finally fell sick... let's see how long this will last... anywaye, yesterday was be yourself day... wore pink tank top with army green top outside... n denim skirt... *sniff*... brought my cap n shades too... *sniff*... then borrowed li ting's white energy wristband.... glennis the pianist wore it too... hehe... then li ting borrowed my bday black skirt n shir borrowed my bday denim skirt... then had a v long tok but spend most of it taking photo... is like just take n take cuz we keep wearing shades n cap n pass it around... then after the talk went to hall to play table tennis.... can't be bothered to change so wore skirt n shades n tank top to play.... amazing right? EVERYBODY lost to zhi hao... some more he give chance one lor... u dun smack him he dun smack u... then if u losing badly he dun even do chop serve.... which kinda make me feel damn useless for losing to him still... but lost less than shirley.... she lost 11-2.... me 11-7... *sniff sniff* then played with shir which i won... i think she not on form... must be cuz handsome boy is there right? then played with yy... like i service error 4-5 times n she still lost... i deuce some more leh... sigh... is like shir was asking me to give chance b4 we start.... haha.... mission failed... anywaye, went to k box after tt... the crazy guy is crazy... anywaye, then was the pageant... the jedi master quite nice... the mc SUX!!! *sniff* after the whole thing took photo then went back to ij to take cert... I MISS IJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sigh... then met sam n went town... is like damn freaky lah... me n li ting keep saying the same thing... copy me only.... hehe... then walk walk a bit.... btw, +~ went to j8 on fri... sigh... is like saw a bunch of ny pple around cine then after tt cannot concentrate on anything.... li ting say i look jing sheng huang hu... sigh... then went to j8 to buy some stuff.... by then was feeling so damn super tired.... then noe i gg to fall sick le... li ting help me carry bag for a while some more.... which doesn't happen v often.... then went nyp for dinner.... didn't eat much... went back to sch for guitar concert... which is ok... des keep gg in n out of the curtain... i think i tripped 3 times yesterday... dun rmb.... damn off yesterday... then tt's it for yesterday le... today woke up totally dying... then still must go phototaking.... put make up some more... then went to watch monster in law.... which is quite nice actually.... except i had to drink hot drink instead.... n cannot eat much.... then half way thru was sooooooooo tired so made full use of my cousin's shoulder.... quite comfy.... hehe.... sigh... *sniff*.... nice to have shoulders to kao on... *sniff* then walk walk a bit then here i m now... gtg le... need to go pack bag... sleeping over at my cousin's again... sigh... how many times did i sniff?

sigh.... jessie is not coming back till after the hols.... so sad.... sigh... tot can see her tmr le... now i have more time to save money to treat her! hehe.... anywaye, todaye was like tt lor... pe was held in the hall cuz it was raining... a torture as usual so i shall not go into much details... then had house thingy... which ended damn early... then had cl... which was quite slacked... we sang chi bang by jj today... i can't sing... sigh...

Your Birthdate: March 29

Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature. You are imaginative and creative, but rather uncomfortable in the business world. You are very aware and sensitive, with outstanding intuitive skills and analytical abilities. The 29 reduces to 11, one of the master numbers which often produces much nervous tension. This is the birthday of the dreamer rather than the doer. You do, however, work very well with people.

JESSIE IS FOUND LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm shoooooooooooo happy now...... anywaye, let's start from the top shall we? hehe.... first time i sound chirpy in AGES... anywaye, today was like tt lor... li ting n i keep getting mysterious phone calls.... then after sch no pe cuz raining so went to look for jessie..... is like li ting and i were more tempted to shop than to search.... then shir n handsome boy one group..... haha... keep making fun of them.... muahahhaha.... went everywhere e.g. stadium, lot 1, park, hawker centre.... my bag was SO darn heavy lor... then carry 3 files some more... lucky can bully handsome boy into carrying for me... hehe... oh well.... then after that gave up cuz VERY tired... more tired than have pe lor... anywaye, waye was damn cute.... she met jessie like once n she was like so damn worried.... sigh... anywaye, when reach home hui ping msg and say jessie was found! her aunt found her or smth.... now she is safe n away from her crazy mother.... which means i m also safe cuz i doubt she will bother me now either.... sooooooooooooooooo happy!!!! hope to see jessie soon.... jessie, if u ever read this, i treating u to swensens bake rice n sticky chewy chocolate.... no strings attached.... dun need all 90% and above.... hehe....

since i m so happy.... shall copy n paste nice song lyrics... actually the song is nice to listen but not nice... as in... nvm... read then noe le... n i decided to choose this song cuz it is in english...

Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road The only one I that have ever known
Don't know wehre it goes But its home and I walk alone

I walk this empty street On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

i'm walking down the line That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge And where I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's f***ed up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone
I walk this empty street On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk away!

