waye updated her blog le... she wrote smth about me on her file... shall go read later... i dedicating this entree to jessie le... cuz li ting's blog is 2 lines long and yy dun update v often so i guess it's down to me... continue from yesterday.... while i was bloggin actually, a teacher called... thanks to shir's recommendation... told her everything i noe... and dun... let me clarify smth first.... I DO NOT HAVE A DAMN IDEA WHERE THE BLOODY HELL JESSIE IS AND WHERE SHE HANGS OUT SO STOP ASKING ME THIS FREAKIN QUESTION.I TOO WANNA NOE WHERE SHE IS OK! SO STOP SUSPECTING ME the question is where i think she might be. and ends of with if i see her call the teachers. i shall call this question. so if u see * appear tt means i have been suspected once again. this is went to suntec to watch star wars... was like watching my cousins eat ice cream.... shared with my aunt cuz didn't really feel like eating... then got phone call... from jessie's sis/mum * .then got sms from yy n contents of phone call n sms were msged to li ting. then cannot take it anymore cuz my hands were freakin freezing so called up li ting so we can talk. then called yy.... then went to arcade.... like again... keep shooting pple.... then play the drum thingy game n i was hitting the thing damn hard lor... chu qi... sigh.... then went to watch star wars.... like my phone vibrated halfway through the movie n i was soooooo tempted to check out the sms.... it has nth to do with jessie in the end.... the movie is not bad btw... lightsabre's cool.... tt's all i rmb... then went to my cousin's and slp over... played star wars revenge of the sith on ps2 till 3.45am.... laid awake till about 4am? woke up at 8.15 around there to check my hp... nth until later where yy sms... those who noe me noe how many hours i need on weekends right? this is only like dunno how many percent only... tonight i dun think i can slp again... anywaye, went outside to play ps2 again... dun concentrate on everything else when playing.... won't feel any guilt... then a teacher called but got miss call cuz i put hp in silent mode... then my dad call me to call the sch... * ... after tt keep messaging li ting... then stuff happen here and there.... then went to compass pt for lunch... miss soh called.... she sounded sad at first.... then after tt is * again.... had piano... the first piece, my best piece, was horribly played today.... the first pg usually has no mistakes.... today within first 8 bars alr 2-3 mistakes le.... then halfway got phone ring... is like now when i hear phone ring i will run to the phone n pick it up lor... but playing piano so cannot... aunt picked up... according to her, someone called to look for jessie... conversation was like
person: may i speak to jessie
aunt: no jessie here
person: who's house izzit?
aunt: yu ning
person: oh ok(hangs up)
i got nth to say to tt conversation... then no more updates liao... everyone who visits this blog right... whether u all know jessie or not.... can u all just pray for her? please? wtv religion also can... jsut pray... those free thinker right.... just start with - father, (add content), end with amen... as long as u mean it i think it should be fine right? dunno lah.... i free thinker too...

guilt....