this morning kena woke up by a phone call from my cousin... apparently he bought tix for family stone then last min nat cannot go so i fill space... then the movie was in an hour's time... so i had to chiong n everything... thank god my uncle took leave...

sat around n waited for yan ze... then watched the movie... not bad... quite sad... i LOVE rachel mcadams now lah... i wanna watch the notebook!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... is like we went video rental store then i just whined n whined about wanting to watch the notebook... i think my cousin asked me to shut up a million time lah...

watched league of extraordinary gentleman... then stone there while they play bball... then dinner... tt's it..

watched narnia today! yay finally... thanks cal for accompanying me... hehe...

woke up bright n early... met shir for impt stuff... sry ar late again... haha... cuz at yck the train door didn't open for dunno how many mins... v scary leh... pple inside n outside staring at each other... waitin for door to open... a miracle happened... joyce was EARLY.... haha...

went to buy narnia tix first... k was not opened yet so went upstairs to see see look look... then when we went down there was this huge queue there... like wth... went same rm as the last time waye n i went... sang a lot of songs... haiz... i can't sing lah... y i still go n throw money at k box... n spoil pple's hearing... got zheng ming tian zi!!!! hahahaha!!!! le yuan!!!! JOLIN!!!!!!!!! haha... then jay got mai ya tang n lan man shou ji... shang hu hai was a disaster... haha... must re try! is like the verse quite nice... then suddenly the chorus dunno wat happen... first chorus consist of laughing, laughing n more laughing... then joyce did this whole ah du soundalike thing singing xia xue... really leng diao... v cold leh! then s.h.e got bu xiang zhang da n supermodel... aiya... sang a lot lah... even sang ta lai ting wo de yan chang hui... haha.. but VERY sad... dun have hei se mao yi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sobz!!!!!!!!!!!!

then waited for my cousin... then when he arrive joyce say he zhang da le... damn funny... then went arcade for a while... can't drive with skirt leh... haha... or just can't drive... then watched narnia... nice! haha... but couldn't really enjoy it cuz needed to go washrm... then more than half the show have to ren... haiz... tt's about it... lazy type... i dunno who went to see frenster bulletein... so post here too...

706 words about a boy....

I want a boy. A bad boy.
But a bad boy with a soft side.
A boy who will make me laugh.
A boy who will let me play with his hair.
A boy who will stop and wait for me in the hall;
takemy hand;
and walk me two classes away.
A boy who will tell me he loves me when I get toschool.
A boy who will never be ashamed of me.
A boy who would go to something
even though he doesnt want to;
just to see me.
A boy who will run his fingers through my hair.
A boy who would take the long way to class
and be late
just to see me for 30seconds.
A boy who would stay after school with me
just to walk around and talk.
A boy that can free style for me.
A boy that would look me in the eyes
and sing me something random but sweet.
A boy that acts normal around anyone.
A boy who would tell a girl that he had a girlfriend.
A boy who would make out in the rain with me.
A boy who would lay under the stars
and tell me stories as I lay my head on his chest.
A boy who would wait for me outside the bathroom.
A boy who would come up behind me;
take my hands;
and lay his head on my shoulder
so I can put mine on his.
A boy who lets me pay for somethings.
A boy who would do something special for me
if I were having a bad day.
A boy who would write on "HappyBirthday" on a chalkboard
in one of my classes on my birthday.
A boy who would take someones cellphone;
go into the bathroom
and call me if I wasnt in school;
and find out where I was.
A boy who would tell me things through my friends.
A boy who yells my name from across the hall.
A boy who would meet me at my locker every morning
and at dismissal.
A boy who would let me sit with my friends at lunch;
and when we'd look at each other from across the cafeteria;
we'd smile at one another.
A boy who would come and sit with me and my friends.
A boy who would beat another guys ass
if they were messing with me.
A boy who would let me take pictures of him
and put them in my binder.
A boy who would buy me 25 cent rings from gumball machines.
A boy who would call me at 3am
and ask me what I was doing;
and tell mehe was thinking about me.
A boy who would go to the mall with me
and we'd make fun of people.
A boy who would go places with me and my friends
even though he'd be the only guy.
A boy who would laugh at me when I get a detention;
only because he's sitting there next to me for the same reason.
A boy who would carry my books for me.
A boy who would help me with my homework;
even though he doesnt know it either.
A boy who would pick out a song that made him think of me.
A boy who likes some of my music;
and I would like some of his;
even though we both in the first place hated it;
but now love it cause they like it.
A boy who would help me if I was having problems at home.
A boy who would burn me a CD of songs that make him think of me;
and I'd do the same.
A boy who would take the blame for me being late.
A boy who would pin me against a wall and kiss me.
A boy who would take me to the movies and see a stupid kid movie;
just so we can sit in the back and make out.
A boy who makes his friends jealous of me
because he talks about me so much.
A boy who lets me take pictures of him at embarrassing times.
A boy who would pretty much do anything for me.