WHERE ON EARTH ARE YOU JESSIE?!?!?!?!

izzit just me or have i been using a lot of caps n red letterings nowadays.... i dunno wat to say... just continue praying...

waye updated her blog le... she wrote smth about me on her file... shall go read later... i dedicating this entree to jessie le... cuz li ting's blog is 2 lines long and yy dun update v often so i guess it's down to me... continue from yesterday.... while i was bloggin actually, a teacher called... thanks to shir's recommendation... told her everything i noe... and dun... let me clarify smth first.... I DO NOT HAVE A DAMN IDEA WHERE THE BLOODY HELL JESSIE IS AND WHERE SHE HANGS OUT SO STOP ASKING ME THIS FREAKIN QUESTION.I TOO WANNA NOE WHERE SHE IS OK! SO STOP SUSPECTING ME the question is where i think she might be. and ends of with if i see her call the teachers. i shall call this question. so if u see * appear tt means i have been suspected once again. this is went to suntec to watch star wars... was like watching my cousins eat ice cream.... shared with my aunt cuz didn't really feel like eating... then got phone call... from jessie's sis/mum * .then got sms from yy n contents of phone call n sms were msged to li ting. then cannot take it anymore cuz my hands were freakin freezing so called up li ting so we can talk. then called yy.... then went to arcade.... like again... keep shooting pple.... then play the drum thingy game n i was hitting the thing damn hard lor... chu qi... sigh.... then went to watch star wars.... like my phone vibrated halfway through the movie n i was soooooo tempted to check out the sms.... it has nth to do with jessie in the end.... the movie is not bad btw... lightsabre's cool.... tt's all i rmb... then went to my cousin's and slp over... played star wars revenge of the sith on ps2 till 3.45am.... laid awake till about 4am? woke up at 8.15 around there to check my hp... nth until later where yy sms... those who noe me noe how many hours i need on weekends right? this is only like dunno how many percent only... tonight i dun think i can slp again... anywaye, went outside to play ps2 again... dun concentrate on everything else when playing.... won't feel any guilt... then a teacher called but got miss call cuz i put hp in silent mode... then my dad call me to call the sch... * ... after tt keep messaging li ting... then stuff happen here and there.... then went to compass pt for lunch... miss soh called.... she sounded sad at first.... then after tt is * again.... had piano... the first piece, my best piece, was horribly played today.... the first pg usually has no mistakes.... today within first 8 bars alr 2-3 mistakes le.... then halfway got phone ring... is like now when i hear phone ring i will run to the phone n pick it up lor... but playing piano so cannot... aunt picked up... according to her, someone called to look for jessie... conversation was like
person: may i speak to jessie
aunt: no jessie here
person: who's house izzit?
aunt: yu ning
person: oh ok(hangs up)
i got nth to say to tt conversation... then no more updates liao... everyone who visits this blog right... whether u all know jessie or not.... can u all just pray for her? please? wtv religion also can... jsut pray... those free thinker right.... just start with - father, (add content), end with amen... as long as u mean it i think it should be fine right? dunno lah.... i free thinker too...

guilt....

WHERE ARE YOU???????????????????????????

anywaye... go waye's blog... todaye was damn... eh... dunno wat to say... lets try to get as much stuff here as possible cuz gg to suntec soon... not much time left... n tonight dunno whether coming online or not... anywaye, this morning tot was gonna be late cuz of a couple of things... then when reach sch i wasn't late at all... den a mysterious damn phone call came n i tot it was from jessie's mum den panic n look for a guy to pick up, which end up the guy is yeow, but never found out who the caller was... Y DIDN'T I PICK IT UP?!?!?!? WHY WHY WHY?!?!?!?!? I SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT's ALL MY DAMN STUPID FAULT!!!! anywaye, then jessie didn't come sch... this kinda thing happens almost as often as me gettin straight a's which is never so we all kinda panic. then call her house with julian's hp n her mum say she left the house a LONG time ago... then everyone panic more. then poor julian kena like 5 more phone calls... hehe... SORRY JULIAN!!! if i picked up the stupid call this might not have happened.... then during photo taking made a couple of phone calls... result: home nobody pick up. hp not on. daddy's hp no one pick up. mummy's hp invalid. sigh. photo taking was alright... the fella clicked b4 we arrange properly the informal photo will be of everyone talking... then after a VERY long mass civics when to jessie's house... the searching squad were me, li ting, shir, yy, des and zhi hao whom we dragged along cuz a guy got more sha shang li... hehe... but zhi hao look a bit harmless only... i officially concluded this is one of the few times where li ting n i were in front of yy n shir, running.... poor des leg pain some more... then li ting n des had to rush back to sch for mass civics... oh well... then details of wat happened in the house is censored cuz i repeat until sooooooooo damn sian le..... if only i picked up the hp... anywaye, all we can do now is wait till tues... damn me... anywaye, went to j8 to meet sam at pasta mania... joyce joined us... then bought sam cake... then sam left then li ting came.... u can really meet a lot of pple in j8... yy saw yk... hmmm... he is not bad... except the hair part... which explains yy's behaviour... then went to converse walk walk n wait for des to come down to find us... thank god des took forever... anywaye, then is like the whole j8 swarming with pple... den is like saw ny pple.... den saw yun yi.... den saw +~.... muahahahahhahahahaha........ ok... abit over... must control... he was wearing a white formal looking shirt which can be looser and a pair of pants that totally doesn't match... then i asked him y he was dressed like tt lor... anywaye, stupid shir say my face was red... then li ting ask me stop smiling or others will think i m crazy.... i m not smiling that much k!!! anywaye, yup... the end... may the force be with u... hehe....

