. haha. then he go le then we chase. then abandoned yy. hehe. oh ya. then overheard the winner say she dun like jj. WTH. then u participate FOR WAT. then waye kept kena pissed off by joyce cuz joyce keep insulting jj then i damn scared they start fighting. haha.

wanted to leave cuz tot jj left le then he was still there! then just click n click as he enters the van then he wave so cute! then we look at each others photos then the security guard behind us suddenly say "did u all manage to catch anything" or smth like tt. a bit scary nia. then joyce still loud loud when we ask her to leave "i forgt u all dunno d waye" pengz lah. then she took like practically all my water so damn thirsty. then hungry too. haha. then i was deciding how to go home. 3 options from fastest to slowest: purple line from potong pasir to hougang plus bus(takes max 30mins), purple line to dhoby gaut to yck plus bus, (1hr?), purple to green to red. i chose the last one. haha. cuz bu xiang go home yet. so pei waye to go yew tee. then joyce was like "y u never pei me b4". dotz leh. haha.

is like joyce ask me y i never perform (why on earth is everyone asking me tt) then wtv she ask about the concert i just point to waye then she will reply for me. but then in the end she just say cuz i stubborn so dun wanna perform. NO LINK CAN. oh ya then on the waye to outram joyce sat down. then got seat next to her. then i ask waye to sit then she ask me to sit. then we just stand there n wait for each other to sit. then joyce was like "yy u sit leh by the time they argue finish reach le" we weren't even arguing can. haha. then yy sat cuz she dun wanna be extra. then after yy left we stil dun wanna sit so joyce put her bag there. damn funny lah she. n her maid damn poor thing. so many clothes to wash. haha.

laptop running out of batt n wrist hurts like shit. dunno y also. :( tmr fam day. sian diao. still must rush home for piano. but can cheng ji skip meals le. muahaha. cuz i told my grandma i dun wanna eat breakfast so she assume i eating in sch. then no time for lunch. haha. i damn guai lor. just practised piano cuz tmr no time. hehe.

jj rox! but show still better! hehe.

wednesday

i dun rmb wat happened yesterday le. haha. except tt li ting sang so well tt the teacher say dun need to lian for her anymore unlike the other performers. then got one j1 sold 0 tix. then she say dunno how to publicise. then after the others rehearse then she quite convinced she can't sell tix liao. then we continue making props (the red cross is nice!) then li ting's turn so i just stop n listen. then shi n yy also. then she started singing le the j1s also stop making props n sit there to listen. the whole lt just quiet down to listen lor. wah. then jasmine say the teacher say she damn wen. haiz. win le lor. but actually i want the male teacher to comment cuz i wonder wat he will say. oh ya. i was on my waye down the lt then jasmine suddenly saw me then ask me stop moving then ask me to publicise at canteen tmr. dotz leh. y me?! so li ting is gg to sing then i publicise. i think she sing le then i just tell pple the time n date jiu can le. dun need to publicise de lor. haha.

today

almost fell asleep during chem lecture. boring leh. thank god it ended early. pe 2 rounds warm up. then divided in 2 groups. silver n above play games. the rest train. then divided into bronze n fail group. so we got upgraded. then we blocking lane one so we kena upgraded closer n closer to grandstand but never reach. haha. then divide into 2 groups. thank god i was with sanuse. cuz the other grp got qiao yun n hoying, fellow 2.4 failures then they had to run at lane 8. haha. then did logs. my right arm muscle aching like mad to mainly use left arm. so tmr left arm gone. then pull up. then jump for sbj. then 3 rounds around track. suppose to be 8 mins but did in 8.45. DIE. so lan!!! :(

bathe lunch rot. discuss about eng thai's weight. hehe. math test. tian ar. 3 questions. haha. then answers all weird weird. then finish paper le then realise how to do the question. damnit lah. but for some reason, out of the past 3 paper this was the ok one leh. smth is v wrong with me.

gp stone. phy stone some more. tmr must stay back to do the family day booth. die. n who on earth will go aj family day lah. then must wake up so early some more. n must rush home for piano. so stupid.

just now bai fen bai is jj n show da dui kang!!!!! woah. is like show kept saying he will lose. then jj also say he will lose. so he write hao show's song just in case to birbe show. haha. jj sing zhi dui ni shuo. zhi tan zhi chang. OMG. can peng there. then their first dui kang is gai bian yuan lai. show make until sound like zhi wo chui mian. then jj's sounds like bu si zhi shen. haha. but show's piano not bad leh. then is beat boxing. obviously jj a million times better. then is mo fang pple then sing ji de. jj mo fang zhang xue you, zhou hua jian and ah do. show mo fang ah shin, liu de hua and ke you lun. wow. both damn zhai. then is dance. jj dance bo jian dai. then show dance free style. then jj n show dance bian hao 89757.show's one DAMN COOL LAH! then he do handstand some more. but shan dao yao. haha. then he dance ming zhu wu dao. dotz leh. damn funny. haha.

tt's it le. can't think of lyrics to post. hehe.