today is a weird day... i dunno how else to describe this day... it's just... odd...

woke up early today cuz the alarm woke me up... it ring for one min straight lah... cuz i lazy to roll to switch it off... then i went back to slp... cuz my uncle driving me to sch... still ended up late... but practically no one was there yet...

spend dunno how long making lanterns... quite tiring leh... haha... quite fast lor... haha... then went home le... wonder if justin rmbed to return my books... must go check with my card! haha... when i got off the bus it was drizzling... so i decided to walk inside the mall... then when i come out from the main exit... it was raining damn heavily! then i called my dad to come n fetch me with a bigger umbrella... hehe... so went in to buy lunch... after finish buying, i went out, then it was bright n sunny! like omt lah...

then when reach home realise i forgot to buy some stuff... so went opposite to buy... then right after i reach home... it rained heavily again! i feel like i can control weather leh... haha... maybe it's just pure luck ba... hmmz...

one waye to describe today... not bad... :) wonder how it'll end...

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happy boxing day...

anyone has the notebook vcd or dvd or downloaded the movie?????????????????? or anybody saw the movie's vcd or dvd... be it at a rental shop or vcd shop... can tell me? please.

does singapore do the returning gift thing ar? hmm... n does anyone actually celebrate boxing day? hmm

today didn't do much again... haiz... went to eat jap food for lunch... wat a difference... told joyce about japan... she sound more excited than me...

re read the notebook... got this line from a poem from the book tt i like... :
Thee fully forth emerging, silent, gazing, pondering the themes thou lovest mest,
Night, sleep, death and the stars

i love the night. cuz there's silence at night. n everything moves at a slower, more comfortable pace. n sch's in the morning.

the short period of time b4 slp is for thought. all thoughts starts running thru the mind within to prevent the mind from shutting down for as long as possible. or izzit just me. though i look like i dun think much or can't think. i do. n when alseep, all worrying n thinking stops.

death. enuf said.

the stars :)

2118

merry christmas everyone!!!

talk about yesterday first. woke up n helped my grandma made yong tau foo. taste damn gd man. haha. n when i was around the tau foo all looked nice. then when i left my grandma told me the tau foo dun look nice liao. haha!

went shopping. damn tiring can. went to like 4 mango outlets in 3 hours or smth. then went my cousin's house for xmas party. didn't do much lah. played bball. more like watch lah. my cousins r damn zhai leh. anywaye, then drank breezers n walk to the playground n played truth or dare. hmm.

end of saturday. just find nat .. well... interesting... n pris is rather gothic/punk rockish/wtv it is... n brendon... gd luck marcus...

today nth much also... went shopping again... raffles city de mango... then went bugis... tt's it... oh ya... just post a bulletein on frenster... it's damn sweet... if i only i can find a guy like this... :))

today spent whole day online... hehe... now watching home alone... guess xmas is really here... oh ya... is like i mag was saying y yanzi worth $198... then say tt got a lot of special guest stars like jolin... so i conclude... the $198 is for JOLIN!!!! haha...

anywaye, my cousins both had xmas wishlist... so i decided to put mine too... although no time liao... n i really dun wanna recieve xmas pressies cuz t tmeans i have to give back.... which i have no money to do so... haha... tmr got xmas party... can't wait...

1. cash: i m dead broke.

2. time: hols ending le!!!

3. my hw to do itself: enuf said

4. new shades: broke them. the other one is scratched. so ya. need new ones.

5. new clothes: t shirt, jeans, anything lah...

i really dunno liao. can't think leh.... i noe.. last one..

6. everyone close to me to fall sick less often n get less injury watsoever...

waye: take care can!!! of ur throat n ur leg!!!

today woke up early cuz leg itchy. then talk on the phone with yy then went to meet waye n fl. waited for like 45mins. then waye msg me to go up then i couldn't see them. then i tot i heard my name so turn around n saw waye at the escalator. then fl wasn't there. apparently they went down n saw me then chiong up but fl didn't make it n fell or smth. poor thing lah. scrape her leg. ouch. so basically waye, fl n i the leg all got some form of injury lor. tsk tsk.

walk a million round downstairs cuz cannot find directory. oh ya. waye's leg is damn gross now. *shudders* anywaye, finally settled on pasta mania. then talk n everything le jiu must go home le. fl took train. waye n i took bus. as in i took to khatib then take train back.

reach home hou just slp there liao. haha. v tired. oh yea. i think my ipod really play music according the person listening. haiz.

