super super sad now... piano exam was a nightmare which i hope dun ever repeat again for any situations... let's go back to tuesday first ba...

tues: actually now i can't really recall anything that happened... i dun rmb a thing... so summarise a lot... tues had phy spa... tt's all i rmb... it was ok... as in at least i feel much better about it then when i finish my piano prac...

wed: pe did some russian dance... then was inside the inner circle... after one set of the dance the circle gets smaller so keep crashing into the person next to me or end up holding wrong person... hehe... then edwin elbowed me some more... then after sch wanted to "stalk" someone... hehe... but not successful... n melissa has this new fetish for peter pan... is like we just wait for the ad then she will do the snap-fingers-"do u believe in fairies"-snap fingers thing... kinda cute... as in the thing not melissa... hehe...

thurs: rather interesting... watched ghosts of rwanda for gp... not v ghostly... heng ar... mr poh told us tt ms soh was his relieve teacher when he was j1... 7 yrs ago... everyone were V shock n V curious about ms soh's age lah... so during chem we were like asking her lah... n she said she grew up in a kampong... like does those thing exist in this century? anywaye, then she say she more than 30 less than 35... (at this pts go talk on phone with my cousin... he is sweet sia... haha...)... n then she said if she went into teaching straight after coming out of uni she would have taught mdm ong too... like wth lah... oh.. n she also said if we saw her younger days photo we will be damn shock.... haha... as in she's chio n everything... tt's wat she implied... anywaye, then we did tutorial... about electrophilic substitution... damn funny lor... is like she got the 6 guys to form a benzene ring... hold hands some more... then yun long n ck form a bond... then apparently terence gets jealous then some crap lah... then she is a bromine... so she form bond with yun long... haha... then a lot of explanation... so skip... in conclusion, she was in a darn gd mood... so we predicted mr ong will be in a bad mood... on the contary... he was in gd mood too... is like terence did his repiration sdl which mr ong predicted no one did... so he owes terence a gift... haha... tt's about it.. oh yea... pple say talk to my hand right? melissa says talk to my elbow... cuz she say pple seldom use elbow... haha...

fri(today): piano sux... ugh... or i suck... either waye... start from morning... had civics during phy lecture... where we sat upstairs in the gallery... big mistake lor... the stupid sitting arrangement... best civics ever n we sit upstairs...is like this band called the magnets came to our sch lah.... acapella band.... DAMN GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna go watch the concert!!!!!! it is on sunday at victoria concert hall... like wow lah... anywaye, they sang elvis song... dun rmb the title... then sang this love by maroon five... the drums guy is damn cool lah!!!!!!!!!!! omg.... i m damn damn amazed.... then they sang some other songs.... dun rmb... oh back to the drum guy... andy frost... like he tried to teach us some drums thing... the bass drum is the p sound... then the t sound... n the pf sound for the snare drum... eh... nvm... then in the end they did some jackson 5 song... then we were suppose to dance along lah... is like one of the move is quite funny... but clare did it lor... n ewww.... nvm.... then gp continue watch rwanda... then nth much le...

PIANO: STUPID STUPID ME!!!!!! ugh... i cannot cannot stand myself... y i always let my nerves get in the waye!?!?!?!? ugh... oh yea, thanks to all who wished me gd luck... but i disappointed u all liao... SOB.... is like when i go there the person told me i m next... then i freaked out le... then read the profile of the examiner... a guy... quite old... experienced... he like work a lot with children... which is good or bad? anywaye, is like i went in then he say make myself comfortable etc... then ask me if i tried the piano b4... i said no so he say i can play wtv i want then he will pretend not to hear anything... at tt point start shaking le...then i just test a bit of scales n pieces... then he ask me scales first or pieces, then wat grp lah... anywaye scales was sucky... i keep striking the wrong note cuz my hands were shaking quite badly... so staccato, for once, was actually better than the legato portion cuz i have to lift my hand away from the piano everytime i play a note so the shaking doesn't affect as much... then pieces.. like omg... the first piece i usually play ok one... then end up play some wrong notes here n there cuz of the shaking again... but hai hao... as in it is the worst i played tt piece in the past few days... but better then the other 2 pieces... i think i say tt i got 21... 2nd piece i first left hand nots alr miss diao... like wth lah!!! then some chords wrong.... ugh... horrible... i like force myself to continue lah... ugh... then 3rd piece was v v v bad... the first half was ok... although i totally ignore dynamics... then 2nd half like 2 bars wrong lah... wth... then i totally freaked out... n increase speed... ugh... lucky it's modern piece so increase speed hai hao ba... anywaye, then he ask me to relax while he finish writing... he like writing essay like tt lah!!!! omg... damn bloody long... when i first went in i saw the essays he wrote for the other pple then it's super long... so i just sat there n stone... then the funny thing happen... is like i was just staring at my piece... then i heard the calculator sound... then i turn to find him pincing some numbers... like wth... i dunno whether i should be happy tt maybe is is trying his best to let me pass, or be sad cuz i did so badly tt he needs a calculator to save me... haiz... then aural was nightmare... like i dun think i usually have dou ying one... i dun right pple? anywaye, the singing lower part one was totally out for the 2nd half... then the sight singing the first half correct... then 2nd half i got softer n softer cuz my voice starting shaking like mad... ugh... mian qiang finish the last note... then i think my answers for the questions all wrong... like usually all correct... today all wrong... like wth... then sight reading the beginning was horrid... centre was not bad... towards end somewhere in between... oh on my waye out i saw a 3 on my paper... either i got 13 or 3 for aural... i wanna cry liao.... ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't wait to retake... I HATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!