i should be offline n studying now. but i m tired n i m gg to flunk everyting so no pt watsoever in studying. tmr is pre spa anywaye. (BUT STILL CAN STUDY MATH!!!) but dun CARE cuz the paper is HARD according to mr YONG so NO POINT! ugh!

princess bu yao shen qi le hao ma? :)

talk about monday first ba. had to act high cuz i was the direct opposite cuz my stupid aunt was watching da chang jin so i watch also then slept at around 1. but i m gg to remain high until fri 7.20am cuz i jiang hao will be high for 4 days. cuz yy n shir so dead so must zhi high. haha.

mdm ong is damn nice lah. give us an hour to study cuz she noe we cannot absorb anything else about phy prac. but we jsut crap around. then phy test was damn stupid can. spend 15mins on the first question, in the end still dunno how to do so anyhow whack. then last 2 question in 10 mins. n graph never label. haiz.

oh ya. when shir is studying, stay AWAYE. she shuang shuang then whack table/pple/wtv is in front of her with lecture notes. then say "bu yao du le!" then continue studying. gosh. then math aileen was saying her signature of the day is "UGH!" then she like literally signed tt word. then yy say hers is "die". then i say i dunno mine. then yy say she noe then she wrote "wayening". pengz.

TODAY

last night watch A LOT of tv. after grey's anatomy still watch da chang jin so slept at dunno wat time. so this morning more difficult to act high. but not bad ok. at least i can cover up my tired tracks. then zhu xuan made announcement. for chess club. then she was like "i'm a horse". then her fren "i'm a horse too" then they started fighting. i SOOO cannot believe they rehearsed for tt crap. n her fren started laughing while making the announcement. squat down to laugh some more. wah lao damn funny. then like 20 counsilors were up there. cuz they were acting to queue at nexus for idol tix. pengz.

mdm ong let us off early again. say we bully her. haha. so cute. then mohan mc so extra period to study bio. but copied math instead. poor shir look so tense lor. haiz. spend the break persuading pple to buy tix. i think my class quite irritated by me le. but heard tt ho ying is not any better. haha. after math lecture ask des to pay up then he say ask 7d pple to go n make it gathering. dotz leh. then say tt i said last yr tt i will try to perform this yr to get everyone to go. i SOOO did NOT say tt ok. bio test was... hmm. like those kinda paper tt u think is ok but u fail. haha. then lunch tt time wanted to watch the aj idol auditions video for hamster aka cutie pie but then keep missing it. hwee yen n yy watched twice le lor. not fair lah.

civics watched a movie about a gameshow called all out. is like rasma asked us to think of someone impt to us n smth tt we desire. then yy n i immediately look at shir. haha. anywaye the game show is damn stupid. cuz they select 4 pple. then play game to win money. got 3 rounds. first round is u slap ur love ones who went with u to the game show cuz they pick the contestant on the spot. then 2nd is say ur darkest deepest secret. then last one is ur love one play russian roulette. WTH LAH. i think first round jiu v guo fen le lor. then last round tt guy still ask the wife to shoot herself. WTH LAH. is like wei le money n risk ur love ones life. gosh.

zhu xuan damn suay today. forget to bring pe t shirt. then went to buy. then got some t shirt thing for chess which she can use to run in. then bio test forgot to devide 60 by 0.8 so her answer is "0.8 heart beats per min" so her heart beats less than one time in one min. pple can one min beat 80 times hers is 100 mins 80 times. so we say she have v big heart so tt it can like beat so slowly. so she like breathe in then one min later breathe out. then she cannot hold for 1 min so she "time fast forward" then she breathe out. then she say if she do cpr for someone tt person sure die cuz need to wait more than a min. then jessie laugh until she choke cuz she was drinking water.

on d waye back to homerm it was raining. so shiqi say is my fault. cuz "yu xia le". DOTZ. then qiao yun was saying "it's raining" n i heard "it's wayening" then shock diao. haha. bio tutorial mr ong kept calling huiping. then once she was drinking water then he say cannot make her laugh or she will choke then we all started laughing cuz of jessie. then we were talking about some length thing. dun rmb wat. then zhu xuan say as long as a nephron. then i say as long as loop of henle of camel. then she say all the nephrons join together. then she change to as big as her heart. then mr ong lost there. haha. then we told him the reason. then shamini say her heart beat 3 times per min. then ho ying's 300 times per min. tian ar. pe damn funny. briefing on track n field. towards d end the teacher said "i was told to tell u all to enjoy yourself. so i m gg to say 'enjoy or else' " then she just continue with wtv she was saying. dotz. ran 10rounds warm up around hall cuz raining. then did those regular pushup sit up stuff. then the j1s were like complaining n everything then to us like quite relaxing cuz mr sanuse like only make us hold for 3 secs as compared to the usual 15secs.haha. then played TT with yy for a while. fully understood y i didn't join back(cuz i suck) n tt if u didn't play for one yr really got impact de, no matter how sucky u r. bridge was ok. tt's it le ba.

tmr can't come online cuz thurs got math. thank got time prac is postpone. think i should go study chem prespa le. haiz.