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I M BACK!!!! haha... who is happy i m back??? hehe... i blog day by day ba... try to keep it short... otherwise v sianz...

14 dec 2005

was early at the airport there. wat a shock. totally un-kwok like. is like my tickets spell my name wrongly. ning became nin. thank god i didn't get stuck in japan or smth. phew. found out the tour is in chinese. one tour guide is called joan. another one is debbie. debbie is hong konger. tt's y the tour is in chi. took jal. ok ba. but everything in jap. v chim leh.spend god knows how long messaging. haha. then my uncle kept saying i m msg-ing my bf. how can have 2 bf? who are ladies? gosh

15 dec 2005

HAPPY BDAY LI TING!!!

got a shock when i looked at the tourmates. one of them is the chem lecturer from ajc tt played the yi qian nian yi hou mv!!! wat a great waye to kick of the tour. at first haven confirm. but grandma damn frenly so found out she's a teacher from aj. best.

first stop Osaka. went some castle thing. V nice scenary. then went universal studio. if u guys wanna got universal studio, go us de. jap one is fun n all. but all the movies n wtv are in jap. so cant realy enjoy ba. did ET ride(scary), jurassic park(not wet de), water world show(see b4), spider man(not bad), parade, back to the future( ride b4). grandma took the rides too. n complain i scream too loud. haha.

then went some street place to shop n eat. at night DAMN cold. omt. can freeze to death leh.

went back to hotel b4 gg out to buy snacks. it snowed!! tt's how cold it was.

16 dec

went to some temple. got deer there. deers so cute!!! but got shit everywhere. n the deers stinks a little. but cute!!!

inside the temple the pillar got a bloody small hole. only smart pple can go in. but seriously, i think is only thin pple can get in. my butt almost couldn't make it man. damn scary.

went kyoto. a lot of temple there. so went temple lor. got a lot of stuff. lazy type. haha. then took bullet train to nagoya. shop then went back to hotel le.

17 dec

puked my breakfast out. haiz. didn't feel well at all. pass by pacific ocean to fuji mountain area. went owakudani. which is some volcano-ry place. just go there n see volcano gas like tt. n go there to get blow awaye by the wind. seriously, pple like mel will be blown awaye if she jumps into the air. but then again. pple like mel will be saved by pple like et...

didn't get to go mt fuji cuz tour mate was late. haiz. oh well. went for hot spring. u have to be like naked n all. thank god no one was there when we went.

18 dec

went to mt fuji de visitor centre. got some video thing. like lecture like tt. some more lecturer was 3 pple awaye. dotz. finally reach tokyo le. went to see some toyota showroom.i was like taking photo in a sports car. n i can reach the pedal cuz too short. sports car leh. then some idiot (i think singaporean) said loudly in chi " zhe me ai jia de dao meh" wtf lah. can't she tell i understand chi. bu ke neng go a few days jiu zhe me xiang jap le ma! asshole

then went shopping centre. got some snow wish show. then at the end got fake snow too.haha.went shinjuku. shop again. skin started having rashes cuz damn dry n damn cold. now my legs still itching like MAD!!! gosh. at first it will be itchy. then it will be painful. can't cross my leg. n can't slp well. keep waking up in the middle of the night to scratch.

19 dec

disneyland!!!!!!! fun!!!!! but i super super lazy now. n my legs really getting itchier. lets just say the whole thing is v meng huan and made me feel like a kid again. hehe.

20 dec

extended day. went ginza, harajuku n shibuya. shop shop shop...

21 dec

i m back! the entry getting shorter n shorter

tt's it le. i lazy type. n my legs v v v itchy. tt's it le. who wanna watch narnia with me?????

