just finish watching star awards... gg to blog about it later then... today went to my cousin's house... b4 tt went shopping... hehe... bought yet another pair of jeans... n top... then went to my cousin's place to drop my stuff there so tt i can slp over on thurs... then played ps2... SOOOO long never play le... played prisoner of azkaban... cuz i never play b4... n my cuzzies haven got the goblet of fire yet... i n damn sucky at all games lah... i wanna play quidditch... tt's the only game i m remotely ok in lor... but so long never play le so i bet i m sucky again liao...

went home in time to watch bu xiang zhang da mv... nice... v fairy tale de gan jue... but if only it's more like... i dunno... according to the lyrics... like one person be sleeping beauty, one be cinderella, n one be whoever is left... haha... but at least they are de-dollified... then it's star awards le!!! is like most of the guys wore black... then the ladies either too simple or too gross... damn weird lor... but some of them dress until damn class... i m damn sad now about my julian hee n felicia chin... haiz... oh yea... i almost forgot... i HATE patty hou... no reasons y... just dun like her... now a bit sian diao... so suan le... dun feel like typing...

nowadays not only my normal sleeping patterns affected... my naptime also kena... i m like waking up every half an hour during afternoon naps... damnit lah... so i decided to post this song...

自我催眠-罗志祥

人群里面那个我把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵听不见你说
爱就在此刻松手分手放手

我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分你才要走

我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠却
回不到从前

等着红灯那个我还会向前走
也许那幸福的执着在下一个路口
专属铃声我还留着却静静沉默
在我们之间爱了放了散了

我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛我的难过

聪明再多一些
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
慢慢闭上双眼

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