happy easter!!! haha. dun have any easter eggs leh. :(

yesterday never blog cuz spend the day doing tutorial but all do halfwaye. just enuf to satisfy the teachers for next week ba. anywaye, went out for dinner last night n waited for an hour. tian ar. n the food isn't even tt gd can. ridiculous. then yesterday de kang xi damn funny again! then laugh until muscles damn pain. so today still aching. haha. didn't finish watching hi shang ban nu lang cuz lazy to keep sitting up during the show n lying down during ad then like doing sit ups like tt. so recorded.

today woke up n watch hi shang ban nu lang n ATE MY BREAKFAST. haha. so lunch ate half. haha. then jiu study phy. damn pissed off leh. cuz study halfwaye fell asleep. wasted 2 hours lah. then now still haven finish ac. UGH. tmr DIE. haiz. then tues de bio equally screwed up cuz tmr ending late tmr n mon is tv day. then tues got bridge until dunno wat time then wed got pre spa. then wed got cca n thurs got math which i haven even started. so in conclusion: i m not coming online until thurs le cuz really no time. haiz. :(

oh ya just now the charity show. OMG HUE CAN DANCE SO WELL! but i still dunno who he is. haha. n his voice quite nice. must look for joyce see if she got his songs. n she still haven send me BoA's new songs! if she has it. haiz. anywaye, then the small boy tt performed with sly damn cute! haha.

nth much le. lyrics time. cya till thurs.

复活节 - shao han

灌溉一朵枯萎的玫瑰
是否它的香味还找的回
还是过去的就只能回味

如果现在的我承认我的不完美
我的你会不会从记忆里回到我身边

爱情走过学不会
你别让我掉眼泪
我懂你的
爱情就像红蔷薇
在那个幸福的季节
盛开却为我而凋谢

你只爱我对不对
还是你想看我掉眼泪
你用我的
后悔当作复活节
让爱情找回它的美
你仍是我最爱的谁

希望她能再美丽一遍

i need someone to read my mind cuz everything seems a blur to me

this morning wake up cannot move properly cuz muscles aching like mad. but my arms muscles totally not aching so either tt means i never to pull ups properly or never do a lot so not strained.then the weird thing is my throat/neck also pain. so basically cannot swallow properly. anywaye, if anybody like hates me or have smth against me now right, can attempt to make me laugh cuz muscle will ache.

today is good friday. so no school so sleep in. then piano lesson. totally kena scolded cuz of scales. then she was like talking crap but i didn't feel like listening so just dao so she even more pissed.but pieces hai hao.

skipped breakfast n lunch.hehe.study kidney then slept a bit.so now much do tutorial le otherwise confirm no time to finish de lor. haiz. n realise i forgot everything i have studied le. double haiz.

was quite sianz so looked thru the old ij year books. i think pple should look at them if they wanna laugh. or be reminded/haunted of their past. just look at how joyce yong had changed lah. can laugh for 5 mins straight. which i just realise is a mistake cuz make my muscle ache.

today's entry quite short so post lyrics. i think tmr n day after not blogging le. study!

可爱 - yang cheng lling

咖啡已经温热不再
静静在一旁发呆
连风也停留窗外等待
电话也已经喧闹不再
静静在一旁无奈
时钟也不知怎么停下来

期待突然醒来
有你温暖依赖
只是爱与不爱在徘徊摇摆

我想你明白可能不是爱
我想你只想找个替代
你都说自己并没有那么可爱
我想你明白这并不是爱
我想你忘了什么是爱
我不过是可爱
却还不够被爱
有爱可以依赖

happy bithday hwee yen/lao ren!!!!! haha.

got back pw results. got 2. n so did 75% of the sch.

didn't noe results coming back till last night. then this morning no announcement some more. n mr mohan said he heard nth about it. wth lah. then pft halfwaye got announcement. so weird. anywaye, chem lecture stone n talk. then damn damn nervous for pft. then hai dao hamster also nervous. hehe. then it started raining. then i ask hamster if it is raining like 15mins b4 she realise it is. then she tot i ask "izzit waye ning". er. ok.

5 items today. actually i think i quite weird. 2.4 alr gone case liao no reason to pia for 5 items. haha. but after today die also MUST retake 2.4 n get D! anywaye, first station is STANDING BROAD JUMP! wth lah. the whole class went "what??!?!?!?" anywaye, THANKS WAYE!!! got ur advice then i can jump. hehe. got 181. damn shock diao can. cuz i jump n skidded like one cm. then i panic cuz my shoes damn slippery so re jump also dead de. then the teacher say 181. then i stun. then i look down n saw the 180 mark. omg. but the next 2 jumps all fault so heck care. haha. so act for me it's a gd thing sbj first cuz all the ENERGY still there. haha. then shir say i today really on form. y last week not like tt too??? :(

next is sit n reach. haiya long ago no how inflexible i m so no expectations. lucky is sanuse lor. he totally totally rox. cuz i reach 34 then cannot liao. then he like ask hamster help hold down the strap(which is at my knee which is not exactly comfortable) then i just flick my finger then the thing shift 2 cm liao. haha. so i kinda cheated.haha. but hamster even better can. never cut nails. like 1 cm long can.