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this is interesting... just watch it when it's bright day light n got someone else in the room... or smth...

http://media.spikedhumor.com/8944/Jingle_Bells_Reversed.swf

ru guo ai is damn nice!!! haha... i wanna buy the soundtrack!!!

met david at the cinema there... i was late lah... reached somerset mrt at the time i was suppose to reach the cinema... hehe... he was early... like wow... haha... anywaye, the movie is nice!!! takeshi is SHUAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg... he looks damn damn hot in suit... not so hot when he wear glasses... dai dai de gan jue... haha... n i LOVE his eyes... wow... i just love guys with like deep eyes... n like hui shuo hua de... wow... anywaye, zhou xun looks like a cross between xiao S and zhang shao han siaz... jacky cheung can sing DAMN DAMN well... he is like the main reason i wanna buy the soundtrack... damn gd lah his voice... acting cool too... i LOVE chi zhen si's character... he is like so mysterious... he's there... n then he's gone... wow... haha...

the movie is damn sad... my eyes were like wet wet de in the end lah... i like the whole song n dance thing... oh well.. dun wanna elaborate... lazy... haha... i m just glad i caught the movie... hehe... now i wanna watch narnia n pride n prejudice n i m done for the yr le... i think... hehe...

i dun think i blogging the next few days... tmr just piano jiu wan le... so yup... happy early bday li ting! :)

2019 13dec

i like this song...

crazy - simple plan

Tell me what’s wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won’t stop till they’ve reached their dreams
Diet pills, surgery
Photo shop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn’t make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what’s going on
Tell me what’s going on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that something is wrong

I guess things aren’t how they used to be
There’s no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it’s World War 3
No one cares, no one’s there
I guess we’re all just too damn busy
And money’s our first priority
It doesn’t make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what’s going on
Tell me what’s going on
If you open your eyes
You’ll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy
Is everybody going crazy

Tell me what’s wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV’s
When kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share

yy came over to my place today... i hate piano! haha... is like we just think of songs n press... haha... then went online to send some stuff n played worm... suicide queen man... but delia's still the best... haha... then went lunch then arcade... then went home n watch energy concert dvd... ah di rox! haha... tt's about it ba...

i LOVE these songs... anyone can send me??? hehe... both the tune and lyrics are nice... but i prefer the tune for the first song and lyrics for the second... both zhang xue you got sing guo...

她来听我的演唱会-ah di!!! :)

她来听我的演唱会
在十七岁的初恋第一次约会
男孩为了她彻夜排队
半年的积畜买了门票一对

我唱得她心醉
我唱得她心碎
三年的感情一封信就要收回
她记得月台汽笛声声在催
播我的歌陪着人们流泪
嘿陪人们流泪

她来听我的演唱会
在二十五岁恋爱是风光明媚
男朋友背着她送人玫瑰
她不听电话夜夜听歌不睡

我唱得她心醉
我唱得她心碎
成年人分手后都像无所谓
和朋友一起买醉卡拉ok
唱我的歌陪着画面流泪
嘿陪着流眼泪

我唱得她心醉
我唱得她心碎
在三十三岁真爱那么珍贵
年轻的女孩求她让一让位
让男人决定跟谁远走高飞
嘿谁在远走高飞

我唱得她心醉
我唱得她心碎
她努力不让自己看来很累
岁月在听我们唱无怨无悔
在掌声里唱到自己流泪
嘿唱到自己流泪

她来听我的演唱会
在四十岁后听歌的女人很美
小孩在问她为什么流泪
身边的男人早已渐渐入睡
她静静听着我们的演唱会

秋意浓-superstar guys

秋意浓
离人心上
秋意浓
一杯酒
情绪万种
离别多
叶落的季节
离别多
握住你的手
放在心头
我要你记得
无言的承诺
啊~不怕相思苦
只怕你伤痛
怨只怨人在风中
聚散都不由我
啊~不怕我孤单
只怕你寂寞
无处说离愁
舞秋风
漫天回忆
舞秋风
叹一声
黯然沉默
不能说
惹泪的话都
不能说
紧紧拥着
你永远记得
你曾经为我这样的哭过
啊不怕相思苦
只怕你伤痛
怨只怨人在风中
聚散都不由我
啊不怕我孤独
只怕你寂寞
无处说离愁
啊不怕相思苦
只怕你伤痛
怨只怨人在风中
聚散都不由我
啊不怕我孤独
只怕你寂寞
无处说离愁

Had a damn gd slp last night.only woke up once at 9 b4 gg back to slp n waking up at 12... hehe... either i m damn tired or (pls let it be this)tt my sleeping hours is reverted le... last night i was looking thru my tapes to watch zhen ming tian nu.end up i set timer wrongly so recorded from 8-9 instead of 7-8... DAMN SAD LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh... damn pissed lor... shouldn't have gone to play soccer... ugh!!! worse part is... even sq never record... but she missed it too... haha... ok i m damn evil... but wtv...

went sengkang for lunch... jack's place... my aunt almost made me treat her for lunch as xmas present... thank god she didn't... haha... then went library to borrow books... i m DAMN lost in the library can... really dun like libraries... rest of the day nth else le...