never update for so long le... haha... n waye alr update her blog but still can see so pple who haven went got to her blog!!! anywaye past few days nth remotely interesting so nth much to blog about... oh yeah.... i watching star wars on friday! yay! then slp over at my cousin's... yay!cuz can play psp and ps2!!! soooooo fun!!!!!!!! muahahahaha.......... anyway, mon was boring... other then i m gg to fail bio n geog.... oops... i meant gp... hehe... then tues i gg to fail spa... cool eh? then in the afternoon went j8 to eat swensens.... nice to splurge once in a while... poor shir so damn sick still eat ice cream.... anywaye, then walk walk a bit then went popular... so fun lor... is like i took the thesaurus then say a word n yy n shir compete to give diff forms of the word... shir won... then i took the chinese idiom dictionary to test them again... give meaning they give answer... shir won again... haha... then we decided to go search for jap dictionary... saw a LOT of dictionaries... so fun lor.... anyway, then met waye! hehe... took train with her... n her fren... anywaye, todaye was ok... pe sux as usual... the cher had pms... then we ran one round warm up... then ran 5 more rounds and did a bunch of other crap stuff... sooooooooo damn tired after the whole damn thing lor.... then had cl... soooo lame... interview for exco... yy n shir left for the tt voting first.. justin is NOT the cap NOR vice cap! haha... he kena secretary or smth... the twins got the top posts.... yy is cap again... shir vice cap... u noe y? cuz gurls team only both of them... muahahaha..... anyway, back to cl... the interview was enjoyable... li ting went first... is like all of us have to choose a post we wanna be b4hand... so li ting choose ge yao section leader... then i take assisstant section leader... is like li ting went in first... then we jiang hao meet at nexus after the whole thing... since my entree not v long... i shall type my entire interview... haha... the order a bit wrong n the words not exact words cuz i dun rmb... tt's just wat i meant....

(went in. on my way in li ting come out. sees a whole panel of judges. 10 pple? went in n lean against the wall)
me: whao got panel of judges some more. no chair for us.
cl: u can go get a chair to sit.
me: nvm i fa zhan.
cl(yi ling): wat's ur name n class?
me: guo yu ning... or kwok yu ning.... wait.... must i speak in chi?
cl(yi ling): anything also can. class?
me: 09/05
cl(yi ling): tell me more about yourself
me: (blanks)
cl(yiling): like ur cca etc...
me: i was from table tennis((should have said dance n guzheng too.... muahahaha)) which has totally nth to do with cl((this part is exact words)).
cl(yl): any leadership posts experience?
me: can be considered ba. was commitee member in tt. (yi ling looks lost) as in like when cap n vice cap slack then i kena everything.... ((forgot to mention my cap n vice cap r not slack at all)) (yi ling nods to ask me go on) i m quite slack n fun type lah. so if i become leader or anything i will just be slack n fun lor
cl: and be fun and slack for everything right?
me: yeah... slack n fun my way through... (laughter) ((is being slack n fun funny?))
cl(yl): wat post u wanna take on
me: assisstant section leader for ge yao
cl:(yl): y?
me: cuz the person b4 wanna be section leader right? so yeah then i take assisstant lor.(laughter again)
cl(yl): u all jiang hao de ar?
me: yeah... (laughter)
cl(yl): wat u think of cl? like wat it needs etc
me: oh... (thinks) cuz u said the other time cl got like 50+ members right but it seems like everytime only got v few pple turn up so maybe we need to bond more and be more enthu lor.
cl(yl): so wat do you suggest?
me: go out for more outings. like during june holiday. go k box or smth cuz we r from ge yao wat...
cl(dorothy): then shu fa one how?
me: shu fa got pple one ar?(laughter)(dorothy fake angry) oops... sorry
cl(terence): oh hor u offend dorothy((which is kinda my whole pt so i won't kena any posts))
me: cuz i dunno any shu fa pple wat
yiling: so wat u suggest to bond cl?
me: eh...(totally blank)... i think of the answer le then tell you next time....( laughter)
cl(kai qi??): can like tt one ar?
me: cuz enthusiasm is an individual thing so if someone is not enthu no matter wat the leader to there won't be much difference...
the actress fella??: so in the end u have no solution?
me: yeah... i alr say wat... i m slack and fun all the way one... (laughter)
yl: k thanks u can go le
me: thanks... bye...

so yup tt's it.... i totally screwed up right??? yay!!! hehe.... dun need to kena any stupid duties le... although i m aries, i m a follower lah... cmi as leader... hehe... then after the whole thing went to reading room to wait for shir n yy... shir went to see doc... then d 3 of us just sat there n talked... then me n li ting ate ice cream at yck then talk a lot... like 45 mins? hehe... yup... the end...

go to waye's blog! i m gg to start of every of my entry with tt until waye updates her blog... hehe... i feel damn bad... dun ask y... anyway, today's entry is gg to serve as a reminder to me of wat my dream bf should be like cuz... i just feel tt it's about time i remind myself... b4... well... nvm... erm... the no. of * is the degree of importance...

1. height: 168-178cm tall. ****
2. gd bod*** (as in not fat and not skinny like bamboo consider ok le)(must be toned lah)
3. looks: must be shun yan and not qian bian(no other implications) *****
4. l1r5: 10 and below ***
5. psle: more than 250*
6. hairstyle MUST be nice*****
7. gentlemanly i.e. opens doors, carries bag, picks up the tab occasionally, gives me my own space**********
8. can play at least one instrument other than recorder***
9. noes when to shut up and when to talk to entertain me********
10. decisive********
11. proportionate body(no implications again)**********
12. knows wat i mean i.e can complete 50% of my sentences******** quite impt cuz i always speak halfway one.
13. passes every single pft ever taken in entire life*****
BONUS do more than 9 pull ups
14. sweet&romantic***** (shall not elaborate cuz if the fella dunno wat to do to be sweet n romantic he cmi)
15. helps me finish my food**
16. horoscope: leo/saggi/gemani (i think i spell wrongly)******(i quite believe in horoscope)
17. noes when to side with me and when not to*****
18. approved by my frenz ********** e.g waye, li ting, yy and maybe joyce(dun quite trust her taste sometimes)
19. acknowledge tt i m his gf... **********
20. trustworthy**********

from wat i know, the person failed... i think... i hope.... crap.... he failed lah... i tell u he failed... so yeah... dun care le... yay... is my expectation v high? i know this kinda guy is either gay or dun exist or alr attached... so yeah... wtv....