incline pull up. damn scared. but reach the bars then not scared le cuz qiao yun just "waved" the whole thing thru n the examiner was mr arthur lim. so can heck. is like mel did first then i help her support leg. then i m suppose to be next n go prepare. then i obviously cant support mel n prepare at the same time. so i just ignore him. then mel did 19. then is like i prepare after mel left. then hamster was next to me then arthur lim tot sq was me. then she doing there then i told him "she is shiqi" then he realise. dotz. then d helpers damn ridiculous can. keep asking me to move up. is like the bars suppose to be at the shoulders there. then mine is at my waist liao. wth. then did 9 then tired liao so stop.

shuttle run. 11.2 DAMN IT LAH. lost to shirley by 0.1 second!!! pissed off!!! ugh! n tt is her slowest ever so its my only chance to beat her but didn't! ugh! haiz. anywaye, shiqi screamed after she cross the line cuz yu wen was standing there then ms tan roll her eyes. haha. damn funny lah. but ms soh v nice. cuz yu wen must be 11.2 to get A then got 11.2smth but ms tan round down. last station sit up. did 33 then stop. sian diao. so in conclusion. i need to re do 2.4 n do well by hook or by crook!!! must train!!! haiz. then pple started re taking sbj. hamster jumped like 5 times. then i had to stand in front of her to make her look up. then she got 162. miss by 1 cm lor. then she tired le so another week retake lor.

after tt lazy bathe so go canteen rot. then found out the sch book shop is more like zha huo dian. panadol n candles also sell. then went back to canteen n found all the bags gone.oh ya, today tripped at steps, walk to the canteen table scrape my leg against bench. then walk back out de shi hou tripped by the bench. haha. anywaye, poor yy had to carry my bag to like level 2 of lt. haha. then still kena suan by me. hehe. then mr yong haven come so i went around whining pple into buying an yu tix. then math lecture was arguing with yy. gp n phy stone. muscle aching le cuz never stretch at all b4 n after 5 items. then went washrm with lao ren then went back n her bday "cake" set up le. then she dun wanna go in. haha sho cute. then push her in le then i go in from back door.

everyone was asking mr tree to help her wear the bracelet lah. dman funny. anywaye, the bday cake is baked potato. so my class had bday cake, potato, ice cream, muffin n pineapple tart. tian ar. then went lunch with shir cuz yy went home first to be maid. or private nurse. but more like maid. is like she left first but same train as us. then shir n i saw her walking in front of us at bishan then she walk damn fast so we lazy to chase so call her. then she damn shock cuz she tot we stalking her or smth. haha. anywaye, went swensens with shir n asked her a lot of question n got v interesting replies. hehe. n she ask me one question n i stun for damn long. but apparently she got a lot to ask but dun rmb. fine lor.

go study le. tmr still got piano. n sat got too i think. damn it lah. not fair. pple get to go SHOPPING n i get to have PIANO. haiz.

dun pretend to noe everthing when u dun

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da chang jin is rather addictive. slept late last night watching.haha.

math tutorial nth much just the stupid quiz. gp lecture is mohan. but was busy smth else. zhu xuan is damn lame lah. but she kena "leng diao" by smth i drew. hahahaha. then went back to class for some more gp by mohan. thank god fri's triple period is non existence. bio tutorial damn funny. cuz zh never bring tie so mr ong ask him to sing. then somebody shouted duet. then he ask with who. then we say shiqi. then mr ong say dun want then ask delia. omg damn stunned. then everyone say shiqi aj idol so must sing. then drag drag drag in the end zh say after bio then in the end mr ong forgot so terence coughed "zh" then mr ong heard then no time le so continue next week. hope terence rmbs.

chem tutorial wasn't listening either. chem lecture was thinking about shiqi's aj idol "50 words to describe urself" so tt the mc can intro her. damn lame can. then lunch then cl. sang shan hu hai again then sang re dai yu ling. is like yy was smiling there to herself also dunno y. then i kept saying i dun sound like ella. then every line i sing she just said "ella". i DO NOT sound like her ok. then rot around cuz the cl teacher a bit mad at first. insist everyone must perform then ask us to sing for the teacher then the teacher decide wat role we must play.lucky got enuf volunteers otherwise die. i think li ting really best performance le. or gg to be the best cuz i haven actually heard. haha. then that STUPID shirley chng. is like teacher say maybe find someone who wanna sing (shir turns n look at me) or dance (shir turns n look again) or play piano (turns AGAIN). TIAN AR. u siao izzit. anywaye, yy n shir r mad. the end.

nth much le. shall study bio now! hehe.

some pple just need to learn how to shut the f**k up.

slept quite early last night. around 12+ to 1. haha. cuz of stupid grey's anatomy. but slept more than sun. but felt more tired. so damn weird. like the more u slp the more tired u r. maybe sleeping pattern is a positive feedback. hmm.

yy made announcement today. looks nervous sia. but mdm ong say she looked sad. haha. n yy! u still haven answer my question! which i think u alr forgot so nvm i will remind u if i rmb. stoned thru phy. shir even worse like corpse lor. eh i dun want a dead mortal leh.