MANGO SALES THIS THURSDAY!!! damnit lah... i wanna go!!! but timing damn bad... shit... ugh!

V long never post lyrics le... i think... my stupid cousin got this song stuck in my head...

1929 11dec

All that I've got - The Used

So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed now I'm far from lonely
I sleep, I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me

I need something average someone please just give me
Hit me and knock me out and let me go back to sleep
I can't laugh all I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
Eyes closed so hard I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

marcus is v v v noisy!!!

last night slept at around 1+... i think... then woe up at 6 smth... then 7.. then 8... then 9... (doesn't this seem familiar???)... woke my cousin up for dental... then went back to slp b4 aking up at 10... played ps2... my quidditch skill tui bu le... marcus is now the best... then played lotr... which i m not bad in after all... cuz i dun chiong to fight... haha

muscles aching the whole damn day... right arm n both legs... so now try to only use left arm n ont climb stairs... went town for lunch... then went starbucks for tea... my treat... shocking right? haha... then went to borders... damn sleepy... hen went for dinner... quite early dinner though...

thai restaurant... nice tomyam soup tt was rather spicy... drank marcus' share... exactly how noisy he was i lazy to type... haha... but i confirm will talk about it de... he drank like 7 cups of water n one cup of coke lah... then went back to his house n play a while more then watch soccer then now home le... actually today can type quite a lot de... but lazy... haha...

2240... 10 dec

muscles aching everywhere... stupid jessie made me carry the big water bottle yesterday... sob sob... this morning woke up at 6.45 to go sch... uncle drove me to mrt station... then went home to take zh's stuff... if it wasn't for the stuff i wouldn't even have gone back to sch at all... last night slept at 2plus lah... ugh...

dad drove me to yck mrt to meet yy to go sch n wrap present... juliet was late so i just narated the whole of yesterday to yy... hehe... then wrap the stupid prizes... went to the photocopying lady to take boxes so we can dump the stupid prizes inside... then the auntie is damn nice... then we wrap lor... juliet is damn gd at wrapping... then we help make the lanterns... then went to meet my cousin at ps...

for some reason he can't recieve my sms.. thank god i wasn't late... hehe... then we went long john for lunch... he is SOOOOO NICE!!! treat me!!! hehe... then we took the train... wanted to go pasir ris to pass zh his stuff... but he didn't want to walk out cuz he just bought lunch... so i kinda wasted my trip back home... oh well... went back home... my cousin's home i mean... on the waye rented the longest yard... n ate ice cream... is like the rental shop fella ask us how old we were when we were renting... then i said 17... n she said "u r 17?????"...then stun for 3 secs straight... like total silence... gosh... tai guo fen le.. i was wearing aj uni some more lor...

went back n played ps2 first... lost v badly for hockey... 8-1... or 9-1... dun rmb... then quidditch i won again... haha... cuz i caught the snitch.. is like i got practically no boost... but still caught... haha... then watch longest yard... then dinner... miss zheng ming tian nu... then went to play soccer... now SUPER tired... aching everywhere lah... die lah... shouldn't have gone to sch...

2200... 9 dec

CALVIN IS THE NICEST COUSIN EVER!!!!! (he says ya i noe...)

my cousin is like damn sweet... lend me use the laptop... yay! thanks calvin... anywaye, forgot smth yesterday... david was like pushing me around the rink.... n say i m acting like a metal bar thingy... dotz...

today woke up early to go my cousin's house... last night took like an hour to slp cuz my leg was aching v badly so too painful can't slp... this morning whole body ache evenly... so hai hao... bought them breakfast... poor cousin slept at 5... madness... so i kinda woke them up... hehe... i ATE my breakfast... so guai... then played soccer on ps2 with my older cousin... first round i won 1-0 thanks to my younger cousin's advice... then he went to slp... then i lost 4-0... i think... sob sob... oh well... at least it is not 10-0... oh wait... tt's for hockey... then played quidditch... my cousin was totally leading... but i caught the snitch... hehe... so i won... then they left the house first...

played quidditch all the waye till 12.45 then left the house... 15 mins late again... haha... pei yueng, jessie n hui ping was there... n yunlong n ck... et n mel went to "buy" the stuff first... but they were actually at the food court... gosh... then we waited for qiao yun b4 gg to ntuc to meet et n mel... who obviously weren't there... terence arrived shortly... then we went to buy cup noodles for dinner cuz bbq is tmr night... then we went macs to rot... sq arrived... we had to wait till like 4.30 then can go to the chalet... jessie is damn disgusting... asking v gross question.. not exactly questions... more like talling et n mel not to do anything wrong... haha... dun publicise... can ask me in private... haha... sq n i played hai dai again... today damn weird... is like sq can read minds today... she noes exactly wat i m gg to do n say... then everyone started asking the guys questions... er... then we went to bus stop..