pple.... got to waye's blog... her entry v touching...

yesterday was friday the 13th... aka the annual cldds performance! lets start from the top... in the morning i had the best bio tutorial of my entire life... cuz me, eng thai, clarence, zhi hao, yu wen, pei yueng and aileen kena kicked out of class for not doing tutorial.... then we went to 10/05's homeroom to talk and crap n insult mr ong while doing our tutorial.... haha... too bad i alr used up the only chance to get kicked out b4 he calls up my dad otherwise i sure will do it again... then today dun have phototaking cuz poor hwee yan not in sch... then went down to sell tix with li ting... then didn't sell a single one lah... so sad... no mei li lah.... sad case.... anyway, manage to finally persuade zhi hao to go.... hehe... mass civics was so gan ren... they showed some video thing of a 6 yr old boy collecting money to build a well for some place in africa... but also a bit funny cuz he keep holding hands with his male pen pal then v gay... anyway, after tt is lunch then went to nexus to rot... seriously, the only thing i did was my piano hw... so glad i brought it there to do otherwise i wouldn't have had time to finish it.... then li ting n qi en disappeared to go eat pizza... their teachers treat them... then yy , shir n i just rot.... then we went to walk walk a bit.... then yi ling called so we went back for the rehearsal... after tt went to change then walk around the sch to take photos... brought them t where i took the picture of the aj "beach".... haha... really look like lor... i asked EVERYBODY and they say it looks like sentosa beach or smth n dun believe is i take from aj one... muahaha... finally my hp got use... then walked around taking random photos... then must go back for finale rehearsal le... yeow was swaying at the back.... so funny... then after tt do makeup and everything... i think ours is one of the thinnest makeup one... then waye called n say they arrive le so i like ran around to find them... she say they were at canteen but canteen was like being washed so act they(waye n weiqi) were at ohana... is like waye bought flowers.... i cannot believe it lor... she actually tot of such a thing... then weiqi also paid for it lah so THANK YOU WAYE N WEI!!!!! hehe... then i had to go back le.... then got des to wait for joyce n wan li but they were so late so des end up went in audi first... joyce keep scolding des unreliable but it's cuz they damn late lor... is like which guy will just wait there all the way.... only wan li is reasonable... anywaye, then we had to go back stage to wait le... like b4 tt we were planning when to bow... walk how many steps... so fun... is liek at backstage everyone was damn worried the turn out will be damn pathetic so we keep trying to peek out of the curtain... haha... then is like we heard a lot a lot of noise then got really excited... then after tt they turn off ALL the lights so we were all holding hands and everything then trying to find where everyone is.... then FINALLY, the curtains opened so we just went out n sing lor... is liek the spot light was SO DAMN bright i can't find 7d at all then panicked a little... then forgot a bit of the lyrics... then the wo yuan yi pple, aka hei dao cuz they were wearing black, were a bit fast at some parts so we, the chengl li de yue guang pple, aka bai dao, cuz we were wearing white, had to keep up... then at the end the jasmine suppose to solo but everyone tot the whole thing finish le so they clap liao... haha.... anyway, then we bow, move back then stood there and wait for the curtain to close.... still cannot find 7d... then we were all like zhao ar after the curtain closed... then me, shir, yy, li ting and qi en went to help out at the ticket booth... a LOT of pple came lor.... soooooo happy......... hehe...... then ee jun had to go in to play the jian fu ying fu part... is like he go in for a while then come out liao n say EVERYONE was laughing cuz the guy is the ticket booth fella n the female was the mc so 2 most prominant pple were the jian fu ying fu... haha.... if both the jian fu n ying fu were the mcs i think it will be damn funny too... is like justin keep singing the same part over n over to train... he was using hair spray as mic or smth... so funny... then a lot of pple went upstairs to listen to jasmine and dui shou pple sing... saw joyce n wan li so went to sit next to them... is like both performance were better than during the rehearsal... so funny... then is like wu jiang aka power ranger, got fan club like tt... then cl pple had to cheer for both of them otherwise justin will be damn poor thing... then everyone had to run down to prepare for finale le... is like i was looking everywhere for the 7d pple then finally spot waye cuz she wearing white so more prominant... gab and yu chuan came too... hehe... anywaye, after i saw waye i look down the row to see who else were here.... so pple who came are: waye, weiqi, shaun, david, fifi, des, josh n fangli. THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe... josh say i look damn funny covering the spotlight but i was trying to find u guys k... then is like yeow wasn't helping by swaying at the back... damn funny n distracting... haha... then is like the finale song some parts louder cuz some parts forgot lyrics... then i was like laughing not singing... haha.... then we move backwards n wait for curtains to close then saw waye bending over to prepare to scream or smth... is like if i wasn't looking i wouldn't have heard them cuz they were so damn soft lah... so sad... haha... waye saye the guys pang say her... sigh... guys ar.... cmi... muahaha.... anyway, after the curtain close we cheered behind the curtain... then ran out to change first but then they say must go photo taking so never change then ran back... then saw the rest coming back cuz they say take photo in nexus... then saw 7d pple so we like talk a lot b4 gg back to nexus to take photo... then yy n shir went to change n disappeared with the tt pple... sigh... zhong se qing you... li ting n i never change... change meaning back to skirt lah... then we(waye, yeow, des, fifi, shaun, me, li ting, qi en, zi jie, evonne, josh, fangli, gab, xi peng and yu chuan) walked to kfc at amk central for dinner/supper. is like it was so damn hot so li ting n i went to change n got waye to buy drinks for us... so thirsty... then just sat there n talk lor... the cl pple damn slow lah... we eat halfway le then they arrive... oh yeah, gab, yu chuan and xipeng so mean play a trick on everyone but only qien kena... is like they mix mayo with chili sauce n ice then say it will cause exothermic reaction... then they ask qien put hand over the misture to feel the heat evolve then they push her hand down then her hand kena the mixture... so poor thing... haha... then is like when i turn around saw josh so nice help fl wipe mouth... then is like nobody else saw except me n qien so we had to act out...damn fun... then we walk all the way back to yck mrt... is like yeow n waye were listening to music then li ting n i just sang along lah... at first we sang hou niao then sang dang ni... then after tt yeow they all oso dunno wat song they listening to saw li ting n i just sang wo ai ni.... so fun to walk down the street at night and just sing... like can dun care about anything and sing... hehe... the end.... wasn't such a bad day for fri the 13th after all eh?