civics became break cuz mr mohan got lecture. so got 2 periods of break. at first still quite ok then kept irritating yy to entertain us but she won't so after a while tired liao so sleep. then so bored tt shir n i started ranking. until like math lecture still rank. haha. n it was super not cold can. i dun understand y everyone seem to be freezing to death except me.

on the waye to lt4 for bio lecture then mel slam the door in my face. :( then she like put arms around mine then we were whispering there. hehe. then mel left first then i turn around n saw STUPID shir n hamster doing the same. how can u all betray me?! hamster i m so disapointed in u. shir u r so dead. hmph.

after lunch at some kinda staring contest. like not suppose to laugh. against shir, hamster, yu wen n yy. i win all. hehe. cuz apparently i look funny when i m dao. which is so not suppose to be the pt. anywaye, shir dun smile got the ask pple to come over and spaced out innocent look. tsk tsk. then shir vs sq is not see who smile first. is see who can keep their mouth closed for longer period of time. lousy. then yy's eyes DAMN BIG so i was a bit intimidated at first. but after the initial shock hai hao. haha.

mass civics was some international frenship day thing. quite funny. then malaysia de got 2 pple a bit maluated themselves. then in the end they sang n i was just listening n looking at the pianist. then the india one in the end got dance. er i think some pple who r more enthu should go enthu others who jerks/no energy when they dance.

bio tutorial ok lor. is like delia was saying pct got mitochondrial to provide energy for active transport. then mr ong say use ATP dun use energy cuz he DUN LIKE ENERGY. then i didn't realise wat was gg on yet. until qiao yun n shiqi turn around n look at me. dotz lah.

reach home then did aq then study finish bio transport. but also realise i forgot totally about liver n plants transport le. die. ok shall go study math n chem now. haiz. lucky today no bridge.

i m darker than shirley!!! omg!!! damnit damnit! i m damn sad la. y i suddenly become so dark??? i wanna be fair fair de! :(

i dunno when i cut/scratch/injure/wtv my tongue tt now i have to be careful where i put it so it doesn't hurt. only can chew on one side n cannot talk properly. but in the first place i can't pronounce my words properly so no diff. hehe.

last night slept at 11. but lie awake for damn long. then last time i checked my clock it was 12 le. the whole night like never slp de gan jue. tian ar my si mian thingy is back.

haven finish gp hw!!! so must blog fast fast. n put ear muffs n ignore my aunt when she chase me offline. msut finish gp b4 despo housewife otherwise cannot study bio!!! need to plan my time a lot better. tmr still got bridge. then wed got math n chem quiz. ugh!

ok enuf rambling about the -ve stuff. congrats hamster for getting into round 2 aj idol! must go all the waye ok? even though u abandon me for my stupid mortal shirley elizabeth chng mui hong i will still support u de. hehe.

somebody today no sch so shuang. nvm sch totally rocked today anywaye. (gosh i m becoming a better liar)

today was damn awake n woke up damn easliy. i dunno tt means tt: the less i slp the more awake i m OR i wasn't really asleep in the first place so can wake up. even now i still not really as dead as usual. maybe i m meant to not slp. hehe.

mdm not in sch so did phy prac le then got 1 hour to rot. then wen e told us sq got in le so we kept trying to make her sing n think of songs for her to sing. but she being so "shy" obviously didn't. she just like sing one line then "wrong lyrics" then high part sing one line then "cannot cannot" until in the end aileen ask her to find a song with a lot of cannots in it. n aileen thinks shen qi is cute cuz like indian song.haha.

break rot around. bio prac was crap so dun wanna talk about it. in the end we put in "so much" effort then exchange scripts to mark. so i kena delia's. she finish 15mins early n slept. so i wonder how the paper is like. hmm. then aileen got mine. hope she can read. but in the frist place, will she?

phy lecture didn't understand a word as usual. then the boys arrived early cuz half of them dropped bio. then shir n i were standing around cuz of some reason then i being a nice angel went in first. then we realise need to leave space for other boys anywaye so left space for boy 1,2 n 3. then i realise the probability tt boy 3 is boy 3 is quite high so exchange seats with shir. haha. then need to leave space for hamster so move one seat down again. then hamster was like walking past so i raise up my arms n legs then said "password?" then she said "i love u" then shir did the same. then she said "i miss u". n zh was one seat awaye. when all these happened. then shir was scribbling nonsense on my paper so i draw 3 square boxes to represent dotz enlarged. then she drew waves. -_-" then i wrote the definition of diffraction. hehe. anywaye, zhu xuan n delia conclude superman is made of current tt's y he can fly cuz earth got field then dunno wat force thing. lost le. then zhu xuan say his underware red represent live wire. pengz

lunch jessie made sure i ate every single grain of rice. i m NOT eating rice in front of her ever again can. irritating leh. i heard "li li jian xing ku" a million times today lor. chem tutorial n math tutorial weren't listening. the end.

bai fen bai today is jj! but wasn't really watching cuz playing with my cam. haha. ok must do gp. half an hour type 500 words regarding politics in singapore which i noe nth about cuz i haven read a single article. died.

waye ning! jia you for 2.4!!!