went arcade cuz it was still early... sq really cannot shoot... then we play air hockey n scream n scream... then went to chalet there... but the door was locked... so we waited outside... stupid guys play with volleyball... so dangerous... hit us how... then zh's fam arrive so we went in... then went rollerblading... actually only i blade... sq, mel, jessie n huiping cycle... is like on the waye ot the rental shop i just hold onto mel n sq... haha... then they drag me there... then mel not familiar with cycling yet... so scream a lot... n kept gg into the grass... n she walked more than cycle... n she kept screaming for hwee yan, whom tot her how to cycle... damn funny... n me, being nice(n tired), lag behind with her while the rest of them cycle dao bu jian zhong ying... tsk tsk... then when we can find them i would hold on to their bikes... haha... v tired leh... blading... gosh...

rush back to watch zheng ming tian nu... the rest were gambling... then after they clear the bedsq n i just rot there... took pillows n kao there... then everyone else help us take stuff like water, hp, food blah... we shared the cup noodle cuz it's damn big... nobody liked the abc soup... haha... then we just sat there... super sleepy n tired... then rested a while... then jessie, qy, py n clare played bridge so i cleared the bed... then et wanna borrow ipod cuz mel went to send hui ping off... is like one song... we sing in 3 octaves lah... then et low... sq highest... my middle... haha... stupid sq say i sound like ella... then after tt say i sound like guy n sing low... then we just sat on the bed n rot n listened to music cuz mel has returned... then we listen n sing n sing... haha... poor bridge pple have to tolerate my singing... sry ar... then we yi bian sing yi bian watch rainbow connections... then et n mel were being all touchy feely then i was making alll the funny sounds... haha... dunno how to demo here... haha... then zh arrived... then we went bowling... haiz... damn sad lah... i got better towards the end though... but didn't finish cuz dad arrived... then i dunno where the main entrance is... so zh ran me to the entrance then i saw the car then jiu zhao le...

now super tired... at my cousin's house... tmr morning still must go sch... y i so guai ar... haiz... haha... wonder wat time i will slp tonight... oh well... tmr must wake up on time!!! hehe..

12.28am 9th dec 2005

cal: i did NOT fall today!!! haha... :P

anywaye, today woke up at 5.45... then 7... then 8 o clock gave up... left house 10mins early... but STILL ended up late... is like i saw the train coming... then ran all the waye up the escalator... stupid bag so heavy n must carry the stupid paper bag... then by the time i reach the end the door close diao liao... ugh... DAMN pissed... then still 4 mins late... damnit lah... then zh was sitting there liao... shit lah... anywaye, as yy was late... then zh n i waited for her... then she ask us go centre n wait... then zh help carry the paper bag to centre... then she arrive le then we rot for v long le then train arrive... waye was late too... haha... then when i arrive waye suppose to board the train... but she tot i wasn't in it so didn't board... so i had to get off the next stop n wait for her..

after we arrive went to library... halfwaye there fl called n said she arrived... so we go meet her... then walk back to library... then david still not there so we waited for him at the stone seats... then he came n needed to go library so we waited some more... then FINALLY we went upstairs... but he need gloves... so we waited for the shop to open... end up give up so daivd knock n we went in... is like the shop upstairs close le... so we went to the winter shop... which is more ex... end up upstairs still got sell... waste money le... then we skate skate skate... daivd learn to skate backwards n attempt to do stunts... er... anywaye, then waye n fl were clinging onto each other like siao... waye learn quite fast ba... then fl fell 3 times or smth... poor thing... then we went mac for lunch... then fl, waye n i took cab to ny to pei her go training... but didn't go up cuz dun wanna get pass security guard... then walk all the waye to main gate... which is damn far... circle line made us walk in circles... in the cab we were discussing chalet stuff... then we didn't noe wat's the name of the thing u use to pick op smth... in the end we just wrote "kiap" there... haha...

after fl went up waye n i went j8... we were like damn tired... n my back was aching.. so we just walk a bit to get waye's vcd... then take neoprint jiu go home le... the neoprint was quite... weird... dunno y... haha... still prefer the first one in sch uni we took... :)

now DAMN tired.... reach home jiu sit in front of piano liao... now throat a bit pain n voice half gone... legs damn suan feel like chopping them off... sniffing has began again... thank god headache subsided... backache still there though... ugh... tmr chalet how?!!?!?!? oh well... tmr jiu zhi dao le...

