i dunno y i blog today... cuz nth happen... joyce had a much better day so i can blog about her life (n get killed by her)... yesterday suppose to meet yy but tt poor gurl is sick AGAIN... so whole day rot again... then today also nth much happen... just went for lunch at some nice place... as in the food is nice but the env not really... haha... i m damn tiao ti... anywaye, today's entry is to conclude i need slp... cuz i m getting more n more lag (my cousins: i bet u dun think it's humanely possible, but it IS happening)... n like feeling tired 24/7... it's like tmr must wake up by 8.30... then slp at dunno wat time... then the following day wake up by 8 or smth... then slp over at my cousin's = super cold air con & nice den where i can look at nice stars OR just stare at the tv screen = dun need to slp... then next day wake up early to either go sch or 2nd day of chalet or play some more... then sat same thing... yay can't wait!!! but shucks can't slp!!! oh well... for the sake of fun n laughter, peace n joy... slp can/must wait... ok enough rambling about the next 3 days... the main purpose of the rambling is cuz i won't be bringing my laptop to my cousin's... so unless i bother to borrow their laptop to blog... i won't be blogging on thurs n fri... then tmr i think i will have enuf stuff to blog if i have the time... so yup... i shall end le... cuz this is just crap... i m getting crappier too!!! shucks... ok lyrics time... ying xin ren... i like the lyrics...

隐形人 - yanzi

无论你肯或不肯我都选择等
等到你结束好久探险的旅程

要是没有寂寞陪衬
没有途中的灰尘
你怎会向往家门

你越是想要诚恳其实越残忍
伪装不了你对我漠视的眼神

你不许我听信永恒
不许我迷信我们
不许我奋不顾身

多想化成隐形的人
掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温好帮你驱走寒冷
看不见也能感受心疼
我想化成隐形的人
隐藏我的泪在翻滚
我在你凌乱世界留下的指纹
对你是没心跳的一个吻

朋友都于心不忍责备我愚蠢
但他们都回避我执着的眼神

可知我对爱的虔诚
可知我迷信我们
可知我难得放任