slpy slpy. so must fast fast blog. tmr morning got piano some more so cannot stone. haha. must not must not stone.

i think phy lectures are cursed. every lecture w/o fail the laptop will have prob or the projector or the visualiser. haha.

break went to sign up for a game to orgaise for inter house game cuz of stupid alpha. jessie doing chess. then i obviously choose table tennis. wonder if i can play, refree n organise at same time. haha.

break just stone n figure out songs from another one liner. then gp just do essay. sian diao. had one hand on my eye for half the essay. then bio lecture was clement ong so was quite attentive. lunch read pple's essays. yy doesn't noe the definition of recent/current n i dunno the definition of range. n zhu xuan ask me to help her in her essay cuz i can crap so much so as to blog everyday. dotz leh. then need to decide number n name for jersey. so put rokyn' n number 21. cuz alr have 29 le.

chem prac quite fun. haha. n the guys r crazy. n super immature. cannot stand it. then ms soh left first cuz overshot time le then we stay back n do some more. oh ya is like she was saying how she alwayes let us off early. then et said thank u. then she say we r like the only class she keeping letting off early etc etc then terence said very much. dunno y terence alwayes so high during chem. hmm.

jessie, yy n i finish quite fast so rot around. then kept chui-ing shir to write faster. then play with yu wen's hair which she just cut to match her darling yy's hairstyle. then try hard not to laugh at the guys' singing. really harmonise lor. lucky i finished my work le otherwise will laugh like mad n cannot finish.

then i made the mistake of asking shir y our class nobody do the angel-mortal thing yet. then she say "ya lor y my angel haven write me anything". then the whole class noe i m her angel so they were like "ya lor y ur angel like tt one" then i say my wings lend to the bryan wong n zhong qing for yuan lai jiu shi ni then never return. then zhu xuan say cuz bird flu so all the wings chopped off. can't decide which is worse. then shir say she sleepy so at least i let her use as pillow can. then i was saying tt even though her angel no wing n shoulder not v high at least not like she me dou mei you.haha.

reach home watch lost n almost fell asleep. then went suntec meet my aunt for dinner. went marche. i pay cuz her bday tmr. then shop around alone cuz she went to do stuff. quite shuang cuz can walk at my own speed n walk aimlessly. haha.

i think if i continue rubbing my eyes non stop is not my eyes got prob. is my hand tired.haha.

lyrics time. suddenly like cyndi's voice. i think i mad liao. loop ming tian jian too much le.

煎熬 - 孙协志+王心凌

女:刚好我们拥有彼此寻找的好
可惜不太凑巧在错的时候情路上遇到
男:若不是不忍心看你两难中煎熬
不然我绝不肯这样眼睁睁看你重回他怀抱

女:嘴角勉强撑起了笑
也要让你看到最后一丝的骄傲
男:因为你说说到做到
提的起放的下才有男人的味道
女:我不是不知道
没有你的日子会有多么煎熬
男:就算是我傻的可笑
失去当成得到只要能够对你好
我都会做到

女:你是否懂我的感受
男:说走却舍不得掉头
女:我不该爱的太重
男:让你我如此难过
合:为何我爱的一切没有结果

listening to ming tian jian too much. i think.

chem lecture damn cold. dunno y also. pe is 2.4 timing 16.45. thanks shir for running with me.but didn't get D. sry ar waste ur effort.u so tired le still pei wo.is like start of 6th run is 14+ min le. then i xia dao then said oh shit then sprint.which is a mistake cuz half a round later no strength left.jessie told me went left 1/4 lap d time was 16.20. 10 secs for me is can de lor. PISSED OFF. gg to retake if next thurs i can ace my 5 items.

cuz not enuff tags so zx had to run alone in the second batch.but pple rotate to run with her. delia psycho her with xian jian qi xia zhuan. so in the end she is 3rd fastest in class. oh ya. 09 everybody pass 2.4. only qy, ho ying n i didn't get D n above.

realise smth after 2.4. nvm.

bathe. first one in last one out. break no appetite. stone till end of math lecture. think i looked a bit dao/zi bi. gp still a bit stone. phy less stone but still stone. but got hungry. but lazy to go buy smth to eat so just went home n slp. me = pig.

crash my left elbow against wall in sch. crash right elbow against door at home. so got a small cut. hehe. then bathing de shi hou drop shampoo on my toe. wat an eventful day.

i a bit pity those who had to tahan my stoning.

think it's easier to lie to myself than others.

no lyrics today cuz nao dai a bit blank.

i suck

:(

i m sure of my decision n no one's gonna change it...

spend the whole day thinking about where a lyrics may come from. when it is written wrongly. hmph. can't wait to see how much worse the impact of sleep deprivation can be.

last day of being a "loner". think i might miss it actually. otherwise can be quite tiring to...