8.53pm

i dunno y i blog today... cuz nth happen... joyce had a much better day so i can blog about her life (n get killed by her)... yesterday suppose to meet yy but tt poor gurl is sick AGAIN... so whole day rot again... then today also nth much happen... just went for lunch at some nice place... as in the food is nice but the env not really... haha... i m damn tiao ti... anywaye, today's entry is to conclude i need slp... cuz i m getting more n more lag (my cousins: i bet u dun think it's humanely possible, but it IS happening)... n like feeling tired 24/7... it's like tmr must wake up by 8.30... then slp at dunno wat time... then the following day wake up by 8 or smth... then slp over at my cousin's = super cold air con & nice den where i can look at nice stars OR just stare at the tv screen = dun need to slp... then next day wake up early to either go sch or 2nd day of chalet or play some more... then sat same thing... yay can't wait!!! but shucks can't slp!!! oh well... for the sake of fun n laughter, peace n joy... slp can/must wait... ok enough rambling about the next 3 days... the main purpose of the rambling is cuz i won't be bringing my laptop to my cousin's... so unless i bother to borrow their laptop to blog... i won't be blogging on thurs n fri... then tmr i think i will have enuf stuff to blog if i have the time... so yup... i shall end le... cuz this is just crap... i m getting crappier too!!! shucks... ok lyrics time... ying xin ren... i like the lyrics...

隐形人 - yanzi

无论你肯或不肯我都选择等
等到你结束好久探险的旅程

要是没有寂寞陪衬
没有途中的灰尘
你怎会向往家门

你越是想要诚恳其实越残忍
伪装不了你对我漠视的眼神

你不许我听信永恒
不许我迷信我们
不许我奋不顾身

多想化成隐形的人
掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温好帮你驱走寒冷
看不见也能感受心疼
我想化成隐形的人
隐藏我的泪在翻滚
我在你凌乱世界留下的指纹
对你是没心跳的一个吻

朋友都于心不忍责备我愚蠢
但他们都回避我执着的眼神

可知我对爱的虔诚
可知我迷信我们
可知我难得放任

just finish watching star awards... gg to blog about it later then... today went to my cousin's house... b4 tt went shopping... hehe... bought yet another pair of jeans... n top... then went to my cousin's place to drop my stuff there so tt i can slp over on thurs... then played ps2... SOOOO long never play le... played prisoner of azkaban... cuz i never play b4... n my cuzzies haven got the goblet of fire yet... i n damn sucky at all games lah... i wanna play quidditch... tt's the only game i m remotely ok in lor... but so long never play le so i bet i m sucky again liao...

went home in time to watch bu xiang zhang da mv... nice... v fairy tale de gan jue... but if only it's more like... i dunno... according to the lyrics... like one person be sleeping beauty, one be cinderella, n one be whoever is left... haha... but at least they are de-dollified... then it's star awards le!!! is like most of the guys wore black... then the ladies either too simple or too gross... damn weird lor... but some of them dress until damn class... i m damn sad now about my julian hee n felicia chin... haiz... oh yea... i almost forgot... i HATE patty hou... no reasons y... just dun like her... now a bit sian diao... so suan le... dun feel like typing...

nowadays not only my normal sleeping patterns affected... my naptime also kena... i m like waking up every half an hour during afternoon naps... damnit lah... so i decided to post this song...

自我催眠-罗志祥

人群里面那个我把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵听不见你说
爱就在此刻松手分手放手

我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分你才要走

我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠却
回不到从前

等着红灯那个我还会向前走
也许那幸福的执着在下一个路口
专属铃声我还留着却静静沉默
在我们之间爱了放了散了

我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛我的难过

聪明再多一些
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
慢慢闭上双眼

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nth happened today.. i also dunno y i blog... hehe... guess i m just bored... even though hw is still undone n stacked nicely there... i have stopped rubbing my right eye... n now just rub left eye... hehe... today woke up then rot around then went compass pt for lunch... didn't bother to go look for yu ting... hehe... but my grandma say she didn't see her... went to some chinese restaurant for lunch... is like one of the waitresses look quite young... is the whole world working or smth????? then walk walk around... my aunt wasn't around so no shopping... tmr then shop i think... haven found anything cny wear-able... now persuading my grandma to buy zheng ming tian nu vcd cuz i m gg to miss quite a bit of eps... sob sob... hebe!!! now doing piano hw AGAIN... nobody online leh... those online r awaye... haiz... me is bored... :(