1 more day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dunno wat to say le... if i just blog about today pple will say i crap again... so yeah... tmr then!!!! woohoo.... can't wait...

2 more days
yesterday was crap as usual... then in the afternoon went for the table tennis 3rd n 4th placing thingy... just cheered n everything lor... then keep messaging waye who was actually directly opposite me.... hehe... aj won tj... so yeah we are third... then waye came over to find me then i took her hp then dun return her... is like she cannot get it back lor, even with yy and shir's help... really cmi sia... haha.... 3 against 1 still lose... loser... anyway, then everything after tt was a bit of a blur... n really quiet... hmmm.... ended up late for cl... *stuck.... dunno wat to say....* erm... eh... anywaye, the tt teacher sent me, yy n justin back to sch... didn't get to wear the tt shirt in the end... just stayed in the nexus n slack... then after a while went out to get milo... erm... the rehearsal was quite comical actually... cuz the lyrics of the finale song was totally screwed up... so funny... went home qutie late... so tired then just slept w/o doing anything... shir, waye n yy say i look dmn pissed and sad and scary... i personally dun think it is possible for all this 3 feelings to be placed into one expression... oh well... nth to add on...
today morning like nobody reach sch early so i stoned there alone... then the si wen bai lei aka jh ask shir n i to go upstairs to pass the trophey to mickey tan so he can pass to the players... so lame lor... then yy not there cuz she got dental... pe sux... 2 round warm up. one round. 20 situps. one round. 20 pushups. one round. 20 jumping thingy. last round. 20 dips. then did cheer n everything. then li ting was asking me i was the one shouting izzit. my voice tt obvious ar? anyway, then played netball. bbc(big butt club) pple, the odd no. group lah thrash shirley's even no. group 6-1 or smth. pathetic sia. muahaha. then during break bbc pple invented 2 new versions of hai dai. hehe. then yy finally came back. then did a few other stuff then cca le. sang the same song a million times. guys tried hard to harmonise... cmi... oh wait... they were actually trying to sing in the normal tune... but cannot tell whether they harmonising or not... make me laugh only.... then went to deco some stupid board thing... quite colourful... then got one photo is the group one then is like our group like funeral like that... those pple gg on fri go look for the pic... really lor... all of us look as though somebody died... next yr if still got performance should have one funeral scene and ask us to act lor... damn zai.... anywaye, tt's all le.... must go study for bio spa tmr... even though i most probably will fail it or do pretty badly... i will still do my best... must dui de qi mrs tan... microscopy most probably leh... if fail i super no face le...today i didn't had tt scary expression right? i heard yy sent a v interesting sms to li ting... hmm... oh well... hope no one died yesterday... cuz i lost my pen knife...

+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~ happy bday 09 & him +~+~+~+~++~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~ today was... i dunno how to continue le... well, i just found out that there is absolutely nth i m gd at... is like if u put a gun against my head and ask me wat i can offer to save my life, i can only insult u to distract u and then... see how distracted you are??? gosh... is like math use to be like the subject i can count on even if all my books got burn in a gigantic fire which i survived and cannot study... u can just throw me a math i can like pass it.... at least by 50%... but after today.... i rather die with the damn fire.... my math sux... big time... it is the first time in my ENTIRE damn life that i know i will fail math... as in even the 1/10 partial fraction quiz it was a damn careless mistake... but today's math test i didn't noe how to do or wat to do.... is like i couldn't even start the damn question right... like it use to be i can do smth n the rest of the world which jessie is not in cannot do then i still like after the test will think of smth one... now is like i m still huh-ing... crap... is like after the test yeow was saying he still can get a or smth... i m like i cannot even pass... wat if my percentage lower than joyce? no offence lah but if we r still taking geog or smth joyce will be equally worried... sigh... forget it.... i will continue sucking forever and ever and ever....

my cousin came back le... gg to watch star wars with him on 19th... UPDATE: o level result no longer need in admission to jc... still a bit lost.... but i noe it's nth gd... for me at least... now my cousin shuan lah...