math was like tt. totally tired diao. n i slept at by 11 last night i think. then break makan. then gp lecture was damn close to falling asleep. but lucky it's ms deljid so barely make it thru the whole thing awake. bio tutorial ok lor. aileen asked to go out to do work n took my question paper so i stone alone at the last row with no question paper. then zx turn around n say like yesterday like tt. haha. then i was suppose to answer some question. then he gt smth against me lor. i read first sentence then he say slower. then i read the last 2 words slower he say start again. then he said terima kesay or smth like tt then i said welcome.haha. then he like blank after first sentence then i say haven finish then continue reading. then finish le he say 2.5 out of 3 then i said damn then he like "damn????!?!?" then i m like "sry". haha. ok lah tt is the extent of my boredom. oh ya. bio tutorial got 13 pple. tt's like half the class. haha.

chem tutorial ms soh seem so much happier with smaller grp. haha. *cough*mood swing*cough* then she like keep asking for volunteers then nobody wanna do. then everybody wanna do the same question. just damn weird lah. then hui ping n mel came back to pass wen e the stuff then we said "shuo cao cao cao cao jiu dao". then ms soh ask us who can run the fastest. the answer is cao cao. dotz leh. then she say maybe cuz we not cheena enuf so dun understand. haha. then we like ask zhu xuan to fight back n cannot lose n be less lame than ms soh. haha. n ms soh from st nicks leh. tian ar.

went audi for lecture. then ms soh was talking to aileen about some kid who like pon 2 out of 5 days of lessons. then switch off during lessons etc etc. then aileen n i were exchanging looks then i fake cough there but ms soh still dunno wat is gg on. then she suddenly say "yu ning ur organic chem not bad hor" then i just stun diao. cuz v random. then i say 'wait till u see the next test on electrochem n transition metal" then aileen n i were arguing which is easier. then ms soh agree with me organic easier! haha. lecture stayed v awake. hmm.

after lunch chiong to meet chris for my pressie! OMG! thank u! tian ar. wait. as in for a guy this is really wow. haha. ok i bias. anywaye, y no aries de? so sad. but still nice :)

nice right? n it's not pink for a change. haha. so weird.

went back n forth so perspire quite a bit. then saw clare on my waye back to sch. his cca ended le lah! n it was 2.20. tian ar. then went lt3 then wait for li ting. then is like one of the puzzle pieces were out n her finger thinner so she help me put back. haha thanks. then persuaded her to sing for an yu!!!!!!!!!!!! yay so got cheng jiu gan. muahahaha.

then did some discussion for props. only got me n li ting are j2s. but the j1s were cooperative so ok. then got one j1s is damn damn resourceful. everything also have can. win liao. then i so nice let them have breaks some more. then li ting n i went around to source for boxes. then jiu go home le.

my uncle brought home this v ancient thing.

damn tempted to put a nano next to it n compare size.
sleepy liao. think i won't last long tonight. haha. tmr 2.4 le. haiz. i m gg to beg shir to run with me. haha. i dun care. must pass! not v sure silver de timing nia. hmm. jia you le!

mood swinging like pendulum now. current state : all potential energy have been converted to kinetic energy aka lowest point.

somebody's math v li hai hor... hehe congrats...

forgot to blog smth yesterday. is like mel stayed back for some stuff. then eng thai went back alone. then delia said he looks damn weird w/o an "orange thing" walking next to him. haha. orange thing.

slept a lot. but damn tired still. haha. dunno y also. dun even have afternoon pe lah. but dun care must stay up until i study properly my math. ugh.

this morning crash my bag on my hand. dun ask me how i can achieve all these interesting wayes of getting myself "injured". haha. think i damn li hai. stoned thru most of the lessons. delia keep braeking her promise can. say dunno wat will not abandon me. then kept disappearing after those 2 left. n walk so damn fast. then zhu xuan say i look v lonely w/o those two. haha. i shall become a loner. sounds tempting. hmm.

gg to play angel n mortal. which i find extremely pointless. cuz everyone, including my mortal, alr noe i m her angel. so super no point. oh well i shall be "nice" to her then. hehe. shall play my own version, angel/mortal devil edition. dun care le. noe quite a bit of other's angel. n highly suspect somebody is mine. but i think by first letter i can guess mine. souldn't be diffiicult since half the class(or 75%) has been eiminated.

slept thru mass civics. the speech was so enlightening tt i couldn't help but did some deep thinking (ok more like sleeping). anywaye, no bio tutorial so went for class lunch. n it is more than 4 pple. haha. pple who did not go are: shir, yy, yw. py, aileen, wen e, terence, marinah. notice 3/4 of yy's les partners in sch dind't go cuz she didn??? haha ok no link. hui ping v guo fen leh. is like in order to accomodate the guys we went food court. (i wanna go pasta mania instead!!! :( ) then hui ping went on and on about how shock she is about me not minding to go food court. cuz aileen n i alwayes strongly object. then suggest a bunch of places. like wtv can. hmph.

after eating just talk crap. like who u think will be richest/most famous/hottest/most successful etc etc. then we guess like wat pple will be when they grow up. our class a lot of housewives sia. for some reason they conclude tt i need to keep in contact with them so they can borrow money from me if necessary. tian ar. then they cannot see me becoming anything other then like tai tai or smth. i think they conclude i will die young so no future. haha.

took neoprint in the same machine as last week cuz v big so a lot of space. quite fun. accept i kena a lot of funny stuff on my head. dotz. then went home in the heavy rain. i think i stop le. study study study.

wait. 2 songs first. ming tian jian (which i have been looping like mad) n guo min.