7.11

this morning same as yesterday... woke up like every hour... from 6-8... then went to meet sq to pass her her tape... 162 take damn long to arrive lah... n i missed the bus... 2nd day in a row tt i miss a bus cuz i walked too slowly... sianz lah... then rot on the bus for damn long le then finally arrive... after i pass sq the tape then she walked me to the bus stop then we were saying how long 162 takes to arrive... then like suddenly i62 pass by... then we scream... then i run... haha... manage to catch the bus... thank god the bus stop wasn't far... then met li ting at 10.30 (yy: fine u were right all along... ) then went my house to do the recording... wah say... my piano really sux... i think we recorded 30+ times... n like 5 of them is towards the end of the song some more one... but got some is cuz li tng sing wrong... so heng not all my fault... then one of the part was stopped cuz my grandma press doorbell... damn funny lah... we just like laugh n laugh... then i throw my cushion until my cushion v poor thing... haha... then is like last line she at first got some prob... so wanted me to do with her the song... but i can't concentrate on piano(which i m alr screwing up horribly) n sing at the same time... so after lunch just ask her to try last line again... which she succeeded.. so heng ar... the judges dun have to tolerate with my singing... haha... now just hope yy can come up with smth better... hehe...

8.39pm

found this on julian's blog... which he revived temporarily...

Dating Strengths	Dating Weaknesses
1. Sense of Humor - 85.7% 2. Financial Situation - 69.2% 3. Flirtiness - 62.5% 4. Open-Mindedness - 54.5% 5. Confidence - 50%	1. Appearance - 88.9% 2. Temper - 50%

Dating Strengths Explained
Sense of Humor - Guys are attracted to people with a good sense of humor. Be sure to put yours on display! Financial Situation - You've got your financial situation under control, which is a very desirable quality. Be careful to avoid guys who are only interested in your money. Flirtiness - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities. Open-Mindedness - You are open to trying new things and entertaining new ideas, and this widens your pool of available guys. Confidence - You are sure of yourself and confident of your abilities. Displays of confidence go a long way when attracting a date.
Dating Weaknesses Explained
Appearance - Devoting a greater effort at making good first impressions is a must. Try to be fit and develop a style if you want to catch a guy's attention. Temper - You need to work on controlling your temper. Don't let your anger get the best of you. A calm and rational persona is important when dating.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARE!!!!!! (like she reads this...)

last night slept quite early... but from 6am onwards i started waking up every hour... like wake up at 6... then went back to slp... then 7... then 8 then 9 then i give up n wake up... so now sleepy... hehe... went to sch for cl's discussion of cny card making crap rules... suppose to meet yy at 10.20... but walk too slow then miss the bus so ended up late... then it was raining damn heavily... made me more sleepy only...

reach outside audi le nobody there yet... then just sat n rot... then the umbrellas were lke floating around... then discuss some of the rules... the teacher damn crap... then went ntuc to buy the prizes... then yy n i went off first... we like stuff all the prizes in our bag... so the bag was DAMN heavy... first stop was sq's bus stop to collect tape 1... is like we saw her strolling so we decided to get off the bus.... n she said she wanted us to get off... evil leh... tsk tsk... then waited for the bus for damn long... hai us waste so much time... tsk tsk... haha..

next stop far east... bought li ting's bday pressie... called her to ask her wat colour she want some more... next stop mariott hotel to collect tape 2 from zh... he looked damn funny... but he kope some cookies! damn nice... quite sweet though... but nice! hehe thanks! then went to orchard mrt to meet wl n mare.. as they were singing... they weren't exactly early... then joyce working so met us even later... is like when she come we alr wanna go liao... oh yea... is like when she arrive she saw the bowl on the table... then she asked me "u ate this right" then i was like yea... then she said "gd then i can xiang yy jiao dai le"... like wth... anywaye, joyce kept thinking we r lying... then went we reach the mrt station she said "the game ends now lah. u guys r lying right?" haha... sry ar joyce... then we just went home le... haha...

i m totally in love with hebe now lah... after watching zhen ming tian nu... i dunno y also... just like her a lot... i love her clothes in zhen ming tian nu... all the half jackets... she look damn nice... now she wearing those working suit stuff... look damn nice cool... n i like her hair... haha... n is like ella's story is much sadder... but when hebe cried my eyes also started watering... guess my tear glands r rather selective... haha...

now rubbing eyes again... ugh... whole day liao... irritating... tmr must wake up early... thus i shall slp early... cya pple...

8.42pm