countdown to seeing 7d_ee: 6 days.
countdown to seing my dear cousin marcus(the older one): matter of hours...
wake up in the morning n got a damn shock cuz i tot i was late... is like the stupid non-digital clock suckz.... i couldn't tell if it was 8.20 or 7.20. then i ran out of the room to find my watch.... which is digital... then it is actually 7.19... sigh... make me panic only... then i just loiter around a bit... then got stomachache.... hai wo didn't even really eat breakfast.... sigh... then msg yy to ask her to meet me at yck mrt cuz no chauffeur.... sob... then tot i was gonna be early but end up spend a lot of time is the toilet then the stupid bus sped pass me when i reach the bus stop.... sigh... then yy keep calling me when i was 1 stop away then i keep guaing her... until i can't find her in the control station then walked out to find her n yeow who is doing flag day... so no choice have to support him... then by then li ting alr arrive... first time she so early man... then went to change... shir say i look more like i m gg to rap not sing.... u guys go n see for urself on fri ba... i think i look more like gangster... with the shirt hanging out n everything... haha.... might as well do handstand n everything on stage lor... hehe... even better, do slam dunk on stage... muahaha.... we were like planning some publicity stuff then kena called out by glennis the pianist and yiling the president to go n kai sang... we just sang happy b day song over n over at diff key... then did all the ahh n eee-ing... i think next tues n fri must also do... maybe on fri only lah... den went back to watch the fastforwarded version of the play cuz they practising for the lightings only... it is much more better than the normal version cuz the actor was like damn funny n speaking in english.... super super funny lor... laugh until muscle ache again... then after tt went to cut some stupid stuff for publicity... is like papers for pple to write encouragement on it lah.... so u all must write kk??? like jia you can liao... haha... is like the paper got heart shape n leaf shape etc.... then i must cut the stupid leaf shape one... damn hard lah... then cut halfway they say get ready for the rehearsal le... then it was so damn freakin cold tt the entire white pple were just "touching" each other.... haha... damn fun behind the curtain lor... we just lame behind... or more like i just lame behind the curtain... then is like last time the teacher say we need to stand closer so we did lah... then li ting n i were dancing wu xie ke ji then gu yi crash into each other.... haha... then deciding how to sway n everything... then like do the poses for slam dunk... then when they open the curtain wrongly or smth then the spotlight so damn bright so shir n i were like practising how to pose to look cool n block the light... haha... anyway, didn't forget the lyrics i think...even though during practise totally screwed up the lyrics... but the other song dunno the lyrics AT ALL.... except the chorus ba... sigh... justin improved but still cmi... he use to be slow by one beat now half only... hehe... but still not v in tune... muahaha... oh yeah, while waitin is like justin n i were doing how the gransazers transform n everything... damn fun... haha... miss the show again today... then tmr will miss power ranger.... sigh... anywaye, the teacher say tt we were not smiling n not looking at the audience... pls lor... on tt day it will be worse... cuz if look at some stranger it will be totally wierd... if i look at joyce or waye or whoever, i will laugh n forget lyrics.... die... but sure will smile... haha... after the whole thing went to ps for lunch den rush back home for piano... was damn hungry after cl lah.... who knew singing can take up so much energy... but me , shir n yy later concluded it's cuz the audi was too damn cold tt our metabolic rate increase etc.... advice for 7 d_ee... if u scared cold bring a jacket just in case... otherwise fall sick or anything i will be damn sad... r u guys wearint the jersey ar??? anywaye, clariana is damn resourceful... oh yeah, he was writin some rhyming thingy to reply shir's sms.... then like quite proud it rhymes.... then shir replied ni3 mei2 you3 xie3 shi1 de4 tian1 fen4,jiu4 bie2 zhai4 wo3 mian4 qian4 shua3 ben4... cool right? haha... anyway, now shir n yy damn screwed... haha... anywaye, my cousin is coming back tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muahahahha..... got ps2 to play le... then one more person to crap with.... but i got a feeling i will be asked to tutor him... pls lor... i like now still haven study for stupid bio... and also haven study for math... whether i was plannig to study for math or not in the first place is besides the pt... i think i will study later... sigh... cuz tmr cannot study one... sigh sigh...

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today was ok lor... slept through mass civics... then went for lunch at j8 with shir, yy, clariana(clarence), chung kiat and zhi hao... made shir n clare sit together in the bus n pasta mania... hehe... mean right? found out v interesting stuff about zhi hao and clare... clare was in chinese dance in prmary sch.... zhi hao was in art club or smth.... then sec sch zh was in tt n now in guitar... he like wanna be know it all like tt...sigh... then kinda made zh paid part of our lunch... hehe... then went back to sch for cca... stupid clare take my file... but got return... arms felt so damn light lor... cl was lame... we just sang over and over.... the guys were sooooooo out for their part lor... is like they r suppose to sing the line b4 the chorus.... then i started laughing alr... like cannot laugh out loud some more... then had to vibrate there for the first 2 lines of the chorus.... then the next 2 lines i just mouthed cuz really cannot sing out or i will go out.... not like i dun alr go out in the first place... sigh... tmr got full dress rehearsal.... should make those 7d pple go meet me and pay for their tickets.... i can't afford to pay for them lor... tt's all le...

signs to show i miss 7d_ee...