明天见 - cyndi

雨下了又停了
泪流了又干了
你走多久多远了
我还在这
你说的你忘了
可是我还记得
手心里紧握着
已不属于我的亲热

爱怎会输给了时间
我的耳边再听不见
我以为永远不会变
最习惯的明天见
放手了该回到原点
心会受伤也能复原
我会学着自己走出从前
祝福明天

过敏 - yang cheng ling

你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸怕别人看见
我敏感的神经线
一点一点没知觉
泛红双眼不成眠
它跟着我一整夜
麻痹的脸特效药也无解

才发现
我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节
oh过敏源
是对你的思念
我想我才了解
我正停格在爱情过敏的季节
季节没改变
是想念没断线
我想我才发现
感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界
oh过敏源是为你流的泪
我想我才了解
就算用尽了力气也未必如愿
季节没改变是眼泪弄湿脸
季节一直变
但我的心没有变
你消失的一百天
我没了笑脸没知觉

wonder wat i m doing is wat is suppose to me done
think it sux to be indecisive

jessie peh ask me to blog 2-3 lines a para so it is easier to read. i shall think about it.

zhi yang won campus superstar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok lah i still rather adriano win(especially after hearing him sing just now. *swoon*) but zhi yang's superwoman damn damn cool. was damn shock when i heard. he is higher pitch than me leh! hmph

today ok lor. quite high cuz of zhi yang. but phy spa v sleepy. hehe. then bio spa like tt lor. the shir n yy went competition. how can u all abandon me with aileen?!!?!??!!? 3 days some more?!?!!? then u all win liao then will be more than 3 days!?!?!??!?!?! how can!?!?!?!?!?! :((

phy lecture stayed awake. so did aileen! damn shocking can. she was awake. then watch delia, jessie n zx chiong to canteen. kiasu pple. first to leave sch after lessons too. then queue for food ALONE. then NOBODY help me buy milo n open n put the straw in nice nice n put my wallet back into my bag (although tt person have been putting into the wrong compartment all along but never knew n i have to panic whenever i look for my wallet but i dun mind :) )

then chem tutorial ms soh mood swing like MAD. wah damn scary. then math tutorial total waste of time cuz i wasn't listening at all. with aileen next to me trying to convince me i m les n writing CRAP on my paper. then i cannot turn over the paper n lazy to erase. hmph. i m v straight can ms wilopo. she use to can't write nonsense cuz got a shield sitting between me n her but now tt she's gone(ok it is jj's song but totally coincidental) n nobody on the other side to keep me focus on lessons when she is not asleep, my math is GONE CASE. haiz. sad sad sad.

nth much to say le. tmr still got dunno how many hours with ms wilopo. then bio tutorial some more. DIED. lyrics time. the title kinda stand out. the tune is ok. the lyrics is ok. haha. but getting hooked now. n i dun wanna like post zhu da like guo min yet. maybe tmr ba.

失眠的睡美人 - yang chen ling

故事最后
会有哪些情节
可以当纪念
曾经你说
要最疼我
要最想我
每天每天
在你身后
感觉就像
一条透明的抛物线
当它下遂
再美的童话也会失去感觉

睡美人想着谁想到失眠
空荡荡是你给我的堡垒
我不说只希望你能了解
就算没有王子想你在身边
睡美人想什么想到失眠
我愿意拥有公主的眼泪
安静的等着你每一夜
喜欢就是这样酸酸甜甜的滋味

i m f**king pissed off now

stupid marcus drag me to the "dark side". now i not guai le. :( haha

forgot to mention smth about the pyramid game yesterday. ms delia was like suppose to describe human development index. then she like say "what are we?" then everyone blank there. then she said "homo sapiens" then they got the human part. then she say singapore is a what country or smth like tt. then they answered "developing". tian ar.haha.

then at the scrabbles section, is like shir n i vs yy n hwee yen. then the words all v v short so v difficult to continue. then we kena a Q then we really wanna use it lah. then we got a blank which we dun wanna use. then think v long le cannot think of word with Q. then suddenly tot of smth - liquid! haha. dun have D so use the blank. damn cool leh use the q! haha ok mad le.

anywaye, as promised, zhu xuan's art work.
shir's egg b4 design. ok actually it is just the other side of her egg. she scratch until like tt n it doesn't actually look so bad.haha.

this is wat zhu xuan did! OMG. i dunno how the hell she draws this lah...

delia's egg. see the ping then noe liao right?

the other side of her egg by zhu xuan. tian ar. bamboo, lotus etc. a bit cheena but nice lah!!! haha.

jessie's egg by zhu xuan. OBVIOUSLY jessie couldn't have down this. damn nice!

my damn out of shape energy sign. super disappointing can!!! haiz. spoil the whole egg. shouldn't have drawn at all. then the other side i wrote "kyn". so the whole thing it's not v drawable le. then gave zhu xuan the challenge. n this is wat she did.

she drew like a face there. i dunno how. looks a bit toro-ish leh. hehe.

so zhu xuan v v v talented right??? woah.haha.