1. i spell way with an "e" i.e. waye
2. i say hello joshua style when i see pple...
3. and say ni zhou kai joshua style too...
4. just now when the publicity leader ask us to bring scissors i ask wei he instead of why or wei she me...

oh man... i m so screwed...

i m bloggin cuz i got nth bettter to do.... so poor pple who r reading this i suggest u all read when u guys are really hyper n cannot slp... it helps... today wake up cannot even sit up properly... stupid sit ups fault lah... muscle aching... then end up kinda rolled off the bed... then during breakfast realise tt my throat hurts when i swallow food.... which kinda didn't make sense cuz i dun rmb shouting as part of the 5 items... otherwise i sure pass one.... is like the first time it actually sux to be eating.... anyway, then on the car act plan to slp one then tt shir msg me.... hai wo.... sobz... then it was crap after crap until the best chem prac ever... damn shuan lor... is like the miss soh went for syf after briefing us then she also noe we damn happy she leaving... haha... then i just anyhow do the experiment cuz the answer suppose to be off... then calculation just copy.... at first i tot i can finally do a prac w/o refering to jessie's one lor end up the last question still copy hers.... sigh.... sho shi bai.... then bio prac was like crap.... all the purple part more like black n white sia... but i crap up some answers then the graph still quite nice... then it was raining like damn heavily lor so me, shir, yy, qiao yun n shiqi stayed in sch to do some stuff.... then while deciding where to go some guy come n tap my shoulder n say hi.... i momentarily blanked then i was like "u r herrick right?" then he was like yeah then he left... so comic lor... lucky i last min rmb tt he existed otherwise i would have freaked out... anyway, then went to canteen n did some stuff then played a song game thing... is like at first suppose to say a song title then the last word must link with a new song title then can be eng or chi as long as they sound remotely alike.... but end up we just see which song has tt word in it can liao... shiqi is like song dictionary... damn scary.... if she n yy go n play then the rest can just go n slp lor... but yy so slow if got time limit she will sayonara le... haha... just had dinner.... ate curry... v zhi tao ku chi right? then tmr n sat still got cl... can't wait to sound like ado man....

this is for tuesday one:sch was lame... after tt went to cchms again... lost to nj... poor tan support both sides...haha... oh well... then went to ps n crap.... n persuaded tan to dun go back to sch... then shintaro test my jap... i think can considered just pass??? hahaha.... oh well.... then ate ice cream.... wanted to ask joyce out but she still got sch... then yy n i left early so tt her life can be spared.... then went to get my card checked n everything... tt's it le ba... oh yeah, today yy sprain her poor thumb... sho poor thing... n today is one wk after tt day le... so fast...

PS purposely made the time earlier so tt the thank u mummy thing can be seen big big.... muahahah... time now is act 8.46

the waye~kynsation... muahahaha...

THANK YOU MUMMY YEOW!!!

many of u must be wondering y in the world i m thanking him right? haha.... he bought THREE tickets from me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeettttttttttttttttt............. hehehehehehehehehe........ woooo!!!!!!!!! i sound a bit the high only right... actually i m quite tired but nvm.... still must be siao a bit so tt pple who read my blog will think i m siao n feel siao.... crapping liao... anyway, for those pple who STILL DUNNO wat ticket i talking about, i m act talking about the cldds tickets.... the performance ones.... ring any bell??? anyway, dear jeremy yeow help me buy 3!!!!! shoooooooo nice.... hahaha..... anyway, the rest of today were more boring... anyway, today had pft 5 items... shutter run 11.1 sec... haha... so many ones... like 2.4 got 17.11... hehe... anyway so now my result slip got 8 ones.... hehe... fastest woman is shirley... 10.8... wah say lor... anyway, then sit up i did like 31 then i just stop there... haha... tired lah... then i just sat there then scared the teacher scold me... but she didn't even see me... muahaha.... unlike poor suay yy.... the cher say her hands not on her ears lor... then only did 26... then it was nightmare standing broad jump.... crap lor... is like i jump 163 one... then the fella wrote 163... so actually i dun wanna do liao then must do 2nd one then keep having fault then must redo... then when i do correctly the crap teacher cancel the 163 and write 150... damn him lor... then qiao yun also cmi so went to do sit n reach n incline first.... waye say her sbj always min 180... gosh... anyway, sit and reach was a so damn super nice teacher... is like when i push then reach like 34... then he say 3 more cm to c... then ask me push more... then i tot is must drag the thing all the way back to push but he just let me push from there lor... so i did get the 37.... li ting like 44???? sigh... then was incline pull up... shirley did like 13... sigh... if i knew i would have gone on n try to break her record lor... i just like did 9 then let go... then when i stand up then saw yy looking at me... haha... must do 9 cuz i index 9 then from 09 wat.... haha... i guess i could have done more? dunno lah... maybe can? (yy: do i looked like i can?) anyway, no time le so rush back with qiao yun to the sbj there then ask the other teacher to take the distance.... i got 158!!!! so i passed!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway, after pe was break where yy n i listen to music then i sing then shiqi listening which was like super damn stress.... cuz she soooooooooooooo gd singer.... then when reach f.i.r songs i totally cmi lor.... sigh... then chem was v interesting... miss soh siao liao... she keep crapping i dunno wat's wrong with her... compare us with retainees some more... kinda.... sigh... oh well.... suddenly tay yit meng is THE chem teacher... anyway, today cl was a v long rehearsal... cannot reveal too much lah... but justin can't sing... everyone was too soft... i think shouting will please the teachers... oh well... the pianist is siao liao... he play like wierd wierd stuff... then i was like calling her pianist instead of her name but she replied anyway... haha... power ranger wasn't tt bad a replacement.... but tt line dun have tt effect le... sigh... so sad... oh yeah... i will be wearing 4/1 tee on tt day.... so v easy to spot... hehe.... went home with justin today... he also watch gransazer n power ranger lor... haha... to end off... i shall put the nicks of me and waye....

my nick:
Kyn*energy*=sly=+the waye+ charmedone2129.blogspot.com
(the waye means tt waye ning is the way.... a bit off right? but nvm....)

waye's nick:
i dont ever wanna forget you..~kynsation~ *http://muddled-head.blogspot.com/

dark pyro: i where got attitude? wat u mean ar? hehe... a bit blur...
yy: my eyes are always narrow lah... happy? hehe... my result same as +~...

just came back from v v busy day... btw, the play is call an yu QING yun... i typed cheng... hehe... typo lah... anyway, that day is also AH MA'S BDAY!!!! so in order to celebrate we shall go for dinner b4 tt then come n see the play!!! see! yi ju liang de! so clever right? (thanks JOSH!) so 7d_ee pple pls come ok? and buy tickets from me! thank you thank you! anyway, this morning wake up alr super happy cuz piano is CANCELLED!!!! but the poor teacher is sick... hope she get well soon... i m not tt mean to wish her death k... (at this pt rush out of rm cuz realise the time n forgot to watch good luck!) anyway, then went to msg everyone to ask them about pushing up the meeting time for pw... but delia cannot cuz got family lunch... so only yy, aileen n i met... met yy first at yck mrt... then waited for aileen at 804 bus stop to realise tt we have been waitin at the wrong place... then after tt took bus to wait for her at bus stop then aileen was super late... anyway, the project didn't take long... oh yeah, aileen's bro was a disappointment... but their fam v interesting... talk to each other via phone one... like aileen cannot find the phone n lazy to bring in so she use hp to call house phone so her bro will pick up n bring in for her... so funny... anyway after that went to meet WAYE NING!!!! went to kfc for lunch while waitin for david... whom just woke up at 1? then during lunch delia was messaging me whether she need to go yishun or not then i say no then she said smth about she is guilty she never do anything... pls lor... she hers is call never do anything then me is like wat? oh yeah... aileen is bbq n delia is ccq... blur blur queen n chop chop queen... anyway, then waye n i went to play a bit at timezone... then crap n talked... then wasted a lot of time deciding whether to go k box or play pool... david wanted to play pool but unfortunately was out voted... sooo poor thing lor... hehe... cannot play pool n some more must bear we my horrible singing... i was wearing shades then the stupid david tried to take photo but it was deleted... haha... then on the bus we were reading lime then david has this funny smile on his face when he saw cyndi.. haha... so funny... then waye keep looking at the hayden christenson page... haha... anyway, due to david's quick reflexes, we got off one stop late... so wasted a lot of time then got to k box... i applied for the membership card thingy... which i highly doubt i will ever use unless i gg with 7d... anyway, hougang outlet super disappointing cuz the songs tt cine have hougang dun... so i m so only gg to go cine outlet le... anyway, today's singing sucked... really cmi lor! is like i went out so much ar... i think nobody will dare to go for the cl performance liao... lucky only got waye n david there... waye got mic softer than me no mic some more... sigh... anyway, i m never ever gg to touch ming tian jian again... now i understand y shiqi dun wanna sing f.i.r songs... anyway, david actually sang mei li xin shi jie... so comical... anyway, then me n waye dian all the cyndi songs again to redeem ourselves... hehe... after tt waye need to go cut hair so we all took same bus.. then we walk walk walk then realise we haven hug hug yet... then we were like how how how... then after tt on the bus we decided to stand so tt b4 she leave we can hug... hehe... sound les... but wtv... i bet david think we are les right? who cares... anyway, then she left liao... so sad... then david made the stupid punk rock chick comment again... my fringe long v wrong meh? he say he tot fifi v cool liao then i even worse... he ar... back to waye, she was messaging me about how next time she go cut hair then can come n find me! yay! hehe... hope her hair grow fast fast... haha... oh well...

fri morning was a bit off... then pple keep saying i look sad... got meh? anyway, then stayed back for makeup bio prac... thank god mr ong was mia otherwise jessie die... keep "losing" the cells... soooo poor thing... then i help her find the cells... hehe... so proud of meself... anyway, then had cl... li ting happily pon it again... oh yeah.... b4 tt played tt... in sch uni some more... the stupid bat both side is rubble one not pimple so i totally cmi lor... cl was crap... now have to sing another song and mus sell 7 tickets...

AJC An yu cheng yun. 13th may friday 7pm at AJ audi. PLS SUPPORT! Buy tix from ME!!!!!!!!

anyway, justin the singing really cmi sia... there goes cl's ming yu... then after that went to extra at yanhan's(tt vice cap) b day thingy... then had chocolate cake for dinner... then went for idol... it was ok lor... then after the interval went to li ting's side for the 2nd half... then got scream a bit more... cuz the bring me to life performance more got life ba...

yesterday went to k box... i really cannot sing lor... but got new songs so quite happy... joyce n i keep screaming while we were singing dao dai or smth... cuz yy was scrolling n everything... so funny... then went walk walk a little then joyce treat us to pizza then went home... after tt went to suntec for dinner... soup restaurant place again... then cal n i went arcade then bought swensen's ice cream for desert... i think tt's all le ba... cuz today my mind is in a bit of a blank...

You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes